misunderstood ;

misunderstand mis•uhn•der•stand — fail to interpret or understand the words or actions of (someone) correctly. muti muse blog written by gen. established. may 2016. if you do not know me / i do not follow you, please read the guidelines. updates drafts: 5. starters: 0. inbox: 2. memes: 0.

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litheli:

❛     derek   thinks   i   should   come   over   on   friday  .  .  .     ❜     plush   mouth   upturns   in   a   haughty   grin,    cards   kept   close   to   her   chest   dare   he   call   her   bluff.     ❛     i   told   him   we’ll   see.    depends   on   if   i   have   other   takers.     ❜     /     @canesvenatiici

❛   derek  thinks  a  lot  of  things.   ❜   not  always  worth  mentioning,  however.  wicked,  sly  woman,  she  was.  a  mystery  to  most,  but  an  opened  book  to  him.  icy  eyes  sparked,  smirk  meeting  her  taunt.   ❛   you  should  be  good  to  go,  then.  I  don’t  see  any  takers  around.   ❜

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breedsmisery:

what was   THE POINT?    being derailed enough to where nobody would believe her was enough.    how many times have they witnessed each other’s breaking points?     did he really believe that all common sense had been lost?    brain went haywire?       ❛     you wouldn’t believe me anyway.      ❜       voice shook     ,   hurt etched into syllables.     attempting to blink back moisture that build.     concentrating hard on trying not crumble further.     ❛     everybody already thinks i’m crazy.     ❜  

❛   don’t   give   me   that.   ❜   did   she   really   think   that   low   of   him?   after   every   hardship,   did   she   honestly   held    H I M    at   the   same   standards   she   held   anyone   else?   patience   that   usually   ran   thin   held   on.   giving   up   on   her   had   never   been   an   option  -  could   never   be   one.   ❛   tell   me   what’s   happening,   spence.  ––––     please.   ❜   damnation   would   fall   upon   the   universe   before   she   could   not   find   a   safe   haven   in   him.

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breedsmisery:

❛    I’M CONFUSED   —–     ,    ❜      (   not an easy admission.   )     voice breaks    ,   that same familiar    ,   you’re unstable feeling springing moisture to bloodshot orbs.     flecked with red in a normally alert brown.      ❛     but the point is    ,    i’m not crazy.     ❜      slightly unhinged reaction probably did not help her case    ,    but words still laced with a please believe me tone.

❛   ——   you   better   start   making   some   SENSE,   hastings.   ❜    b r e a k d  o w n  ,   a   sight   that   wasn’t   familiar  -  and   yet   a   LIE   to   say   it   wasn’t   an   atmosphere   they   both   grown   accustomed   to.   ❛   slow   down.   now,   go   back,   from   the   beginning   this   time.   ❜   help   couldn’t   be   provided   if   he   was   in   the   same   state   of   / confusion /   she   admitted   to   be   in.

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breedsmisery:

❛   why  ,  are you talking me like  BEN FRANKLIN?     ❜      she demands    ,   TOO CAUGHT UP in the midst of one’s own paranoia to have time for any citations.     could’ve   sworn  her next door neighboor’s light switched on despite that nobody has been home for hours.     SOMEONE WAS WATCHING.     ❛     there is a murderer living next door    ,   my parents are in new york    ——    ,   and all i have to defend myself with is a hockey stick!    ❜

❛   are   you   EVEN   listening   to   me ?   the   mid - term,   remember ?   ❜   the   urgency   coating   every   syllable   she   spoke   did   NOT   fall   upon   deaf   ears.   the   assignment   would   have   to   wait.   ❛   use   the    d a m n    stick   to   WHACK   anyone   that   isn’t   me,   i’m   on   my   way.   ❜   killer   or   not,   there   was   no   way   he   would   let   his   best - friend   all   alone.

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lachrimose:

❛     ———   have  you  ever  considered  shutting  the  fuck  up  ?     ❜         /          @canesvenatiici !

