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☾ ☀ caterina romero. 7teen. | living dead girl |✖

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"Cat…Cat…are you fuc-? Cat!" James finally broke through and caught the girl’s attention, "What gives? Welcome back to the world of the living…Christsakes…" He realised she didn’t look totally with it and it might be prudent to show some tact, "Uh…what’s up?" he asked her before taking a seat.

[caterinaromero]

It took her a few seconds to think of an answer. It was like she forgot how to have a simple conversation. "I don't know, nothing really." Nice one Cat. She ran her hand through her hair nervously before glancing over at him, "How about you?"

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"What are you doing here?"

[caterinaromero]

"I needed someone to talk to, kind of. I dunno, just get my mind off things. I didn't know who else to go to, I mean I have my sister but she's back in London so -- I can go if you're busy."

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[caterinaromero]

It had been at least a week since Cat has touched foot outside. Ever since what happened at the club she spent her time in her home sleeping or just staring at nothing. How else was she supposed to react? Fortunately for her the case went cold, she had no idea how she got away with it but she didn't focus on that. The girl needed fresh air so she finally threw on decent clothes, I mean if you count old ripped jeans and a baggy, faded Rob Zombie shirt as decent. She took a fifteen minute walk, eventually resting at a bench at a park.

Cat was staring at nothing once again, causing her not to hear the person standing above her trying to get her attention. It took almost a minute for her to snap back to reality, finally noticing the person. "Sorry, what?" 

[caterinaromero]

                                THE ZODIAC KILLER

The brunette was having fun until the drugs she was taking took a wrong turn. With the way they were effecting her along with all of the alcohol that was in her system, who knew what would happen next. The world around her was spinning. The flashing lights in the club were killing her, everything was a blur. Caterina was so miserable at this point, she just wanted to scream. She never had a trip this bad, the last time she dealt with anything even near as bad was over a year ago. 

There were a few people asking her if everything was okay, but she couldn't hear them. It was as if a ringing noise had taken over. Pushing her way through the other drunken people around her, she eventually reached the back exit of the club. Perhaps fresh air would do her good. She dragged herself across the building eventually stopping half way while breathing heavily, almost beginning to cry. The noises she was hearing kept getting worse, and the flashing lights she saw inside followed her. Cat leaned her back against the building trying to take deep breaths, soon enough some strange man appeared. It looked like he followed her out here. 

The girl couldn't hear a word he was saying, it was all just a blur, but he was trying to flirt with her like any other typical drunk man would be doing. All Cat knew how to do at this point was shake her head slowly. Well this man wasn't taking the rejection very well. He then began yelling at her, she was still unable to hear him, his hand pushed her shoulder against the wall as his other held a glass with some type of alcohol in it. Cat was trying to fight him off but he was just too strong. He was trying to kiss her now, he succeeded since Caterina was too weak. After a few seconds she was finally able to push him off just enough for her to reach his glass and smash it against the wall. Her hand held on to one of the pieces of glass, he was now becoming more aggressive. Cat didn't know what else to do but use the piece of glass in her hand. She brought it up and shoved it right in his neck three times, soon making him collapse to the ground. There was blood everywhere, and it wasn't long until she saw the man stop moving. There was a devastated look on her face She dropped the piece of glass. This time all she could hear was the sound of it hitting the ground and the heavy breathing coming from her mouth.

                              After all  this time  of Cat's                               obsession with the morbid,                               scary movies  and  gore --                               it finally became her reality.

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"Ha! I knew I wasn’t just being my strange self. There was definitely something about Bristol," he said with a thoughtful nod as he wrung his wrists. "I’m not too scared of ghosts, though. I don’t think ghosts are scary. I’m more creeped out of the freaky stuff. Like, if you told me this place was cursed as opposed to haunted or if you said there was this cult or groupie here that just curses people and this whole place, I’d most definitely be pissing my pants right now." He was fascinated about her interests now, that was for sure. He didn’t usually meet young people who were interested in that, especially taxidermy. He thought that was more of a hobby for oldies or something. "You’re not scared of any of that, too? Not scared of ghosts? So if I were to, I don’t know," he began nonchalantly, shrugging his shoulders, "Invite you to that haunted hospital to hunt for ghosts, you’d be all for it?"

