~ M o o n s t o n e pt.1 ~
Pairing: Bang Chan x fem reader
WARNINGS! mentions of mental health issues probably in the future, and definitely smut in the next chapters, for now just angst
Hello everyone! This is my first fanfiction so I’m sorry if it sucks. If you read it please let me know if you like it. Thank you :)
The sound of your alarm felt profoundly louder this morning. You open your eyes and almost fell out of bed. You looked at your alarm. 6:00 am. Great. You only fell asleep three hours ago. You haven’t been sleeping well lately. Thoughts scattered in your head, about your past, your future, your family, your studies. Everything felt so messed up and nothing could help you realx. You groan as you get out of bed and look out of the large window of your tiny apartment. Seoul at dawn. So beautiful, yet so sad. The city lights are slowly disappearing as the sun is taking their place. Yes, Seoul. The city of your dreams. The city you always wanted to study at. Or that’s what you told yourself. It’s not that you wanted to study here in particular. Actually any place too far away from your country was perfect. Ever since you could remember yourself you wanted to get away from there. From your dad who remembered you only at Christmas. From your mum who never recognized your worth and compared you to your older brother. From your successful brother who always judged your choices. From Everything. So you ended up here, studying at a university in Seoul and working part time at a cafe to support yourself.
You took a shower, finished your morning routine and got dressed for the day. You also put a small moon stone on it, your lucky charm. You had a morning shift at the cafe today and you took your sweet time getting ready so you didn’t have time to actually eat anything. You were already tired. You left the house and took the subway downtown. After almost 20 minutes you were there. Your personal hell. You actually loved the job but hated your boss. He was rude and accused you of things you haven’t done, plus he wasn’t actually paying you that well. The day was going well, it was super busy this morning because it was a Sunday morning, so it was a little bit more difficult. You were trying to pass through the crowd to reach a customer who had ordered a milkshake when you felt someone pushing you from behind. Before you could realise what happened you were on the floor and the milkshake was all over it too, not only on the floor, but it was also all over an otherworldly handsome young man who stood right infront of you. Your eyes widen at the realisation and you stand up immediatly.
“Oh my god! I-I am so sorry. I’m so incredibly sorry”
“Hey it’s okay don’t worry. It’s fine. Are you alright?” , the ethereal boy said and flashed a cute smile making the cutest dimple you’ve ever seen visible
“Y/N ! What have you done?”, your boss came to you yelling
“I-I’m sorry, but someone pushed me-”
“I don’t want another excuse Y/N! I’ve already had enough of this” he literally yelled
“Please don’t talk to her like that, it wasn’t her fault”, the young man said
“No young man, I know her too well. This is all her fault. It isn’t the first time this has happened. I’ve had enough of her”
You felt you blood boiling, you heart ready to jump out of your chest. You’ve had enough too. “You know what? I’ve had enough of you as well! I’m tired of you treating me like shit. Fuck you! I fucking quit”, you yelled at your boss and in less than a minute you had already taken your bag and you were leaving the cafe. Tears started forming in your eyes and you couldn’t bother to hide them anymore. You were already outside of the cafe when you heard someone calling your name.
“Y/N! Y/N please wait! Wait!” , you heard a sweet voice
But in all this mess, with tears streaming down your face you couldn’t look back, you didn’t want to. So you started walking faster, running almost, to get away from this place.
After half an hour you were back home with tears in your eyes, your mascara running down your cheecks and milkshake all over your shirt. You took a shower and fell on your bed. And you cried. You cried until you didn’t have tears any more. The pressure that’s been inside you for so long burst after today’s events. After a few hours you fell asleep exhausted, hoping the sleep would take the pain away.
