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âMoanaâ sentence starters
contains SPOILERS; more under the cut because of length ( change pronouns as necessary ) Â
â Her heart held the greatest power ever known.â
â There is no darkness. There are no monsters. â
â [PLACE] is paradise. Who would want to go anywhere else? â
â What are you doing? You scared me. â
â Consider the coconut! â
â You must find happiness right where you are. â
â You are your fatherâs daughter. Stubbornness and pride. â
â I am curious about that chicken eating the rock. â
â Sometimes our strengths lie beneath the surface. Â â
â Whatever just happened⊠blame it on the pig. â
â Iâm his mom. I donât have to tell him anything! â
â Why arenât you trying talking me out of it? â
â I am the village crazy lady. That is my job. â
â If thereâs something you want to tell me, just tell me. âŠIs there something you want to tell me? â
â Is there something you want to hear? â
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Various Lemony Snicket quotes meme, Part One.
âI donât know if youâve ever noticed this, but first impressions are often entirely wrong.â âIf you have ever lost a loved one, then you know exactly how it feels. And if you have not, then you cannot possibly imagine it.â âYour initial opinion on just about anything may change over time.â âThe worst surroundings in the world can be tolerated if the people in them are interesting and kind.â âWhat a schmuck!â âOne of the most troublesome things in life is that what you do or do not want has very little to do with what does or does not happen.â âFate is like a strange, unpopular restaurant filled with odd little waiters who bring you things you never asked for and donât always like.â âNever trust anyone who has not brought a book with them.â âReading is one form of escape. Running for your life is another.â âPeople arenât either wicked or noble. Theyâre like chefâs salads, with good things and bad things chopped and mixed together in a vinaigrette of confusion and conflict.â âEveryone should be able to do one card trick, tell two jokes, and recite three poems, in case they are ever trapped in an elevator.â âI suppose Iâll have to add the force of gravity to my list of enemies.â âIf you are allergic to a thing, it is best not to put that thing in your mouth, particularly if the thing is cats.â âA good library will never be too neat, or too dusty, because somebody will always be in it, taking books off the shelves and staying up late reading them.â âWhen someone is crying, of course, the noble thing to do is to comfort them. But if someone is trying to hide their tears, it may also be noble to pretend you do not notice them.â âAll the secrets of the world are contained in books. Read at your own risk.â âStrange as it may seem, I still hope for the best, even though the best, like an interesting piece of mail, so rarely arrives, and even when it does it can be lost so easily.â ââŠyou know that a good, long session of weeping can often make you feel better, even if your circumstances have not changed one bit.â âWell-read people are less likely to be evil.â
A Ron Swansonâą sentence meme.
Because we all need to appreciate our lord and savior, Ron Swanson.
â Is Star Wars the one with the little wizard boy? â
â Iâm just gonna stay angry. I find that relaxes me. â
â I canât go, because I donât want to. â
â You take me nowhere, and I talk to no one. â
â If any of you need anything, too bad. â
â Iâm not sure Iâm interested in that. â
â No, I am sure. Iâm not interested in that. â
â I like saying no. â
â I hate everything. â
â I love nothing! â
â I regret nothing. â
â I regret everything. â
â People are idiots. â
â Never half-ass two things. Whole-ass one thing. â
â Normally, if given a choice between something and nothing, Iâd choose to do nothing. â
â I donât want to seem overdramatic, but I really donât care what happens here. â
â Keep your tears in your eyes where they belong. â
â Dear frozen yogurt, you are the celery of desserts. Be ice cream or be nothing. Zero stars. â
â Fishing relaxes me. Itâs like yoga, except I still get to kill something. â
â Iâm usually not one for speeches, so goodbye. â
â No. â
â Whatâs âcholesterolâ ? â
â Your house isnât haunted, youâre lonely. â
â Iâm not interested in caring about people. â
