celeste's getting worse

emo who drinks coffee here! haha! im getting worse

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hey. um. its me. @emowhodrinkscoffee. this is a semi-secret account, separated from my main, this is just where i'll post vents and bring up my self harm a lot more because i have friends who could get word to my parents im getting worse, so i made this.

common TWs here are self harm, suicide, and depression stuff yada yada you get the drill.

this blog will be more of a "im hopeless, i want to die" and "IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF RIGHT NOW" type posts. its a lot different from my main for a reason.

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its going to be fucking 90 degrees (Fahrenheit) tomorrow im gonna kill myself

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breaking news: i cant keep sleeping past 2:30 am as i keep waking the fuck up

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i know its not pretty but i react to basically everything negative with "i should kill myself right now" and nearly actually attempted suicide 3 times this year. i never actually followed through on the attempts and therefore didnt attempt so go ahead and laugh at me cuz im such a fucking loser anyway

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the best sleep i'll have is one where im not woken up

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ever.

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the best sleep i'll have is one where im not woken up

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YAYYY I GOT A BUNCHA LIKES IM HAPPY NOW

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its too hot in my room all the time it doesn't matter which house its all the same

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hydration is not my specialty but it also is

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ive been clean too long i'll cut a lot soon

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hi please send me asks and like and reblog my posts it helps me feel loved

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those self centered brats flirting immediately after i mentioned im mentally ill

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the conversation directed away from me!! one of the few times i am grateful for a self centered friend... but then they forgot about me and then started flirting completely disregarding the fact I have hinted at mental illness and self harm two times now but ok <3

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please approach it better next time

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lying so i can get away from them butthey keep talking to me and i cant just ghost them

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shes my 22 reason if she keeps doing that

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STOP FUCKING REFERRING SHIT I DINT GET THEMMM