heyday dreamer

The inner ramblings of a depressed, anxiety ridden introvert - Artists really are tortured souls with twisted minds

[kedreeva]

Today the lady behind me in line at the grocery store checkout politely tapped my shoulder and when I turned around she motioned toward my giant bundles of kale and asked: “what do you do with your kale? Do you cook with it, or make juice, or…?” And i admitted there in front of god and the world “oh I feed it to my peacocks.” And she just looked so taken aback that I said “I’m sorry that’s not the answer you were hoping for”

And that’s how I learned other people don’t really know what to do with kale either. We’re all pretty sure it’s edible, though.

[kedreeva]

People are sending me kale recipes like they honestly believe I will try to eat bird food

[thepigeongazette]

It’s been like…way too windy

Also sorry I’ve been MIA, working on a big project! Will be back soon! also prepping for C2E2!

[cwote]

Sometimes all it takes is a cute outfit. Throw on something you like. Do it for yourself and go seize the day.

[nawaffs-deactivated20200221]

fall in love with someone who wants you, who waits for you. who understands you even in the madness, someone who helps you, and guides you, someone who is your support, and your hope. fall in love with someone who talks with you after a fight. fall in love with someone who misses you and wants to be with you. do not fall in love only with a body or a face or with the idea of being in love

[doggosource]

11/10 a good doggo posing for his hooman’s insta 

[baconpolice]

Yall forgot the final product.

[wellyfullofale]

I think next thursday is gonna be the best day of my entire life tbh

[thequeenofsunflowers-deactivate]

reblog for next thursday to be the best day of your life

[poems-and-word]

[just-shower-thoughts]

It’s crazy how they always say ‘You have to go to college if you don’t want to flip burgers all your life.’ Then when you graduate and can’t find a job they say ‘What, do you think you are too good to flip burgers?’

[lifeismufkinweird]

Get your life together on the low. No one has to know what you’re doing and how.

[kim-jisoo]

everyone: damn, it sucks that summer is ending

me:

[robert-nash]

peyton sawyer + season 1 quotes 

(requested by @alexandra-grey)

[raccooncomic]

59. Heat Wave

[myxandme-blog]

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[i-am-a-fish]

[thatweeniefangirl-deactivated20]

tell me

[i-am-a-fish]

[the-bee-s-knee-s]

fish is too pure <3

[i-am-a-fish]

[celenanicole057]

“I’m bored” never just means I’m bored

I’m bored means my mind needs something to keep it distracted. It means I’m trying to not get stuck inside my head, yet again. The past few months have really been pushing it, just going closer and closer, and I can’t get away.

It means i don’t find amusement in whatever made me happy before. It started with what i would eat and drink, it all stopped tasting good, so I wouldn’t eat. And on the rare occasion that i find something i like, i would even be scared to even eat it all that much, scared i would wear it out and it would lose its spark and just become dull like everything else. My go-to places and activities no longer bring any relief, and if anything make it worse as a constant reminder of how bad it’s gotten.

It means I’m vulnerable and the thing is, i am not weak, so whenever it finds a weak spot, it is going to hit, and it’ll hit really hard. Just when i thought i was getting better, too. When i was finally okay and having a good day.

I’ve honestly never seen myself this bad. Taking baby steps home, being worried that I wont make the 30-second “go” at the crosswalk from walking so slow, and when i finally get there, just collapsing on the floor in a sobbing heap. Crying myself to sleep, to wake up an hour later not feeling any better at all, bleeding all over the place. I am at my wit’s end. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know who to turn to. I’m toxic and i am bored.