heterophobic freak

cade // 31 // they (or he if you're mad at me) blog title from an adoring fan and header image from the artist barbara kruger

[celeanos]

greetings all! strangers, comrades, colleagues, acquaintances, neighbors, friends, looky-loos, lurkers, lovers, and even...enemies?

this is the writing blog for ao3 user celeano

i follow from my main @clarencechampagne

i'm a nonbinary trans person living in the united states of amerikkka

english fluent, learning italian

nothing here is that serious. unless it is

my politics are my politics, if you don't like it i'm not making you be here: "extreme" left wing, police abolitionist, anti borders, 🇵🇸

"problematic" is not an actionable or meaningful critique in of itself. use your words and your brain. thank u

relatedly: my icon is visionary author, raconteur, and cat fancier William S. Burroughs and i promise i know more about him than you do

i zont care about ship wars or what becomes canon or whatever and those concerns are antithetical to my ideology of fan creative culture. we are here because no one can stop us and there's no gatekeepers for rewriting mass media for free, accessible art and lit

if you're looking for more info about my ongoing fic they ploughed him, they sewed him, they harrowed him in, the general tag i use is here

if you're looking for general blog navigation, i have a post here

thanks 4 reading i am long-winded and strong-willed but mostly easy going. fujoshi workers of the world, unite!

[chapelwhore]

What Ethel Cain song u think suits Rafe the most?

i thought about this for so long and i think a lot of them fit him in different ways but id say western nights in a way because it’s sort of about attachment and being devoted to someone which reminds me of Rafes willingness to do anything for Ward. I know the song is about a romantic relationships but you can’t tell me this line “I’d hold the gun if you asked me to” isn’t so Rafe/Ward coded.

I’d also say punish because to me Rafe is full of guilt and shame. He’s done disgusting things which would in a way be seen as something you’re never coming back from which is literally this song.

Also maybe hard times? I know this is about sexual abuse but a lot of parts of it can just be about trauma in general. Like Rafe truly loves Ward and admires him despite all of the suffering he went through because of him and i can just see him a lot in certain parts of it.

I know you didn’t ask for multiple ones but im obsessed with both Rafe and Ethel so i felt like going all in 😭

[chapelwhore]

Okayyy so I was thinking about this again, and I realized that the song casings kinda remind me of Rafes feelings towards Ward and Sarah.

Like look at this right here

[celeanos]

wtf is going on here? Did they multiply?

it's pretty clearly one very sad and sick woman. whom i shan't be indulging any longer, i've said all there is to say and i don't want to be her friend because of well [gestures around] all of this

[celeanos]

Im a fan of Drew and can't wait for them together, sorry to write you but saw the discusstion

log off!

[celeanos]

Knowing Margaret's filmography they'll probably have very explisit sex scenes for sureee. She's a master in this and Drew loves it as well. It will be like in hellraiser HOT

why did you make a whole freaking account just to send this to me? what is your problem omg.....

[celeanos]

Logan was with Drew and Margaret on the game its so serious!! Hes already showing her to meet his family. And they sat with her so closely to each other hmmm im jelous

it's been a month. margaret qualley is married. logan and drew are close friends as well as siblings who hang out all the time. let's calm down

[celeanos]

i am absolutely not homophobic. Im an ally. I just hate fake ships, rpf, lies about sexuality that are not true and not confirmed. I will fight for straight Drew because he's not lgbtq. Unless he will say with his own mouth that he's gay or bi. But it will never happend. There is a line between homophobia and lies about a person you love.

