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[clarazeuthen]

[espen-cade]

"It’s okay" he stated with a smile. Cuddling was wonderful, he had missed being this close to another person. Closing his eyes he was drifting off into a deep sleep. Luka hadn’t moved on, he had simply had sex, quite a lot of it really. He still didn’t want a relationship, after what Jackson had said to him it really had sunk in that he just wasn’t good enough for one and that Cameron deserved a lot better.

[cameronaemery]

Cameron noticed Luka starting to drift off again and he nudged him gently, waking him up just enough for them to move into a more comfortable position to actually sleep in. "If you're this sleepy we'll just go to sleep now, kay?" he said with a small smile, kissing Luka's cheek quickly, without thinking about it, before curling up next to him.

[espen-cade]

Luka jumped when Cameron nudged him and he couldn’t help but chuckle. “Sorry I had to take a pain pill so I’m a bit sleepy right now. If you want to cuddle though I’m cool with that.” he spoke softly letting both arms wrap around Cameron. His head snuggling into the crook of the males neck.

[cameronaemery]

"Sorry I didn't mean to scare you" he said sheepishly, a small blush on his cheeks. "Cuddling is great" he agreed, resting his head against Luka's shoulder as they cuddled, enjoying being so close to the other boy. Part of him wanted to tell Luka how he felt, that he was still head over heels, madly crazy, falling for him.... maybe even loving him, but the other part was scared of the answer, didn't want to find out Luka had moved on. 

[espen-cade]

Seeing what Cameron had chosen to watch Luka was happy with it. He didn’t really feel like using his brain for anything. Feeling the other snuggle into him when he got comfortable he just smiled. He watched the movie and cuddled with Cameron. About midway through though his eyes began to get heavy. Partly because he was so comfortable and  partly because of the pain pill he had taken. Nuzzling into Cameron Luka closed his eyes and dozed off a bit.

[cameronaemery]

Cameron could feel himself getting increasingly more comfortable with each moment he spent in Luka's arms, almost forgetting that they weren't dating anymore. It felt so natural and familiar to be cuddled next to the other male that he didn't even think of how confusing his emotions were beforehand. When he noticed Luka dozing off he nudged him slightly ,letting out a soft laugh. "You okay Luka? We could just go to sleep properly now if you'd prefer"

[espen-cade]

"Okay cool, yeah you can stay here if you want or we can go over there." getting up he moved to get a soda and handed one out for Cameron. "Yeah my computer is on the night stand you can boot it up and choose something on netflix." he stated moving to his desk as he took out a pill bottle and popped one into his mouth before taking a drink to swallow it down. Moving back to the bed he set his soda on the window cil and got comfortable.

[cameronaemery]

Cameron thanked Luka as he handed him the soda and moved to get the laptop, starting it up and going to netflix. He took a few minutes to pick a film but eventually opted for a stupidly simple, comedy cartoon. He knew that Luka kinda liked watching them, especially when he wasn't feeling up to anything majorly intelligent. Without thinking about what he was doing, acting purely by instinct, doing what he was used to, he curled up against Luka when the other male had gotten comfortable.

[espen-cade]

"I miss you too" he admitted to the male as he wrapped his arm around the others waist. He had missed Cameron, and spending time with the other male. It was just better for them though if they weren’t together. Jackson was right about him being bad for Cameron since he couldn’t hold a relationship and just kept wanting more from people.

[cameronaemery]

"Okay, okay good." he said with a small smile, "We'll hang out now, and then tonight I'll stay here, or you can stay at mine, and cuddle and stuff and yeah." he grinned. "Do you wanna watch a film or something now?"

[espen-cade]

Feeling Cameron play with his hair made Luka smile, it was like old times when they were dating and the male would do this. With the others words he blinked “You really would want to do that? It wouldn’t be to weird for you?” he questioned wanting to make sure. He missed it as well and if Cameron was cool with snuggling at night he would probably take the male up on that offer.

[cameronaemery]

"It might be a little weird to start off with" he admitted, "But I want to do it, I missed it.... I missed you" he said quietly, wrapping his arms gently around Luka's waist and resting his head against the male's shoulder.

[espen-cade]

Luka shrugged “I’ve done a few fun things, not many. Mostly I’ve been hiding since this fight went down.” He stated with a shrug. He hadn’t felt like doing much of anything lately. “I just wish my brother would hurry up and get here already. I could use someone to hold me at night and comfort me.” he said sighing a bit. 

