Witness me

| rp blog for my war boy OC Lagsaw | OC&anon friendly | M!A: none {accepting} | muse and mun are 18+ |

[silokk]

[octodraws]

Sorry for not updating much on here. I’m super busy with homework, but hopefully my illustration projects will be done soon so I can share them.

These are the fronts of a series of Valentine’s Day cards I’m making for my AdGraph class. I wanted to do LGBTQA+ cards since I never see any, but I also wanted to do deer puns, so here ya go. I call them my queer deer! My intention was to make stags for a gay guy couple, does for a lesbian couple, and fawns for a gender neutral couple. I hope you guys like them!

[carbuckingwarboy]

tagged by @ivakir

Rules: Tag 20 followers you want to get to know better.

Name: Still gotta decide between Kevin or Luka tbh

Nickname: wolfie, beli, guardian devil, radonkadonkdoodle.

Star Sign: Virgo

Gender: -vague hand gesture with some non confirming hums-

Height: 173 - 175 cm (5″8′’/5′9″)

Sexual Orientation: panromantic ace -double pistol and wink-

Favorite Color: Blue ;u;

Time right now: 4.32 pm

Current Location:  t̘͚͇͖̣͜h̨͕̻̬̖̗͚ͅe̱̠̝̘ͅ ̢n͈̺͖̻e͏͎̗̩̯̤͖̯t͍h̷̟͖e̵͉͓r̹̤͍̙͈͘la̗̟̦̜̪̮̤͠n̛̘̺̭d̴s̨

Average hours of sleep: ranging from two or three hours to 14 hours or more 

Lucky Number: 8! More like favourite number tho

Last thing I googled: witcher 3 ladies of the wood passage under hill THIS GAME IS HARD OK

Number of blankets I sleep under: One fleece blanket during warm nights, two {or one and a onesie to sleep in} during cold ones. Plus a dog.

Favorite fictional characters: all the problematic ones and the ones that always end up dying somehow. I don’t do it on purpose, trust me. I’m just doomed to hurt a lot because of feels.

Favorite books: I don’t really read, to be honest. But if I’d have to pick it’d be either dr sleep from stephen king or of mice and men. Oh, and robin hood books and Ivanhoe <3

Favorite musicians/bands: Don’t really have a favorite! My taste in music has a very wide range.

Dream Job: Soldier or animal caretaker.

What I’m wearing: jeans, a shirt from someone idk who but im not planning on returning it, and an oversized hoodie I adopted from my big bro. 

Random fact: I’m always exhausted tbh

Do you have any other blogs? Many. So many. I’m drowning in my rp blogs and I still want more.

What made you decide to get a tumblr? Friends convinced me to make a blog. Had no idea how it worked and was terrified but I got the hang of it soon enough.

Do you get asks on a daily basis? nope. Which makes it even more special when I do get them <3

Tagging (for those who want to do this) : ANYONE. I WANT TO GET TO KNOW ALL OF YOU

[kamicrazy-lizard-deactivated201]

“The planet is fine. The people are fucked.” {~ carbuckingwarboy - your pick with who you answer this}

“People?” Moonlight crossed his arms and raised an eyebrow, a wrench in his right hand. He was dirty with grease as he had just gotten from underneath his car that desperately needed some fixing done today, so it was just now that he could look the boy in the eyes. However he jumped a little at the sight of the boy’s cheeks, (or the lack of the skin there).

[carbuckingwarboy]

‘Yeah.’ he said, sitting himself down on the hood of the car Lagsaw himself has been working on for the past few months. ‘Don’t you ever wonder what it would be like to live in the old world?’ he asks, choosing to ignore the other’s reaction at seeing him. He was used to it by now, even though deep down it still made him feel a bit self conscious. Maybe he should have remained silent. 

[kamicrazy-lizard-deactivated201]

“Wouldn’t it be just as shitty?” Moonlight shrugged quite bluntly, leaning against his own car, eyes focused on the boy. “After all, it must’ve sucked really bad for it to lead to… this,” he explained as he set the wrench aside, crossing his arms again.

[carbuckingwarboy]

‘I’ve herd stories about it, and it honestly didn’t sound bad. There was produce all around, and plenty of water.’ He says, and would be grinning in excitement if it had still been possible for him to do so. Lagsaw didn’t mention that there was no fury road in the old world. He knew how important the fury road was.

[kamicrazy-lizard-deactivated201]

“And no lumps and annoying tumours and rashes, I reckon,” Moonlight pondered, placing his hands on his hips now, sighing contentedly. “What can you do? Leave the past in the past.”

[carbuckingwarboy]

'What if it could be like that again though? Maybe we could find a cure for everything someday.' He argues, looking through the large opening in the wall.

[carbuckingwarboy]

Whelp.

