Good things take times

[cantmakeyouluvme]

I’m so sorry

I’m so tired

I’m sorry that I am tired all the time

And I am tired of being sorry all the time

I’m sorry that I am too much

I’m tired of trying to make people love me

Am I that unlovable?

I have been giving and forgiving

Compromising and loving

But at the end of the day

Nobody loves me

Even my mom’s love for me is conditional

I don’t want to exist

If I’m not here anymore please take care of Jenny

I poured my heart out to you

You said you wanted to be alone

But you were waiting for her to come

You were hanging out with her

Listening to music

Planning Sunday picnic

Knowing that I am sitting In the cold

Having a mental breakdown

How to accept that someone’s love for you is dead

Or did it ever exist?

How many pieces can my heart be broken into

How is it still functioning?

Maybe it is good

If it stopped

Please don’t leave me

I wish I am in a big body of water right now

Drowning

[incognito-melancholia]

Realizing that you're incompatible with someone because they don't meet your BASIC standards of courtesy, respect and reciprocation and choosing to walk away instead of forcing it/blaming yourself/fantasizing about their potential. Look how much you've grown!

[cantmakeyouluvme]

1,2,3

1,2,3

What time is it now?

1,2,3

how many hours did I sleep?

1,2,3

Why do I know how many dates you went with her?

1,2,3

How many pieces my heart has broken into

1,2,3

Is that the length of forever?

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

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[neckkiss]

Moments..

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My Horizontal fall... (at Amsterdam, Netherlands) https://www.instagram.com/p/CI28dses7wz/?igshid=16yjza2hik4q5

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So when it is all over

And we have been moving on

Tell me old friend,

Where do you keep our memories?

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I take pictures of the sunset but how could I capture the moment?

[writtenescapes]

“Like an unfinished puzzle I continue to find pieces of you all over the place. And when I think I’ve found them all, I still see holes in our picture”

-Ruubs & O

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And it has been 2 months

I’ve been doing fine

Have got a 9 to 5

Fitting into the new place

Having a cat housemate

so how are you doing?

I am just wondering

Would it still make you smile

That I still think of you

When I hear about skiing?

Infact I still miss you

Just almost every day...

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Enschede 09.02.20