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dundermifflinsb

How are you guys during during the quarantine?

captivatingfireworks

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

imovedtomynewblog-deactivated20

Isn’t that kind of the point?

waldorfblairs

That is our building… and we sell paper. I am really proud of you. Thank you.

midsommars-deactivated20201109

mood™

senatorgana

mood

chewbacca

Soul (2020) dir. Pete Docter

captivatingfireworks

Since I can’t stop feeling these wonderful things for you, I’ll write them. I’ll spill it in writing the way you poured you heart to me, and I took it in. All in.

I’ve decided to call it Letters To Denmark. Letters with feelings that cling to my heart despite the distance and the months of longing.

LETTERS TO DENMARK

August 29 | 1:13am

The other day, my dad took me to Roxas Blvd. for my driving lessons. The area took me close to a place you’ve been too familiar with since it’s where you often go. Your MOA is my BGC. My dad taught me cornering and how to make a U turn. The roads were spacious and winding. Perfect for driving practice.

I haven’t been there with you, but I keep you in mind even on the way. Even in what I was doing. I’ve always wanted to drive, and I remember how I weirdly asked you for a second date going to a party where you’ll drive us. I also remember that you just got your license when we met because you lost yours in Denmark. How we talked about you driving back and forth Paranaque and Katipunan daily for college. I think of driving, and I think of you. Specifically near last place you were before you left the land.

As we decide to leave the place, my thoughts go beyond the place and act that reminds me of you. I think about the time I’m in. In the middle of a crisis, yet I still let my heart feel, even long. Even when we’re left behind by the already healing world. In a season and place where time stopped, I wait for you. I still do.

captivatingfireworks

September 13 | 11:28pm

Parks and Recreation 04x08- 19:42- 20:02

captivatingfireworks

It just feels far and empty by now. Maybe because I haven’t heard from you.

captivatingfireworks

Posts like this still hit. Not as hard as before. Not as haunting. Not a pang of pain, but still some sort of relevance. Longing. Silent but never disruptive.

captivatingfireworks

I’ll think of that perfect love and aim for it. Nothing more or less. It was you, or at least how you were with me.

Everything was light. Any problem in the relationship was easily addressed because you were willing to fill my expectations. The things that are supposedly sad were faced without a hint of difficulty like you leaving or dealing with LDR because you knew that keeping the relationship would be deliberate. You secured be even before I ask you of anything. Maybe that’s how you love, and I hope you knew how terrific it was.

“Nothing compares to the good times. Feels like we’re floating when the rest have to climb. You made me believe in love and not the perfect kind. The real messy beautiful twisted sunshine. Emotion volcanic eruption, we both still care so we’re still alive.” Everything was perfect with you. Our similiarities explode and go off the roof. Our differences are soothed by complete understanding through our lens and acceptance of it. We can totally live with it. I’m immensely happy with you and truth be told, I can never get enough of you. Even apart, I feel like we’re together and I can never get enough of it. You bring out the best in me. I return to my idealistic and ambitious self when I’m with you. You inspire me, and you love me for who I am. This means you love me the way I want to be.

You surprise me with how ready you are to start a life with me. You think of things really for people in relationship, and it’s all so easy with you. Like puzzle pieces fit together after being apart for so long. Like how it’ll be so easy for you to introduce me to your parents. How you’re willing to get the approval of my brothers. How in small ways, you’re really injecting me in you life like sharing your plans or even your pin. How you told me that you’ll be a better parent between us. How our wedding will be broadway themed and I knew, you were the perfect one for me.

If only we could work something out to make that come true. I need to get this out of my system because you’re the new great love in my list of history. Everything that was, was beautiful. And I’m grateful for the universe for the brilliant dumb luck that led me to you.

captivatingfireworks

Since I can’t stop feeling these wonderful things for you, I’ll write them. I’ll spill it in writing the way you poured you heart to me, and I took it in. All in.

I’ve decided to call it Letters To Denmark. Letters with feelings that cling to my heart despite the distance and the months of longing.

LETTERS TO DENMARK

August 29 | 1:13am

The other day, my dad took me to Roxas Blvd. for my driving lessons. The area took me close to a place you’ve been too familiar with since it’s where you often go. Your MOA is my BGC. My dad taught me cornering and how to make a U turn. The roads were spacious and winding. Perfect for driving practice.

I haven’t been there with you, but I keep you in mind even on the way. Even in what I was doing. I’ve always wanted to drive, and I remember how I weirdly asked you for a second date going to a party where you’ll drive us. I also remember that you just got your license when we met because you lost yours in Denmark. How we talked about you driving back and forth Paranaque and Katipunan daily for college. I think of driving, and I think of you. Specifically near last place you were before you left the land.