â Strippers do nothing for me. But Iâll take a free breakfast buffet anytime, anyplace. â
â Birthdays were invented by Hallmart to sell cards. â
â You had me at meat tornado. â
â I like saying ânoâ. It lowers their enthusiasm. â
â [Son/daughter], people can see you! â
â Please do not approach me on the street after this event, and attempt to talk to me. â
â Itâs called âthe groundâ when itâs outside. â
â Thereâs no wrong way to consume alcohol. â
â Creativity is for people with glasses who like to lie. â
â I donât like loud noises, and people making a fuss. â
â Thereâs only one thing I hate more than lying: skim milk⊠Which is water thatâs lying about being milk. â
â I know what Iâm about, son. â
â I think there should be less talking in life. â
â Breakfast food can serve many purposes. â
â When I eat, itâs the food that is scared. â
â I was born ready. Iâm [name] fucking [name]! â
â Not to worry, I have a permit. â
â I would rather bleed out than sit here and talk about my feelings for 10 hours! â
â Crying. Acceptable at funerals and the Grand Canyon. â
â When people get too chummy with me, I like to call them by the wrong name, to let them know I really donât care about them. â
â Iâm not a sore loser! Itâs just that I prefer to win, and when I donât, I get furious. â
â I wouldnât say weâre close. â
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Matthew Daddario Quotes
"We call our shoes âsneakers,â right? But they're not really sneaking."
"Can't wait till they invent phones with keyboards."
"I don't know this guy. He came to hang out so I complimented his hair."
"How many artichokes can you eat in one sitting?"
"No, go back to my idea!"
"Maybe, they'll throw the books out. Just not follow the books anymore."
"Hey guys did everyone floss today? You gotta floss every day. Otherwise, your dentist makes you feel bad."
"I play piano but I won't call it a talent."
"I'm the funniest person in the cast and that's simply because everybody else is so painfully unfunny."
"There is literally no memory left in my phone. I took fourteen thousand blue sky photos and I need all of them."
"Send him photos of fried chicken and crab cakes."
"I have a dentist appt tomorrow. I'm not gonna brush my teeth tonight. Also not going to shower. This is going to be painful for everyone."
"You are not trash, you are lovely!"
"Don't sign contracts in your blood. It's usually not required by any reputable party."
"He's slippin' out his little tongue eating snail treats off the ground."
"I will eat anywhere in the house. I'll eat cheese crackers in bed!"
"He looks down and sees this wonderful man. He hops down there and smooches that man right on the face. Right in front of everyone."
"...it's not fair that he is more handsome than me!!!"
"Don't do the hokey pokey around witches."
"They're never gonna release the deleted scenes to you guys because they're racy and inappropriate."
"This video is going on social media!"
"I'm ashamed to admit I lied about the selfies. The phone is 98% cow pictures and I can't delete them. I need a new phone. Forgive me."
"Thank god I started sandpapering my feet when I was four."
"Is Alec appreciating at an increased rate because of an increase in demand? Or is it the same rate as before."
"Note, some alpaca do not appreciate head pats."
"If humans lived in barns, we'd be smelly, too."
"Had to delete all my cow photos to make room for selfies, so I will say 'I appreciate you, cows.'"
"Wow. It's spelled Gollum. Wow. So disappointed. Hiding my own cell phone for the next two weeks."
"You're a little kitty cat. Yummy, yummy, yummy, yummy kitty cat, kitty cat."
"Sometimes when I travel between dimensions, I think, man, I should really buy a sailboat."
"If I was running for President, my VP would be a well trained golden retriever."
"Who's not going to watch Hamlet in space? I mean, Space Hamlet!"
"I just think we should all acknowledge what is awesome about Harry!"
"I like eating food after dark."
"Generally, people avoid kissing their sister in a healthy life."
"If you don't like my zebra leggings, it's because you just don't understand zebra leggings."
"I think we should provide more showers for cows."
"If I'm having a bad day, I eat pizza."
"I hope Google uses the same algorithm to encrypt my email as my pocket does to tie knots with my headphones."
