6.23.2020

[cannman420]

Looking at everything I posted and said 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂🤦🤦🤷

[sweet-montage]

you know you’re fucked when their voice turns you on

[lovelustquotes]

To the heartbroken. @cannman420

[cannman420]

““The angels sing when you are near. Your walk is fierce ill tell you my dear. That beautiful voice I crave to hear. Your breaking heart is my biggest fear. Just know ill forever be right here. If you need a friend whom to share a tear.””

— “Para ella.”

[cannman420]

“Just the thought of you. Or your simple smile. Brings a feeling that’s new. One I haven’t felt in a while. It’s the big L. When affected you travel to a different realm. And you bet, you better be prepared. Or you might need a little repair. But if its worth it, take on the dare So we can preserve what we share. And its okay to be a bit scared. That usually happens when you make a great pair. And someone like you I know is very rare. God! Everything about you is perfect I swear! From those cute little dimples to your flowing hair. I guess I’m just a fool that completely fell. I wonder if its easy to tell. That I’m so far down I can almost smell hell.”

— 7.4.16

[cannman420]

“The night is dark. Its silence is deep. I always think of you. Just before I sleep. You bring me peace. You make me smile. Hearing your voice. Makes work worthwhile. I hope you don’t think i’m odd. With all these poems and whatnot. It’s just never before have I fought. To win over such a lovely heart. How are you such a perfect piece of art? I just can’t understand . And I see you first hand. You make my heart crazy. And my mind a little hazy. Do you do this to everyone? Do you do it for fun? Should I be worried? Should I turn and run? For me this is a journey. I just hope I don’t have to worry.”

— “The Risk”

[afrodesiacworldwide]

[chi-dan]

BRUH KEVIN HART NEEDS TO BACK THIS UP

[f0llar]

Lmfaoooo!!!!!!!!!

[mariposa-nena-deactivated201911]

LMAOOOOOOOO YEOOOOOOOO

[democraticsenator]

I AM FUCKING D E C E A S E D I NEED TO BE RESURRECTED AFTER SEEING THIS FUCKING VIDEO PLEASEEEEEEE

[bang]

AAAAAAAAAAAA

[peelopenyourmind]

HAHAHAHAHA OMG

[cannman420]

Omfg😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[cannman420]

“In the worst of times. I always manage to find her. Or she manages to find me. And its always through some simple word. Or scribbled ink and poetry. But when I feel lost. All I have to do is pick up my pen. And start writing whatever comes to me And somehow she’s all in my thoughts. She is my favorite sort of poetry.”

— Unknown

[cannman420]

“Trying to find love with me is like trying to find roses in the desert.”

— I’m not everything you thought.. (via cannman420)

[cannman420]

"Hidden Smile"

"You just shared a story that wasn't easy for you nor for me

I thank you and I truly hope at least within you feel more free

I won't lie when i say the first time i saw you walking by

The feeling within was more intense than a flock of butterflies 

I didn't know anything, but that sweet smile you hide in plain sight

I thought it was genuine and you were simply filled with light 

Now i sit here and write my feelings because of what you shared tonight

I know I can't do much at this moment but i am here to listen 

Hearing you out, breaks my heart yet I know you will soon glisten 

He may push you around and try to break your walls down

Yet your attitude and mentality are simply just too profound 

I see a mother who will never get on her knees but stand tall

I see a mother willing to risk herself for her child and never fall

Today i changed the way i looked at you because i do care

I'll be honest with you i just couldn't bare 

With the thought of him pulling you by the hair

Made me furious and i know it's just not fair

Some people even call these moments nightmares 

I vow to help always in anyway that i possibly can 

I'll be dedicated to you like i guess your #1 fan

From me you will always have respect and if you want I'll even call you ma'am

But i like your name better so you'll always be my dear and beautiful friend Sam." -6/11/2022 3:34AM

@ my apartment i just finished it and i hope you see it one day when we're more comfortable with each other ☺️

[cannman420]

"Look I have a little tale for you

It's about a shy girl that I once knew

That no matter what life went ahead and threw

She always found some way to fully pull through

Now, credit here is by far long overdue

As you see, this fierce girl is only twenty-two

Hear her stories and they'll all be true

But that never stopped her from achieving her goals

Work, and soon school, she manages to keep in control

She's finding herself now, inside her mind and soul

I know she's capable of this and so much more

She has so much more to explore

As life chucks it's rocks just learn to ignore

Her mind is truly something to adore

It's going to take her far and score

So she won't have to deal with it anymore

So we'll end it with a "To be continued..."

