Random Full Moon thoughts
Blitz copies Stolas coming onto him when thinking it roleplay.
Stolas gets on his knees and puts it on Blitz's left hand, the same your put an engagement ring on, while their leitmotif plays. The song that means them together...
(There's no way Fizz and Ozzie didn't think this was going be a proposal; especially with Fizz trying to make sure their night was special).
Their leitmotif cuts off when Blitz disregards his feelings as roleplay. 😢
Owch Blitz says he loves him as roleplay... Feck that going to keep them up at night.
But also Blitz immediately said I love you. He was very very quick to go there.
Ooh dear they went there 😭
But also Blitz offered to give it back and "I can always do better". Owch all of the owch. Blitz is trying so hard to hand on Stolas in the only way he thinks he can.
He needs the deal as a safe place to be in a relationship that he thinks he can't fuck up.
“I’ll believe him, and not the voice that says I’m not enough!” then “Blitz, I think so very highly of you. I didn’t realize you think so low of me.” Oh he believes Blitz and thinks he really is a monster...
"you will be able to go anywhere you want in the human realm without fear of consequence. without breaking demon law."
Ok yer that definitely going come back up coursing trouble for our best boys.
But Stolas did really well explaining he's feeling clearly, and being very clear about what he wants. This is great for a guy that's had very limited chance to choose before.
Blitz self sabotages because of his self-loathing and shock; but does appear to be trying to apologize when Stolas portal him.
But it is a big deal that Stolas didn't let Blitz keep yelling at him.
Stolas is just out of an abusive relationship, where he put up with being yelled at to keep the peace.
And he previously told Blitz to yell and ridicule him if it'll keep Blitz around after Ozzie's.
It's important for them both settings boundaries for going forwards.
I'm really hopeful with Blitz now knowing Stolas loves him, and Blitz wanting to apologise when he and realized "he can get hurt".