"I would own a farm. Not like growing crops but maybe have a few animals like cows, and maybe an alpaca or a llama. I would chop wood all day."
"Dog. #dog. Dog. Dog."
"Had fun tweeting with/at you guys. Phone is about to die. Gonna go get more double-A batteries."
"The jackhammer has been joined by his friend, the concrete saw. Rare that you get two music legends right outside your window like this."
"Interdimensional cat smuggling is severely punished. But you can make a killing on the black cat market."
"You should just give up on me like I did. So done with me right now I can't even."
"What am I fan of? No one's ever asked me this before! Oh man."
"I don't know why they say that. I think they're poking fun at me."
"Congrats. You deserve that sailboat."
"I don't know. I don't have any pet peeve. Yapping little dogs, I guess. Buttons that don't go up right."
"Donkeys look like rabbit horses."
"Everyone is all, 'follow your heart.' If that worked I'd be watching Shadowhunters in my spaceship."
"Am I making this up?"
"I don't condone it, but I understand it, and therefore, I will not pass judgment on it."
"I can eat a pound of pork rinds."
"I am your bird king!"
"Baby pigs or baby cows? They're both good options."
"I have deleted a single photo from my phone. I have room for one selfie. Living on the edge. If it happens, no second chances."
"She gets it at a Shadowhunter tailor where we get all our stuff. Are you serious?"
"My cell phone is not the most important thing in my life. It just feels that way."
"Kill her immediately. Problem solved."
"You're not me? Most people aren't, in my experience."
"Man I've spent a whole year talking about sailboats and I could have just jumped on this SHIP."
"Reminder not to cite 'game of thrones' as my motivation for getting into politics."
"To all the people who threaten to punch me in the face... Do I have to be concerned or is that a love thing?"
"Put this on?! Fit it on my body?!"
"Iâm going to shave today. Nobody will recognize me and Iâll have to reintroduce myself to all my friends."
"Don't get me started on this question."
"Okay, quick question. What does it mean when someone says they are your 'trash?' Asking for a friend..."
"Wait, 'SexyBack' is by Justin Timberlake?"
"Everyone's smooching everyone and Alec just wants to do his job. That's why he's the best and deserves a big smooch."
Setting Sail, Coming Home (End Theme) - Bastion
âFire is vibrantly alive. It eats everything from wood to flesh, excreting the waste as ash, and it breathes air just like a human, taking in oxygen and emitting carbon. Fire grows, and as it spreads, it creates new fires that spread out and make new fires of their own. Fire drinks gasoline and excretes cinders, it fights for territory, it loves and hates. Sometimes when I watch people trudging through their daily routines, I think that fire is more alive than we are â brighter, hotter, more sure of itself and where it wants to go. Fire doesnât settle; fire doesnât tolerate; fire doesnât âget by.â Fire does. Fire is.â - Dan Wells, I Am Not A Serial Killer
girl, with an accent of blood who speaks in foreign tongues whose vowels are the sound of metal clashing. warrior, with fire in her veins and armor beneath her skin who crushes the earth beneath her feet. immortal, hair streaked with daggers and iron filling her lungs each breath invitingly toxic. princess, with lips made of glass and a voice cut from steel features born from thunder and battle. heroine, a grin made for war and eyes flecked with ash striding, powerful, into the arms of death.
perhaps she will be the one you follow into battle ||Â [t.r.] (via pynchs)
Road To El Dorado Sentence Starter Pack!
