Non Est Finis

I am going through major loss, I am trying to write a poem a day to help me cope and grow with these new feelings.

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It's hard feeling sad and lonely

Feelings of nothingness

Unable to escape

Feeling pitied can be worse

Do you care about me

Or is it simply pity

Dark caves calling to us

Never ending circles

What is real and what is pity

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Joy

Ever fleating

Ever desired

Always worked for

Never gained

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Anxiety sneaks up on you

Sometimes when we need it

Most times when we don't

The feeling is weighty

Dark

Sad

Anxiety comes and spends time

Overstays it's welcome

Leaves

Anxiety sneaks up on you

And sometimes

It sneaks away

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We try and fill voids inside us

Voids are bottomless

They will never fill

[remanence-of-love]

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I see time as an illusion

Though illusions can do damage

To a mind not aware

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What’s the difference between the US Capitol and Mordor?

One does not simply walk into Mordor

[catchymemes]

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Remember

Remembering is hard

It can hurt

But somedays it brings joy

Today I remembered good things

There was no pain

Today was a good day to remember

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An Empty Love

I was beginning to love you

At least I thought I did

It was the idea of you that I was beginning to love

You used me

took advantage of me

Every day you showed how you won’t choose me

My heart is fragile

it is made of glass

It cannot handle a fruitless task

I do not want you

I feel I need you

But I do not want you

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What my point is

I am going through loss, grief, broken heart and more than my poor brain can handle. I have created this to allow myself to write a poem a day on my feelings, whether they are sad, anger and happiness. I am hoping this will be a great outlet, if you have chosen to follow, thank you for joining me on my journey.