you can't love someone you've never met or spoken to, you don't know him. he is a stranger and you have imagined you know him, it is something you have made up in your mind because you don't see him as a full human being more complex than what can be encapsulated in instagram posts and PR press junkets. you love an idea, an illusion. he didn't ask you to "fight for straightness" and that is an inherently homophobic position to have in the first place because there is nothing wrong with being bisexual or queer or gay and heterosexuality is not the objective "natural" default. you are not an ally. drew clearly likes to hang out with all those disgusting queer men you hate so much. he likes william s. burroughs and he likes spending time with perverts who do drugs. and you are lying babe, i am sure that you know you are actually--you are perfectly fine with rpf and rumors and "fake ships" (whatever that means, all ships are fake in some sense) but as long as they are heterosexual or do not threaten your homophobic conceptions of queer people, sexual expression, and relationships. you can't stand the idea that the person you've imagined that you own might possibly have desires that don't cater to you. tbqh? i find that disgusting, just a loathsome way to see the world and treat other people

[celeanos]

and you and your friends have come into my inbox many, many times to say all kinds of homophobic and transphobic slurs as well as every kind of anti-queer trope imaginable. so no, not an ally. definitively. if you aren't homophobic, you don't say homophobic shit even to people you don't like and don't respect. do you think you can be anti-racist ally and call people racial slurs? obviously not, so why would this be any different

[celeanos]

i am absolutely not homophobic. Im an ally. I just hate fake ships, rpf, lies about sexuality that are not true and not confirmed. I will fight for straight Drew because he's not lgbtq. Unless he will say with his own mouth that he's gay or bi. But it will never happend. There is a line between homophobia and lies about a person you love.

you can't love someone you've never met or spoken to, you don't know him. he is a stranger and you have imagined you know him, it is something you have made up in your mind because you don't see him as a full human being more complex than what can be encapsulated in instagram posts and PR press junkets. you love an idea, an illusion. he didn't ask you to "fight for straightness" and that is an inherently homophobic position to have in the first place because there is nothing wrong with being bisexual or queer or gay and heterosexuality is not the objective "natural" default. you are not an ally. drew clearly likes to hang out with all those disgusting queer men you hate so much. he likes william s. burroughs and he likes spending time with perverts who do drugs. and you are lying babe, i am sure that you know you are actually--you are perfectly fine with rpf and rumors and "fake ships" (whatever that means, all ships are fake in some sense) but as long as they are heterosexual or do not threaten your homophobic conceptions of queer people, sexual expression, and relationships. you can't stand the idea that the person you've imagined that you own might possibly have desires that don't cater to you. tbqh? i find that disgusting, just a loathsome way to see the world and treat other people

[celeanos]

why u telling the Professional Sexpert, Erotic Storyteller, and Manologist u know better about the behavior and psychology of the american male

[celeanos]

"you don't know anything!!" then why are u asking my opinion dozens of times. perhaps even a hundred times by now. u clearly do think i got something of interest and value lol

[celeanos]

omg you are sex worker (strange) and you don't know men psychology at all!!! If their wife is not good in sex no matter how many books she reads he will cheat on her. First of all good sex then everything else.

i mean demonstratively by my monetary earnings and reviews i do know men. they just love what i say about it all. i can tell you as well that men will cheat on their wives even if the sex is good so...? and you are very prudish and homophobic, i doubt you would be someone that a man could truly confide all his kinks and neuroticisms about sex to anyways which is where lasting intimacy comes from imho

[celeanos]

why u telling the Professional Sexpert, Erotic Storyteller, and Manologist u know better about the behavior and psychology of the american male

[celeanos]

Its fine if he loves to read, its cool. I hope he reads lots of romance and eroticism so we can discuss it in the bedroom with some practice 😍. But his gf don't MUST be a huge books reader too. He can value her for other qualities. Good in bed>>>>>>book worm

your taste in erotica is embarrassingly infantile and i am very doubtful you are that great in bed for a number of reasons. really sad that you think that the only thing a woman can or should offer a man in a relationship is being a good fuck anyway. whatever happened to feminism? you don't want to use your brain? i don't think drew is looking for just a bimbo hole to fuck for his spouse and if he was that would reflect poorly on him tbh. what you are describing is a mistress or escort's role in someone's life (nothing wrong with those things tbf) not a wife or equal partner