âFinally! Weâre connecting. â
âI want in on the scam.â
âYou dare to impugn my honor?! â
âThis place is amazing! â
âHappy new year. â
âYou know that little voice that people have that tells them to quit when theyâre ahead? You donât have one! â Â
âHello, is this your rock? â
âYou fight like my sister, â
âI want you to want what you want. â
âItâs an entire city of suckers! â Â
âAny regrets, besides dying? â
âWhere did you get this? â
âLetâs not make it personal, okay? Itâs just business. â
âWait a minute â new plan! â
âI know what you are, and I know what youâre not. â
âWell, well, well. What have we here? â
âIâm not really asking you to trust me, am I? â
âYour arrival has been greatly anticipated, â
âWho ordered the pickles? â
âI have an idea. Câmon. Gimme a boost! â
âDonât make me start it up again, cus I will. â
âThink youâre the only one(s) who dream(s) of better things? â Â
âI will give you the honor of a quick and painless death,â
âBig smile! Like you mean it⊠â Â
âIâm warning you, donât push your luck with this guy. â
âWhat do you think youâre doing? â
âThis could be our destiny, our fate. â Â
âYouâve got your reasons, and Iâve got mine. â
âExcuse me, who invented this game? â
âAll I know is all we had is over, said, and done. â Â
âWhoa, sheâs trouble! â Â
âYou made my life an adventure.â Â
âYouâre talking to a horse.â
âWeâre both in barrels, thatâs the extent of my knowledge.â Â
âSmile while you can.â
âWe must avoid giving into temptation,âÂ
âBoth? Both. Both is good.â
âI blame you,âÂ
âWell, it was nice working with you, partner.â
âWhatâs happening here?âÂ
âGood luck.â
âSo, um, howâs the escape plan coming?â
âI just want you to know, Iâm sorry about that girl.âÂ
âLook, sweetheart, weâre in the middle of a con here.â
âWell, as long as thatâs what you want.âÂ
âItâs beautiful, isnât it?â
âWell, whatâs your idea, smart guy?â
âShould I trust you?â
âDid you ever imagine it would end like this?â
âIâll cover for you.â
âCanât do it. Not today.â
âStep. Aside.â
âIâm sorry, I just got carried away!â
âYou made my life rich.â
âDonât even MOVE!âÂ
âYou said yourself it could be possible, and it is! It really is!â
âYou worry too much,âÂ
âThe time of judgement is now.â
âWhat makes you think I/we need your help?â
âIf they say that Iâm a god, thatâs what I am.â
âWhy now do you choose to visit us?â
âSee you at the execution.â
âWeâll be living like kings!â
âThe horse is a surprise.âÂ
âFriends never say goodbye.â
fantasie-impromptu:
King -Â Lauren Aquilina
Youâre in control Rid of the monsters inside your head Put all your faults to bed You can be king again
orphan black starters, episode 1-5. Â Â Â (suicide ment.)
iâm back in town.Â
well thatâs not fair, is it?Â
bitch.Â
stop the train!Â
you look like crap.Â
i hit him first this time. with an ashtray. so heâs a little blue.Â
youâve been gone for almost a year.Â
i saw a girl kill herself.Â
when youâre a poor little orphan foster wretch, anythingâs possible.Â
i havenât seen her in like a year.
any second, someoneâs gonna ID the body, and itâs game over.Â
youâre damn right.Â
suddenly you donât give a damn, i get pissed.Â
youâll probably take off again.Â
i panicked. whereâs your wit gone? you havenât called me dipshit all day.Â
you donât have to babysit me, dipshit.Â
i know this thing has got you all twisted up, but you gotta forgive yourself.Â
iâm having trouble with detail, so iâm not sure i should say anything at all.Â
try to separate mistake from result.Â
can we get the elephant out of the room?Â
the last thing i am is special.Â
if that was my boyfriend, iâd jump in front of a train too.Â
the whole sad point is nobody would notice if i died.Â
let me finish what i started and the iâll come back for you and her, yeah?Â
youâre gonna disappear again?Â
youâre already dead.Â
itâs gonna be an intimate memorial piss-up.Â
you know what, first though, you need a shower and a xanax.Â
are you back on the meds?Â
call me or iâll squeeze your bloody bollocks in a viceâÂ
it was always fight or flight with her.Â
i still want us to be together. it can work, yeah?Â
someone shot her right in front of me.Â
thereâs blood everywhere!Â
you need to get rid of the body!Â
i canât figure out why she killed herself.Â
i have a knife and i will stab you in the face.Â
i was mad at you so i decided to blow all the money from your stolen coke on it.Â
why are you suddenly dressing like a punk rock ho?Â
youâre not ready for this. you need to take more time.Â
i can see itâs killing you, but you stopped talking to me months ago.Â
i canât keep waking up every night, checking your breathing, worried youâre mixing your meds, booze, god knows what else âÂ
iâm not dirty. i just freaked out.Â
i told her to freeze. she didnât. she ran.Â
youâre making me nervous.Â
theyâre gonna start to dig. and if they dig, they find the pills.Â
iâve got to carry what i did.Â
do you want a cuppa?Â
i think whatever she found out drove her nuts and she topped herself.Â
iâll call back at midnight.Â
why would you go in my room?Â
rock and roll.Â
who am i speaking to?
