Ryland's harddrive

[5/31/26 ❤️❤️❤️] [Guitarist, Bassist, and Artist] [Patrick Stump FREAK] [an anxious little boy who likes to post about freaky shit occasionally..]

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

"I am NOT a MORON!"

um hello!

my name is Ryland or Ethan (I have a lot more names on my pronouns page..)

I use he/him + basically any pronoun but she/her (he/him preferably but I really don't care, go crazy) and I'm an almondsexual/queer (T4T) aroaceflux genderfaun trans man

GO FOLLOW MY AMAZING, BEAUTIFUL, SCRUMPTIOUS PARTNER @onyx-crystal NEOW OR ELSE I WILL BOMB YOUR HOUSE!!!!! (/j)

BTW, I am a huge Fall Out Boy, Twenty One Pilots, KMFDM, Pierce The Veil, My Chemical Romance, Sleeping With Sirens, The Beatles, and Panic! At The Disco fan (pre-split and post-split, I do not condone anything Brendon did, I just like the band and the music)

MDNI accounts/blogs or blogs with inappropriate images (if it's something you rb and it's suggestive but tame then that's fine), don't interact with me as I am a MINOR, you will be blocked. (Adults can interact just don't be weird around me please.)

also I'm a therian, otherkin, and fictionkin (I don't really talk about them much however..)

fictionkins:

Shane Hollander (Heated Rivalry), Ryland Grace (Project Hail Mary), Driver (Drive 2011), Wheatley (Portal 2), The Narrator/Jack (Fight Club), Tyler Durden (Fight Club), Keegan P. Russ (Call Of Duty Ghosts), Robert Robertson (Dispatch), Robert Chase (House M.D.), Spencer Reid (Criminal Minds), James Wilson (House M.D.). Gregory House (House M.D.)

please do be wary that I do make occasional vent posts, some of them being about hypersexuality and just life problems in general, most of them will be tagged with "#vent post" just in case.

I don't exactly have a DNI as I pretty much block freely but here are some main things:

DNI: homophobes, transphobes (you're already on the wrong blog..), zionist, racist, MAGA, elon dickriders, anti-paganism or anti-any religion for that matter, zoophiles, ableist, fascist, proshipper/darkshipper, radqueer/pro radqueer, paraphilic, TCC, or anything of the sorts...

bye bye now (* ´ ∀ ` *)

RYLAND　 ₒᵣ 　ETHAN　 ੭

☆★　he / him – 5/31/26 <3 [+] Your favorite emo guy on the internet <3　　　　15 ʸᵒ 　 "Hey Chris, you were our only friend. And I

(he's literally me :3)

The disorder above is SUSPECTED!!!!!

[thecityissafe]

visit illi’s page

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

how I feel checking my Spacehey after months of being inactive and not updating it..

I need to get back on there sometime

[orbiten]

RYAN GOSLING as THE DRIVER DRIVE (2011, Nicolas Winding Refn)

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

no because why was he so hot in this movie

literally had to act nonchalant while watching it with my parents

[videolottery]

Bro if the group chat gets leaked we’ll be celebrated for our inclusive and respectful language

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

if the group chat gets leaked we're all gonna get canceled because that shit gonna be taken so out of context 😭😭😭 (aka me, my partner, and my friends GC)

cuz we make a lot of jokes with each other and a lot of it could be taken out of context no matter if it were a joke or not 😭😭😭

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

crazy how there's so many voice recordings that I haven't posted here and just kept in vault because some of them suck

maybe sometime I'll do a big post of random ryland voice recordings (all of them are just me singing..)

[starrose17]

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

me when I know Russian but still barely understand it

I would literally ask the same question

am learning though 😭😭😭

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

that feeing when you're supposed to pack to go to your grandparents tomorrow but you're super tired

like I've been going to bed so much earlier and waking up a lot earlier than I usually would and I feel like an old man

maybe it's because school's coming up soon?

actually no probably not, I still slept pretty late and forced myself to get up early during school nights anyways

[goslinggf]

Ryan Gosling as Driver Drive (2011) dir. Nicolas Winding Refn

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

DRIVERRRRRRRRR JJDJFJEKESPSPSKEKDPFJEJFJFDOWPKDFJ

he so silly

he so me

crazy how some characters can make me think "damn, I want to be them" but also "damn, I WANT THEM"

perks of being semi-fictoromantic and creating little characters that have the same exact name as me (most of the time, I kinda just come up with names on the spot, and most of the time I'm like "fuck it, it's literally me in a different universe so it'll have the same name as me)

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

ryland love rewatching people play the new-ish Fears To Fathom game (it came out like 2 months ago)

cuz like the story is so interesting and FTF has also been a great game series ever since the first episode (Fears To Fathom: Home Alone)

is so so very good

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

that feeling when your period has been late for 2 days already and you know damn well you're not pregnant

like wtf is happening 😭😭

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

okay so this would've been day 4 but my period actually started today..

fuck everything 😭😭😭

[sharkfiinn]

i would never project onto doctor captain ryland grace what are you talking about

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

literally how I feel now being 3 days late on my period but it's normal

am still in pain sometimes though

eugh..

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

ryland watch Drive (2011) for first time

was so good

also very good gore

I now have new kin holy woah..

[djpachipikachu]

aroace sick and tired of hearing his hopeless romantic brother go on and on about his wife and how whipped he is for her

… grace is simon’s foxdog but that’s different thats not being whipped and also grace is allowed to be whipped but only he’s allowed to bc when he does it its not cringe like colt like its way more acceptable hes cooler hes cooler hes cooler

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

TWIN

LITERALLY MY TWIN

I respond to so many different noises and sometimes I just have to snap my neck in the direction of whatever sound it is

literally just a curious little dog (also a fox/foxdog thing like grace but that's not importanttttt..)

[hrtsdsre]

across the universe

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

PHM AND BEATLES MENTION EKFNJDJFJEJSISSJWJSKAJEFFJDNFCNDHHDFHNF

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

that feeling when your period has been late for 2 days already and you know damn well you're not pregnant

like wtf is happening 😭😭

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

crazy how all of these screenshots were me from like late 2024 to at least early 2025 or so (screenshots were found in a reunion server)

and yes I have probably changed my name over like 20-30 times in my life

this is why you don't give a gay and trans teenager the internet /j

[lordbaba]

:D

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

type of shit that's gonna happen between me and @onyx-crystal when we both go back to school

#me wearing a skirt for the first time in like months

also cute little tights and thigh-highs hwheheheehejjsjdhdkskekd

and sweater + sweater jacket

#I'm gonna be so fucking cute

[onyx-crystal]

Your gonna be so hot, cute, and sexy let's hope I don't die

[carpaltunnelofloveee]

heheheheheheehheehekfnfjddkkdkdkdknsnddjxjdjdn *kicks my feet* ૮꒰˶ᵔ ⩊ ᵔ˶꒱ა