The Seer

— vent account — she/her — transfem — minor — warning: sh mentions (I'll try to remember to put tw in posts) —

[casthelegend]

This is an introductory post. Work in progress.

— Menhera —

— Neurodivergent (ADHD, depression) —

— Probably on the spectrum —

— Brazilian —

— Languages enthusiast —

— Webnovels enthusiast —

— Yes, Shadow Slave is my favorite novel. How did you know? —

— Sometimes I make poems —

— Looking for friends ❗ —

[casthelegend]

haven't cut myself in (I think) a week don't know if it's good (not harming myself [in this way, at least]) or bad (I did not get better, just don't have energy even for this)

[caineines]

this fucking sucks i need to [remembers i cant make suicide jokes] go on an amazing adventure!!!

[h4radaxd]

"let's not be ableist!", "every mental illness should be respected" and "using slurs, especially ones that based on illnesses is wrong!" people after they call every abusive and evil person they met "narcissist", "psychopath" and "sociopath":😂👍

[casthelegend]

didn't know narcissist was ableist /srs what's an alternative?

[casthelegend]

I think my medicine just abruptly stopped working

I am so so so fucked this was the last thing I had going for me I can't do it

[casthelegend]

Nope, the depression was just so strong it negated my ADHD medicine completely

[coyotehasrot]

These bad boys can fit so many cuts *slaps thigh* *screams*

[casthelegend]

My sister said she had some clothes she was going to donate and told me I could get some if i wanted

Did not expect to be this much

How I love an consumist adult sister

[veethevoyd]

I like girls

[v-viviro]

reblog if you love your mutuals but don’t interact due to low energy/executive dysfunction/etc (о´∀`о)

[casthelegend]

How do I reblog fifty times

[jirai-love]

Pinterest is down so I'm doing a notes game to pass the time!

5 notes - follow a blog (repeatable)

10 notes - compliment someone! (Repeatable)

20 - spam like someone! (Also repeatable)

50 - make a bracelet for a jirai blogger! (Repeatable)

Spam allowed! I love being nice! Guys, being nice is fun!

Ending this at 1k notes!

[casthelegend]

People use pinterest as a social media?

[gorejuice92]

Do you like how I walk? Do you like how I talk?

Do you like how my face disintegrates into chalk?

I have a wonderful wife, I have a powerful job

she criticizes me for being egocentric...

[trying-trying2lyk]

i love writing out numbers and then putting them in parentheses like "one (1)" even when i dont need to i think its funny

[musical-sappho]

This poem is for everyone ever

I love you more than fruits and blankets

I love you more than mornings and nights

I love you more than playing games and having pillow fights.

I love you more than cold iced tea

I love you more than coffee and cream

I love you more than honey bees and flowers with bright leaves

I love you more than prose and rhyme

I love you more than rose and thyme

I love you more than clocks that tick and pies made with keylime

I love you more than dreams and stars

I love you more than candybars

I love you more than moons and rockets and etching on bike handlebars

I love you more than flags and wind

I love you more than twirls and spins

I love you more than birds that dive and creatures that begin to thrive

I love you more than sun and rain

I love you more than clouds with names

I love you more than morning dew

And i love you more than you ever knew.

[casthelegend]

I really need irl girl friends (friends that are girls, i mean)

I really want to dress girly with them, talk about girl things, do girl stuff, etc...

(I say as I isolate from everything and everyone and make zero effort to make new friendships or bond with my current ones)

(Don't know how to do both of them anyways)

[musical-sappho]

IM ON MY WAY

[casthelegend]

heheh YAAAYYYY

[kosmogrl]

[casthelegend]

I'm not really living or surviving either

Not socializing, can't enjoy anything including hobbies, can't take care of myself, distancing myself from everyone, can't really feel anything towards anyone anymore, can't study, can't work, can't eat properly, can't drink water often, can't go out, can't listen to music, can't have fun in anything besides high dopamine short form videos (which still get boring after half an hour or so)

Not even cutting myself is eliciting any type of sensation or emotion (except slight pain, of course, but I built tolerance)

This is me on controlled, pro-drug stimulants btw and having a hyperactivity disorder

[casthelegend]

I really need irl girl friends (friends that are girls, i mean)

I really want to dress girly with them, talk about girl things, do girl stuff, etc...

(I say as I isolate from everything and everyone and make zero effort to make new friendships or bond with my current ones)

(Don't know how to do both of them anyways)