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Hello, everyone! You can call me Cherry or Natalie (she/they, CST), and this is my rp blog for my OC, Catalina Cisneros! You can find my blog directory here.

mythshire

⋆ · 𖤓 · ⋆ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐈 𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐃 𝐈𝐓 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐃 ··· a collection of first loves and found family, the quiet courage of being seen, learning to take up space in a world that asked you to make yourself small. genre: romance, hurt and comfort, self discovery, queer joy.

I've been practicing saying it in the mirror for three weeks. It still doesn't sound real.

You're the first person I've told. I need you to understand what that means.

Don't make it a big deal. Also — it's the biggest deal of my life.

I knew when I was seven. I just didn't have the word for it yet.

You looked at her the same way I look at her. I think that's when I knew I wasn't alone.

Say it with me. You don't have to say it to anyone else. Just say it with me first.

My family doesn't know. I need tonight to just be about us knowing.

I came out twice today. Once on accident.

You held my hand in public and I forgot how to breathe for a second.

I spent so long pretending. I don't really know who I am without the pretending yet.

This is the first pride I've been to as myself. Bear with me if I cry a little.

I kept waiting to feel different after I said it. I just felt relieved.

Nobody gets to tell you what your identity means. Not even me.

You're allowed to still be figuring it out. The label can wait. The feeling doesn't have to.

I'm not asking you to announce anything. I'm asking you to stop hiding from me.

You looked so free today. I don't think I've ever seen you look that free.

Love is not a phase. I need you to say that back to me like you mean it.

I've loved you in every version of myself. That has to count for something.

My mother cried. I don't know yet if they were good tears or bad ones.

You didn't flinch. When I told you, you didn't flinch. Do you know what that meant to me?

I used to pray to be different. Now I think I was praying wrong.

Hold my hand. Not for anyone else. Just because I want you to.

I found the community before I found the word. That's how I knew I was home.

You are not too much. You have never been too much.

I spent years shrinking myself into something easier to love. I'm done doing that.

She smiled at me and I forgot every lie I ever told myself.

The world is loud today. Can we just be quiet together for a minute.

I'm not brave. I'm just tired of being afraid.

You loved me before I knew how to love myself. I don't know how to thank you for that.

Stop apologizing for existing so loudly. That's the whole point.

I kept the letter for two years before I sent it. I'm glad I finally sent it.

You're the first person who ever made me feel like this was something to celebrate.

I don't need anyone's permission. I just needed my own.

I'm not confused. I have never been less confused in my life.

You came. After everything, you came. That's all I needed to know.

There are so many of us. I keep forgetting how many of us there are until days like today.

I wrote it down before I could say it. Here. Read it. Take your time.

You make being this feel like the most natural thing in the world.

I hid it for so long it became a habit. Breaking habits is hard. You make it easier.

We don't have to call it anything. We just have to be honest.

I used to think the love I wanted was too much to ask for. Then I met you.

My chosen family showed up today. My blood family didn't. I know which one counts.

You kissed me in front of everyone and I think my whole life changed in that second.

I have never felt more like myself than I do standing here with you.

Loving you is the easiest thing I've ever done. Everything else was the hard part.

You told me it gets better and I didn't believe you. I'm starting to believe you.

I don't want to be tolerated. I want to be celebrated. Is that too much to ask.

We made it. Look around. We actually made it here, together, and we're okay.

#you want a piece of me? (ask meme)

kittyhelpsstuff

Send 🏳️‍🌈 + A muse to get a headcanon about a facet of their queer identity

Could be their orientation, gander identity, how involved they are in their community, if they're poly, or a lot of other things

#you want a piece of me? (ask meme)

junimorpmemes

lgbtqa+ headcanon meme

Because for some reason I haven’t found many of these floating around!

1. What gender identity does your muse identify as?

2. What sexuality does your muse identify as?

3. What is your muse’s romantic orientation?

4. Is your muse out or no? Do they intend to come out?

5. How did people generally react to your muse coming out?

6. Is your muse full of pride? (meaning, do they wear pride pins or shirts, proudly express themselves? Or nah?)

7. If your muse isn’t canonically lgbtqa+, what made you decide to change this? Alternatively for ocs, why’d you decide to create them this way?

