drawed :)

he/they | 21 | Okay, so, this account is like 8yrs old??? completely forgor :/ but I kept drawing 👍 and writing and will continue. I dare not scroll far down, there's cringe down there that hasn't been unearthed in years 😦

[carssorole]

I've been living at my grandma's for an actual year now. I've put myself in a terrible position. For the last 12 months I've basically been doing covid simulator 2. I work from home, I play from home. Yadda yadda. There was a CPG Grey video that always stuck with me. And it was long before covid started, and he kinda did a spiritual successor to it during the lockdown. But it was "how to be miserable". The whole video highlights shoving all your different necessary functions into one space as much as possible. Bedroom is for sleeping, working, playing, talking, creating, treating, and whatever else.

I can safely say he was right 👍. Good video.

Anyway, that's the view I've been looking at everyday for the last like 390 days. I love how tall the grass has gotten. And how many birds come by. There's a stray kitten that bounds through the grass hunting the birds sometimes. There's a bluejay that lives nearby, it's come down and swoops at the bugs in the lawn. Earlier tonight I saw the first few firefly's of the summer. It's pride month :)

[skapasta]

icant even explain why i feel this way about it but this meme, this specific version, just makes me so emotional i love it so so much. its very heartwarming. peace n love on planet earth

[reallysadfangirl-blog]

Reblog if you are pansexual, support pansexuals, know a pansexual or just really like cooking utensils

[7777777awawawa7777777]

cis men are doing forcemasc self hypnosis every day

[7777777awawawa7777777]

cis men know that it’s possible to be amab and not a man and it’s their biggest fear

[isuggestforcefem]

I’m coming for them.

[missstrogen]

I still am

[carssorole]

I've come to a realization, and I'm certainly not the first to think it. But Dungeons And Dragons is the Windows of ttrpgs.

D&D sucks. It used to be good, but it used to be a different game altogether. But it's just, not great. And I haven't played 2024 but don't really care because Wizards Of The Coast are (turns out) an EVIL CORPORATION and will behave as such.

Every class needs at least 3-5 levels in fighter to actually be good. Wizards fucking suck, the spells suck, they're all the same thing just different colors. Drinking a potion isn't a bonus action. ITS MID AS HELL. It's only the most popular because it's the most popular. #feedback loop, same thing with windows.

Now, I will be honest, 😞 I have not tried many alternatives. I've tried Daggerheart, which I have my own notes on as well. Mainly that the wizard class doesn't work like a wizard should but that's constrained by the actual system of character building.

And so, having done no research, and knowing vaguely what I want out of a system. I will attempt to write my own. Possibly MORE loosey goosey than Daggerheart. Indeed indeed.

[tboy-trash]

we're far too culturally obsessed with men who are mean and rough around the edges but turn out to be big softies underneath it all when, in reality, most men who are like this are simply dicks

[kymeira]

[jinjeriffic]

Lets hear it for Malicious Compliance

[elkian]

*filming literal mold* “There is a bit of a damp problem…” The signs saying “DON’T BUY THIS” are a beautiful touch.

[silly-signs]

Official silly sign(s)

[oldwindowsicons]

Windows 10 - Disk Cleanup

[seagrahm]

everyone came together and agreed

[curseworm]

the secret cheat code for women is realizing you dont have to date men

[curseworm]

this doesnt just go for lesbians it goes for bi women and straight women too. i cant even count how many times straight women have told me “i wish i was a lesbian so i didnt have to date men” but guess what … u Dont have to date men 

[curseworm]

to be clear this also isnt necessarily saying ‘go date women instead!!’ its just saying…. u dont have to date men. u dont have to be dating women in order to not date men! in fact if ur not attracted to women at all please dont date women just as a substitute for men. but if dating men isnt making u happy… u dont have to do that. u dont have to make a space in ur life for men

[curseworm]

im singlehandedly destroying every mans mental health by telling women its ok to not date them

[carssorole]

Just finished watching Iron Lung. SPOILER BELOW BECAUSE IMMA TALKER ABOUT IT

very good movie I am very happy with Markiplier and his work. SUPER cool concepts, pretty thoroughly explored, but not exactly spelled out which is good I think. Deserves a rewatch, mostly to try and listen to what different voice are saying.

First though, that's Markiplier, why would they do that to him. It's a little weird being so "familiar" which the way this guy acts. He'll make a face and I'll be like, "hahaha like that time in Unnus Annus". And that's not a fault, if Mark did more movies and each character was just Markiplier in his situations then I'd talk on it. Jason stathum moment, but thats not the case.

The suspense and tension are held extremely well throughout the movie. Fair enough to say mark has MUCH experience with what makes horror good and fun. And the fun is the important part. I guessed while watching how the movie just might make the most bleak depressing turn to ending. But I'm happy with the way it ended.

My guess, is that the quiet rapture is some sort of lovecraftian type god thing. We saw a god and an "angel"? I don't know if it's specifically a blood god. Or why it did the rapture. The use of the word rapture leads me to believe that this god left those it deemed unfit without suns or planets.

