i tried to rewrite it, but i can’t

just someone who’s feeling too much

[distortted]

Trista Mateer, from The Dogs I Have Kissed

[carvedfrommyheart]

we hurt too much because we loved and trusted too much. how is that fair

[misscrazyfangirl321]

Thinking about... Grieving the undead.

[misscrazyfangirl321]

You aren't dead, but you're moving 12 hours away.

You aren't dead, but you're leaving our friend group.

You aren't dead but you've moved to a different state and now we text twice a year.

You aren't dead but you blocked me.

You aren't dead but we stopped talking, not on purpose but so long ago that I wouldn't even know what to say to you now.

You aren't dead but you're a stranger to me now.

You aren't dead but we lost touch and now I don't even remember your username.

You aren't dead but I ended things with you and now we never speak.

You aren't dead but I still have to grieve you. Whether I'd change it if I could or not, you're still a presence that I'm used to and now you won't be there anymore.

And so I grieve.

[thisismynamenowxpoetry]

[carvedfrommyheart]

[wolkenleere]

Talking to you became part of my daily routine quickly without realizing it. I finally had something to look forward to every morning and every night.

Healing my Heart // Bela H.

[geryone]

Ghost Of My Ghosts, Sol Rios

[carvedfrommyheart]

no one ever tells you that getting your heart broken isn't a one time thing. your heart breaks over and over and over with every memory, every what if, every realization that the person you love the most doesn't care about you anymore, that they never will again. and every time your heart breaks into smaller pieces until you feel like you have nothing left to put back together.

[dearmyexbestfriend]

[carvedfrommyheart]

[carvedfrommyheart]

[carvedfrommyheart]