iâm a few, no familly too. who am i?Â
why lord, why me? i never wanted any part of this.Â
do i wear a huge âkick meâ sign on my back?
hide your ugly face on the way out.Â
i had to go to bed, bath and beyond, okay? nobody wants to admit that.Â
what the hell did you say to the shrink?Â
what are you gonna say to change her mind?Â
whatâs the difference between a mood stabiliser and an antipsychotic again?Â
why do you have to be such a hard-ass?Â
i just need you to be my backup, okay?Â
youâre gonna shoot me while your kids are sleeping?Â
i was running from my own shit.Â
she was losing it. like, clinically.Â
youâre not supposed to be parked here at night.Â
do not shoot me please!Â
you point a gun at my brother again and i will kick the living shite out of you!Â
last i checked, it was illegal, let alone impossible.Â
am i going insane?Â
bodyâs chewed up pretty bad.Â
i think that some idiot didnât realise they were burying a body next to an active quarry.Â
do you have a criminal record?Â
wasted youth, alright?Â
wow⊠welcome to the trip, man.Â
let me see your weapon.Â
just give me an hour or two to get up to speed for christâs sake.
if you ask me about that money one more time, i swear to god, itâs going in the shredder.Â
do you know who shot her in the head?Â
whoâs killing us?Â
thatâs good. try and keep your sense of humour.Â
you think someoneâs jerking your chain?Â
i should probably get back to my real job now.Â
you could rob me blind.Â
weâre hoping you realise you canât run away from this.Â
you cannot hide in minimalist furniture!Â
i think youâre being a bitch.
how would you like it if i started pulling this schizophrenic hot-and-cold crap on you?
the body dump doesnât match the professional hit.Â
this perpâs got some deep-seated spiritual problems.Â
i think he went into one of the abandoned buildings here.Â
i should have had your back.Â
look, shit happens fast, okay?Â
iâm not gonna let you drive me home like an invalid.Â
hey, youâre not gonna hug me, are you?Â
now can you please tell me what in the hell happened to your face?Â
itâs not about revenge.
she was on this killerâs hit list and now i am.Â
if sheâs not dead, we need to find her. find out what she knows.Â
i just need some time to myself.Â
name me one homicide ever pinned on a female sniper.Â
female killers tend to suffer from chronic detachment. isolation breeds sociopaths.Â
you could have killed me, but here we are.Â
anybody else feel like they have a target on their back?Â
i donât think you understand the situation here.Â
youâre a punk! be one!Â
no wonder she wants to leave.