[cameronaemery]

Cameron frowned at Luka's words and crawled up the bed to be next to him. "I'm really sorry you feel that way" he said quietly, reaching out a hand to play with his hair. "But I uh.... we could still cuddle at night if you want? Just as like.... like friends or something? I miss holding someone and them holding me at night too."

[espen-cade]

"I’ve been better" he admitted with a shrug as he moved to sit down on the bed scooting back until his back touched the wall. "What about you, whats new in your world?" he asked rather curious as to what Cameron had been doing. Part of him wondered if the male had slept with anyone, or met someone that sparked his interest yet.

[cameronaemery]

"Nothing really" he replied, brushing his hair away from his face and shrugging his shoulders. "I've mainly be doing work stuff, haven't really had much time to talk to anybody or do anything fun" he added, "I'm sure you have though, even with a few bruises you're still the most beautiful guy at this school"

[espen-cade]

It was a bit awkward that he was going to hang out with Cameron but he couldn’t deny that he wanted to. Well somewhat. He didn’t really want the male to see him with these yellowing brownish bruises on his body but he guessed he couldn’t hide how he looked from everyone in the school. Hearing the knock on his door he moved over and opened it letting a light smile tug at the corners of his mouth. “Hey” he said softly moving aside so Cameron could walk into his room. He still had the bear the male had given him, currently tucked away under his comforter and beside his pillow so it didn’t look like anything but a pillow. He slept with it when he felt upset and had no one to cuddle him at night.

[cameronaemery]

Cameron smiled softly at the other male when he opened the door, trying his best not to look at the bruises on his face. "Hey yourself, you okay?" he asked quietly, moving to sit on the edge of Luka's bed, as he watched the other boy carefully.

[cameronaemery]

Cameron couldn't deny he felt nervous going to see Luka again. Sure, they'd spoken to each other a couple of times since they broke up, and they've even hung out a bit, but this was going to be the first time they were alone together since the breakup. He crossed the hallway and knocked lightly on the door, rocking back and forth, as he waited for an answer.

[espen-cade]

[drunk text] You are pretty and it's annoying and stupid, and I just want to kiss your annoying stupid face okay? okay.

[text] Cam, are you…drunk? 

[espen-cade]

[text] Yeah if you want to I’m across the hall.

[cameronaemery]

[text] okay... okay I'll be over soon.

[espen-cade]

[drunk text] You are pretty and it's annoying and stupid, and I just want to kiss your annoying stupid face okay? okay.

[text] Cam, are you…drunk? 

[espen-cade]

[text] Do you want to come over? I’m in my room, I haven’t left much.

[cameronaemery]

[text] Oh yeah.... I uh.... I guess I could if you don't mind?

[espen-cade]

[drunk text] You are pretty and it's annoying and stupid, and I just want to kiss your annoying stupid face okay? okay.

[text] Cam, are you…drunk? 

[espen-cade]

[text] Oh yeah? Why?

[cameronaemery]

[text] cause I miss you.... like we saw eachother everyday when we dated and I just.... I miss not seeing you.

[espen-cade]

[drunk text] You are pretty and it's annoying and stupid, and I just want to kiss your annoying stupid face okay? okay.

[text] Cam, are you…drunk? 

[espen-cade]

[text] Oh…..well you probably wouldn’t have wanted to see me anyway…well it doesn’t make me look pretty.

[cameronaemery]

[text] Well, actualyl I do kinda want to see you.

[espen-cade]

[drunk text] You are pretty and it's annoying and stupid, and I just want to kiss your annoying stupid face okay? okay.

[text] Cam, are you…drunk? 

[espen-cade]

[text] I’m not saying you are now, just when you sent that text you were. I look pretty ugly right now. I’m surprised you didn’t hear I got the shit beat out of me. I thought everyone knew they by now. I have a huge bruise that covers most of the right side of my face.

[cameronaemery]

[text] Yeah, I heard about it.... I wanted to check if you were okay but thought it'd be awkward..... I still don't think you being brusied would make you ugly though.

[espen-cade]

[drunk text] You are pretty and it's annoying and stupid, and I just want to kiss your annoying stupid face okay? okay.

[text] Cam, are you…drunk? 

[espen-cade]

[text] It sounded drunk to me lol You want to kiss my annoying stupid face? I don’t think you would want to for another two weeks or so, it looks pretty ugly.

[cameronaemery]

[text] Well, I'm not drunk, kay? kay. You're not ugly you're pretty and stupid and pretty.