❛   only   when   you’ll   stop   being   so   FUCKING   annoying,   love.   you   started   this,   &   now   you’re   backing   down?   d i s a p p o i n t i n g .   ❜

[mayasdeluca]

#while all the other ships are having sex these two dorks are spending their night playing scrabble #i love my otp

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lagaudiiere:

                    EYES CATCH THE RESTLESSNESS OF HIS MOVEMENTS, THE WAY HIS FINGERS DON’T STILL, THE WAY HIS FRAME SEEMS TO SHIFT EVER SO SLIGHTLY — her smile is hidden away with the bite of her lip & the realization that he doesn’t know her ( no one does anymore. ) ❛ I mean, I had to make sure. Things would have been … really awkward if I had misunderstood. ❜ Smile is gone, though her expression isn’t unkind as she tries to make sense of the boy before her. His shoulders are slightly hunched, as if constantly bracing for battle, yet his hand is extended towards her with the offer he makes.  And she had seen those eyes! They were ice the few times she’d seen him in the cafeteria, yet now, looking at them, they were pools of water now, not quite warm but not harshly cold either. ❛ Okay — ❜ It doesn’t sound like an agreement because it isn’t. It seems open-ended, because she’s trying to find the words to accompany it. ❛ So we know what I’d be getting out of this ‘agreement,’ ❜ ( how could you tell? Was I that obvious? ) ❛ What about you? ❜

          it   was   a   stupid   idea.   these   words   should’ve   never   left   the   tip   of   his   tongue.   a   plan   painted   in   ridicule,   odd   for   him   to   even   think   about   doing,   let   alone   propose   such   a    thing   to   someone   one   could   barely   name   an   acquaintance.   sure,   the   mutual   class   &   free   period   forced   them   to   acknowledge   each   other’s   presence.   but   was   it   enough   to   say   you   KNEW   someone ?   not   to   act   a   relationship   together,   that   much   is   certain.   ❛   i   know   how   it   sounds.   ❜   weird  (  ——   not   to   say   a   FREAK   idea.   )   but   the   outsider   feeling   was   unreasonably   familiar,   engraved   in   his   whole   being.   recognizing   its   effect   was   second - nature.   &   to   let   anyone   else   experience   it,   especially   from   the   rosewood   folks,   he’d   be   damned   if   he’d   a   say   in   it   and    stayed   in   the   sidelines.   not   this   time,   not   again.   it   wasn’t   a   pity   offering   he   made   her,   more   like   an   alliance   suggestion.   ❛   me ?   ❜   the   question   startled   his   stance,   all   his   efforts   going   into   hiding   his   surprise.   (   it’s   been   SO   LONG   since   anyone   asked   about   his   personal   gain,   it   would   be   a   lie   to   say   he’d   think   about   anything,   really.   )   ❛   knowing   i   didn’t   let   rosewood   high   go   on   with   their   prized   ‘ ruin   someone’s   day ’   game   for   a   start.   the   look   on   the   jocks’   faces   would   also   be   pretty   entertaining.   ❜   ———  gaining   a   friend.    another   thing   coming   to   mind,   but   this   time   he   knew   how   to   keep   his   lips   sealed.

[maze-chloe]

There’s no way I could let you go.  

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breedsmisery:

 ❛    you don’t have to worry about me.   ❜     she insisted  ,  strong front put up as if to prove to the other that she indeed was fine.  surrounded by walls of ARMOR  ,  battle hardned girl learned from a very early age to carry burdens on shoulders.  to constantly convince others that there was no need to make a fuss over her.  she certainly wasn’t WORTH IT.   besides  ,  there was bigger fish to fry.  brows furrowed  ,  arms folding across chest.   ❛   i’ve got it all under control.    ❜    dark circles under eyes indicating lack of sleep could say otherwise.     @canesvenatiici

❛   tough   luck,   hastings.   you   got   me   worried.   ❜   similarities   between   the   two   were   unquestionable.   it   wouldn’t   even   be   cliché   to   say   he   knew   her   like   the   back   of   his   hand  ;  he   was   JUST   LIKE   her.   lying   to   their   close - ones   came   to   them   as   easily   as   taking   in   a   breath   of   fresh   air.   he   knew   her   ways,   he   had   the   SAME.   it   wasn’t   instincts   that   dictated   him   something   was   obviously   off   with   her   behavior.   it   was   purely   because   he   knew   the   words   she   used   would’ve   been   the   exact   same   he   would’ve   said.   ❛   i   know   you   think   you’re   all   mighty   and   only   shut   your   eyes   once   every   four   years,   but   you’re   losing   it.   ❜   he   was   set   on   not   moving   until   she   stopped   her   act.