Not the blood ocean. It's obviously alive yes, and ensued body horror and such which was cool. Human blood. Maybe then, those that were deemed unworthy were liquified and made up the ocean. And they formed the giant fish thing. The answer to the rapture was down there, so it makes sense I think.

And I cannot deny the common lovecraftian tropes if not parallels. Mark seeing things at first. Things he was never meant to see. Hallucinating. Then hearing the voices of dead he's never met, leading him to a god he cannot fathom. Ultimately on the brink of insanity, possibly due to low O2 lol. And he accepted the "gifts" and changes to his body to ensure the destruction of the thing chasing him. It's purpose unclear.

Why is the big thing chasing him? The knowledge he holds? Can they undue the rapture? Or are they the people left in hell and the fish is trying to keep them from finding "heaven" where the others are. If they weren't just disappeared.

What exactly did they SM-8 have? Pictures? Or real evidence? Were they convicts, or real scientists. I think real scientists who found the secret of the blood and promptly fused with the beast.

The Eden followers praise the last tree. So why the HELL were they blowing up a space station? I might've missed that part. What they're beef?

In the picture where mark radiation blasted jacksepticeye. Where did the other two people go in the photo. Why did they disappear? Who were they. I'm so curious about that now.

Post too long☝️ hitting post button

My heart wants to say 10/10, but the asshole analytical judgy part whatever that is says 8/10 but that's comparing it to all other movies which removes that context about why this movie in particular shines so bright! I hope we endeavor into an artistic renaissance and every corporation fucking dies and explodes and imparted with the immutable knowledge they are stupid and bad and irredeemable

Classic Midwestern goodbye

Hitting post now

[thefloralmenace]

If you're struggling with the cost of living right now (reasonable), this is your PSA to...

Google universities/colleges near you.

If you can't get out to more than one, look up which one has the highest tuition.

Look-up when the graduation date is

Drive neighborhoods near the university the week before graduation

So much stuff gets left out on the curb. Wealthy college students tend to prioritize convenience over money, so instead of carefully reselling their perfectly good stuff, they frequently give it away or put it out with the trash because that's easier than moving, reselling, or donating. Take advantage of this.

I furnished pretty much my entire apartment from college giveaways and yardsales.

What I got for free:

Mattress and box springs

2 10 ft area rugs

The massive 9-drawer chest (that has a label on the back that it was custom-made and shipped across the country) that my TV sits on.

Two 13 x 2 ft raised garden beds

My desk - just sanded it down and refinished it.

Three short stools

An organizer rack

Watering can

Tommy Bahama outdoor cooler (retails for $350)

Chairs

Shelves

What I got for cheap:

Two futons for $50

Custom coffee table with storage for $25

Three tall stools for $30

[thefloralmenace]

Seeing all the tags where people are warning that picking stuff up OFF the curb is illegal in their area has the same vibes as the oranges in Grapes of Wrath, and I hope all your city councilmen get eaten by the live furniture from Monty Python.

[atelier-tamamoland]

"you cannot have a category of person that stops being a person or everyone that someone wants to get rid of is going to end up being put in that category" and other really fucking obvious and basic observations that everyone ignores in favor of putting people they want to get rid of into a category they think makes them stop being a person

[escuerzoresucitado]

[my-dailydreams]

[brookspurple]

@carssorole censer-based spellcasting sounds sick af

[carssorole]

That does sound sick as fuck, especially with the different schools of casting. A necromancer pours a roiling smoke dog upon the battle field, an army of dead unearth from the muddy battlefield.

Makes me wish for more boosting spells to up the skills of other party members. That'd be sick to create a thick cloud that improves the parties AC or bathing the fighters spirit in smoke from timber of iron trees adding so much to their strength stat.

[brucesterling]

[cilceon]

Did you guys know that by the end of this month Google is removing the search feature completely and replacing it with gen ai?

Google Shifts to AI Search, Heralding Major Change in How People Use the Internet

The company's sweeping AI overhaul of Search could reshape how billions of people find information—and impact the publishers and businesses

[pocket-deer-belly]

went to a clothing shop while picking up a laptop and they had to audacity to advertise larger sizes *online*. it is explicit policy to exclude me from their public store and relegate my shopping experience to my house. i want to kill

[pocket-deer-belly]

"plus size options available online" is also size discrimination actually. why am i not accommodated in a physical store

[murderoftheuniverse]

hot topic does this and they dont even have any kind of non-usa website so if i wanted anything in my size id have to pay for international shipping and have it be twice as expensive as going to the mall and buying the straight sized version

[pocket-deer-belly]

fuck i didn't even think of shipping costs. they're expecting plus size clients to stay out of public view and pay extra for a worse shopping experience

[funstyle]

i wanna smoke with cookie monster so bad.... greening out and he hits u with the "imagine....imagine what me do if moon was cookie.... just imagine" i would lose my freaking mindddd

[funstyle]

He would be looking out the window "you know what moon remind me of..... cookie" and i would be like DUDEEE.. WE SHOULD MAKE COOKIES and he would probably feel so loved