So, it has started. Just small things. We haven't even found a place to live yet, we can't even really afford it yet either. Your move down to me was a big decision for you, but we're making it work. We're both earning more now, which means we can actually start to save for our lives together. I never in a million years thought I would ever be getting married. I've always said I didn't want children too. But here you are, you came into my life just as I needed you, and you've changed it for the best. I now do want to get married, and have children. It's funny how life knocks down into the deepest, darkest, hile imaginable, and then sends an absolute gen you're way to make everything okay, and suddenly, you're no longer so deep into the hole, you can see a light at the end, and you have purpose and meaning again. So last night we found a venue, the most beautiful venue right inbetween both our families! I know it's going to cost a Hell of a lot, like everything when you get married, but I know with how stubborn and determined we both are, we'll save it, and we'll get it. I know you want me to have my dream wedding, and to be honest, because I never thought I'd be getting married, I don't have a dream wedding, so this is my new dream as we go along. I'm going to have a lot of hissy fit, temper tantrums, and spoilt moments during all this process, and I apologise now, but I know at the end of the day, if we want it, we'll save and we'll get it. I've already decided my Maid Of Honour, and she knew before I even unofficially asked! And now I'm trying to decide my Bridesmaids, which is the most difficult decision I've ever had to make in my life! But I know I'll make the right choices, and I know there's going to be a few unhappy girls when I tell them they're not my bridesmaids, and some of them, they're not even invited... I remember shit you probably wont hun! I guess taking small steps is the best way to start with anything, and I'm happy I get to take these small steps with you. I know with each ither's help, probably the Maid of Honour's help too, and our families, we'll plan, book, pay for, and have, the most amazing, and the Wedding of our dreams. So here's to the unofficial date we've set of 5th September 2020!