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permanentanxiety:

  feet stop dead in tracks, falling utterly silent after reading the message on toby’s phone screen. a part of her knew that she couldn’t be shocked, this is the exact type of thing that they would do —– , OUT someone’s sexuality whether they were ready or not. it was in efforts to SABOTAGE their relationship most likely, as if the two haven’t suffered enough torture at the hands of -A. they had outed emily before, using the picture of her kissing maya in a cruel antic. luckily, their relentless tormentor hadn’t had exposed spencer to her bigoted family of conservative homophobes, ( minus the more accepting jason. ) at least that she was aware of. but that didn’t mean she was ready to tell her BOYFRIEND. or anybody for that matter. the girls didn’t even know. mouth opens to speak but no words are able to come out, only staring at the sandy haired boy in fear. not of him, but of his reaction. because he was SMART enough to know what the message meant. the playing multiple teams comment, calling spencer UNTRUSTWORTHY. the anonymous person’s biphobia made perfectly clear.    ❛    i —— , i’ve been meaning to tell you  ….   ❜

    @canesvenatiici​.

the   way   her   eyes   shift   under   the   screen’s   dim   light,   the   atmosphere   tensing   up   as   she   processes   what   was   happening.   her   reaction   says   it   all,   and   it   gets   him   heated   up.   not   at   her   though    ——     GOD   not   at   her.   she   did   not   do   anything   wrong,   she   didn’t   do   anything    —    A   did.   all   the   emotions   building   up  ;  anger,   disgust,   resentment  ;  all   are   targeted   at   the   game - playing   sociopath   HAUNTING   them   wherever   they   go,   whatever   they   do,   and   the   disgusting   act   they   did   in   attempt   to   break   further   more   an   already   beaten   down   spencer.   but   he’s   not   in   the   faceless,   blackmailing,   twisted   coward’s   presence.   right   now,   he’s   with   a   scared   young   woman   who’s   secret’s   been   outed   without   any   warning,   without   any   heads   up   of   what   was   going   to   happen.   A   usually   had   a   minimum   of   decency   (   truly   an   overstatement   )   and   gave   you   an   option.   in   the   last   years,   he   understood   that   you   always   ended   up   losing,   but   at   least   you   had   time   to   prepare   &&   brace   yourself.   a   luxury   spencer   didn’t   get   this   time.   ❛   spence   ..——   spencer,   it’s   okay.   ❜   if   there’s   one   thing   he   doesn’t   want,   it’s   for   her   to   feel   like   she   owes   him   anything.   it   should’ve   been   HER   choice   to   tell   him.   it   should’ve   been   HER   choice   to   decide   when   she   wanted   to   do   it,   if   she   wanted   him   to   know.   ❛   i   love   you.   nothing   &&   no one   is   ever   going   to   change   that.   ❜

[adelaidekanedaily]

You’re just a bunch of stupid teenagers running around, thinking that you can stop people from getting killed. But all you do is show up late. All you really do is find the bodies.

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permanentanxiety:

           HE KNOWS HER TOO WELL. immediately words had fallen short on sharp tongue, but she still stands her ground to let him know there was still a bone to pick. (  you don’t just leave and come back. )  however too exhausted emotionally to feel like raising tone.  ❛  so what made you finally decide to come out of incognito? surely it wasn’t my dozens of voicemails you probably ignored,  ❜

                   HE   SHOULD’VE   KNOWN   she   was   not   going   to   let   it   go   so   easily.   it’s   never   easy   with   her,   another   thing   he   missed.   there’s   many   words   rushing   to   his   mouth,   but   none   that   he   wants   to   say   actually   come   out.   ❛   is   it   really   important ?   i’m   here   NOW.   ❜   (  ‘ i   listened   to   all   of   them ’,   ‘ i   came   back   for   you. ’,  ‘ because   you’re   not   fine. ’  )   all   much   more   suited   answers,   but   all   stayed   sitting   on   the   tip   of   his   tongue.   he   knows,   however,   that   she   won’t   be   satisfied   with   this.   ❛   you   can   only   stay   away   from   HOME   for   so   long,   so   i   guess   that’s   my   reason.   ❜   a   lie   he   hopes   she   won’t   see   through.

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                  ❛   would   you   be   so   kind   to    y e l l    at   me   tomorrow   —  so   we   can   enjoy   today,   at   least?   i   know   you’re   eager   to   tell   me   how   angry   you   are,   but   i’d   appreciate   a   calm   day,   please.   ❜   as   much   as   he   misses   their   quarrels,   he   misses   HER   more.