As we decide to leave the place, my thoughts go beyond the place and act that reminds me of you. I think about the time I’m in. In the middle of a crisis, yet I still let my heart feel, even long. Even when we’re left behind by the already healing world. In a season and place where time stopped, I wait for you. I still do.

captivatingfireworks

September 13 | 11:28pm

Parks and Recreation 04x08- 19:42- 20:02

captivatingfireworks

It just feels far and empty by now. Maybe because I haven’t heard from you.

captivatingfireworks

Posts like this still hit. Not as hard as before. Not as haunting. Not a pang of pain, but still some sort of relevance. Longing. Silent but never disruptive.

sarah-the-ninja

Rejoice, “let’s fake a relationship for Christmas” fanfic season is upon us.

captivatingfireworks

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

live-fit

this really hit me and I thought it was worth sharing

patron-saint-of-smart-asses-dea

A lot of people think this way because we grow up inherently believing that we should always be punished for simply existing and having a hard time with it. It’s not “I deserve to work in a clean space” it’s “I’m such a lazy fuck and I need to punish myself with mundane chores”. So re-framing your mindset to be more grace-filled helps you learn how to be kind to yourself and allows you to then spread that kindness in other ways.

mugenmcfugen

This is basically a go-to for dealing with anxiety or any similar disorder. It’s a process and it’s hard at start. but when you repeat it enough, you’ll definitely reprogram your subconscious.

‘‘Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead ‘

virtua

[image id: a screenshot of a tweet. the user’s twitter handle is “dosasndiamonds”, and their screen name is “enigmatic sis” followed by a sparkle emoji. the tweet reads: “instead of “oh fuck i gotta clean”, I think “i deserve to work and live in a clean space”. Instead of “ugh i gotta workour”, I tell myself I deserve to live a healthy life with the people I love”. so many things we can accomplish by reframing our mindset.” end id]

calligrafiti

Sometimes when I can’t quite sell myself on me deserving whatever, I can do a favor for future me. Future me may well have risen above whatever nonsense I’m down on myself for at the moment, and she should get to wake up to a kitchen sink that isn’t full of yesterday’s dirty dishes. It becomes a self-fulfilling prophesy. Past me did a ton of dishes so I could have a nice morning. I guess that me is all right.

redlipstickresurrected

Jim des Rivières aka James des Rivières (Canadian, 1953-2019, based Ottawa, Canada) - Winged Tapestries, Hong Kong Moths At Large, Photography

mochacoffee

not to be emotional on main but fanfiction is a gift and it's so fundamentally human to tell each other stories and i am deeply grateful to have that in my life. thank you all for adding so much emotion and meaning to the world with your words

captivatingfireworks

Since I can’t stop feeling these wonderful things for you, I’ll write them. I’ll spill it in writing the way you poured you heart to me, and I took it in. All in.

I’ve decided to call it Letters To Denmark. Letters with feelings that cling to my heart despite the distance and the months of longing.

LETTERS TO DENMARK

August 29 | 1:13am

The other day, my dad took me to Roxas Blvd. for my driving lessons. The area took me close to a place you’ve been too familiar with since it’s where you often go. Your MOA is my BGC. My dad taught me cornering and how to make a U turn. The roads were spacious and winding. Perfect for driving practice.

I haven’t been there with you, but I keep you in mind even on the way. Even in what I was doing. I’ve always wanted to drive, and I remember how I weirdly asked you for a second date going to a party where you’ll drive us. I also remember that you just got your license when we met because you lost yours in Denmark. How we talked about you driving back and forth Paranaque and Katipunan daily for college. I think of driving, and I think of you. Specifically near last place you were before you left the land.

As we decide to leave the place, my thoughts go beyond the place and act that reminds me of you. I think about the time I’m in. In the middle of a crisis, yet I still let my heart feel, even long. Even when we’re left behind by the already healing world. In a season and place where time stopped, I wait for you. I still do.

captivatingfireworks

September 13 | 11:28pm

Parks and Recreation 04x08- 19:42- 20:02

captivatingfireworks

It just feels far and empty by now. Maybe because I haven’t heard from you.

siren-meets

Christine: the phantom of the opera is stalking me

Raoul:

crutchie-with-a-y

my dad always says he doesn’t like musicals because people just bursting into song together is unnatural and never happens in real life and whenever he says that I think back to fifth grade when I was doing a standardized test retake with four other students and a counselor in a room and one person started tapping their foot and another person started tapping their pencil and the counselor started creaking her chair and one kid started knocking on the table and I started flipping through the test booklet and we kept that little groove going for like three whole minutes.

inbroadwayvalley

just watched the 25th anniversary Phantom of the Opera performance today and it’s nice to confirm that elaborate, dramatic musicals still own my ass

queen-pathetic

The way Ramin is so intentional with his hands when he plays Phantom. It gives the character such a creepy yet gentlemanly vibe

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