Hello, you can call me Hare (They/He), and this is an NSFW Writing blog dedicated to Love and Deepspace. I mainly write: Drabbles, Long Fics, and Scenarios. I do requests on occasion however I have a long list of things to write and can't get to them all in a timely manner. This blog is 18+ and minors are not welcome in this space as a majority of my writing is adult content.
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Content you can expect from this blog:
Will have SFW and NSFW fics written. NSFW will either be gender neutral or AFAB depending on how detailed it gets.
All NSFW fics will have content warnings on them. If I see a minor liking or reblogging anything, I will block immediately.
Posts will be put up randomly. I don't plan on having a schedule for things.
I don't take my writing overly seriously. There might be written posts that are more comedic if anything. I enjoy writing comedy as much as I enjoy romance.
I'm caught up on the lore so I will be writing for it, however I will also do AUs if that's what I'm feeling for the day.
There will be spoilers for the game. Again I'm caught up on content and lore and can't promise things won't slip, so if you don't want any spoilers then my writing isn't for you.
The Reader may or may not be a deepspace hunter depending on the fic or scenario.
Reader is 18+
Reader's: name, age, gender, appearance will never be specified. The most I will do is having the Reader look up at the guys which could show that they're shorter (The shortest love interest is Rafayel who is 6ft or 183cm). Reader will also have hair. Doesn't matter if it's a lot or a little, curly or straight. Hair might be mentioned from time to time but won't be specified on how much there is.
Everything is gender neutral. My biggest issue with Love and Deepspace, and I understand that it's not an English App, is that the MC is Female no matter what. She/Her pronouns and nothing can change that. This is my blog, my au, so I'll be using they/them pronouns.
Reader may or may not have an Evol depending on the fic. I know the real MC has an amplification type Evol so that will be the default for fics. If the reader has a different Evol then I'll state it in the Fic Description at the start.
Depending on the fic, Reader will either be in a relationship with one of the boys or it will be a harem situation. I will make sure to list it in the post so you can decide if you want to read it.
Depending on the fic the relationship could be established or not a thing yet.
Backgrounds might change depending on how I wanna write the fic.
Apparently Lads players in CN are organizing to not spend the first 3 days of the banner. Not only for Sylus and Caleb, but also because Infold is separating the pulls rewards and being greedy, if player let this pass they will accept this as the fandom not caring about them separating cosmetics from outfits and making rewards more difficult to obtain in future banners.
For the upcoming banner (Tomorrow's catch-22), Infold separated the hair from the outfit so people need to pull more (85 for the first) for a cosmetic that should be included in the crate, like Caretaker banner with the butler outfit, ears and tail.
Pls reblog to share the info. Likes don’t work in tumblr like in other apps.
Y’all I know a lot of us don’t have the best self restraint, but I recommend not pulling and not spending for the first three days of this banner. Infold is being so freaking greedy and if we wanna change shit we gotta show them how absolutely pissed we are. Seriously, keeping the hair and the outfits in different crates is beyond bad, and wanting us to pull 285 times for ALL THE HAIRSTYLES?
I did a small breakdown the other day with the help of a friend. I was mainly basing it off of the crates we could buy with Caleb’s (I’m pretty sure during the 4-card banners in the past they had given us a few more crates)
But essentially if you went the top up route and started with zero pulls for this banner, it would cost around like $700 usd if you wanted every single hairstyle and outfit for this banner, $700 for 285 pulls…
If you purchased the crates, and again I’m going off the crates you could purchase during the last Caleb banner with his prices, if you got all those crates available it would be about $344 for all those packs and you’d be getting 271 pulls for that. Added onto the free pulls you’d get for the event and the free Dias…you’d probably barely have enough pulls.
Imagine spending $350 every time a 5 card banner came out because you wanted everything. IMAGINE SPENDING THAT MUCH MONEY GUYS. And that’s not even for all the fucking cards. That’s just for the ITEMS!
And it’ll only get worse if we let it. We all know there’s gonna be a 6th LI. Imagine if we just let Infold get away with this kinda greedy ass shit. We’re probably gonna have to pull 350 times when the 6th LI comes out to get all the items.
So guys just…if you can hold off on pulling for three days. It’s only three days. We’ve had to wait longer for stupider shit. And try not to spend any actual money on this banner. They’ve legit locked another outfit for MC behind a paywall. Like what’s the point in saving chocolate if we gotta pay actual money to dress our own MC?
Y’all I ain’t gonna lie, every time I see a poll or fic about these men sniffing and licking panties I get closer and closer to needing to check into a psychiatric ward because I’m losing my god damn mind.
