Can't Shut My Protein Chute

[cantshutmyproteinchute]

And now ill spend my first hours of 2017 like i should have been. Depressed and alone.

[cantshutmyproteinchute]

I regret coming here tonight.

[cantshutmyproteinchute]

Ugh. This computer I happened to sit at is hella annoying to me. If I make a typo, it wont allow me to just click over to the text that I messed up, I have to key over to it. And I am too lazy for that shit. I might move computers later. BUT. Im in a corner. and I am comfy. So maybe later.

I am an adult buh.

[clophia]

It’s been pretty nice today. I’m not sure how I’m gonna do this for the next few days of not having much to do. Hopefully I will be more prepared tomorrow. I might bring my laptop with me and work on something digital for once in my life.

It’s been nice to chill with @chibsblog on her breaks while at work. This place seems decent enough. But I withhold my judgment till I actually start the work I was actually hired to do in a few weeks. 

[cantshutmyproteinchute]

The fanfic I’m currently reading is about Dave being trans. I hope this fanfic is written well, because I’m interested in it. I can get over typos. >:o

[cantshutmyproteinchute]

What do you mean it updated today and I am forced to wait for updates. What is this shit.

[cantshutmyproteinchute]

The fanfic I'm currently reading is about Dave being trans. I hope this fanfic is written well, because I'm interested in it. I can get over typos. >:o

[cantshutmyproteinchute]

So I'm reading this Homestuck fanfic. And there's a few typos here and there. And it's slightly irritating me. 'Cause I can't fix them. I mean, I also have some typos. As apparent as I'm writing some of my text posts. But there are just. So. Many. On the flip side, people have gotten mad at me for pointing out typos. It was only a small typo. And you asked me to read your writing before posting it up. I thought I was suppose to point typos out when I proof read someone's work? Or ask them about something the way its written 'cause it confused?

IDK. Trying to be nice can be so hard sometimes.

[cantshutmyproteinchute]

Sometimes, i get really concerned about my friends. I feel like some of them are slowly becoming alcholoics or possibly are already. Everytime we hang out, i end up being the only sober one. And when they talk about hanging out, booze is normally mentioned.

[clophia]

The process begins

[clophia]

Done! The guide didn’t have his tail on there. So I gave him one myself!

I really hope my niece likes it. I wrote her name in regular print ‘cause she can read her name.

[clophia]

Made some cupcakes and mini buntcakes for Lily’s b-day.

[cantshutmyproteinchute]

I dont even know why I try to look into a relationship. Dating sites are too meh, going out is too hard. And men are to bluh. Like. My male friend that I've had a crush on doesn't get why I'm mad about the fact that he never texted me back about something kind of serious to me. After about 4-5 hours i was just like "the fuck" at him. And hes just "?" Thats it. Thats litterally all he texts. I dont even get a single word. I am so lonely. And i would really like to either get into a new friendship or possibly a relationship. But is just so hard and too frustrating to deal with such insensitive people.

[clophia]

The groot cookies I made last week for my ladies. Not the best in the world. But fuck, they were delicious. (I used the wrong kind of icing. Idgaf)

[cantshutmyproteinchute]

Incase anyone was wondering how thoes cookies turned out that i mentioned forever ago.

[cantshutmyproteinchute]

Im contemplating leaving work early. Today has really not been a good day. My depression seems to be at its peak. My service calls are shit. People keep yelling at me. My very first call today made me cry from frustration. I mean. It was a simple request. To just talk with the member the membership card was for. And this dude. Is just -yelling- at me. Pretty much, after almost every. Single. Call. I have to cup my face in my hands, covering my eyes, and just fucking breathe. Only problem is, is that if i leave early, its 1 point on my attendance, unless i leave 2 hours early. And even then, its half a point. Im off tomorrow. So maybe i should just stick it out today and call in Sunday. For my mental health. Because. Fuck. I am having such a rough time today. And yesterday wasnt much better.

[cantshutmyproteinchute]

Anyone have any recommendations for a Welcome to Hell fanfiction?

[cantshutmyproteinchute]

So its currently 5:30 in the morning. I am normly getting up for work at this point. Ive been up for nearly 24 hours. I went to work, went home direcrly to bake and decorate cookies for about 4 and a half hours. And then drive 30 min to hang out with my friends in the next town over. I am beat. Peace y'all.

[cantshutmyproteinchute]

Man, these pumpkin spice cookies smell so good. Even if these cookies dont turn out so great in looks, they will taste fucking delicious.

[cantshutmyproteinchute]

Me, anytime I'm doing something, anything: We're doing it man. We're making this happen.