@permanentanxiety

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lachrimose:

               ❛     because   you   love   me     —–     ❜     she’s   a   velveteen   simper     &     heavy  -  lidded   gaze,    only   a   brief   pause   before   her   grin   fades     &     her   lower   lip   juts   out   in   a   theatrical   pout.     ❛     you   don’t   want   to   see   me   suffer   on   my   own.     &     if   you   come   with   me,    i’ll   give   you   ANYTHING   you   want  .  .  .     within   reason.     besides,    my   parents   love   you.     we   look   good   together   !     —–     if   you   look   good     &     i   look   good,    it’s   meant   to   be,    matty   !    ❜

                  ❛   i   don’t   know   if   you   can   afford   me.   ❜   they   weren’t   strangers   to   teasing   &   dramatization.   a   fake  -  snobbish   aura   surrounds   his   built   figure   to   go   along   with   his   words.   but   reed’s   frivolous   expression   rapidly   puts   an   end   to   his   foolish   demeanor   he   reserves   to   every   single   soul   in   manhattan   but   hers.   –––   the   only   moments   where   he   doesn’t   have   to   actually   act   conceited   &   proper   were   by   her   side.   ❛   hearing   you   practically   beg   like   that,   i’m   tempted   to   make   this   a   CHARITABLE   case.   ––   i’ll   wear   a   tie   to   match   your   dress.   when   do   you   need   me   to   pick   you   up ?   ❜

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revolutionarie:

❛     i’m   not   asking   you   to   be   my   date     —–     ❜     simper   curls   at   the   corners   of   a   rose  -  bud   mouth,    gaze   lingering   before   it   returns   to   her   drink.     her   fingertip   traces   the   rim,    lithe   shoulders   shrugging.     ❛     —–     i’m   telling   you   you’re   my   date.     BIG   DIFFERENCE.     ❜          /     @canesvenatiici   !

❛   and   why   should   i   follow   you   through   this   snooze   fest?   ❜   dressed   up   events,   endless   conversations,   mandatory   beaming   disposition   ——   all   of   his   favorites   (   clearly  NOT.   )   ❛   ———   you   owe   me.   big   time.   ❜   it   was   no   use   to   argue   further   more.   whatever   she   wanted,   he   couldn’t   refuse   it.

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revolutionarie:

                    ❛     —–     oh,    come   on   !     i’m   not   killing   PEOPLE,    cora.     ❜     she’s   destruction   given   form     &     flesh,    the   personification   of   GIRLHOOD    :     rouged   cheeks     &     parted   lips,    ripped   stockings     &     lithe   limb.    a   darkness     —–     an   elegent   savagery     —–     residing   in   her   chest.     rose  -  bud   mouth   upturned,    she   laughs  .  .  .     hearty     &     pure,    acerbic     &     bitter   all   at   once.     ❛     i’m   killing   BOYS.     it’s   different.     ❜          //     @canesvenatiici   !

          ❛   boys    ARE   people,   haven.   ❜   she’s   playing   devil’s   advocate.   the   truth   is,   if   ever   needed,   she   would   give   her   HELP   into   any   planned   schemes   in   a   heartbeat.   but   someone   needs   to   be   the   REASONABLE   one   —    or   just  make   sure   no   one   important   gets   hurt.   she   can   already   anticipate   the   abrasive   fight   if   she   doesn’t   provide   more   explanation.   ❛   ——   alright,   only   SOME   of   them   are   worth   leaving   alone.   and    YES,   that   includes   my   brother.   ❜   family   means   everything   &   it’s   the   sole   reason   of   her   opposition   to   haven’s   deceiving   innocent   hobby.

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revolutionarie:

                    ❛     nathan  .  .  .     there   wasn’t   a   day   on   that   tour   where   i   loved   it     —–     the   lights  .  .  .     the   songs  .  .  .     my   dream     —–     more   than   i   loved   you.     ❜          //     @canesvenatiici   !

❛   ———   you should’ve.   ❜   what    was   the   whole   point   of   following   your   dream   if   it   was   only   to   REGRET   it   in   the   end ?   what   was   the   whole   point   of   her   going   off   with   CHRIS   KELLER ——   the   whole   point   of   leaving   HIM   behind   for   a   dream   she   didn’t   (  or   couldn’t  )   enjoy   fully ?   ❛   you   sure   loved   it   enough   to   leave   EVERYTHING   behind,   you   should’ve   loved   it   more.   ❜