Hopeless Fight

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Sometimes you still wish the 'everywhere door' is actually exist

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We caffeinate our blood, talk religion and our families, Graduate then separate, throw our caps into the air

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I don't know how much and how long I could keep pretending that everything will be alright somehow

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7,030 km 4 hours difference 2 different countries That's how far apart we are But, hell, how can you still in my mind?

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Those feelings when you are reading a story with a guy that exactly like him.

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What if when I come back, my feelings still there and I couldn't let it go?

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Losing myself

I know this is wrong I keep telling myself I shouldn't But, Every time I turned around, I wish this is not just a dream Every time I look at his face, I forget all those things I shouldn't do Every time I see his smile, I know everything will be okay Every time he hugs me, I feel safe Deep down inside I know what are we doing is wrong Because he is not mine We are just two young people that confused and lost on our way If I could, I will disappear from his life Just for a little while For his own good For his happiness That did not belong with me I promised I will come back eventually This time As his old friend

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How to let go

Start a new life Get a new hairstyle Go explore Go travel Find your passion Hiding behind the lens

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Somehow I feel my life is blank and I don't know why

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Lost and Gone Forever

I thought it wouldn’t be this hard to letting ‘us’ go Because there is no ‘us’ in the first place But you have come into my life and left your mark in certain places

I keep asking myself 'stop’ Because whatever we do is wrong and hurting other people But those memory you left keeps coming back

Tell me, what have you done in this shortest time of my life that make the idea of letting go is the hardest thing to do?

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Happy birthday, have a slice of cake on me.

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It was strange how he could see her everyday and still be surprised by how it felt to have her near

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If the light ever went out in her presence, he was pretty sure the brightness of her eyes would be more useful than a flashlight

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Sometimes love isn't something you say, it's something you do. Or, I don't know, at least that's what it seems like.

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You make him more confident and he makes you more relaxed. When you find someone like that, you don't let them go easily.

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Of all the movies, in all the towns, in all the world... she walks into mine

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Stay

At this time of the day, I always wonder who is going to left and who is going to stay