my ia ahh just came bac after a weekend of crazy shit but
THANK YOU ALL FOR 2.3K I LOVE YOU MWAHMWAHMHAW *insert flying flowers and flying free tickets to any kpop gg appearances here*
ill make this post pretty later.. time to enter my cocoon again ..
(school is killing me. and also im starting to indulge myself into the indie web. i swear ill post a new mbd soon just trust me on this one minion folk people fans. or maybe i wont idk mang ts so hard to think about bruah)
about my gif i didnt remove the background lol , it's 2 different frames i combined together to make the gif !!
if you're talking about the main selca , i cut out the parts i didnt want with the lasso tool on my photo editor , added an outline + drop shadow , then moved it around twice to get that 'paper-moving' look !!
if im wrong u can def tell me in the comments because idk what else to say lol 😭
hi everyone. now i know after this, i know im not going to have 'everyone', but, honestly, ive been thinking about doing this for about a month now, and it's been hurting me in the inside for over a few weeks.
i really, really, cant stand being told to keep quiet about it, and, because bigger blogs are involved, ive been feeling so scared to tell almost anyone about it. this was during my surgery, everytime i saw something related to the situation or the people part of it, and now, also before school starts... in a day? i really cant deal with this. for my mental health, im typing this out. you dont know how scared i am typing this btw
so pretty much, a few weeks ago, or about a month-ish ago, i had a fallout with two of my friends. it was because a friend of mine had told one of them something he didn't like, and i had joined the server without knowing in the first place. i was blasted when he found out and when i finally asked for evidence i was provided screenshots with barely any context or previous messages, then was told that he hoped i knew a bigger blog has already blocked that blog.. but when i said that i understood their perspective, but still wanted to talk to the other person, well, you can guess, things didn't turn out well for me.
andd ever since, we havent talked, and about a week ago, i tried to talk to them via asks but instead it backfired, so eventually i blocked them, which then looked like i was being 'petty'. back on topic, right after the fallout, they created a friend group with bigger blogs so quickly, told their group about it in their own way, and since i dont have discord anymore either, i cant really see whats going on exactly. but i can tell you that i feel outcasted. i feel like im not a part of this 'k-tumblr community' anymore. im just 'a blog'. and, i think you all know decay; the server thats supposed to be a fun, active kpop deco server for k-tumblr. it has now come to my attention that some people in this group make references to the fallout situation which the two wanted to keep 'personal', and then, everytime, delete it a few seconds later. ( by the way this group has adults. so, it doesnt make sense for an adult to side with another teen without 1) having full context and 2) join in on the drama if you think about it?? anyways )
later on, i was sent a message from one of the people of this implied 'group' passing me on information from them, telling me not to tell anyone about this situation...
you know what. as much as its online you dont know how much its affected my daily life. so telling me not to tell anyone is basically dismissing my feelings, my story, my everything.
im sharing this because i want people to be aware of behavior that made me uncomfortable. this isn't about drama, its about transparency. being frustrated about someone not wanting to be your friend (mind you an adult not wanting to be your friend) doesn't allow you to go ahead and get angry at someone else. having a friend who is completely unaware of the situation and assuming that they're supposed to take your side when you barely ever talked to them in the first place, and yet they still stayed and were proud to be your friend, is just plain wrong to me.
if any oomfs ask, i will provide screenshots. i know most of you are part of decay but only if you want to understand, ill share. tbf i just cant keep it to myself anymore.
i know that pretty soon, there is going to be some pretty bad comments about this post.
let them comment.
and also know that if you dont like this post, feel free to block me. you are simply setting a boundary. i wont get mad at you. i am simply choosing peace for myself.
im done being hurt and used. im choosing myself now
i am free
+ i am going to be taking a break from tumblr until i feel ready to come back, this will be about a week, a month maybe, im not sure. i might reply to any dms sent to me by my oomfs, but for now, will be surfing on the slow-internet aka neocities. i love you all <3
ok im posting this now its really hard for me to click this post button. ok i did it oh god
haii everyone !! there's a server ive been working on since MARCH and with the encouragement of some oomfs ..
i have decided to officially announce that fluttershies kdeco + hangout is now open to everyone !!
i hope it can get the same love as many other servers i see everyday ^_^ its an mlp-themed (mostly fluttershy) kpop sfw non-tox hangout, and with your help, we might become pretty active soon !!
i created this server so that people don't feel blocked off soley to a kpop server where all you talk about is kpop... i wanted to bring back a piece of childhood nostalgia to give our conversations and server itself much more charm.
also, if you are a huge softcore fan, rest assured. @tsumiinum's divs have made their way into the kpop x mlp discord server realm~ ᥩྀིྀི.˔.ᥩྀིྀི ♡ RHAE IF U SEE THIS ILY
so . do you want to discover your inner rainbow dash (rah!!), fluttershy (yay!!), rarity (*sparkles*), applejack (yeehaw), pinkie pie (HAHRHARHRRHRE), twilight (YAYYYY!!! ), or any other pony alive?