[celeanos]

drew starkey in a project with lee pace 🕯️📿🙏 🧿 let him be the shorter one for once

[celeanos]

Thank God Drew will not do any lgbt role anymore in the next years for sure. Hopefully after this weirdos shippers will calm down and disappear.

i kinda doubt that babe/you don't know ball like us real yaoi veterans

[celeanos]

lmaooooo "i'm an influencer" 💀 i'm actually dying from the anons and laughing every time, it's like the dumb and dumber she and her friends who come here. Does she really think her 800 bots empty followers concider her as an influencer? What a huge ego. And the way people like her actually wants to control fandoms.......

if i was constantly getting into situations like her and was as miserable as she clearly is i would reconsider my approach to life but i guess we're just too stupid to see how awesome that all is

[celeanos]

Reading books doesnt make you smart and intelligent automatically. Book worms are often very miserable irl. You need to have skills and tricky mind to survive. Drew doesnt sit and read books 24 hours. All of his books are from school reading program

well a book he mentioned enjoying came out in 2023, so definitely not from a school reading program. and sure, books are not the only thing for intelligence and you gotta engage in other ways, discuss the ideas with others, and use 'em. but you definitely can't do all that if you don't know what the culture and the literature even is. i love my life personally, reading and learning is extremely pleasurable 4 me. it's not for everyone and that's fine imo. but if you want to be an intellectual you gotta actually do intellectual stuff. the world is a huge place, there's so much to learn and no individual human being has ever, can ever, or will ever know everything. i would say simply by how my life is going rn it's possible to read widely, watch a variety of films, go to cultural events and arts institutions, have a diverse group of friends who challenge you. and i run my own business that depends on being canny about life and communicating well with others, a business that the vast majority of people who attempt it fail at. i got the whole adhd/autism, trauma, pmos and other chronic conditions thing. i don't think i'm special. anyone can do what i do, or their own version of it for their own contexts, needs, interests, goals--you just have to actually want it and go for it

[celeanos]

You are rude and harrasser! I would not say that i'm less than an influencer! I have very much big number of followers and they're only growing! People are interested in me and my posts, you don't have a 10% of what i have in your blog. And nothing bad in loving cartoons and reading news and discuss important topics. So Drew would like a smart person like me. And we are very very compatible in our matrix of life and numerology.

[celeanos]

1. it's not harassment when you are coming to my space and have in fact been persistently homophobically sexually harassing me for almost an entire year atp. if you don't like what i have to say, a really easy solution is to stop coming to my blog and stop literally freaking asking for my input lmao

2. no you don't

3. being an influencer is pathetic in of itself and not anything to aspire to or be proud of. so what does that say when you are failing at it....

4. nothing inherently wrong with cartoons, i agree, animation is a rich and complex medium. i know many brilliant people who are passionate about it. but you are not one of them. because you don't challenge yourself and you aren't critical about it and you have no sense of humor and it's not part of a wide, mature media diet

5. you aren't smart. IQ is a nazi and american eugenic race science concept and should not be taken seriously by anyone. so it's not because of anything Inherent but because intelligence is process based, contextual, and relational. which includes a constant and lifelong commitment to learning. which tiktoks are in no way sufficient for. sorry. were ur professors for those degrees solely educated from short form videos? did they stop reading books after their initial degrees? are you aware that one single phd dissertation and training typically involves reading hundreds to thousands of texts, which is then considered only the bare minimum? how can you ~discuss important topics when you don't actually know anything about them? radical idea: facts are real and are helpful to knowing things. you could be smart but choose not to be. presumably because you have an insanely inflated ego while also being comically fragile and insecure, so you can't handle the possibility that you might not already be the smartest person in the world who knows everything

5. okay and...? i'm sure according to numerology drew is compatible with a lot of people. due to the inherent interpretative vagueness therein and how statistics and probability works. but that's probably not even true because you don't know his birth time. that is not public information, so you were calculating based on a guess you made up. not convincing!