* ESTELLE ᴬᴾ

[celestoile]

       ❛   I WANT TO believe that I can pass through without trouble, it’s just ——     ❜ A heavy sigh was given just before she shook her head. Celestia had always believed that the Circle was a much-needed part of Thedas. That so long as she remained a loyal mage there was nothing to fear. Times were proving that things would not be so simple.   ❛   I just don’t know if I have that luxury. Ever since the Circles fell, I have been. . .  afraid. It does not matter who I support, I am still an apostate in the eyes of the world. For the first time in my life, I feel as though I am a threat to everyone around me.   ❜                         open starter !

[stardust-and-books]

Mood💛📖🕯

[sexlessrpmemes]

Describe what you think my muse smells like

Doesn’t have to just be perfumes and that sort of thing, could be because of their jobs or what they do in their spare time, go wild.

[celestoile]

      ❛   I KNOW THAT you’re doing it on purpose  ❜   She said with a bitter tone, her eyes narrowed to a dangerous squint. Clearly, Celestia was not amused by his apparent mockery of her native tongue.   ❛   I swear to the Maker I will throw something at you, Carver.  ❜

                      because it’s too funny not to do // @eycsss

[celestoile]

ALSO-- here’s a d*iscord drop in case any of you guys want to rp or just talk there. my disc is CARNAGE DADDY#9737 . please let me know who you are if you add me !

[celestoile]

Celestia has three brothers, two younger and the other being her twin. When they write to each other it’s new one letter at a time. Usually, it’s a bundle of letters and occasionally a package or two. It’s no uncommon for her to retire to her personal quarters so that she can read through all the letters sent to her. Receiving mail from her brothers is, after all, the one thing she looks forward to the most.

[coxgitando]

Shipping Call - Send me one if you want to plot one or more of these

💚 - friendship 💙 - kinship ( blood or symbolic familial bond ) 💔 - past relationship 💜 - hateship ( they hate each other but can’t stay away ) 💛 - hateship ( enemies ) 💟 - friends with benefits ❤ - romantic relationship

[celestoile]

celestia: is a smol cutie who wouldn’t hurt a fly. also celestia: will hit anyone that tugs on her hair. will also be angry for days about it.

[celestoile]

eycsss:

*Carver voice* ❝u wot m8?❞ (ง •̀_•́)ง

Celestia:  (ง •̀_•́)ง  “GUNNA. KNOCK. YOU. OUT.”

[holykniight-a-blog]

                        Blessed are they who stand before                         the corrupt and the wicked and do not falter.                         Blessed are the peacekeepers, 

                                            THE CHAMPIONS OF THE JUST.

               -Benedictions 4:10

indie dragon age oc by andromeda / 18+

[spctlessminds]