I think Caleb would be the type to catch you reading fanfics and snatch your phone out of your hands, holding it up so you can't reach it, and start reading it out loud with a smirk on his face.
"He pulls you closer, hands on your hips as he grinds up into you-"
"CALEB GIVE ME BACK MY PHONE!!!", you jump up and down to try to grab it, cheeks red.
"His cock is hard as it presses against your fabric-covered folds-", he's trying not to laugh, palming your face away.
"CALEB I SWEAR TO GOD," you push his arm away and keep trying to reach for it, but he keeps dodging.
"Shhh, this is the best part, listen to this! He unbuttons his pants and frees his length, the sheer size of it making you wetter. If you had to guess, it would be- TWELVE INCHES?" he loses it, doubling over with laughter, "Poor woman!"
I've been thinking about Sylus x Caleb doing like an interrogation roleplay as a lead in to rough sex but I keep getting stuck on how deep and sultry Sylus' voice is compared to Caleb's much more youthful voice and I'm reminded of when my best friend in high school got her tonsils removed and her voice got really high for a while. she sounded like a got damn 7 year old and she told me about how her and her boyfriend were having a fight and he kept having to choke back laughter and try not to smile because she would yell at him and it was like being yelled at by a hamster. So like imagine sylus is trying so hard to get into the right headspace and take Caleb seriously but he can't because he sounds like That so it takes them like 3 attempts spread out over several days before Sylus is back to his regular Smirk and not snorting each time Caleb tries to be intimidating. I'm sorry but it's like a puppy growling at u
OMFG I’m wheezing this would be so funny tho. Just imagining Caleb being in Colonel mode and pacing back and forth while monologue and Sylus trying his best to keep it together internally because all he can imagine is a puppy walking back and forth while yipping about something.
Caleb being so offended when he finds out and trying even harder but Sylus just can’t be intimidated by this.
After he gets to the point where he can be serious in the role play at the end he tells Caleb it’s adorable and Caleb can’t find it in him to actually be upset, but instead is liking it a bit because he’s so used to being in charge and people cowering when he’s like that, so to see that defiance?! They finna have a whole new RP going on
Caleb. Drops. In a couple of hours. And I work 11 hours tomorrow. Y’all someone hold me I dunno if imma make it through my shift, especially because I think imma be staying late tomorrow.
Since it’s the last day with the current desks, decided to do what I’ve seen a lot of people do and show them off. I suck at decorating but I kinda throw shit together for their desks without much thought.
I’m just saying with the newest feature where we can introduce the lads to our family and friends. Y’all my dog can finally meet his fathers. I can finally introduce my dog to all his dads.
Hi, I remember you wrote some bl fics about the lads men some time ago but I can’t find them in here or Ao3, so I was wondering if you deleted or maybe you posted them in another account????
Heyo, so my AO3 is here and all my works should be available including the BL. I also have @deepspace-bunny that’s a BL account (but I always forget to post on there ngl, I have so much stuff but just ah formatting and linking in masterlists). Hope that helps! I actually just dropped a Caleb/Zayne fic on there a couple days ago.
Mhhhhhhhm I had a lot of fun writing this one. Wrote half of it on my lunch break, and managed to finish it after work. He's just so damn cute, I can't help but write my little bunny.
Warnings: Vibrators
Synopsis: Xavier is slowly starting to open up to the idea of his new anatomy, and now wants to try something. He recalled an incident with using a vibrator on you in the past, and how you had almost cried from the intensity, and he was wondering if you could show him what it felt like. Just…be gentle with him.
Word Count: 4.1k
Disclaimer: This is an original fan work for “Love and Deepspace”. Do not repost on other platforms or plagiarize. All characters shown in this fic is 18+.
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Day 3: Vibrators
It was officially noon as you glanced at the clock. The third day of what you're now dubbing as a vacation. You and Xavier had mainly just been hanging around the house, and other than your shopping trip the other day, you hadn't done much. While being cooped up inside the small apartment could be fun, it could also get a little boring. Besides, as a hunter you had gotten used to moving around more. So, being inside and doing nothing was making you antsy.
"Xavie." You started, turning to him. He was half asleep on the couch with a book at the moment. His facial expression was relaxed as he looked at you with drowsy eyes and a sweet smile.
"Yes, dear?" He asked, and you fought back the urge to squeal at the adorable nickname. You swore no matter what pet name he might call you, every single one hit differently, and it was always good. You were seriously too head over heels for this man, and you doubted he even knew what he did to you most of the time. Truly, your heart condition could now be attributed to this man with how many times a day he made your heart skip a beat.
