Born Again
Pairing: Leon Kennedy x Reader Rating: Explicit Summary: Your past sexual experiences have been unsavory, to say the least, and without anyone to change your mind, you have long decided that sex is terrible. That is, until you let your very convincing boyfriend try to change your mind. Word Count: 2.3k
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You remember the first time you thought about sexâlike really, truly pondered the act. Twelve years old, bored to the marrow in your bones listening to Mrs. Wilson drone on and on about some cliff-notes interpretation of Hamletâs soliloquy.Â
As though the flesh constructed in the four corners of your mind was tangible, you could feel the phantom touch of a man on your skin. His lips on yours. His fingertips grazing your bare body from breast to core. Twelve years old and the floodgates broke open. It crept into your waking thought at least once a day, every day since then.Â
You watched porn, read the naughty books tucked away in the outermost aisle of the grocery store. Spent hours in the mirror practicing a seductive mug youâd pull out when the time was right. Humped your pillow to perfect your rhythm. Made out with your fist. Deepthroated a banana. You studied it.
So of course sex had to be great. It just had to be. For you.Â
You had been obsessed with it since you first saw your favorite actor on the silver screen, and he played a recurring role in your hypnagogic fantasies. Missionary, cowgirl, doggy, all the numbers to infinity and every letter in the alphabet.Â
It had to be.Â
And then it wasnât.Â
The first time was mediocre. But then again, isnât it for everyone? Perhaps you couldnât judge the very thing that has kept humans on this earth for six million years based on ten awkward seconds on an air mattress in someoneâs dadâs basement with who knows what species of rat sneaking behind the moldy walls.
The second time was alright. You were just getting used to the feeling of someone being inside you, and the fact that it happened in a hot tub, jets blowing bubbles up your ass cheeks while a manâs unlubricated fingers poked and prodded at you, didnât help.Â
The third time was terrible. A balcony on a hot, summer night beneath an endless southern sun. Why did you keep choosing the worst places on earth to fuck? That one was on you. Mosquito wings in places no insect should ever be. And an ant bite on your ankle. No thanks.Â
Fourth, fifth, sixth. One man. A different man. The same man who couldnât get it up the first time but he begged for a second chance. An older man. A younger man. Two men? Hotel, bar, living room, car. Your sexual past was beginning to sound like Dr. Seuss slam poetry.Â
Scratch. Veto. Eehhh.Â
âItâs not you,â you promise sweetly, looking up at Leon. His wide, puppy-dog eyes hold blown pupils and oceanic irises that could stop a blind man in his tracks. You were completely starstruck when you saw him for the first time, shaggy blonde hair and lines carved by Michaelangelo himself.Â
âDonât give me the whole âitâs not you, itâs meâ thing, alright? If youâre not interested, just put me out of my misery.â He sighs, gaze faulting to the floor between his feet, shoulders falling in defeat.Â
You place a hand on his back, pivoting your hips on the sofa cushion to turn toward him.Â
âLeon, no,â you croon, garnering his attention once more. He glances up and to the side, meeting your eyeline. âI am so interested. Like really, really interested.âÂ
The hottest man youâve ever seen grace the planet was sitting in your living room, not even a foot away. And you were touching him!
Of course you were interested.Â
âReally?â He asks, lifting his dark brows, as though he canât believe that a woman would be interested in pursuing something deeper with him.Â
âReally.â Releasing your bottom lip from its prison between your teeth, you cut the bullshit, and ignore the ferocious flush rising to your cheeks. âItâs just that, Iâve had some really unsavory experiences in the past, and what you and I have now is so perfect. I donât want toâŚI donât know? Mess it up?âÂ
He blinks hard, and you could hit yourself for doing the very thing you were afraid of.Â
âGosh, that sounded bad. I donât know how to explain it any better. Iâm sorry if I offended you, I justâŚgeez.âÂ
The two of you chuckle at your idiotic rambling, and you take another jab at trying to explain yourself. âSex just hasnât been great for me, no matter who I do it with or what we do. Itâs justâŚbad. And every time Iâve made that leap with partners in the past, it ends up souring things between us. I really like you, Leon, and I donât want to risk that. Not yet.âÂ
He raises a hand to cup your cheek, steadying your trembling chin. âHey,â he coos. âLook at me.â How could you pass up an opportunity like that? The look in his eyes is tender and sweet, and the corner of his lips perks up into a half-smile. âI like you too. A lot. And as much as Iâd love to take the next step with you, I understand.â He flexes his jaw and tears his gaze away from you for a moment before letting it return. âAlthough Iâd really like to show you how good sex can beâŚwith the right person.âÂ
You scoff, incredulous, though you wish you could stuff the sound back in your mouth and swallow it. To rectify the gesture, you arch a brow and smile. âAre you the right person, Leon?âÂ
He huffs a breathy sound through a big, pearly smile. âI like to think so. Will you let me? Show you?âÂ
Will you? Let him? Are you ready to be disappointed once again? To let your hopes fly high like a kite, only to be shot down once more?Â
With Leon, yes.Â
âYes,â you say, the word more like a sigh on your tongue.Â
âLead the way.âÂ
Your bedroom is shrouded in shadows, only illuminated by the orange gleam of the street below as the rain-mottled window lets in the light from passing cars and the streetlamps that line the avenue.Â
âCan I kiss you?â He asks, cupping your face, as if that isnât exactly what the two of you had been doing all evening. You nod anyway, and his lips return to yours, meeting in a marriage of plump skin and tooth. He tastes like the bourbon he had at dinner, the mint he popped in his mouth after. Cinnamon and spice.Â
Heâs an amazing kisser, knowing exactly when to invite his tongue, where to swirl it around, when to bite and nibble, and how to touch your body as he does it.Â
