CassJayTuck

You might know me from YouTube. You might not know me at all. It's cool either way.

[cassjaytuck]

It's good to have you back!

Thanks! I’m really boring. But I’m glad you care!

[legallythemayor]

griffin has a few more inventions to share

[thevoidfish]

i’m speechless

[natsleeperagent]

SPOILER epi 64!

Magnus and the baby voidfish <3

this was so precious!

[worthyheroes]

[cassjaytuck]

Glad to hear that you're back! I've been following your YouTube channel for literally years and have missed your Tumblr presence. Remember, it's completely okay to leave again if you have to. Also, on a scale of one to infinity, how excited are you for Oathbringer?

Thanks!

infinitry + 1 tbh

[kaibutterfly]

“I brought you this box of Captain Blanche’s Sugar Seeds.”

i have honestly never experienced a purer moment in my entire life. 

[cassjaytuck]

25 and writing words for $$$$.

I’ve got a pinterest now, like 5 years late, btw. 

[kdx78]

[cassjaytuck]

Glad you're back! Hope everything is going well and your reading has been enjoyable!

Thanks! I probably won't be super active on Tumblr as I used to be, but I hope this will be good for me.

[cassjaytuck]

Hi I’m back on Tumblr. I hope I don’t regret this decision. 

[cassjaytuck]

September 9th.

[cassjaytuck]

Life Update

Okay. Here’s what’s happening. Things are hard for me right now. 

I want you guys to know this because I feel like I’ve ruined my chance at being the youtuber I wanted to be. It hurts to think about it. I thought I could bounce back and fix things and be more consistent, but there’s no just “bouncing back.” It’s going to take work and time.

I’m struggling with my mental health. I have my first therapy session this week. I’m pretty afraid. Hopefully I’m ready.

I want you to know that right now, because getting in front of a camera has become difficult for me. My passion for things spike and drain in heartbeats. I have always loved to read. I’ve always loved making videos. It wasn’t hard until recently, until things got worse.

Anyway, I just feel like I should explain myself. I’m finally taking steps I need to take to get better. I hope that it fixes things. I hope you know I love what I do and I hope to become more consistent, and to produce the best content that I can. That’s my goal. But it might take time to get there. 

That being said, I won’t be on Tumblr much. Tumblr stresses me out. Sorry. 

Thank you guys. I’m going to work hard. I’m going to do the best I can to get well and to really be the youtuber I want to be. I have a great husband who is supportive and loving. I’ve got great friends. I’ve got the determination to heal. That’s more than a lot of people get, so I’m optimistic.

I’m not going on a break, I’m not going to stop, but I’m not sure about how consistent my videos will be, and I might reach out and try new things. I’ll keep trying.

Thanks everyone.

[aibaaina]

[cheaphalloweencostume]

Protip for men: if marriage is a horrifying concept for you and you think it is an evil trap, do not buy a ring and ask a woman to marry you

[phase2-moved-deactivated2021073]

don’t let tumblr make you believe that you have to have:

-a dollar to your name

-an acre of land

-a troop to command

-a dollop of fame

it’s okay if all you have is:

-your honor

-a tolerance for pain

-a couple of college credits

-your top notch brain

[severetstormwarning]

I did not deserve to be exposed to bridge to terabithia on the 4th grade that movie rocked my 9 year old world and made me aware of my own mortality