carmilla

20 / she/they / bi 🖤 ur local vampire

[carmillabites]

Hello loves, just a general introduction

This blog used to be ceruleanghoul, but I wanna be more active on Tumblr and figured it needed a revamp (no pun intended). You can call me Carmilla. I'm nineteen, go by she/they pronouns (prefer they/them, but still figuring it out). I’m an insomniac with too many interests, the main ones being...

painting/drawing

star wars

monster movies

vampires

reading

I don't know if anyone is gonna read this, but I'm kinda excited to be more active on Tumblr. So yeah, thanks for taking the time to read my little rant. 🖤

[carmillabites]

AHHHHHH

[transjudas]

Papa V has been revealed.

[arun-armand-amadeo]

[icarusinfreefall]

reminder that adhd medication isn't a luxury or preference, but a lifesaving medication. a 10 year long study in the usa showed that, when properly medicated, the rate of car crashes people with adhd get into goes down significantly--men's rate drops by 38%, and women's by 42%. the med shortage, denial of meds by doctors, rising prices, and the "war on drugs" has killed--with such a car dependent society, not driving frequently isn't an option, which means we need better healthcare and need it now.

https://shorturl.at/8VD8B

edit because i forgot to explain: short link is to an article by the washington post, it should be free to read

[sixxxer]

i love you vampire themed media i love you metaphor for queerness i love you blood aesthetic i love you gothic architecture i love you coffin beds i love you cross necklaces i love you canine teeth i love you intimacy hidden in violence i love you vampires

[sirlsplayland]

another design that I had submitted to the merch team and kinda gave up on it getting picked, and wanting to share this because how much I had put into it.

[clownjail]

Nine people I'd like to get to know better

Tagged by @meghawhopp <33

Last song: Down by the River by Borislav Slavov from the Baldur’s Gate 3 Soundtrack (or more specifically the cover of Down by the River by Nerissa Ravencroft)

Favorite color: Blue and purple!

Last movie/TV show: Seinfeld, I’m currently on season four!

Sweet/spicy/savory?: I have a huge sweet tooth, so sweet things

Relationship status: Single

Last thing I googled: I searched up the show “Arthur” because I was trying to find that one meme where Buster was like “You really think someone would do that, just go on the internet and spread lies?”

Current obsession: Fragaria memories and tears of themis mostly^^

Tag Nine People: @kyaruun @xinieeee @deadmansbistro @florapot @hunita812 @scuffle-with-spirals @rexonalapis @maxellera @manicpixiedoomedgirl

[sakkiichi]

thank you for the tag yume and @https-furina 💞

Last song: Imperial Chain by ZOOL

Favorite color: soft pink currently, also love baby blue

Last movie/tv show: IDOLiSH7 Beyond The Period

Sweet/spicy/savory: you all know that sweet hehe

Relationship status: happily dating Kujo Tenn

Last thing I googled: tbh i don’t remember… i think it was the translation for some v-kei song’s title?

Current obsession: Kujo Tenn, Incomplete Ruler, Beyond the Period, Imperial Chain by ZOOL and idolish7 in general hfhdjsjs

tags: @yumemirumikazuki @ayaboba @kaeffeinee @catcze @mccnstruck @seelie-buddy @reilly34 @ruanais @papiliotao @kana-de @lilikags @i23kazu @houjichaya @meidnightrain @mhiieee @ciarchivez @shinarinchii @kirimoochi @asoulsreverie @snobwaffles @captainzep @diorlumx @dearemilia @sunnyshiloh @pue3lla + anyone who’d like to participate !

[reilly34-deactivated20240309]

Thank you for the tag aya¡

Last song: off to the races by Lana del Rey

Favorite color: Pink and Blue

Last movie/TV show: Young justice

Sweet/spicy/savory?: SWEET OBVIUSLY

Relationship status: Single

Last thing I googled: idk remeber very well,I think it was the meaning of an arabic word or smt like that?