8. Has your muse experienced discrimination for their orientations?

9. Has has your muse’s identity evolved to what it is now?

10. Do they dress more feminine, masculine, or androgynous?

11. If under the trans umbrella, have they transitioned at all? Do they plan to?

12. Who was your muse’s first crush?

13. How did they come to realize their identity? Was it early on in life or later on?

14. Has your muse ever secretly dated someone because they were afraid of what other people might think?

15. Has your muse ever dated someone they weren’t attracted to just to get people to be less “suspicious”?

16. Have they ever been to a pride parade/festival? Did they enjoy it?

17. Were there any people or characters when your muse was young that seemed to influence their identity?

18. How did they react to discovering their own identity?

19. Was there an “aha!” moment, or was it a more gradual discovery? Did anyone help them discover their identity?

20. Does your muse fall any of the “stereotypes”?

#you want a piece of me? (ask meme)

((Okay real talk y'all. This blog has been so dead and I'm sad about it considering Cata was my first ever RE muse and I love her to bits. But I can't seem to get consistent muse for her atm. Now that it's summer, I should have more time to write + revive her, and I know no one here follows me for all my ooc posting / minimal writing. If anyone has any advice on how to revive muse, I'd be grateful foreva <3))

#a bit of housekeeping (updates)

((I know this blog has been dead lately, but happy pride to our (closeted) bi queen Catalina Cisneros from me, a queer demiwoman!))

#just a girl in the world (ooc)

feed-your-inbox

Send "🐣" to meet my muse as a child.

For child muses: Send “🐣+Reverse” to meet my muse as an adult.

#you want a piece of me? (ask meme)

constellationcursed

((Exam season is almost upon us. I have a million things to do between now and the middle of May, so consider this a semi-hiatus from now until like May 17th. I’m gonna be around to plot and yap, and I want to try to get some writing done, but ultimately my studies come first ahaha.))

#over and out! (psa)

everydaysweeneytodd

Mrs. Lovett:

(She speaks, music under)

Oh, I can see us now — in our bathing dresses — you in a nice rich navy — and me, stripes perhaps.

catalinacisneros

@forgotten-retrouvaille

#s: dazzling starlet bardot reincarnate well aren’t you the greatest thing to ever exist? / catalina & jill #auv: i’d be twice the wife she was!#but i thought the old lady dropped in the ocean at the end? (crack)

pointofnoreturnmeme

Resident Evil Style Headcanons

💉 Would your muse be in the 10% who has immunity to T-virus? 🩸 How does your muse react to seeing a lot of blood and gore? 🧵 What kind of puzzle would frustrate your muse the most? 📍 What kind of conspiracy theories would your muse have in the RE world? 🧷If your muse could only save one important person in their life (platonic, romantic, business, etc) from being attacked by the infected/being turned who would it be? 🩹What level is your muse's medical knowledge? 💊 If your muse discovered the cure for a terrible disease, what would they do with it? 🩺Does your muse have an aversion to medical specialists/hospitals/clinical settings? 🧶Would your muse partake in a Tiktok challenge concerning the infected/viruses? 🧪Would your muse inject themselves with questionable liquids they found in some lab? ✂️Who is the person your muse would easily cut ties with/betray in a dire outbreak situation? 🦠 What virus would your muse likely contract? 🎯 What is your muse's main ambition in the RE world? 💪Is your muse capable of opening warped doors and cabinets no sweat? ✒️ What would your muse's final note before horribly dying, to be discovered by an RE protagonist, read like to them? 👶🏻Would your muse be willing to have children, if they knew they were infected with something? 💀Which death in your muse's life was the most impactful to them? 💼 What skill from their every day job/life helps your muse survive an outbreak the best? 🏆 What would your muse's campaign finished achievement be called? ☢️When the auto destruct sequence begins in the building your muse is in, do they give up or keep running? 🤝If your muse could pick ANYONE to survive an outbreak with, who would it be?

#you want a piece of me? (ask meme)

pointofnoreturnmeme

Reblog this if you practice multishipping, which means you can have multiple ships going on and they are in separate verses.

#over and out! (psa)

shiromemes

send a 💋 and I'll write a drabble about 3 times our characters have kissed.

#you want a piece of me? (ask meme)

madelineashtons

that wouldn't be too painful, would it? 🎥 @theriddletrades

#ooh i'm a star and the audience loves me! (aesthetic)#s: dazzling starlet bardot reincarnate well aren’t you the greatest thing to ever exist? / catalina & jill

((I saw an INCREDIBLE production of Sweeney tonight you guys!! I’m gonna be writing stuff in that AU for sure this week :))

#just a girl in the world (ooc)

godlessondheimite

The LOVETT System

Lie about his wife being dead

Open his tonsorial parlor above your pie shop

Vie for his attention over his revenge fantasies

Engage in a murder/cannibalism ring with him

Take a loveable street waif to your cooking dungeon and lock him up so that he doesn’t get in the way of your love

Terminate your partnership by being thrown into the oven

#auv: i’d be twice the wife she was!#but i thought the old lady dropped in the ocean at the end? (crack)#Cannibalism mention cw

harperhydra

“Do birthdays after 35 always come with back and shoulder pain in the morning? Fuck.”

catalinacisneros

“I mean… not in my personal experience, but there’s a first time for everything,” Catalina teases, smiling at Helena. She takes her hand in hers, and she gently squeezes it. Work’s kept her away for a while, but… she’s glad she’s here. Catalina wouldn’t miss today for the world. “Happy birthday!”

