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indie au delsin rowe. good karma & evil karma. please read bio pages before interaction. written by fox. under an undetermined hiatus.

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if anyone needs me for anything, please ask for my skype or my kik. i’m just burnt out in general and don’t feel like tumblr roleplaying anymore for a while. no one did anything. it’s mostly just that i don’t feel the urge to do it, and i genuinely just don’t find it fun right now. i hope that makes sense.

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if anyone needs me for anything, please ask for my skype or my kik. i’m just burnt out in general and don’t feel like tumblr roleplaying anymore for a while. no one did anything. it’s mostly just that i don’t feel the urge to do it, and i genuinely just don’t find it fun right now. i hope that makes sense.

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                                              shedding s k i n,                                                  i start to grin                                                as malice becomes my fuel.  

                                                           indie fandomless oc,                                                                 written by fox.                                                              ۞    /   ۞   /    ۞

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                                         in my head, it’s like                                                                          h e l l.

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super secret promo i made an oc that’s not... technically infamous related but falls kinda near what infamous is like?

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i guess consider this an official hiatus or something. i’m sorry, guys. i have no idea what to do, i just... i want to do something other than this.

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if you want to somehow contact me when i’m not here, my skype is available upon request (i don’t feel comfortable just leaving it out). del’s ic kik is also jailbrexker, and my other rp account for the moment is @friskiings. idk what i’m going to do.

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if i just disappear for a few days at a time and don’t do anything on here, please don’t be mad at me. i just... yeah, i’m getting really bored of delsin. i love him as a muse, but i’m ready for something else i guess. he’s not clicking like he used to, and i don’t know what to do about it other than not force myself into it.

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sometimes i get really mad at myself because it’s not like i don’t want to write, but it’s more that one of three things happens: i can’t get inspired, i’m too depressed and bitter, or i’m easily distracted. i know you shouldn’t force yourself to write when you don’t feel like, but you should also recognize that you’re part of the problem when you just... lay here bitterly, wishing words would come to you.

like there are times when i’ve not wanted to write but when i do start writing i feel better. i just don’t understand. like... idk, i’m doing what i do every so often and getting sick of delsin tbh. even though he’s my favorite muse and i’ve had him for two years. i don’t want to go on a hiatus and leave again but i also don’t want to like... promise i’ll always be here. i don’t know what it is or how i’m gonna solve it. i guess i just want a new muse that... clicks. it might be frisk but i don’t know. i just guess i’m scared to try new things and that’s why i keep going back to delsin and don’t take any risks. and i never feel like i’m good enough for anything else.

and there’s also the fact that i get overwhelmed ridiculously easy. it’s not that i feel like i have to impress anyone, i’m just in that state of... ‘if you tried harder, it would be easier for you to handle.’ idk. like... i want to be on delsin still, and i want to keep him around, but i’m also... incredibly bored sometimes.

it’s not anybody’s fault... it’s just me doing the same thing over and over.

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ATTENTION! The rumors are true! i AM beautiful AND hilarious at the SAME TIME. yes it is a lot to take in take ur time my beauty is timeless

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also, ♥ this for a thing because i need some drafts yo.

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"Please don't stand so close to me."

sentence memes

        “i’m not even standing that close to you, james.         i’m all the way over here, actually.”

         it isn’t really that delsin is trying to keep his         distance, but he’s also trying to... lose that         sheer awkwardness between them. at this         point, though, he’s not sure if that’s even         all that possible. he made it a point to give         james some space, and yet he’s still too         close? delsin sighs, raising a hand to rub         at his forehead and stepping away again.

         when in reality, all he wants is to just get         closer and wrap arms around the frame         he used to know, but he won’t. he’s more         willful than that now. he’s got to be.

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❝ How long can we keep this up? ❞

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      “as long as it takes, i suppose, kiddo.”

       he’s still crouching down, waiting for backs to       be turned. stealing isn’t delsin’s favorite thing       in the world to do, but when your stomach’s       practically eating itself, it’s not like you have       otherwise much choice. the words are whispered       to the child. he isn’t sure why they’re hanging       around him, and hopefully they won’t...

       alarm anyone. now that would be pretty shitty.       delsin almost tells them to go find their parents,       honestly, but he’s not really sure he’d want to       go out of his way to, you know, piss a kid off.       especially when the kid could just call for help.

