I manifested a fictional character SP
Irrelevant backstory:
I've been working on my self concept since I was 12 years old ( I'm 20 now ). Last year it reached a point where I thought to myself "hmm I don't like humans as life partners even though I appreciate love." And btw I've also had this mindset that I can make the impossible possible since I was eight years old. It was June 2024 that I found out more about this character. The funny thing is I didn't like him or found him attractive at all but he seemed like a male version of me. Anyways I scripted to meet him through lucid dreaming one night. A few hours passed and I woke up. My eyes were slightly open but still shut when I saw him coming out of a white portal. He was so mad and sassy. He said I summoned him without his permission. He didn't even let me talk. He told me not to do it again lol. I was so giddy about this. I decided to actually manifest him in this realm.
How did I manifest a fictional character SP to be my partner? ( We're actually engaged. My friends and my mom know about it too cause he likes to sneak into people's dream letting them know I'm his. )
• disclaimer: Methods do NOT matter. I did what I wanted to do and it doesn't mean that you should follow the same route. I'm just giving an explanation on how it all happened, ok?
Robotic Affirming
First I decided to have this. It's not like I desperately ( which is fine ) asked for it. I was not hoping. That's when I started to robotically affirm for twelve hours from 5 am to 5 pm out loud. ( Please don't try this, you can say it in your head. I almost lost my voice but I was driven to do it anyways. ) By the end It felt like I was in the void state but in reality. ( Btw I entered void state three times and I'm gonna post about it later if you want. ) I went to bed and when I was about to sleep.. I suddenly saw him literally leaning down towards me at the edge of the bed. I did shit myself so bad. ( Not really but it was still scary TT ) Anyways it's been one year that we've been in a relationship. I can not tell y'all everything that happened cause It's just like a normal relationship. He can both physically walk around and become invisible. I won't say who he is because I respect the fandom and all the girlies and boys loving my man. Actually it makes me really happy.