this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion.  i’ve divided it up into two categories  ( light  &  dark )  based on the themes.  some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions.  please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘  at night i dream of you.  ’ ‘  don’t give up yet.  you still have time to fix things.  ’ ‘  falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack.  ’ ‘  i am still so weak when it comes to you.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe i let myself let you down.  ’ ‘  i don’t care where we go when we die,  as long as i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late.  ’ ‘  i feel so warm  &  safe when you talk to me.  maybe i could love you if you’d let me.  ’ ‘  i finally let the right people in  &  i have never felt so loved.  ’ ‘  i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i lived in your permafrost for twenty years  &  then you looked at me  &  i felt the warmth of spring.  ’ ‘  i once wished you’d leave me alone,  but i take it back.  ’ ‘  i want to be able to love someone else,  but you stretch your arms  &  spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else.  ’ ‘  i want to believe that we got it right this time.  ’ ‘  i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely.  ’ ‘  i would travel across the world to be by your side,  because as long as you are with me,  anywhere is a perfect place to me.  ’ ‘  it took me awhile to realize it myself,  but you are not what other people say you are.  ’ ‘  it’s not that i really need you,  but life would be pretty boring without you around.  there’s no one i would rather be with.  ’ ‘  i’d like to stay like this for awhile.  ’ ‘  life  &  death don’t have to be so boring,  let’s make both an adventure.  ’ ‘  life imitates art,  they say.  i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke.  ’ ‘  live your life so that when you die,  souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales.  ’ ‘  make your exes jealous  &  your past self proud.  ’ ‘  maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on.  ’ ‘  never get caught falling harder.  they’ll never let you back up.  ’ ‘  please don’t go.  ’ ‘  some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it  &  succumb.  ’ ‘  sometimes,  you’ll find it hard to keep going,  but you always will.  ’ ‘  the desire i feel for you is that same itching,  insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction.  ’ ‘  the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad.  ’ ‘  there is absolutely nothing  &  no one who can stop me.  ’ ‘  there is no route of losing you that is without pain.  ’ ‘  there’s still room for adventure  &  there is no one i’d rather have by my side.  ’ ‘  things didn’t turn out the way i planned,  but i’m alright with that.  ’ ‘  we could be really incredible together,  you know?  ’ ‘  you are beautiful  &  vibrant  &  confident.  you are light  &  laughter incarnate  &  every fiber of your being screams freedom  &  joy.  when i am with you,  i am truly happy.  ’ ‘  you are starlight incarnate,  from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think.  blessed are any to be loved by you.  ’ ‘  you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you.  ’ ‘  you call me yours  &  i have no idea what that even means to you.  ’ ‘  you remind me of bubblegum  &  sweets;  soft  &  pink  &  warm.  you are strong in the gentlest way.  you are so stubbornly kind.  i wish i could be like that.  ’ ‘  you still visit me while i sleep sometimes.  your fingers trace my spine  &  i listen to you breathe.  please stop haunting me.  ’ ‘  ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you.  ’

D A R K

‘  a thousand empty bottles  &  fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day.  ’ ‘  everyone else has moved on,  but i am still here.  ’ ‘  everything about you screams danger.  ’ ‘  everything is worthless to you  &  you,  in turn,  became worthless.  ’ ‘  for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress.  ’ ‘  freedom is really hard to get used to.  ’ ‘  how could you do this to me?  how fucking could you?  ’ ‘  i am becoming everything we always dreamed of  &  i am leaving you behind.  ’ ‘  i buried you so well that you might as well have died.  ’ ‘  i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead  &  not the monster you became.  ’ ‘  i can’t look at you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t ask how you’ve been.  what’s the point?  you’d lie anyways.  ’ ‘  i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest.  ’ ‘  i haunted this house first.  there is no room for you here.  ’ ‘  i have a right to be upset.  i loved them too, you know.  ’ ‘  i just want it to end.  i want it to all go away.  i want to go away.  ’ ‘  i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing,  but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous.  ’ ‘  i saw your face today  &  didn’t feel anything.  i am free.  ’ ‘  i tried to save you,  but you didn’t want to be saved.  you just wanted someone to suffer with you.  ’ ‘  it’s almost as if you were never here.  ’ ‘  it’s unhealthy to do these things,  you tell me.  you say it’s time to stop smoking,  time to stop gambling,  &  dammit,  i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you.  i sure hope you’re right,  darling.  ’ ‘  i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind  ’ ‘  i’m not really scared to die.  i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone.  ’ ‘  i’m not the person you left behind anymore.  there’s no one here to miss.  ’ ‘  i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive.  ’ ‘  i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals  &  ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you.  ’ ‘  i’ve never been completely satisfied.  i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death.  ’ ‘  no motive other than pleasure,  my dear.  ’ ‘  one day i’ll go or you will.  either way,  it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself.  ’ ‘  our dreams  &  promises decay along with you.  ’ ‘  the leaves change,  but nothing else does.  ’ ‘  the only difference between avoiding  &  leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you.  ’ ‘  there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you.  ’ ‘  there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage.  ’ ‘  things aren’t going as i hoped.  maybe if i die,  i can start over again?  better luck next time.  ’ ‘  this is not something to be proud of.  this is a tragedy.  ’ ‘  trying to get rid of me?  oh honey,  you’ll have to try much harder than that.  ’ ‘  trying to get under my skin?  you’re nothing more than a pesky itch.  ’ ‘  unlike you,  i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger.  ’ ‘  weeping is for gods  &  martyrs,  we cannot afford such luxuries.  ’ ‘  would you even miss me?  ’ ‘  you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart.  ’ ‘  you complain nonstop about being unloved  &  alone,  i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true.  ’ ‘  you don’t know what it’s like.  ’ ‘  you made this so fucking easy for me.  ’ ‘  you should see me as a threat.  i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you.  i am a walking threat.  ’ ‘  you think i’m already gone,  but i’m still fighting.  ’ ‘  you think i’m dead,  but i’m just dying.  ’ ‘  you were never an addiction,  you were a fucking disease.  ’ ‘  you wouldn’t dare cross me.  i am god  &  you are the soil beneath my feet.  ’ ‘  your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity.  ’ ‘  your fingers are so cold  &  bruised,  but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference.  ’ ‘  your hair is tied in a noose  &  your fingernails are razor blades,  your lips are poison  &  i will gratefully kiss them.  ’ ‘  your hatred has a body count  &  we will not forget.  ’ ‘  your loss,  not mine.  ’ ‘  you’re a sick fuck.  you know that?  ’ ‘  you’re not gentle with me  &  i would never ask you to be.  ’ ‘  you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore,  it’s a pit.   ’