#harperhydra #v: i feel like i’m the worst so i always act like i’m the best (game)#is that money in your pocket or are you happy to see me? (threads)#s: is this the end of all the endings? my broken bones are mending / catalina & helena

ohisms

✱ ˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝕯IAL TONE ... ( a collection of texting prompts, based on drunk texts. adjust phrasing as necessary, mature themes present. )

-> THE DRUNK ONE.

[ TXT ] : where r uuuu

[ TXT ] : come get me plz plz plz

[ TXT ] : i dont know where i am

[ TXT ] : the ceiling is so pretty tonigjt

[ TXT ] : wait unblocked i need 2 say smth

[ TXT ] : tell me something u never told anyone

[ TXT ] : is it bad i threw up in a bush

[ TXT ] : keep me company.. cant sleep

[ TXT ] : wish u were here ;;;))))

[ TXT ] : answer me coward

[ TXT ] : u left without saying bye. that was rude

[ TXT ] : tell me im okay

[ TXT ] : i'm gonna throw up brb

[ TXT ] : alcohol is a scam but a good scam

[ TXT ] : everything is loud and soft at the same time

[ TXT ] : do fish know theyre wet

[ TXT ] : u probably hate me lol

[ TXT ] : can u bring me mcdonalds

[ TXT ] : u ever think about how weird existing is

[ TXT ] : uber so expensuve rn :(

[ TXT ] : come save me hero

[ TXT ] : everyone else is so boring

[ TXT ] : ur face. god. ur FACE

[ TXT ] : ur too good for me anyway

[ TXT ] : oh ur answering now yay!!!

[ TXT ] : my hand is so far away rn

[ TXT ] : ur name is so pretty

[ TXT ] : u dont even care do u

[ TXT ] : ok i'm gonnna pass out now

[ TXT ] : someone bought me a drink

[ TXT ] : i love u so muchhhhh (u dont have to say it back)

[ TXT ] : keys inside. stuck outside. help

[ TXT ] : i miss u can u come over

[ TXT ] : what if we ARE the aliens

[ TXT ] : come over. wear the shirt

[ TXT ] : bed too big. need fill it

[ TXT ] : why didnt it work between us

[ TXT ] : u get me. like actually get me.

[ TXT ] : listening to our song n cryin a lil bit

[ TXT ] : just wanted to say ur amazign ok

[ TXT ] : i hate ur fuckign face soooo much

[ TXT ] : sorry if im annoying u

[ TXT ] : ok i forgot what i was sayign

[ TXT ] : i think i ruined everythign

[ TXT ] : thinking abt u. thinking abt ur hands

[ TXT ] : FUCK U

[ TXT ] : that's it. that's the text.

-> THE SOBER ONE.

[ TXT ] : lol where are you

[ TXT ] : you're gonna regret this tomorrow.

[ TXT ] : send me your location

[ TXT ] : i'm not playing these games.

[ TXT ] : are you safe??

[ TXT ] : drink water. actual water.

[ TXT ] : let me call you.

[ TXT ] : i'm not playing guessing games

[ TXT ] : stay PUT.

[ TXT ] : send me a selfie so i know you're alive

[ TXT ] : you're adorable when you're like this

[ TXT ] : you're annoying when you're like this.

[ TXT ] : i'm not bringing you tacos at 2am

[ TXT ] : screenshotting this for when you deny it happened

[ TXT ] : you're spiraling. drink water.

[ TXT ] : DON'T text your ex!!

[ TXT ] : next time i'm taking your phone

[ TXT ] : look at who you're texting right now.

[ TXT ] : i'll still be here tomorrow, i'm not going anywhere.

[ TXT ] : get your mind out of the gutter

[ TXT ] : i'll tell you tomorrow

[ TXT ] : nevermind i don't wanna know

[ TXT ] : text me when you wake up

[ TXT ] : you're a mess. my mess tho

[ TXT ] : go home!!!

[ TXT ] : you're lucky i love you

[ TXT ] : you still have your wallet? check your pockets

[ TXT ] : too late isn't it

[ TXT ] : where did your other shoe go

[ TXT ] : are you writing a novel?

[ TXT ] : go to bed before you confess something

[ TXT ] : that's either sad or brave

[ TXT ] : you owe me breakfast and an explanation

[ TXT ] : you're NEVER living this down

#you want a piece of me? (ask meme)

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