#victim testimony - direct testimony from victims regarding the grooming, as well as further commentary regarding the submas community's behavior towards survivors, responses to developments, and further general statements
#marchy receipts - screenshots and testimony that involve dari/marchy/al. unfortunately this is what we currently (1/15/26) have the least of because they've been inactive under this persona for so long, but this is the person with the heart of the issue. they have 5+ known victims. they're currently active on youtube as chao palooza.
#suvi receipts - screenshots and testimony that involve suvi/sura (who is currently active as submastrain/sura-sbms). as of posting, they are considered the most complicit as they have repeatedly defended marchy, refused meaningful apologies, lied and backpedaled about being friends with marchy, and have shown that they haven't even read victim testimonies. being that they're still active, there is more of this available.
#related user receipts - screenshots and testimony involving users that have engaged with these two positively, have contributed to the misdirection of the issue, or have handled it poorly in the eyes of the victims
my focus is archival above all, and i want to emphasize that the ship drama is NOT the focus. these posts are out of order, and i apologize for that, but it is difficult enough trying to keep on top of things.
please direct all questions and commentary to my other blog, @isuggestnotbeingacreep. if i have missed something, let me know there.
I literally have a diary blog, I just don't feel like using it, so you get to deal with me now.
I've left the house twice since November and I can't actually go anywhere. I'm stuck just doing phone appointments with my therapist because the bus doesn't even pick up in my area. I haven't had a verbal conversation with anyone but my therapist or mother in weeks. I don't have IRL friends to support me.
And then all of this happens. And you defend your friends. Which would make me a liar. And I'm not. I didn't even want to come forward and now that I have, I can't undo it, and it feels like it was for nothing because all I've seen is harassment and deflecting and vague statements.
I just want to be acknowleged and apologized to and for people to face some sort of repercussions. Name me if you're gonna say something about this. I am not anonymous, I did not want to make that statement anonymously, quit trying to anonymize me out of "respect". You don't respect me. Name me so that I can speak for myself. Make the fact I've been shaky and sleep deprived and nauseous and lying to the few people who have tried to be here for me that I'm doing okay FUCKING MEAN SOMETHING.
You tell me to take a break and stop thinking about it but I lived it. This is all I have. Please don't take away the one bit of agency in my life that I have tried to reclaim. Please. Please don't do that to me.
Edit 7/30/26: additional thoughts here. Updated testimony here. Please link to the latter and not my original statement, as the person who I shared my original testimony through (Raf, also known as encyclopediamorbidica/panicatthecriscodisco/currently discofisting) has treated me horribly, elaborated upon here.
Things have gotten far worse harassment-wise as time goes on and I have previously asked not to be tagged by username due to mental health and safety concerns, but with how blatantly that boundary has been ignored and the fact I've already had my life threatened and failed a suicide attempt, I give up.
Just leave me alone and stop listening to people who claim to speak on my behalf. Nobody speaks for me, nobody has permission to speak for me, and anyone who claims to be a current or former friend and tries to speak for me is doing so against my wishes and best interests. Refer to my own words or go away.
shortly after i had my friend give you an update on my recovery i was given internet privileges again. i know i said i would not be back, but i have one final statement after catching myself up the best i could.
you should all be ashamed of yourselves for the way you have treated marchy's victims. i am especially disgusted by those of you who claimed to support them but then turned on them the second they weren't perfect.
support rainn-station-rally. read the doc hosted on 300pigeons.
i would encourage you all to block raf (discofisting), sheev (thetepes), britt (britts-galaxy-brain), cheese (strawberrycheesecakehare), suri (suriandtaal), wspr (we-suggest-plural-respect), rox (roxtron/how-do-these-people-exist), and any of their close associates
they are not safe or reliable people to put any sort of stock into, whether for problems in their past (raf defends notorious predator michael jackson, britt distributed vcsem that was explicitly based on the "real thing" and admitted to statutory rape, sheev joked about a teenager's suicide attempt, cheese joked about a csam video involving an infant) or for the fact all of them are spreading smear campaigns about marchy's victims in one way or another NOW
i started isnbac as a survivor with the aim of spreading awareness and compiling evidence, first about random creeps and proshippers and later focusing on marchy, but i see now that most of you never wanted that. you don't care about victims or helping them in any meaningful way, you just want an acceptable target to make fun of. when the predators aren't entertaining enough for you anymore, you switch to their victims. this lolcowing behavior is part of why so many victims refuse to come forward and it only retraumatizes them.
i am sorry to all of the victims that i put into harm's way by exposing you to this community. i am sorry to all of the responsible users (particularly bee of decentpersonsuggestions, q of anti-lolisho, and guppy of guppyfish77) that i unknowingly equated to these exploitative and drama-hungry blogs. i am sorry for expecting better of this "community" and letting everyone down.
this blog isn't "closed," i am officially leaving tumblr as a whole. even anonymously. i meant well but that doesn't change any of this.