[celestoile]

    ❛   I used to think that maybe my thoughts were of the kind that doesn’t count. Yes, I used to keep them quiet, but somehow sometimes they snuck out. And I wrote them on the walls. Hoping someday someone would read them and then maybe they would see me, see me for who I really am. But I was a little girl dancing among lions. Yes, I was a little girl finding her defiance. ❛  —— DANCING AMONG LIONS

                                CELESTIA                   MARIE                BAUDELAIRE                               private & selective orlesian mage oc     //     written by zeus

[spaacemusings]

                                                  thank you for loving me                                                         when i still tasted                                                       of heartache and war

[celestoile]

FASHION / APPEARANCE STATS.

tagged by: stole it from somewhere idk where tho-- tagging: idk who hasn’t done this, but if you haven’t go ahead !

BODY.

long legs. short legs. average legs. slender thighs. thick thighs. muscular thighs. skinny arms. soft arms. muscular arms. toned stomach. flat stomach. flabby stomach. soft stomach. six-pack. beer belly. lean frame. beefy/muscular frame. voluptuous frame. petite frame ( 5 ft 4 or shorter ). lanky frame. short nails. long nails. manicured nails. dirty nails. flat ass. toned ass. bubble butt. thick ass. small waist. average waist. thick waist. narrow hips. average hips. wide hips. big feet.average feet. small feet. soft feet. slender feet. calloused hands. Soft hands. big hands.average hands. small hands. long fingers. short fingers. average fingers. broad shoulder. underweight. average weight. overweight.

HEIGHT ( click here to convert to feet ).

shorter than 140 cm. 141 cm-150 cm. 151 cm to 160 cm. 161 cm to 170 cm. 171 cm to 180cm. 181 cm to 190 cm. 191 cm to 2m. taller than 2 m.

SKIN.

pale. rosy. olive. dark. tanned. blotchy. smooth. acne. dry. geasy. soft. freckled.

EYES.

small. large. average. grey / silver. brown. blue. green. gold. hazel. doe-eyed. almond. close-set. wide-set. squinty. monolid. heavy eyelids. upturned. downturned.

HAIR.

thin. thick. fine. normal. greasy. dry. soft. shiny. curly. frizzy. wild. unruly. straight. smooth. wavy. floppy. cropped. pixie-cut. shoulder length. back length. waist length. buzz cut. bald. jaw length. mohawk. white. platinum blonde. golden blonde. dirty blonde. blondette. ombre. light brown. mouse brown. chestnut brown. chocolate brown. dark brown. jet black. ginger. auburn. greying. dyed red. dyed any “unnatural color”. thin eyebrows. average eyebrows. thick eyebrows.

