but the moon just stared back at me

and in its light i saw my two feet on the ground

[cat3ds]

mau or tech he/him . collection of wires and lava lamp wax in a human body

sideblog for things im too embarrassed to talk about on main + ramblings + other things

[cat3ds]

my main has been flopping lately like literally 2 notes per post . i get like 10 notifications a day -_- i get i dont post art as much as i used to but gawd damn

[smoqueen-deactivated20251108]

im not horny it’s something else entirely. really wish there was a word for it

[smoqueen-deactivated20251108]

i think i just want to run. Like i just want to run

[cat3ds]

my asexual anthem

[wendy-morgan]

[cat3ds]

when i take an antidepressant and it works how its supposed to and helps the depression for some reason my brain goes Your doctor is gonna tell you she actually gave you fake medicine that does nothing and you fell for it :/ you idiot

[cat3ds]

me: wow i feel better this medication must be working well for me :) smile

brain: What if it was all a big prank and they got you

me: fuckkkkkkkkkk what if they got me ..........

[cat3ds]

when i take an antidepressant and it works how its supposed to and helps the depression for some reason my brain goes Your doctor is gonna tell you she actually gave you fake medicine that does nothing and you fell for it :/ you idiot

[cat3ds]

just finished a commission i can now draw without feeling guilty

[razzmothazz]

still caring about internet friends you lost touch with years ago is so embarrassing. yeah i had a deam we met up irl recently. the last time we spoke was maybe 7-8 years ago. i still wear the laces we randomly decided was a sign of our friendship. i dont know what any of your socials are or if youre even active on any. sometimes i see someones art resemble yours and i wonder for hours. do you still go by that name you chose? whenever i see it i wonder if its you. we couldve passed each other in this vastness a thousand times and not have a clue.

[razzmothazz]

we were lonely kids having fun together. do you remember?

[cat3ds]

literally how it feels getting medicated

[achillesinhighheels]

my sexual fantasy Is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me

[rozieramati]

How to Save Your Own Life, Erica Jong

[sleepnoises]

as part of my inefficient phone replacement agenda i am getting into using this extremely tiny and foolish camera

[nemfrog]

Forward somersault. Swimming scientifically taught. 1912. 

[m-elloncollie]

Aquarium in Playroom (2007)

[cat3ds]

really funny that the thing that finally broke the dam and got me to cry after this horrible day was the mlp episode where twilight becomes a princess and everyone is telling her how much they love her

[robertalanclayton]

RA Clayton