I'm Stumbling so far down the wrong lane
My broken facade for a long forgotten campaign
Tangled thoughts cured by drugged entertainment
Painful droplets of the heavy acid rain
From the building storm inside my cursed brain
IV drips and useless fixes except codeine
Hypocritical for saying the reasons to abstain
Attached to a fucking nobody called cocaine
Desperately trying to end it all in vain
This isn't a party even with champagne
No relief or peace until I'm stiff and bloodstained
I'm so numb, so where's the reason to complain?
Sniff up and stuff it all up inside nice and contained
Nowhere is close to safe especially my domain,
Begging for control when I know I'm in full reign,
The intoxication is killing with how I still remain,
It's so well known and confessed that I'm insane,
Rotting inside at the start from my bad pulmonary vein,
Almost nothing can help this unbearable migraine,
Born with a broken heart and a old soul with a sprain,
My Blood poisoned with what I promised to wane,
passing out in the fast lane over and over again,
Wish I felt hopeless enough not to try and maintain,
Hopeless dedication and obsessions that I can't detain,
Maybe I'll be happy while on the spiritual plane
With no more forced smiles down the drain
Help me Break these hypothetical chains
Can you Bind me down to speak my thoughts without any refrain?
Or will I avoid my sobriety while trembling in pain
Self medicating enough that it's legally inhumane
It's not the cause but it's only me I'll blame
I'll begin change inside Hospital walls so plain
If I'm not already dead from my own hurricane
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