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀join⠀fluttershies⠀♡ ֹㅤ 𓈒ㅤ 𓂂 ྀི
+ also im going to try to lure you guys in.
staff applications are gonna be open soon .. and uploader is already avail tehehe
+ i want to thank decay and lace for this server's grand opening's ad inspo 𓐍ִ͚ 𝄞⃝᪲ ̥♥︎
thank u to aleur for inspiring me to add a confession channel and snore.gg for the diary channel ʚ( ៸៸ ´ ) ಿ you are all so awesome !
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝅘𝅥𝅮⠀⠀۪۪ٜ ᩙ⠀⠀⠀݂۫ 𓏼 ₊⠀⠀⠀❤︎n⠀this⠀side of hell⠀.⠀𓄰ֹ⏝⏝𓄰⠀🥛~
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me editing this harhar
also tumblr plsss add img to comments that way i can js reply in my own comment with this pic 🥺 like tiktok ( tick tock tick tock blink gone ... oh no its stucki n my head )
how did you do your header ?? im lowk jelly (⇀‸↼‶)
haha thankuu that means a lot to me~~ʕ◍˘ᇂωᇂ◍)⊃
about how i made it.. i can't really tell you can i... then id be selling all my secrets... more like giving them away for free~~ ᐡ⸝⸝> ·̫ <⸝⸝ᐡ
lmfaooo jk ill give you some tips .. so welcome to..
⠀~⠀⠀ᨳ᭬⠀⠀what you will need:
a photo editor ( canva / photopea / pixlr e )
ezgif
canva
⠀◟ ͜⠀♡¨⠀⠀⋅.˳˳.⋅ॱ ˙ॱ⋅.⠀lets get cookingg~ ! ( btw this is a long ass tutorial so )
1 . ) open up your photo editor ( im using pixlr e but any works fine ! )
2 . ) then add everything the way you want to !! i cant specifically say how i do it because itd make no sense but (⚆·̫⚆‧̣̥̇ ) as you go you'll find a natural flow ✧｡٩(ˊᗜˋ)و✧*｡ .
basically the formula i use is = 1 selca >> pngs that match the colors on the selca >> overlays >> and then text ( it goes last since you don't realy need space to put it anywhere ! and for fonts id recc using pinterest reccomendations ^_^ )
make sure to also leave some kind of space transparent or else the gif will have no where to go!
~ quick tip : use layers , don't put everything on one layer ~ !!
3 . ) save that shit ‼️ make sure its in png or else you wont be able to add the gif later ~~ (ﾉﾟ0ﾟ)ﾉ
4 . ) next go to tumblr and find a gif you want . then save it ૮꒰っ ̫ _ ꒱ྀིა
5 . ) usually tumblr gifs are either formatted in .gifv or .webp .
so go to ezgif and drop it there to turn it into a .gif
if ur reading this , then i betcha can get through hwo to use ezgif . ✌️
basically dont tweak any other setting except for the quality slider or else your laptop is going to crash ☆⌒(>。<)
6 . ) once you download your gif , go to canva !! if you dont have an account then make one :3 make sure to click the uploads button on ur home page to get here or you can just use this link
click the add new button and then upload your gif + png file (ˊᵒ̴̶̷̤ ꇴ ᵒ̴̶̷̤ˋ)
7 . ) now click on your png file (NOT UR GIF !!) and click open in editor
8 . ) follow the steps in order ( uploads >> videos >> click the gif )
9 . ) resize the gif to your liking !! don't forget to put it under the png layer . you can access layers by right click >> show layers
~ it should look somethiing like this (≖⩊≖)
10 . ) FINAL STEP !!! save it !!
~~ and that's how you get this !
i hope this helped and im open for any questions ^_^ ( dont ask how i place stuff because i genuinely dont know ok )
and i hope you liked my cooking mama themed lesson .˳˳. ( ; ㉨ ; )💧