i say this from experience now: if someone's platform claims to be built upon justice but does not focus on
uplifting victims
loving them
offering true community and compassion and education and support
and making space for them to be "messy" and "unpalatable" when they show symptoms of trauma and/or mental illness
...then they're misguided as i was, or malicious as the others were
you HAVE to focus on the victims. always. now and forever.
even if a perpetrator is held to task in the eyes of the court of public opinion, if the victims are not kept safe through the taxing process of coming forward and the aftermath of such, then you have failed.
i'm snooping on incognito rn so my phone won't let me ss it myself but suvi liked the emmet little alter post, can someone archive that shit? given what we know happened with ikhlno? they are officially escalating
i can't right now because i also snoop on incog but if anyone can i know someone will expediently because no, fucking yeah, they are in fact escalating
Hello, @sambuuck-illuminated . Assuming you are reading our blog once again, you will notice that this is referring to you. As you can see, I type differently as compared to our host. This is because I am not him. I am a gatekeeper who speaks out when the body, or host, is under extreme stress. I understand you not liking people “accusing” your friend of grooming people, however you are incorrect about what has been going on. I will be attaching all relevant images in a separate post that will reblog the one sent here. Do know that I will only be addressing the “points” you made that specifically addressed our system.
The “posters” are a way of coping with trauma. In the study done by Mayo Clinic, it has been noted that humor when feeling negative has helped the patient feel better. The link to the study is here https://www.mayoclinic.org/healthy-lifestyle/stress-management/in-depth/stress-relief/art-20044456 . Due to this, it also includes memes or joke images, which is what our former host did as a joke to make light of the trauma we faced. Considering you have the “no minors” symbol in your bio, you must be aware that some of the people you are actively harming are minors, such as @christoolbool . I assume you don’t want to interact with minors as much as they wish of the same. Continuing, actively harming a child is unacceptable as you are an adult. Public service announcements, PSAs, also do take time as the people need to mentally prepare themselves to look at the trauma once again. It was inappropriate to force people to push out their own trauma faster than they can bear to look at it.
As for the nonconsensual blankshipping sent to us, it was not art all the time. It was, however, alternate universe ideas, the more “safe for work” versions of the art, and of their tickling fetish. It was primarily words that became increasingly more detailed over time which then caused system wide panic causing a host switch to start, which also led to us finding out we are a system. We cannot find any textual examples of this that exist within our grasps as it was, mostly, done in more private channels in Our Submas Miracle, Marchy’s server they owned. We do have a few art pieces we suspect are blankshipping art considering both their kinks and their commonalities with their blankshipping likes.
I do agree that being in association with blankshippers is not the issue, however, the issue is that Nart has been in contact with multiple groomers over the past few years while also never disclosing to the public that they are a blankshipper. It has been noted over the course of many testimonies that Nart and Marchy had a close relationship, including from Marchy’s mouth. As stated by Marchy’s mouth as well, Nart was extremely involved in the blankshipping scene as a background character. They helped make an anti-blocklist for all blankshippers. We do have the original link and a copy of it, so there is no point in deleting it. We will not be sharing this link, but attached in the reblog is the image of it in our Google Document app.
Continuing, I was never in Our Submas Miracle while you were there. We were banned not long after turning 18 bodily, which was in late 2024. You could not have known us as people. As for “knowing that Marchy never sent us blankshipping items,” that is inherently false as they have sent multiple, presumed, blankshipping art into our server claiming it to not be blankshipping. They also “got off,” as the former host says, to us calling them “a stinky blankshipper.” We had stopped calling them this prior to turning 18, so they were actively enjoying a 17 year old calling them that and, potentially, masturbating to it. As they are now a deleted user, it has been increasingly annoying to find proof in our server. I have collected what I can of their art that will be attached to a reblog, as stated prior.
With many of our prior statements, I believe to add the definition of grooming into our accounts to help with our own understanding of the word. According to Bing, our personal searching browser, it states that grooming is “the practice of preparing or training someone for a particular purpose or activity” while it can also be:
- the action of attempting to form a relationship with a child or young person, with the intention of sexually assaulting them or inducing them to commit an illegal act such as selling drugs or joining a terrorist organization.
We were specifically trained to be as welcoming as possible to keep new people inside the, as the host and a few others outside the system call Our Submas Miracle, cult. As soon as we started to step “out of line,” as in having our host switch, we were swiftly isolated and kept from our friends as a way of control. They were using our behavior towards our collective trigger and intrusive thoughts as a way of punishment. I would like to note that at the time, we had an intrusive thoughts holder for blankshipping due to how much we were exposed to it. However, they did not account for us all being slightly spiteful over them not listening to how we explained and expressed we cannot and are unable to know when someone is upset, annoyed, or uncomfortable with us. It is due to Discord being a hard place to convey tone, as it is a texting platform, and the fact that we are autistic. It has gotten better, with time, but it still remains a problem for us today. Over the course of multiple months after our discovery of being a system, Marchy had been sending more details about the “proshipping adventures” in blankshipping. They had our former host making jokes about them being a “stinky blankshipper” to cope. They encouraged this behavior as well, as stated in an above paragraph in more detail.
