making a list of my reasons to keep going so i don’t chicken out this time
people being able to lift you
being able to share clothes
boys will finally look at me
the lack of face fat will make my nose look skinnier and my eyes/lips look bigger
not being embarrassed to go shopping with my friends
being able to wear makeup and cute clothes without looking like a failure that’s trying too hard
finally suiting my height so i’ll be seen as short and cute instead of stubby and chubby
being prettier than all the other girls in my family
not being scared of yearly doctor’s appointments
form fitting clothing in general
jewelry finally looking cute instead of awkward on me
rings fitting without looking like they’re stuck
shaving taking half the time
showers overall being less stressful
being able to look in a mirror
finally being one of the pretty ones at school
being hot by the time i get to college
the idea of people wanting to see me naked
being fucked instead of killed in fuck marry kill for once
anything but killed honestly
being able to eat in front of people without looking like a fat pig
people thinking i’m cutely awkward when i’m uncoordinated and bad at sports instead of thinking i’m a lazy fat bitch
getting genuine compliments instead of desperate straight-up-lie compliments girls say to you to be nice when you compliment them
people finally wanting to be my friend instead of being ashamed to be near the ugly fat bitch
finally knowing my clothing size
not getting marks on my stomach from my jeans being too tight
being able to be in photos without looking ugly and disgusting
nail polish actually looking good on me bc my hands won’t be gross looking
going into dressing rooms with friends
not being embarrassed of telling my friends my bra size bc the band number won’t be fucking huge
not looking noticeably bulky when i wear baggy clothes
will be adding to this whenever i think of something new lol
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