And with that Happy Mother's Day from me, to you."

[cannman420]

You are so incredibly beautiful Jenny inside and out. Words cannot begin to explain your beauty, wow. Just wow. You’re my best friend and my homie hopefully one day you can be more. 7.26.16😍😍😍😍😍

[cannman420]

Today is Friday May, 8th @1:46am and I still love you so fucking much. We talked today, for like over an hour. It felt great. You're my fucking best friend. I'm like 99% sure you're completely done with me and I respect that. It just sucks to feel this way you know? I don't want to feel this way. I know I should be getting over you, but I can't. I can't just stop loving you from one day to another. It's impossible. I know I'm "that ex" that's still in love and is crazy. I'm not going to tell you how I feel anytime soon. I can not risk losing your friendship. And trying to get back with you is a sure fire way to do so. I love you Jennifer I haven't stopped loving you and god knows for how long I'll keep loving you. You're my soul mate even if I'm not yours. Goodnight future Marcos. Remember when we did this last time lets see what the future holds. Goodnight J.-,1:51am. 5/8/2020 @CuernavacaMorelos(worst fucking year)

[traumasurvivors]

It’s okay if you thought you were over it but it hits you all over again. 

It’s okay to fall apart even after you thought you had it under control. 

You are not weak. Healing is messy. And there is no timeline for healing. 

[cannman420]

Im breaking his knee caps.

[cannman420]

Her

"Astonishing turquoise waves

Glistening with the warm rays

A beautiful melody is charming me in

With every tranquilizing splash re-purifying my skin

I feel a new someone spawning within

Sadly that will never replenish what has-been

Recklessness and pride are wittled inside

With every pure smile given away, a piece of me dies

All there is left to do is watch and despise

Because honestly otherwise

My own self-destructive brain will terrorize

As it begins to gradually empathize

The crushing reality, it has begun to analyze

Do you smell them, under the sheep disguise?

Actively and continuously trying to badly hypnotize

Look deep inside and you'll spot those slithering snake eyes

You'll then see, how I've always been right

But,

All my soul has left to do is apologize

For my inability to rationalize

Let me sink and drown in my own demise

For that's the only way I will once again rise

That's in my forseable future so I will not jeopardize

To have the time and find a mental compromise

Maybe next time I stumble front a mirror I'll be able to recognize

So for now,

Dancing alongside Death is my ultimate liberator

I myself, only, carry the finishing detonator

I'm truly sorry for being a cruel manipulator

I'll start our song as I begin to light my own incinerator

When the song is finally over, it's when I'll be able to liberate, her."- 3.12.20

[cannman420]

Again

"From a spiraling tower we look past the ocean, to a new horizon, waves are setting in motion

Thus the rain has ceased opening new chapters of peace

Damage was made to things that cannot be replaced

But life goes on for better or for worse

Though some of us just live on with this treacherous curse

That thrives in the shivering mind

Leaving you scattered behind

In a solitary thought so confined

You can hear your soul silently unwind

Now let’s break down the intricate design

If a thought is so dreadful, why do I find myself pretending to be blind?

Something mysterious is here with me lurking in the dark

Swimming where you can't see

And although you may disagree

I can surly guarantee

I will not flee, nor shall I plea

For that is someone I just could never be

Mercy is in the heart of the fallen

They all share a very special trait in common

Portrayed and seen as strong men

Yet,

Maybe what was meant

Is that a blissful death

Was ultimately their bless

The inevitable truth hides within the heart of even the strongest wolf

No man can escape himself

Nor the friends collected in a foreign realm

Where the visits bring you a step closer to hell

No escaping what you can't see just let it flow through your veins and kneel

Accept what was handed from the swing of the cosmos

As you are dust collected to a brain, at most." -M.Polo

[cannman420]

J

"As the final page is within sight

It creates every emotion deeper at night

A sorrow ending fills the chapter

A cold heart will begin to beat faster

An end isn't ultimately 'The End'

Yet the reincarnation of new friends

New pages with new words

Will create a new beginning and make us forget who's hurt" -3.11.20