His hands find your waist, fingers splayed across your ribs like digits on the keys of a piano. Just the touch is enough to send electric eels coursing through your veins, shocks radiating from limb to limb.Â
You can already feel a gush of arousal pool on the crotch of your panties, and your stomach feels hot with anticipation.Â
âStill okay?â He asks, pulling away to tug at the hem of your shirt.Â
âStill okay,â you repeat, helping him peel off each article of clothing keeping your body from him. Once youâre completely bare and reclined on the mattress, he remains standing above you, starting with his shirt.Â
You watch intently as he gingerly unlatches the buttons, slowly revealing more and more skin, beautiful in its pale translucence. Taut muscles tense and release beneath it as he pulls the sleeves off his arms. Although you had already gotten a sneak peek at his biceps when he wore a short-sleeve tee, itâs as though youâre seeing them for the first time. Bulging balls of muscle. Virile veins. You salivate like a dog sitting for a bone, and your teeth ache, longing to bite.Â
Next, his belt. The metal of the buckle clinks in the near-silence of the room, followed by the sound of zipper teeth being pulled apart. You swallow hard as he hooks his fingers under the band of his briefs, shoving them, along with his dress pants, down his thighs, fully revealing himself to you.Â
You bite your lip to keep your jaw from dropping at the sight of his cock. The prettiest one youâve ever seen. A perfect ratio of length to girth, a head already weeping with lubrication. A thick vein trailing up the shaft.Â
He climbs onto bed with you, kissing the curve of your neck, trailing wet lips down to your breasts. His fingers play with one of your nipples while his teeth nibble gingerly at the other. You hiss, back arching off the mattress as a wave of pleasure rolls from your chest to your core. An itching sensation follows, and if you werenât planning on letting him take his time, youâd beg the man to enter you right now.Â
The point of his tongue flicks across the hardening bud of one breast as his hand palms the fat of the other, kneading the flesh. Mouth still latched onto your nipple, he moans, and the vibration elicits an embarrassing sound from your throat. It seems to goad him on even more, and he treks down your abdomen, planting chaste kisses down the line of your stomach, on the bones of your hips.Â
Then, he presses your legs apart, hands wrapped around your waist as he dives into your pussy. Without any warning, he begins to devour you as though youâre the manna welcoming him after forty years in the desert. His tongue alternates between heavy, flat laps from seam to clit, and pointed licks that draw long lines up and down your inner lips, hitting either side of your throbbing bud.Â
You mewl and yelp and whine. Fingers find his hair and tug. The muscles in your abdomen contract uncontrollably, and the sensation you have only ever felt when you are resigned to your room, alone except for the company of a battery-operated device, begins to grow inside you.Â
He adds two fingers, stretching your hole, crooking them until you whimper and he knows he has found your sweet spot.Â
It doesnât take long for your climax to wash over youâno, this one hits you like a truck and backs up over your limb body for good measure. He doesnât stop eating, even after you finish all over his face. Not until you physically push him off of you, too sensitive and sore to manage another touch.Â
A grin appears on his face, and this is the most smug youâve ever seen him look. You werenât even sure youâd seen him so happy before.Â
He wipes your juices off his chin and mouth with the back of his hand, rising to his knees before he comes onto his fists and crawls up your body to plant a wet kiss on your lips, letting you taste yourself on his tongue.
âYou sure?â
As if he didnât just give you the best orgasm of your life. Did he think youâd want to stop there?
âIâm sure, Leon,â you say in a gasping breath.
Still between your legs, kneeling, Leon nods, the gesture punctuated by a slight chuckle as he takes himself into his palm, pumping his cock to its full stiffness.Â
His forearms bracket your head, one leaving for just a moment, maneuvering between your bodies to help glide the head of his cock into your dripping pussy. The stretch is delicious, and leaves you craving more.Â
ââS this okay?âÂ
Like itâs your first time. Maybe it is.Â
âVery.âÂ
And he slides the rest of his length into you, his face contorting, head falling into the crook of your neck. A long, heaving growl leaves his chest, and for a moment, youâre not sure who is experiencing the most ecstasy. You or the man who is whimpering like a puppy above you.Â
âMove, please,â you plea, hands coming to either of his cheeks as if to manually thrust his hips into you. He begins on his own, however, and you drink up the strangled noises he sings into your ear.Â
âFuck, youâre so tight, holy shit.â His voice is weak, breath hitched. âIâm not gonna last.âÂ
âHarder,â you cry out, wanting more of him. Youâre not sure exactly what you need, you just need more of his cock inside you, his hands all over your body, his groans loud, and his breath hot at your neck.Â
Faster. Harder. More, more, more.Â
âHarder?â He asks in confirmation, the heads of his brows cinched. âI donât know if I canâfuckâlast if I go harder.âÂ
âI donât care,â you sigh, holding his sweaty face in your hands.Â
âOkay, shit, hold on.â He adjusts your body on the mattress, removing your legs from his waist, pressing your knees into your chest. As he pounds into you, his shaft rubbing against your front wall, and the new angle has you crying out for every name in your contacts.Â
âIâm gonna come,â he groans, palms still digging into the backs of your thighs. âFuck, fuck. Iâm coming. Shit.â
After a few more seconds, a second orgasm shatters your body into a million shooting stars, and you clench around him in a staccato rhythm, practically milking him dry as he finishes inside. Aftershocks flicker like live wires through your body, starting in your toes, traveling up and down your legs, your arms.Â
Leon collapses onto the bed beside you, his chest coated in a sweet film of sweat that catches the light with each labored breath he takes.Â
When you trust that your voice wonât crack like a split log when you speak, words you never thought youâd say in a situation like this leave your lips.Â
âCan we do that again?â
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