youâre like a completely different person these days.Â
itâs this case. itâs a bitch.Â
we donât bring that shit in here, right?Â
whatâre you gaping at?Â
you ever fight a woman?Â
they do say, crazy makes you strong.Â
if youâre hearing this, you found a body.Â
youâre different than the others.Â
i think iâm dying.Â
i came out the woodwork. where did you come from?Â
iâm sorry about this but itâs very important that you keep this a secret.Â
well, unleash the doves. world peace must be right around the corner.Â
i came back to prove that i could, but iâm not doing anybody any good.Â
so the killer is still out there?Â
youâd stab me in the eye with a nail file?Â
youâre shaking like a leaf.Â
thereâs the gun you wanted.Â
last time i checked, iâm the only one defending us.Â
iâm gonna shoot his balls off.Â
i donât leave prints when i burgle.Â
she wasnât messing around, was she?Â
you silly bitch, would you get your fanny out of there?Â
iâm entitled to a little privacy.Â
you were the one who introduced me to punk rock.Â
stay in school.Â
you bitch! you faked it! how could you goddamn do this to me?!Â
are you still concerned about her mental health?Â
howâd you do it?Â
we were on top of the world!Â
we were parasites.Â
is every man in your life a complete wanker, except me?Â
iâm about to go in and shoot him in the balls.Â
this is our chance to get answers.Â
i thought you handed in your sidearm.Â
well, apparently, iâve got a stalker.Â
i didnât mean to get all tangled up with you.Â
if she really is dead, how do i know you didnât kill her?Â
she killed herself because the man she loved turned her whole life into a lie.
this is a sick test, isnât it? isnât it?!Â
you think i had a choice?Â
Painted to Fumes and Lost at Sea  â«
based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!
â  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  â â  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but iâm made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  â â  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  â â  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  â â  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  â â  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  â â  donât you dare abandon me.  â â  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  â â  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  â â  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  â â  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i canât stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why canât i ever stop?  â â  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  â â  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  â â  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  â â  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  â â  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  â â  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  â â  i am fucking divine.  â â  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  â â  i am not a good person.  donât pretend i am.  â â  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  â â  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  â â  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  â â  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  â â  i bow to no man.  â â  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  iâm sorry.  â â  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  â â  i cannot be saved.  â â  i canât ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  â â  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  â â  i crave affection in the simplest way.  â â  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  â â  i didnât ask for any of this so donât you dare blame this on me.  â â  i donât care if you say my name like itâs poison or like itâs a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  â â  i donât fight for you anymore.  â â  i donât want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  â â  i donât want to talk about it.  i donât want to remember.  i donât want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  â â  i donât want you to touch me.  please donât touch me,  just go away.  â â  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  â â  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  â â  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  â â  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  â â  i have no home anymore.  â â  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  â â  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  â â  i should never have fallen in love with you.  â â  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know itâs because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  â â  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  â â  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  â â  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  â â  if thatâs what a hero is iâm glad iâm not one anymore.  â â  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  itâs all for you.  â â  is it my fault?  itâs my fault.  itâs always my fault.  â â  itâs not murder if they deserved it,  right?  â â  iâm drowning in emotions that donât belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  â â  iâm in love with everything that hurts me.  â â  iâm okay.  iâm alright.  this is all in my mind.  â â  iâm ready to give up everything iâve ever had if it means someone will love me.  â â  iâm so cold  &  i canât stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  â â  iâm so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  â â  iâm tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  â â  iâm tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  â â  iâm too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  iâm sure someday iâll realize i deserved it.  â â  jealousy burns within me.  â â  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  â â  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  â â  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  â â  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  â â  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  â â  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  â â  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  â â  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  â â  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  â â  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  â â  rise up.  you canât keep being small when you were made for so much more.  â â  say my name like itâs the only one thatâs ever been on your tongue.  â â  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  â â  so youâll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  â â  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  â â  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  â â  stop treating me like iâm an idiot.  you arenât better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  â â  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  â â  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  â â  to love them is my divine right.  â â  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  â â  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  â â  what is the point of power if iâm not supposed to use it?  â â  who the fuck do you think you are?  â â  why canât i ever fucking stop crying?  â â  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  letâs try to make the most out of it.  â â  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  â â  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  â â  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  â â  you canât hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  â â  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  â â  you never fucking cared about me.  donât fucking lie about it.  not to me.  â â  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  â â  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  â â  you should fear me,  but you donât.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  â â  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  â
I am a human being capable of doing terrible things
Thereâs lightning striking all over the world
I am a human being capable of doing terrible things