Current obsession: Batfamily,Loona and Triple S,Taylor Swift,Artic Monkeys and Red white and royal blue

@sinmalssimp @inlenii @idyllcy @meidnightrain @asoulsreverie @stinkyme @strrawb3rrysh0rtcak3 @moral-laws-deactivated20231108 @damianwaynesbelovedsposts

[luvsthanos]

thank you for the tag<3

last song: the matrix by ski mask the slump god

favorite color: red and pink

last movie/tv show: young justice for like the 10th time

sweet/spicy/savory: spicy

relationship status: single

last thing i googled: i googled my own tumblr lol

current obsession: jason todd, the 100 and mattheo riddle

@killxz @malena01827 @msdamianwayne @gh0stsbf @harleycao @imluciel @xoxoyourdoll @cloveswifey @fcthots

[killxz]

kudos for the tag 💕

last song: treat you better by shawn mendes

favorite color: blue + gray (grey?)

last movie/tv show: titans (hbo max)

sweet/spicy/savory: savoury

relationship status: single

last thing i googled: medical stuff for something i'm planning 👀👀

current obsession: the one and only jason todd

tags:

@stararch4ngelqueen @visionsofmagic @hearttjason

[visionsofmagic]

so much thanks for the tag! yaaaay💌

last song: popular by the weekend and madonna

favorite color: blue

last movie/tv show: blade runner 2049

sweet/spicy/savory: sweet

relationship status: have a cute boyfriend

last thing i googled: the game rewards to vote ^^

current obsession: cyberpunk 2077 & johnny f silverhand!

tags💟🍰 : @yanderestarangel @sunfloworcs @and-you-found-me @luvv4lurd @moonchildlv @cillianthinker @bakugosgrenade @lilvampirina @engardeitsme @grievedeeply

[sunfloworcs]

THANK YOU FOR THE TAG!

last song: taylor swift - fearless

favorite color: a tie between seafoam green and yellow

last movie/tv show: last movie was pitch perfect 2 but the last show is the queen of the south

sweet/spicy/savory: savory

relationship status: i'm in that "will they/wont they" part of this relationship good god help me

last thing i googled: underworld mythologies

current obsession: one piece & genshin

tags: folds hands im not sure who to tag so if you see this pls do it ( mutuals :eyes: )

[stargirldelight]

i have nothing to do!

last song: angels in tibet — and the dance to this one 😮‍💨‼️

favorite color: i will die on the cherry/dark red hill

last movie/tv show: rewatched an episode from “the girl from nowhere” cause man it was so cute :(

sweet/spicy/savory: spicy, but more often than that — sour.

relationship status: messy.

last thing i googled: how to bake macaroons (they turned out delish last night)

current obsession: jjk, online shopping, one piece, MY TOJI SHIRT THAT JUST CAME IN THE MAIL 👹👹👹

no pressure tags: @downforsanji @shichibukaiz @httpwintersoldier @eelnois @kaizokuniichan @whispers-of-lilith @stephisokay @cowgirlikets @throwmethroughawindow @sleepymarimo

[sleepymarimo]

tagged by: @stargirldelight ILY you're so sweet i could cry 🥹

last song: family ties by baby keem ft. kendrick lamar (+ crying lightening by arctic monkeys 🫶)

favorite color: oof i love me a good forest green!! dark and earthy and sultry

last movie/tv show: movie? jaws. show? freaks and geeks.

sweet/spicy/savory: probably sweet! i do like sour/tart flavors though! anything lemon flavored is so yummy to me!!

relationship status: i got a bf whom i love v much hehehe

last thing i googled: polycomb repressive complex function... i was doing some research for a paper ok 🤧

current obsession: fictional men (toji pls just one chance), wine, tik tok, my cinnamon spiced vanilla candle, fictional men again...

no pressure tags: @dadhazard, @kikouku, @jesterwriting have fun!! 🫶🫶🫶

[doomtome-deactivated20240219]

ty for the tag pris!! ily!!

last song: you're sexy i'm sexy by eric nam

favorite color: ooh, dark reds, mint greens, and pastel pinks

last movie/tv show: last movie i watched was howl's moving castle!! tv show (read: anime) was attack on titan!!

sweet/spicy/savory: sweet and savory!! sometimes sour but only if it's gummies

relationship status: single but mingling </3

last thing i googled: how to stream hulu on discord (😭)

current obsession: MEN!! of the fictional variety. and the song 3:15 (breathe) by russ lol

tagging (no pressure, bbs!!): @tetzoro @koushuwu @nkogneatho @benkeibear @roronoagem @whats-her-quirk @wurm-food @k-atsukibakugou

[roronoagem]

thank u for the tag !!

last song: getaway car by taylor swift

fav color: blue, green & black

last movie / tv show: indiana jones and the dial of destiny ; one piece (anime)

sweet / spicy / savory: sweet and savory ^_^

relationship status: single

last thing i googled:

current obsession: one piece (mostly zoro !!) and hobie brown

tagging (no pressure !): @sunandflame @vampcubus @hopelessbluebird @naomi-nana @archer-fb

[hopelessbluebird]

ty rin!!

