Every living creature learned how to interact with the world in a different way. Be it through instinct or mimicked behavior, there was a guiding hand involved-- nature versus nurture could be part of the debate, but no matter if it was dog or man, their experiences dictated their choices.
Presented with the distraught boy on the ground, writhing in deep emotion and spilling it all out in the form of tears and a muffled wail, Legato does not know what to do. Biting at his thumb, staring with eyes agape, he considers what he should be expecting. When his handlers were upset when Legato's decisions, they brought a punishing hand upon the child's body, striking him with fists and sticks. He who spares the rod hates his son, but he who loves him disciplines him diligently. But Vash had no love or hatred for Legato-- they did not know each other beyond an exchange of names and the similarity in their empty stomachs.
It is why Legato stands there in shock, apologetically mumbling. He dips his head and rounds his shoulders forward, as if he were a small animal protecting the most vulnerable parts of his belly. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
Why are you crying?
Why did that man matter to you so much?
What do you want me to do instead?
There was no food to be had. Legato's stomach twists with anxiety the moment he hears a woman's voice speaking with them. He turns his head just enough to stare at the stranger as she addresses the two of them. Parents?
" I don't ha-- " Legato's answer is cut off abruptly as Vash leaps to his feet, grabs his spindly hand and pulls him out of the building. The two of them race off at such dizzying speed, the boy isn't able to see where they were going. How was Vash able to run so fast?!
" H-Hey! W-wait! Wait! " He stammers, stumbling on his feet as he runs as quickly as his feet could carry him. Legato was intimately familiar with running as fast as he could to avoid consequences, but never for too long of a distance.
It felt as though every pair of eyes were drilling into their skulls as the boys fled the scene. Legato's ears were ringing; nothing good ever came from running away. If someone discovered that he was the one who had manipulated the man behind the bar, Legato could only imagine what would happen to him, and where he would be sent off to.
They had to had sprinted two, three, four blocks away towards the park where they had first encountered one another. A flurry of blue hair blows into his face while he frantically tries to break the vice grip of his hand. Frustrated, confused tears sting the corners of his eyes as he once again fumbles while explaining himself.
" I won't do it again, I promise! D-Don't, don't tell anyone, okay, I won't-- " By then, his throat was scratchy from the panic, practically begging Vash to hear him out.
" I thought I was helping, I-- I swear-- I'm not-- "
Legato looks down at his hands, the thumbs red and raw from anxiously biting the skin. Threads prickle at the tips of his fingers like pinpricks; it was how he connected himself to the people surrounding him, so that he was never caught off guard. It was his magic, his safety blanket. It was the only reason he was still alive.
His bottom lip trembles, and Legato sniffles with defeat. People get hurt all the time-- but Vash, haunted and terrified, boldly claims that they didn't get hurt like that-- was Legato supposed to care?
He doesn't care.
Why doesn't he care about the man he hurt?
But he does care that he upset Vash. After all, this was the first person to smile at Legato since Master Knives.
You aren't supposed to upset the ones who look at you like that.