       “er... please don’t tell them, or anything.”

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“ ow! that hurts! ”

injured sentence memes

    thank god for fast healing. throughout his life, he’s    been known to be just more than a little bit reckless,    so delsin knows for himself that he should be dead    about three hundred times over--probably not much    of an exaggeration, considering all the bullets he’s    taken since his conduitism was finally triggered.

    the notion doesn’t stop him from wanting to help    his clone, however, even knowing that it’ll probably    just heal right back over within a few minutes. he    gently guides his other to sit. it... looks bad, but not    that bad. they’ve both probably been through way    worse by this point and time, actually.

    “easy... just chill for a second, okay? i’m just trying      to help you out here. let’s just take it easy, okay?”

[cxndrillon]

sentence starters

a collection of random song lyrics – a mixture of angst, fluff, and humor

❝ Oh, don’t leave me here alone. ❞ ❝ I want to find a home. ❞ ❝ How is it – being locked away? ❞ ❝ You’ll never find the answer. ❞   ❝ Just grab a hold of my hand. ❞ ❝ I dare you to close your eyes. ❞     ❝ The light is blinding my eyes. ❞   ❝ Wait for your call, love. ❞ ❝ Meet me again in the rain. ❞ ❝ You’ve got to find yourself alone. ❞         ❝ It was only a kiss. ❞ ❝ I just can’t look, it’s killing me. ❞ ❝ I’m choking on your alibis. ❞ ❝ Child, I’m afraid for your soul. ❞ ❝ There is no courage in flirting with fear. ❞ ❝ She’ll eat you alive. ❞ ❝ They can’t be controlled. ❞ ❝ She is cunning and clever as hell. ❞   ❝ Show me how you do that trick! ❞ ❝ I promise that I’ll run away with you. ❞ ❝ Why won’t you ever know that I’m in love with you? ❞ ❝ I must’ve been asleep for day. ❞ ❝ I can hear you dreaming. ❞ ❝ I will make sure to keep my distance. ❞ ❝  Please don’t stand so close to me. ❞ ❝ I’m afraid of what you’ll see right now. ❞ ❝ How long can we keep this up?  ❞ ❝ And I keep waiting. ❞ ❝ You keep waiting to save what we have. ❞   ❝ How long ‘til we call this love? ❞ ❝ I’ve trained myself to give up on the past. ❞ ❝ I didn’t know I was lonely until I saw your face. ❞ ❝ And I miss the days of a life still permanent. ❞ ❝ Cause I’m sleeping in the back of a taxi. ❞ ❝ I didn’t know I was broken. ❞ ❝ All I wanted to do was fall apart. ❞ ❝ I’m so lost in you. ❞ ❝ I miss your face like hell. ❞ ❝ But our friends will be gone away. ❞ ❝ A year from now, we’ll all be gone. ❞ ❝ Been talking about the way things change. ❞                                               

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injured memes

“ oh my god what happened? ”

“ you’re bleeding! why are you bleeding? ”

“ who did this to you? ”

“ that’s… a lot of blood ”

“ i think… it’s broken ”

“ can you move? does it hurt? ”

“ we need to get you to a hospital ”

“ what are you talking about? this is not just a scratch ”

“ it’s just a scratch ”

“ it’s nothing, i’m totally fine ”

“ that’s not supposed to bend that way ”

“ what the hell did you do? ”

“ don’t you pass out on me ”

“ i’m just so tired ”

“ hey, whoa, you alright there? ”

“ i just need to sit down for a minute ”

“ let me carry you ”

“ it won’t stop bleeding! ”

“ you’re gonna be just fine, i promise ”

“ hey! i said stay awake! ”

“ tell me what hurts ”

“ does it hurt when i do this? ”

“ ow! that hurts! ”

“ i’m fine, i can walk, just give me a minute ”

“ it was an accident ”

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@encrgize ♥’d

        “i’d like to call this little party trick... ‘not having          any smidgen of a clue what the hell i’m doing.’          like, i pretend all the time i’m good with my          powers, but really i’m just a big show-off.”

he gives a sort of shrug, watching as the smoke dissipates from off his hand, rising from the air into a curl, and then it’s gone. he steps down from the curb, though he keeps his distance from the other for just a moment. don’t want to seem too...

         reckless.