TATTOOS / PIERCINGS.

full sleeve. thigh tattoo. neck tattoo. chest tattoo. one tattoo. a few here and there. multiple. no tattoo. monroe piercing. nose piercing. septum. nipple piercing(s). genital piercing(s). industrial piercings. earlobe piercing(s). prince albert piercing. eyebrow piercing(s). tongue piercing(s). lip piercing(s). tragus piercing. angelbites. labret. stretched out ears. navel piercing. inverse navel piercing. cheek piercing(s). smiley. nape piercing(s).

COSMETICS.

eyeliner. light eyeliner. heavy eyeliner. cat eyes. mascara. fake eyelashes. matte lipstick. regular lipstick. lipgloss. red lips. pink lips. dark lips. bronzer. highlighter. eyeshadow. neutral eyeshadow. smoky eyes. colorful eyeshadow. blush. lipliner. light contouring. heavy contouring. powder. matte foundation. shiny foundation. concealer. wears make up regularly. wears it from time to time. never wears make-up.

* she tends to step up her makeup for formal events.

SCENT.

floral (roses). fruity. perfumes. aftershave. cocoa. moisturiser. shampoo. cigarettes. leather. sweat. food. incense. marijuana. cologne. whisky. wine. fried food. blood.

CLOTHES.

jeans. tight pants. overknee socks. tights. leggings. yoga pants. pencil skirt. tight skirt. loose skirt. tight/formfitting dress. cardigans. blouse. button up shirt. band t-shirt. sports t-shirt. sweatpants. tanktop. fur. faux fur. leather. designer. high street. online stores. thrift. lingerie. long skirt. miniskirt. maxidress. sun dress. tie. tuxedo. cocktail dress. highslit dress/skit. t-shirt. loose clothing (top). tight clothing. jean shorts. sweater. sweater vest. khaki pants. suit. hoodie. harlem pants. basketball shorts. boxers. briefs. thong. hotpants. hipster panties. bra. sportsbra. crop top. corset. ballerina skirt. leotard. polka dot. stripes. glitter. silk. lace. velvet. chemise. patterns. florals. neon colors. pastels. black. dark colors.

SHOES.

sneakers. slip-ons. flats. slippers. sandals. high heels. kitten heels. ankle boots. combat boots. knee-high. platforms. stripper heels. bare feet. laafers. oxfords. gladiator shoes. neon colors. pastels. black. dark colors.

[celestoile]

*gently places a STARTER CALL here*

[celestoile]

ROMANCE & NSFW HEADCANONS ( because why not ? )

01. celestia comes off as very confident as well as a bit flirty and enjoys teasing others. however when it comes to becoming involved with someone she is extremely oblivious and ( after she gets the message ) uncertain. it’s not that celestia doesn’t want to, it’s just that she guards her heart very well and has very little romance experience. the most she’s had are a couple of light crushes and then her failed arranged marriage. she will question the other person’s choice / reason for attempting to pursue her and even attempt to discourage it. if the person ceases advances celestia will continue to treat them as a friend. if they continue she will become noticeably softer and the evasive, playful facade fades away.

02. she is extremely shy when it comes to physical contact, but will still crave affection from established partners. it may take some time before celestia becomes fully comfortable with physical acts of love, even more so with sex. once she is ?  she’s eager to please.

03. being sensual and aftercare are key for celestia. she adores gentle acts of affection, especially during intercourse. being held close, holding hands, light caressing, pressing foreheads together, going at a slow pace-- these are just a few examples of what she enjoys.

04. for kinks, i’d say she’s pretty vanilla, but willing to try new things as long as they aren’t too over the top. i can see her being into some light choking and maybe some marking ( hickeys, scratches, etc ), but anything else would have to be discussed. 

[theaestheticgiraffe]

The Signs as the Night Sky: The Moon (Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio, Capricorn)

(part 2 of 3)