#taking a break

[cruella1989]

Ian McDiarmid and Christopher Lee are caught playing Star Wars video games.

[nikidikiy]

SHIRTLESSS ゙❤︎ NISHIMURA RIKI

⤷ 🌺 flirty! niki x 𝒇!𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 ˃ ᗜ ˂ fluff ゙✿ 326wc ⋮ w. kissing, cursing, i think that’s all 🗯️ FATE

— you never thought that seeing Niki shirtless would affect you that much

— NIKIDIKIY’ S NOTES hello! i’m back after some time. I’ve written some fan fics and they’ll be posted during other days. Hope you’ll like this one anddd yeah:)

11:34PM showed on the clock as you sat in bed waiting for Niki to come

“babe! come ooon!” you say in a tone

“cooomingggg” niki replied while walking to you

currently he was in a tank top, okay you’ve seen him in that before but what he was about to do next…

“fuck…it’s hot in here…did you turn on the heather or something??” he looked at you

“y-yeah its cold—“ your words got cut off as Niki suddenly removed his tank top

mouth hanging open as you could only shamelessly watch his perfectly defined body figure—

the muscles on his biceps, his chest, medium waist, defined abs—you couldn’t look anywhere else than there

“yn…?”

no response

“sweetie…..??”

again, no response

a smirk appeared on his face when he realized what caught you off guard

walking over to you and bending over slightly to be at your eye contact

finally you looked at him, pealing away your look from his body

a blush appeared on your whole face and you started stuttering

“i-i—i d-didn’t mean t-to i j-ju—“

he kissed you, cutting off your stuttering words with his mouth

the kiss is gentle and passionate, his hands cupping your cheeks

when he pulled away, your face was even more redder than before

“you’re cute when you’re flustered honey” he teased you

“sh-shut up…put some clothes on you dork..!”

“awh, i don’t think you want me to tho” he cooed lifting your chin so you’re looking up at him now

that shut you up and made the butterflies in your stomach explode

he sat next to you and pulled you into his lap, a few moments later he asked again

“is my baby flustered still?”

“shut up….” you shot back before you both changed positions and now?

laying on his bare chest was even better than his tank top

face buried in his neck while his in your hair, both tangled together

with warmth and love

— 贅沢 mmm i love niki🙂‍↕️🖤

— @maishee @kimmsunooo @rikishima88 @ariekas @afanok @memorab1lia @engenewilstaykon @enhypendata @arelyvn @ineedjaeyun @lovelee-evan @prettybs @unknown-y-person @y-riene @yjwexe @woninlove @bensabrifirildak @shaiimuraaa @heeluv4ever if you wanna be added to the taglist feel free to comment while it’s still open

[perplexi]

a moment to catch up 🦋🔥✨

[worm-on-a-blog]

hey! take it easy soon, if you can. 

[gutsssee]

doodle on my break

perspective be damned

YAYYYYYY!

[ideotape]

eddie studies +bonus hen

[luvismenu]

i've decided that i'm going to permanently turn off asks. i've received sm hate and i’m really tired. i’ve always tried my best to ignore hate, but it eventually reached a point where i realized i need to put my own wellbeing first. my hands are shaking as i type this, and i'm not saying that for sympathy. i'm saying it because i don't think some people realize how much their words can actually affect another human being. and i think some people genuinely forget that there's a real person behind this blog.

tw: death threats, mental health issues.

i genuinely cannot believe there are people who dislike me enough to send me threats and wish for my death and tell me things like “no one will remember you if you die". i don't know what i've done to make someone feel that strongly about me, but i promise i've never intentionally tried to hurt anyone. i'm still learning, growing, and trying my best every day. but i can't let this happen again. if you dislike me that much, please just block me.

i've spoken openly about my mental health struggles before, and seeing people use those things against me, mock me for them, or weaponize them in order to hurt me is genuinely cruel. and i don't want that in my space.

to the people who keep insisting i'm fake, manipulative, or whatever version of me you've created in your head: i don't know what to tell you except that you don't know me.

i'm a 19 year old trying to figure life out as i go. i'm not perfect. i've never claimed to be. i've made mistakes, i’ve apologised, i've learned from them, and i'll continue learning from them. but at some point, constantly being picked apart for every little thing becomes exhausting and depressing.

i've realized that i'll probably never be able to exist peacefully on here while there are people who are determined to be upset by everything i do. so for my own peace of mind, asks are staying off permanently and and i will be interacting a lot less from now on. i'll still be here. i'll still write. i'll still post — because that's genuinely my sole purpose of being here. i don't really care about popularity, numbers, blog discourse, or any of that (im very grateful for everyone who support my fics) but i never joined tumblr for "popularity". i'm here because i enjoy writing, i enjoy sharing stories, and i like having a place to save my fics. so i'm choosing to focus on that.

if you have a genuine question or something you want to talk about, my dms are open. i've realized that i'm much more comfortable and feel safer communicating through dms than asks, and i think that's what works best for me moving forward.

and to the person who sent me those long messages about how much you dislike me, my fics and my personality: i'm sorry you feel that way. carrying around that much anger for someone you've never met cannot be healthy for either of us. i hope you heal from whatever made you think this was okay.