Now, that is all that we were mentioned for or feel strongly about. Thank you all for reading. I will now be making sure the system stays safe from everyone by reading asks. Do not try anything, as I will freely block those who do.
every time I get an anon submission I lose five years of my life actually. What the actual fuuuuuuuck. This is Not normal, and also …. Agreeing with the Nii-san shit is kinda racist holy hell
Anon made a striking addition that really helps, because this is not something I can speak for. It’s so fucking disgusting the way this harm has RIPPLES. Thank you for sharing.
Suvi / Sura reblogging this is major fucking sus to me. Iirc, MC of PLA (both genders) is implied to be maybe around a teenager, based on context clues.
Shipping a minor and an adult, considering specifically Sura’s defense of pedophilic behavior is a major fucking red flag.
“Which p—“ Marchy. Or go look around really, if you throw a stone in a general direction, you’ll find a creep Sura associated with, eventually
Mega Suvi dump because my anons love and hate me <3
We will be starting with these three. This
1) the old man yaoi thing is innocuous initially, but reminder that Suvi works in healthcare. I don’t know if they work with the elderly / older population but this feels… off putting, the way they talk about this, it comes off to me as age related prostate enlargement fetishizing.
2) “not everything is about their trauma” I don’t feel a need to elaborate on this, considering how Suvi consistently downplays victims of grooming and doesn’t acknowledge the harm caused whatsoever.
Next set:
I literally don’t have anything else to add. Just read and arrive to your own conclusion.
I don’t think I’ve talked about Sambuuck much, but I’m just going to tack these on because of how they’ve approached blank shipping. Sam Buuck in particular loooves to downplay victims and use incredibly harsh and hurtful language. Second image dump coming. I hit image cap.
I almost threw up posting this one. I really did and I’m sorry y’all but considering the way they approach this topic of age play, maybe it’s no wonder they don’t take grooming victims seriously. <thinking emoji>
ok this was rly funny— pokephilia isn’t funny but yk — sorry soda steal you’re immortalized on my blog forever for pokephilia and fetishizing trans men (pre op / no op). Cunt boy has its own issues as a loaded term in fandom but that’s not for here or now.
Wow I love fetishizing putting people in incredibly vulnerable situations that are detrimental to them! I don’t want to hear any “it’s just fiction”. This post was created 02/04/2026. Be mindful of current political events.
That’s all for now! I received an ask (iirc 02/02 or 02/03 stating Suvi privated 2 of their 3 accounts which truly made my day!) I can now rest. Very sorry for the delays everyone! This conductor is quite sleepy.
When we were in the pokemon magma server, we did like our littles, headmates who are younger than 12 and there will be a link to explain more, front and tall occasionally
Knowing that Suvi gets OFF to age play when we had our littles talk in front of them occasionally with adult supervision? Horrific
Age regression and age play are not the same, yet they have some of the same principles of going into a younger state of mind, usually that of a child
Link to explain what a little is: https://pluralpedia.org/w/Little
A little is a headmate that behaves or otherwise feels like they are a young age. The exact age range varies between definitions, with the m
Link to explain what age regression is: https://pluralpedia.org/w/Age_Regression
Not to be confused with "inner child", a term used in analytical psychology, or little, a descriptor of permanent internal age
Age regres
I will say this now and I will keep saying it. We are real people. We have our own lives. We do not owe it to you to get the psa out in a "timely manner" at the expense of our mental health. For me, it took a long time to realize the full extent of what happened to me and accept it. For others, they were extremely sensitive to even the mention of blankship or marchy. I watched mango desensitize themselves just to make the damn psa. Most of the people making it are STILL not desensitised, including me. We have given you the best we can until the psa releases, but it appears its been deliberately ignored time and time again. If you consider Cayenne's blogs ( @cayennereceipts and @isuggestnotbeingacreep) to be "a corner of highschool bullies," then just filter the tags to what you need to see. There is a seperate tag on it's blog for victim testimony. It is not hard.
When people get mad at you, it's not because youre "just a proshipper," it's most likely because you don't listen, or actively insult and attack those trying to speak up. We give you resources, you block them, and then you talk about us like we won't see. You're digging yourself back into your echochamber so you don't have to deal with what's happening.
Suvi/Sura is back at it again!! If anyone remembers the weird ass shit they’ve said about being into public groping (an incident that happened IRL, please reference Isuggestnotbeingacreep)
Not only that, they are publicly interacting w/ Reyechan, who’s had previous associations with groomers,,
Also monokiibo, their danganropa oc was problematic due to how monokiibo’s origins have s/a involved. Overtime he becomes more tamed but there was a time where Marchy and another person role played monokiibo kidnapping the other person’s oc and s/a ing them. It was public but they deleted it so I can’t prove that.