[ivakir]

'Do you want me to leave?' { ~ carbuckingwarboy }

Iv tilted her head slightly to one side and narrowed her eyes, as if pondering the answer. - No, - finally came the reply, and Iv smiled softly. - You can stay, if you want.

[carbuckingwarboy]

The next question gets his full attention, relaxing more now that he had something else to focus on. Moving a little closer to her he unties the small piece of antler hanging from another belt and hands it to her to look at it. Lagsaw also starts drawing in the sand with a finger, drawing the silhouette of a female deer like he remembers seeing on old half-burnt pictures.

‘It’s an animal that used to live in green places. A doe was a girl. A stag was a boy. Stags had those on their heads, but bigger and with more pointy bits.’ he explains, looking at the piece of antler when mentioning the stags. 

The subject made the former polecat open up more. Becoming enthusiastic. He had always enjoyed stories about the magnificent beasts, and was still on the lookout for any remains of their excistence. Like pieces of antlers, bones, or even pieces of their jaws.

[ivakir]

'Do you want me to leave?' { ~ carbuckingwarboy }

Iv tilted her head slightly to one side and narrowed her eyes, as if pondering the answer. - No, - finally came the reply, and Iv smiled softly. - You can stay, if you want.

[carbuckingwarboy]

He gives a small nod as if to confirm that he wanted to stay, leaning against the wall so he wouldn’t come across as tense. He never really knew what position to put himself in though, not able to fully relax around others. Dark eyes scan the room, then settle on Ivakir again. 

‘I’m not interrupting anything, am I?’ he asks then, voice soft but speaks up just enough for her to be able to hear and understand him. He was nervous, obviously. Picking at one of the belts on his pants to give himself something to occupy his hands with. 

He had come here for.. Something. This place had something he needed. Quiet and peace perhaps. Maybe something else. Whatever it was, he really yearned for it right now to help him calm down. 

[ivakir]

- No! - this time the smile a little wider, when she turned back. - I’m almost finished. Iv pointed to the small crock, to which were attached a thread - another commodity, maybe the fruit of boredom and idleness. 

- Blessing of Fortune, which was sent from her heavenly bridal chamber. Explanation was just a cover for Iv’s curious eyes. Her gaze quickly ran from his feet to face. He was nervous. However, she couldn’t imagine, what had caused his anxiety. 

- Do you… want something? - Iv asked softly, carefully pushing him to talk to her.

[carbuckingwarboy]

He would have doubted her if not for her smile, reassuring him in a way. She didn’t mind his presence. He wasn’t interrupting. This was okay. A bit more at ease, he slowly sat down.

Keeping his eyes on the ground he remains silent. Eyes growing a bit more distant as his mind wanders. Until the question is asked. Perking up he shakes his head, but speaks up then to keep himself from going completely silent. A lot of things did cross his mind, but it all was nothing Ivakir or anyone else could give him.

‘I’m aight. Thank you doe.’ he answers, throwing in a pun without really noticing. 

[ivakir]

'Do you want me to leave?' { ~ carbuckingwarboy }

Iv tilted her head slightly to one side and narrowed her eyes, as if pondering the answer. - No, - finally came the reply, and Iv smiled softly. - You can stay, if you want.

[carbuckingwarboy]

He gives a small nod as if to confirm that he wanted to stay, leaning against the wall so he wouldn’t come across as tense. He never really knew what position to put himself in though, not able to fully relax around others. Dark eyes scan the room, then settle on Ivakir again. 

‘I’m not interrupting anything, am I?’ he asks then, voice soft but speaks up just enough for her to be able to hear and understand him. He was nervous, obviously. Picking at one of the belts on his pants to give himself something to occupy his hands with. 

He had come here for.. Something. This place had something he needed. Quiet and peace perhaps. Maybe something else. Whatever it was, he really yearned for it right now to help him calm down. 

[carbuckingwarboy]

15. A moment where they felt free

Even though Lagsaw can’t exactly smile, his eyes brighten a little at the memory, being able to experience the feeling again as if it hadn’t been as long as it did. Looking down at the wrench in his grease stained hands he chuckles softly. Briefly.

‘It probably sounds silly, but I truly felt free up in the air. The view was amazing and I felt like nothing could touch me. As a pup I would always wonder what it’d feel like to be a bird. On top of the pole was when I finally knew.’ 

{ // thank you for asking! <3 }

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x - x

[ma-demoiselle-cherie]

[ivakir]

@carbuckingwarboy

[poisonappleprintshop]

[carbuckingwarboy]

Okay but Lagsaw bellowing

[nubbsgalore]

late autumn, early morning in england’s richmond park. photos by dan kitwood and mark bridger (previously featured)

[ivakir]

@carbuckingwarboy

[fluffytherapy]

[carbuckingwarboy]

"Why do you love deers?"

‘They’re powerful, yet elegant. They could be brave when they had to be, and weren’t too keen of humans. I guess I admire them in a way.’