I GIVE DUE HONOR & PRAISES TO WHOM IT IS DUE
Shalom Bishop and Harvest! I want to continually Thank God and give Him all Glory and HONOR DUE HIM for ALL that HE has done for me! Â
I stepped out on faith last week by walking away from a newly acquired position due to a grossly unfair payscale that would've not only caused me exorbitant amounts of stress, but also would've forced me to work on Sundays, and I WANT TO BE FREE for the live messages on that day. Â
The confidence to do this was definitely NOT easy nor simple because it was the first postion I was hired for after applying to over 78 jobs in less than 1 month, and all of my bills are excruciatinly late! FICO score went down and I stopped having access to all my credit cards. AND, the worst part of all this was that my bank cut off my ability to sow directly as I was doing before! AND ALL OF THIS HAPPENED AFTER MY SACRIFICIAL SEED! BUT THE DEVIL IS A LIAR!
I said within myself to remain determined to NOT WORRY AND DETERMINED NOT TO BELIEVE UNTRUTHS ABOUT WHAT GOD IS DOING IN MY LIFE!!! LIKE THE THE SHUNAMITE WOMAN ALL IS WELL AND GOD WILL SUPPLY ALL MY NEEDS ACCORDING TO HIS RICHES AND GLORY!!!
I kept (AND KEEP) making declarations, decreeing;watching the daily pop-ups, still serving, and remaining aware of not making negative confessio?! I KNOW I AM RESTORED DOUBLE JUST LIKE WE'VE BEEN TAUGHT! (I apologize for not having receipts but Harvest you KNOW Bishop teaches all these DAILY)
I also have been doing as Bishop advises when we cannot sow which is to write it down, and make a vow to faithfully give. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE BEING A FAITHFUL GIVER and have been so since coming to Harvest. THIS WILL RESUME AND THIS ASSYRIAN I WILL NEVER SEE AGAIN-HALLELUJAH!
Meanwhile-as a gift someone blessed me with Bishop's new HISTORY MAKERS book and along with using this book I have been praying, fasting, and rewriting wrong beliefs and making all the declarations etc. I REFUSE TO STAY in these chronic loop stresses anymore!Â
INTERNALLY I have been growing exponentially-HALLELUJAH! I have improved so much to pinpoint emotional downward spirals and journaling just like the advice the book gives. IT IS MAKING THE DIFFERENCE IN MY LIFE! BUT....
I STILL HAD NOT FOUND A JOB YET, AND RENT IS DUE.  WAS GOD IGNORING ME?Â
I was trying all I could do to downcast ANY thoughts about that, and God PROVIDED A MIRACULOUS AND PERSONAL WORD TO SHOW ME THAT HE IS DEFINITELY NOT IGNORING ME!. Still, I was increasingly concerned about when LORD?  and WHY? WHAT should I be learning from all this? Then Bishop talked about JEHOVAH EL OHEKA being with us WHEREVER WE GO, and this WORD STUNNED MY SENSES to my core!!! Â
I WAS someone who WAS in a constant stress loop about making mistakes!
Along with the book, this teaching is STOPPING that WRONG thinking because it is helping me to understand (along with Bishop's LGMs) that no MATTER what I do, say, or what decisions I make including wheter or not the timing is right, GOD IS WITH ME WHEREVER I GO. I don't have to get it right nor be perfect! Just for contextual reference my personal (childhood etc.) background WAS if I made mistakes-it typically meant a tragedy of sorts whether financial, physical or otherwise. Just like the book is teaching me also, I was shaped that way and have to rewrite all of this! Â
NOW, WHAT DOES THIS HAVE TO DO WITH FINDING EMPLOYMENT? Â
Well, all that I just described made me emboldened to get more SPECIFIC about what I want, and once I started peeling back the layers and dust of all that WRONG thinking I started praying for those things SPECIFICALLY THEN MAKE NEW DECLARATIONS AND DECREES. Not saying, "YES" to any position that seemed like it would take care of my financial responsibities-or accepting what may stress me later.Â
Then YESTERDAY, ONLY 1 HOUR after Dr. Bishop Bright gave us that awesome teaching on giving Honor when and where it is due to God and our Mog- (BTW-I raised my hands toward the screen to "touch and agree") I received a call from the owner of the place where I interviewed a week ago AND WAS HIRED ON THAT PHONE CALL! I particulary desired this position deep in my heart because it was stress free (as I really enjoy the work and environment), and it will give me training in a field that I used to want to go into for myself some years back-but I gave up that dream and forgot about it "thinking" I would never be able to do it. It is totally unrelated to what I thought I should do now, but it is a long lost dream in a business that thrives no matter what the economy is doing, and is a great platform for earning more skills and experience that I need for entrepreneurship later.
I see now that this all was to strengthen me INTERNALLY so that I could move DIFFERENTLY AND CONFIDENTLY TO MOVE INTO MY NEXT.
I KNOW THAT ALL MY FINANCES ARE RECOVERED AND ALL IS WELL IN YESHUA'S NAME AMEN! I CANNOT WAIT TO SUBMIT THAT PRAISE REPORT!!!!!
GOD GETS ALL THE GLORY AND THANK YOU SO MUCH LORD FOR OUR BISHOP!!! Â