Hi, I'm Chamomile

Chamomile | Level 28 | Australia. Taken by my knight of ice ❄️ Biromantic demisexual, cis female. I'm blind, a writer, and a crazy cat lady.

[panicloser]

Having ADHD feels like I'm parenting a child in my brain

-"I know it's tough but if you sit down and just get this one more little bit of writing done for me, you can play Minecraft and watch a show when you get home! Doesn't that sound fun? Alright just a bit more!"

-"Yes I know washing the dishes is very boring, but guess what! You can listen to that funny video you really like while you do it, doesn't that sound fun buddy?"

-"You wanna buy a treat? Hey y'know what else would make you super cool tho? if you could save money this time! You're gonna be sooo rich! And there's a really tasty treat you can have when you get home! Wow yes that's it you're so good at saving money! You can have a treat next time, okay?"

-"I know it seems really boring and scary, but let's just go and see how you feel when you get there, okay? We can listen to that song you really like on the way!"

Sometimes the kid in my brain just stops listening and has a tantrum and then I feel like an unsuccessful parent to that child or I get really mad at the child for not doing enough, but sometimes the kid needs an easy fun play day to calm down, sometimes I gotta slowly ease the kid back into an activity that seems daunting

-"You only got a little bit done today? That's okay! At least you tried your best and did something! We'll try again tomorrow!"

[chamomiles-thoughts]

Honestly being a parent to yourself is really helpful.

[lordbaba]

This is very important to me. Grace is not a coward.

Everyone calls him a coward because he tried to run away from the Hail Mary, but wanting to live is not a sign of cowardice, it’s human.

A true coward wouldn’t have continued his mission after waking up and remembering being betrayed, a true coward would’ve sat in the Hail Mary and died, feeling bitter towards the others.

A true coward wouldn’t have been curious enough to make contact with an alien, let alone become its best friend.

And a true coward wouldn’t have risked his own life and happiness for Rocky.

Grace is by far the bravest person in that movie/book.

[gronknuts]

rocky hunting grace while hes working like heh. going to pull big prank on grace. stupid human hearing so bad very bad and only 'see' with light-sense organ in one direction at a time. eridian best hunter on all erid, evolved best hunting veeeery quiet. scare grace a lot. very funny.

rocky is HORRIFIED mid stalk when grace suddenly stiffens and turns around to stare directly at him. HOW GRACE DO THAT HOW GRACE KNOW HOW GRACE KNOW

[minart-was-taken]

On earth most animals aim to be symmetrical and so have an even amount of limbs. Reading that Rocky had five left me puzzled, obviously he's an alien, but was there precedent in nature for such a phenomenon? What was the point of five rather than 4 or 6? ...Then, I looked at my own hands and felt silly. Still, that connection made me happy.

[owlsofavalon]

can't believe they had a funeral for obi-wan in clone wars and SATINE WAS THERE and she was SOBBING. do u think obi-wan was peering through a little peephole somewhere and just thought oh and felt it hit him in the chest, because he's never seen this woman cry like this before and it's for him

[scarlct-vvitch]

project hail mary is insane bc the first half is like oh my god the world is dying and there's alien bacteria eating the sun and there's some guy alone on a ship and he's having a breakdown and the flashbacks are getting darker and this is a tragedy the likes of which i have never seen. then BAM andy weir says fuck you actually. here's this pokemon guy he's here to save the day with the power of friendship. and it's the best thing you've ever seen in your life

[fagcrisis]

i hate the word spicy can we bring back calling things erotic

[maryoliveoil]

rolling up to Wendy's to get an erotic chicken sandwich

[moonthroughtheclouds]

All chicken sandwiches are erotic when it's your safe food

[chamomiles-thoughts]

I had a dream where Ezra and Sabine were buying their favourite snacks for a movie night. I think Ezra's was M&Ms and Sabine's were fruit chews (think Starburst)

So, what movie snacks do you think the Rebels gang would enjoy?

[raointean]

From chapter 2 of Andy Weir's "Project Hail Mary"

[hollenix]

for the good of all mankind

[yellownicky]

"With every smile, you told me: I love you"🐝

[fillmargarin]

Happy birthday Ice Queen ❄️🥴

[adrenaline-revolver]

“Eridians dislike earth because they abandoned Grace.” *Incorrect Buzzer Sound* ya missed the point of the story buddy! It’s not about someone being ‘bad’ it’s about the incredible power of love and that love being worth dying for!

Gimmie Eridians who are absolutely heartbroken to hear that humans where so desperate and so scared that they where willing to part with not just one Grace, there were three of them! Gimmie Eridians touched to find that the humans planned a way for their sacrifices to be as comfortable as possible. Gimmie Eridians who send earth a message saying “We know it must have hurt to send your heroes to die, but one made it and he’s safe here. We lost 22 good Eridians on the journey we would have lost 23 if not for your Grace.”

Give me humans sitting on Earth slowly coming to the conclusion that when we look up not only are we not alone, someone out there is alive because of one of us. That no matter what we think of ourselves a whole species thinks highly of us because we helped save the galaxy. Give me humans who figure out how to send a probe to Erid filled to the brim with messages for Grace and footage of a monument being raised that reads his name, his crews names, and then “in memory of the 22 Eridians who lost their lives on the journey to save the stars.”

[incorrectfantasyquotes]

Shallan: I made you all playlists!

Shallan: Jasnah, yours has only heavy metal and is dark like your soul.

Shallan: Kaladin, yours has sad songs and blues to pair with your crippling depression.

Shallan: And Adolin has the ABBA Gold album

[chamomiles-thoughts]

I'm just imagining Adolin singing ABBA now and I can't get it out of my head

[feldfrog]

I used to be monotheistic. Until the great worm that I worship got cut in half

[devastatingfoolishness]

upscaling my religion by cutting my god in half repeatedly until ive cornered the divine market

[horizon-penblade]

hoid? Is that you?

[erratic-dragon-fruit]

I raise you the concept of rocky holding five shardblades and spinning through space like a beyblade of death

[mizeress]

Coinshot vs Windrunner fight where both think the other has the same powers as them but they keep doing things that don't make sense.