if you're new here, hi! I'm Damaris. you might have known me by other names in the past. I answer to all of them. I am a Christian woman of many names, few talents and fewer braincells. I write (badly), read (a little), photograph (occasionally), and spend most of my time on tumblr either rapid-fire reblogging on whatever topic catches my interest today, or crashing out. you have been warned.
I am perpetually going through it and perpetually trying to find the joy in it. I am twenty-three years old and frightened of my own shadow--and the shadows my mind makes me see.
but as I said before--there are joys, aren't there? I also have a sideblog, @catkin-poesy, which you may peruse for the poetry I occasionally write. I have other, less active sideblogs also. I live fiercely, laugh wildly and love unflinchingly.
God's kept me alive and I'm making that everyone's problem. I have fourteen hundred testimonies ready at any moment.
I'm also a student midwife, though the continuing status of that degree is still uncertain. it's something I'm very passionate about, but passion isn't everything, and I may need to protect myself and others by withdrawing, at least for a time. we will see.
if you need to block trigger tags, block any of #tw ed, #tw sh, #tw suicide, #tw unreality, and #puddleglum hours. I'm told I'm pretty good with tagging everything except unreality, especially if I'm not doing so well, so if you see something weird I've said, it may be because delusional thinking is terribly insidious. feel free to ask me if I should take a step back, if you see several posts in a row that seem irrational, long and rambling. please do not do this based on one single post unless I request a reality check. and if I am laughing at myself, feel free to join in.
I have ASD2, which means I may not understand the nuances of your post or tone. I'm doing my best, but my best is not always considered good enough. please be nice to me.
all personal posts left rebloggable are allowed to be reblogged.
8/8/26: url change - catkin-morgs-kookaburralover -> catkins-quirks



