last song; shut me up (mindless self indulgence)

fave colour; deep blue!

last tv show/movie; the hamifilm and bungou stray dogs

sweet / spicy / savoury? : spicy:)

relationship status?; dating the most gorgeous person in the world (my girlfriend)

last thing googled; i was looking at the specifics of fukuzawa’s ability

current obsession: Bungou stray dogs and horses!!

tagging: @sunnikos @karmicpunishment @glitchtricks94 @inamagicalhallucination @v4mp-wife

[karmicpunishment]

thanks for the tag!!

last song: unravel by Ado

fave colour: light pink, mint green, or a sunny yellow.

last tv show/movie: the five nights at freddy's movie and BSD

sweet / spicy / savoury? : savoury!! im terrible with spice

relationship status?: single and not looking to change that :-P

last thing googled: songs about cannibalism lol current obsession: the latest tbhk chapter has me !!!!, along with bsd and twst wonderland.

tags: @mushroomslovesyou

[mushroomslovesyou]

ayy ty for the tag!!

last song: Moonlight Serenade by Glenn Miller

favorite color: purple or green

last tv show/movie: Castle Freak (1995)

sweet / spicy / savory: sweet :P

relationship status: *heavy sigh* y'know what i mean?

last thing googled: "John Constantine action figure"

current obsession: uhhh i don't know that i'm obsessed with anything rn. i guess Redlettermedia and Doctor Faustus if i had to say something

tagging: @goldandnavy @bluestergold @newkillerstarkid @randomcollection-o-stuff :)

[goldnnavy]

Thank you for the tag!

Last Song: Stressed Out by Twenty One Pilots

Favorite Color: Blue

Last TV Show / Movie: Blue Eye Samurai

Sweet / Spicy / Savory: Sweet 💙

Relationship Status: Single :')

Last Thing I Googled: A very specific book for a class I'm taking

Current Obsession: Baldur's Gate III (particularly Astarion, Raphael, Rolan, and Dammon)

I'm gonna humbly tag @leftenantjopson @icarusinfreefall @benjhawkins @a-french-guardsman and @beggars-opera ✌🏻💙

[icarusinfreefall]

Last Song: Angel of Small Death and the Codeine Scene

Favorite Color: Red

Last TV show/movie: The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes

Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Sweet

Last thing I googled: Train Schedule

Current Obsession: My new d&d campaign (with my first homebrew world!)

@soracities @beggars-opera @zipstick @arrowbrekker @hapless-hollow @blurred-antics

@ceruleanghoul @lolly-dolli @gay-frog-is-an-understatement

[carmillabites]

Thank you for the tag!!

Last song: Back to Black by Amy Winehouse

Favorite Color: Blue (cerulean)

Last TV show/movie: Our Flag Means Death / Napoleon

Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Sweet

Last thing I googled: Dunkin near me

Current Obsession: Nutcracker ballet, Toni Morrison novels, Star Wars original trilogy (always an obsession but worse now.)

[carmillabites]

Ahsoka doodles ✨️

I never post any of my drawings on here, but I'm trying to get back into art and I'm lowkey proud of these.

[bibo-deactivated20240915]

ABBA is special. Listen to Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! (A Man After Midnight) and tell me you dont feel something. You’d be lying. I could kill a man rn

[bioaccumulation]

I miss the god complex english class gave me

[dearest-lady-disdain]

hot girl summer books but it's all dostoyevsky

[carmillabites]

Goth Choatic academia things (part 3)

- constructing a mental breakdown blanket fort every exam season

- Being 5 weeks ahead in one course and 5 weeks behind in another

- having a playlist specifically for visiting art museums

- can locate most major constellations but  only by finding Orion first.

-guessing my professors zodiac signs based on their teaching style

-  I collect grandpa sweaters like goddamm pokemon cards

-only learned the Greek pronunciations of names in Greek mythology so whenever I talk to someone about mythology it ends in an argument. 

-wearing vintage scarfs in my hair to keep it out off my face

-forgetting to wash the paint off of my hands and looking like a lunatic during my morning lectures. I suppose that's what I get for painting at 4 in the morning.

[goblins-riddles-or-frocks]

[soft-lovely]

nothing is as tender as annotating your favourite books. it’s like leaving a piece of your heart on the pages for somebody else to find.

[carmillabites]

Nothing cures my depression like looking into the distance at no one in particular and saying

 ~ Norman’s on sabbatical honey ~

[carmillabites]

At this point my aesthetic is just a slutty vampire having a gender crisis