Nox is Tired and Angry

separate syscourse blog for @boxedforyourdemise. our name is Nox. same deal. same system. same takes. fuck off endos. endo apologists too. I wish the worst for transableds. hope all your days are shitty ✨ not always posting cuz I have a lifeeee bitches n syscourse gets petty

[boxedforyourdemise]

Just read "cappuccino syscourse" on a cappuccino supreme k cup

[fixing-endo-posts]

Black people cant be systems. It is scientifically proven that systemhood is extremely/almost impossible in the black community. Stop speaking over us real systems

[cappuccinosyscourse]

mcscuse me?

[cappuccinosyscourse]

random ass comment I found. "I'm a singlet" so why ya speaking over systems buddy?

[cappuccinosyscourse]

I think the fuck not

[thelonelyelysium]

Terms the Endo Community Stolen

This might be a series. We don’t know a lot of terms but if you know some you can request, dm, or comment the term to have it posted.

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Sysmed: term was stolen from transmed which means “short for transmedicalist, refers to trans people who believe that dysphoria is required to identify as transgender.”

Traumascum: term was stolen from truscum which means “A queer individual that holds the belief that you require gender dysphoria to identify as transgender”.

System Hopping: an original term for polyfragmented systems/systems who experienced RAMCOA. The original meaning is hopping to side/sub systems in the same systems mind. (The endo meaning can and will most likely be used as a manipulation and gaslighting tactic as alters cannot leave one’s mind to go into someone else’s mind)

Tulpa: a closed Buddhism practice. The original is the following (please correct us if we are wrong those who are Buddhist, we are using Google for this information): a term that originates in Tibetan and Indian Buddhism. In ancient teachings it was used as a practice to show that the world around us exists as an illusion, and that the student could not trust what their senses perceived. The modern interpretation is that of a consciousness that exists parallel to your own inside your mind.

They can’t even make up their own terms they have to steal it from other people

[cappuccinosyscourse]

didn't know about the fact system hopping was also a stolen term. aaaa

and yeah traumascum among the worst words ever thought up. i don't see it as often as sysmed but its definitely out there and horrible. traumatized scum. gross.

[weirdly-queer]

"System reset" is another term stolen by endos, from RAMCOA survivors. The original meaning, from what I've gathered, is a system shutting down all contact within itself to keep the person and/or abuser from finding out, usually leading to "another" system.

[cappuccinosyscourse]

i have heard that one! its crazy how many terms have just been lifted from us hah

[cappuccinosyscourse]

from here on in all syscourse will be tagged with bababooey because it's a perfect summation of what it is. just a bunch of bababooey. nonsense. hooplah. hooey. i understand and am ready to meme

[cappuccinosyscourse]

do y'all think we should get into mogai for fun and to add to the small amount of anti misinfo folks in mogai? vote now! lol

[mildew-mop]

Claiming to have what is essentially the effects of PTSD without having PTSD is not a “””good-faith identity.”””

[thelonelyelysium]

Terms the Endo Community Stolen

This might be a series. We don’t know a lot of terms but if you know some you can request, dm, or comment the term to have it posted.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Sysmed: term was stolen from transmed which means “short for transmedicalist, refers to trans people who believe that dysphoria is required to identify as transgender.”

Traumascum: term was stolen from truscum which means “A queer individual that holds the belief that you require gender dysphoria to identify as transgender”.

System Hopping: an original term for polyfragmented systems/systems who experienced RAMCOA. The original meaning is hopping to side/sub systems in the same systems mind. (The endo meaning can and will most likely be used as a manipulation and gaslighting tactic as alters cannot leave one’s mind to go into someone else’s mind)

Tulpa: a closed Buddhism practice. The original is the following (please correct us if we are wrong those who are Buddhist, we are using Google for this information): a term that originates in Tibetan and Indian Buddhism. In ancient teachings it was used as a practice to show that the world around us exists as an illusion, and that the student could not trust what their senses perceived. The modern interpretation is that of a consciousness that exists parallel to your own inside your mind.

They can’t even make up their own terms they have to steal it from other people

[cappuccinosyscourse]

didn't know about the fact system hopping was also a stolen term. aaaa

and yeah traumascum among the worst words ever thought up. i don't see it as often as sysmed but its definitely out there and horrible. traumatized scum. gross.

[cappuccinosyscourse]

Some fella is running around sending bababooeys to syscourse people

what in the name of spooky sheep is a bababooey.

[cappuccinosyscourse]

ah the anxiety that comes from checking notifications after months away from a controversial account. mmm. delicious as fuck lads

[cappuccinosyscourse]

how's the shitcourse? - 💋 axel (he/him)

[v3il]

i kinda feel like its necessary to mention the roots of nontraumagenic communities in syscourse topics, bc it quite literally stemmed from this 'anti-DID + anti-recovery movement' on a website decades ago. there was never any actual studies on it, just sites and carrds made to spread anti-recovery shit.

endos never cared about trauma survivors they just wanted to argue and invade cpstd + system spaces.

(this video explains it better, n theres also a pt 2 aswell)

[cappuccinosyscourse]

I've mentioned it so many times but every time I bring it up they just kind of pretend that little section of text never appeared on their screen. It's intriguing. Frustrating as all hell, but intriguing nonetheless.

[cappuccinosyscourse]

It's October and endos are still not welcome in spaces meant for systems of dissociated parts. it's just how it is.

[cappuccinosyscourse]

And this is why singlets should stay out of syscourse.

[harvvo]

This is shaving 30 years off my life

[cappuccinosyscourse]

ty for making me actually lol irl

[cappuccinosyscourse]

hi

[boxedforyourdemise]

Finally saw a neurologist. He was pretty rude but...

Turns out my seizures are completely related to chronic stress and trauma. I'm fine with this explanation but it does mean that my stress could just up and kill me one day so there is that.

I'm satisfied with m answer but it's surreal.

[cappuccinosyscourse]

If you want complex trauma, this is what it leads to. It's not.... Glamorous.