It was really exciting him, all these people who were more than glad and kind to offer him tours around the town. Really, Bristol wasn’t that bad in terms of citizens. There may be a handful that were just plain rude, but then there were the readily kind ones too. It was a good balance. “I didn’t even know those places existed here in Bristol. I really haven’t taken the time to look around, so I’d really love that. But I know where I’d love to start now.” He flashed her a mischievous smile, an excited—yet a bit terrified—glint twinkling in his eyes. “That haunted hospital seems like a very good first itinerary.”

[caterinaromero]

Cat shrugged a bit, "Well I have no idea if there is a cult here or not, so I can't promise you that. There are some shady people here, for all I know there can be some Charles Manson shit goin' on. But we'll save that adventure for another day." She let out a quick laugh, "Okay so I might not be totally scared of ghosts but I am a jumper so if I hear a noise I'll probably jump ten feet in the air. I'm totally up for some ghost hunting, why not. Let's just hope that this doesn't turn into some Blair Witch Project remake because I really don't feel like dying tonight. And if it does happen, I'm dragging your ass down with me."

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"Am I what?"

[justastupidcookiemonster]

He was quite amused when she shoved him, he loved knowing he was getting to her. “One:” he began, his eyes on her, playful, “Even if that were the case you wouldn’t want to rule out men altogether, come on, don’t leave us all deprived. So many lezzers around already. My fucking sister’s banging the hottest girl ever for fucksake…fuck.” He gave her a scrutinising look, “Two: I know exactly what I did to your body and it wasn’t at all off-putting.” He paused before chomping the air in front of her before laughing in a goodnatured way.

[caterinaromero]

A laugh escaped her lips, "Don't leave us all deprived. Men are so weak, it's the funniest thing, I can blow in your ear and let my finger tips touch your skin and you'd be on your knees within seconds." There was an evil yet captivating look in her eyes as she spoke. "Keep it up Fitch... -- You know since you mentioned it, I should give your sister a call. I bet she'd know what she's doing in bed." The brunette flashed another playful smirk at the boy as she released herself from his shoulder and turned around continuing to walk, just backwards this time. "I'm being too mean now, aren't I?" The sad, pouty face was obviously fake as can be. 

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"Am I what?"

[justastupidcookiemonster]

"I prefer his brother, he’s much more dignified and talented." he told her, wanting to wind her up. James noticed her bag, the bloody bag, he would have to by her a new one if she didn’t chuck that thing out. "Yeah well you may look like a rodent but don’t think that’ll keep you save forever. Carry a fucking rape whistle or something." he encouraged, looking at her as if she was mildly insane. "Been in work then, eh? How was it? You must be so exhausted, I could help you unwind in the best way possible.” he trusted his hips several times for a effect as they walked in the direction he knew led to her house. They’d had a fling before but it wasn’t like he’d ever let her forget it.

[caterinaromero]

Caterina rolled her eyes at the Franco comment, even her sister knew not to insult the older brother around her but Cat was too tired to argue with James and plus she knew he was just fucking with her. She listened to him speak, thinking he was actually sincere until the thrusting came into the picture. Cat pushed him slightly, but still attached to his shoulder. "I suppose this is a good time to tell you that I'm a lesbian. I think I've known ever since we hooked up, the lack satisfaction you gave me just confirmed my sexuality I guess." She smirked up at him, "Kissing a girl's lips just gets me goin'." Cat was just being a major tease at this point, she never really thought about their fling -- but when he'd bring it up she couldn't help but joke around about it to get him riled up.