personal monologues

personal shitpostings of me to myself to you to anyone or to the universe

[catpurrsonn]

11 years Tatay… and im still teary eyed writing this down… truly, we grow around our grief… akala ko um-ok na ako and kinda moved on kasi im weirdly jolly since the 15th… but maybe it’s just caffeine and my cognitive dissonance, coz i will be forever mourning your leaving… still my fave family member… forever and always…

Also salamat po sa blessings, sa guidance and protection palagi, a part of me believes na in my current work you had a hand at making it happen bukod sa na escalate kay Lord… kasi the workplace HQ is somewhere you worked long time…

Anw, dadalaw po kami later with your new apo, i miss you so much, pahingi po yakap… kahit sa panaginip lang… loveyou…

[catpurrsonn]

Mayyyyyy~

[girltalk]

it’s okay to be selfish sometimes, it literally is your life

[catpurrsonn]

Wow, May went by fast…

[catpurrsonn]

~April

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[catpurrsonn]

Birthday Ganaps~

1 Went to Makati, dumaan sa office, nag submit ng mga expense report lol sa hirap ng buhay, all I can afford is an staycation in the city lol this is not how I imagined my 30th birthday but what important is who I am with naman hehe tapos went to Salcedo and tried this michelin resto called Your Local and it was super good!

2, 3, 4 Met with a friend and miss ko lang Caution:Hot noods sa kapitolyo (tried beachhouse cafe matcha while waiting and oki naman hi to that cat) and umikot na rin sa dati kong neighborhood hanggang sa nagka ayaan mag Poblacion and invite our other friend pa so we went to this Posh speakeasy bar na kami lang maingay lol and had my birthday salubong there, tapos nagutom after so nag Filling Station nalang kasi first time nila… was so happy and heart was full…

5, 6 Birthday Steak sa Mamou with my beau :)) pero yoko talaga dito sa Mamou Prime aa Podium ang gloomy ng mga tao unlike sa 8TC branch nila warm at accommodating ganun, under seasoned din tong steak still good and kumonti na ung pasta lol

7, 8 fave dessert ever huhuhu ito talaga isa sa mga wish ko rin kainin hehe ansarap, na try din namin yung chicha shan chen na milk tea ba yun and ang sarap din tapos yung coffee sa h proper coffee roasters super good! Tapos itong drip coffee ng bacha coffee ok rin naman di ko kasi na try nung nag SG ako dati hahaha

9 my birthday flowers c/o my beau huhuhu first time receiving peony and ang ganda niya at bango huhuhu ansaya saya ko at ang ganda ganda niyaaaa hehehehe

10 paid a visit sa Tatay ko, good old heart to heart talk sa hangin eme, miss kona siya and sana gagabayan ako lagi at tutulungannnn

Happy 30th self, nawa ay mabawi mo lahat ng kwarta na nagastos mo jan hahahaha

[catpurrsonn]

Why do we need to work :(

[catpurrsonn]

March stands for matcha! 💚🍃🍵

Apakamahal ng rabbit hole na to lol. Finally gave in tho. War flashbacks nung nagka fixation ako sa kape lol

[catpurrsonn]

I miss dressing up, going on proper dates and eating really nice food. In this economy we can barely afford it sa taas ng gastusin at bilihin :< also been very busy kasi needed by fam….. i want a vacation… really looking forward sa birthmonth pero saan tayo kukuha ng unli budget for all my wantssss

Mejj tanggap kona rin yung forecast ng sign ko and feng shui for this year na maraming redirections and maraming plans ang di matutupad so lord and universe bigay niyo nalang best outcomes sakin plessssss

[catpurrsonn]

February~

[catpurrsonn]

Dami pagod sa work gustu ko nalang pa wasak sa juwa kuuuu lelz

[catpurrsonn]

Also, back to short hair, also doing sime general cleaning at this hour as in linis electricfan, is-is ng toilet bowl lol ewan ko ba

[thememedaddy]

[catchymemes]

[catpurrsonn]

Not sure if mabilis tong feb or nah pero wala ako masyado ipinasok, sa April ulit…

[feelingsfrommoviesandseries]

[catpurrsonn]

January