"I was thinking, how about we go out and get some lunch. We can go to a barbecue place that's nearby, and then we can walk off our meal after by the park?" You were fully expecting him to be okay with this. Sometimes, he'd put up a bit of a fight when it came to doing things, but eventually, he caved in. This time, however…
"Why don't we just order some food and have it delivered from that restaurant?" He offered instead, and you huffed. The entire point of wanting to go there was to walk around a bit with him. Now, he was offering a solution where he could literally nap while he waited for his food to be airdropped directly into his mouth. He was certainly a character. A dedicated hunter, sure, but also chronically sleepy.
"Or we could go to the restaurant and avoid the delivery fees?" You said, poking at his side as you got closer to him. You watched as his body flinched from your prodding finger, and he had a small pout in his mouth now.
"I have a premium for the delivery service, so it's already free to have it brought here." Ah, you had forgotten about that. Xavier often just fell asleep and then woke up three days later feeling starved and ordered food immediately, so he had invested in a premium subscription for your food delivery service.
You let out a small sigh and decided to just come out with it, "Xayxay…" You began, knowing the cutesy nickname always garnered attention, "I wanted to go on a walk with you, though, and stretch our legs. We haven't left the house since…two days ago." You said, showing a small pout of your own. Xavier seemed conflicted as he stared at you, clearly fighting his own internal battle of what he wanted and what you wanted.
"Well…what if we…went on a walk after eating out?" He suggested, and you huffed again. It was better than nothing, but you still wanted to go out right now.
"How about we order the food and then pick it up ourselves. We walk there and walk back, eat, and then go for another quick walk to help our food digest?" You said, deciding if he didn't want to eat in the restaurant today, then this would be a good compromise.
"You really want to walk around, huh?" He asked, and you nodded. He closed his book, sat up on the couch, and flashed you a smile. "Alright, we can do that. Why don't you give them a call now?"
You were almost cheering from joy at this point as you scrambled to get your phone. You already had the number for the place saved on your phone, along with how often you two ate there, so you quickly dialed it. You knew Xavier's favorites by heart, so you ordered enough for both him and you before hanging up the phone. As soon as you did, Xavier was getting up to begin getting ready when you cleared your throat.
"So apparently, they're super busy right now." You began, "So they said it would be about an hour and a half until it's done." You said, "So we have about an hour to just relax until we need to go for our walk." This seemed to make Xavier happy as he plopped right back down onto the couch and went for his book, "Xavie?" You began, and he hummed, "Is there a reason you didn't want to go out and eat?"
Now that you were thinking about it, he had seemed pretty dead set on staying inside today. Had you made a mistake by being too pushy with him? Sometimes, you felt like you were almost abusing the fact that he'd do just about anything for you, even if he insisted you weren't.
"Not particularly… it's just strange being out and about with my…situation. I didn't think it was a big deal until we got to the cafe the other day." He admitted readily to you. You frowned as you scooched over to him so you could cup his cheek in the palm of your hand.
"I can probably still call them and have it delivered here if you want…" You suggested. Now that you knew his reasoning, you were definitely feeling guilty for taking advantage of his kindness.
"That's alright. We'll only be out for a little while, and some fresh air will be good for the both of us." He said, taking your hand and kissing the palm of it. You let out a small sigh of relief that he seemed fine with everything, but the gnawing feeling in the back of your head would take a little while to shut up. Xavier could see the way your eyebrows furrowed as you were clearly in your head about the entire thing and chuckled, "How about we change the subject. We still have an hour to relax, so we should make the most of it."
You perked up at that, "Oh?" Xavier once again found you amusing as you went from sad to happy in an instant the moment he had something else for you two to do. It was always hard to stay upset when Xavier was with you, after all. He was literally a sunshine for you, always brightening your day.
"You know, I was wanting to ask you a question, but I wasn't sure how to bring it up." He began, and now he had your full attention, "I was curious…so vibrators…" he seemed almost awkward asking, and you straightened your posture as you looked at him.
"Vibrators?" You asked, cocking your head to the side as if that would somehow make his statement make sense in your head. Xavier smiled again as he tugged on the hand he was holding to pull you closer.
"Is it as overwhelming as you make it out to be?" Now, this was a question you weren't expecting today, but like hell, you'd back down from it. If your sweet boy wanted to know about them, then you'd give him the full run down.
"So, remember that time you used the wand on me?" You asked him, to which he quickly nodded, "Well…you had put it on full speed, and it was right on my clit. Since you now know how sensitive direct contact with that area can be, I'm sure you could imagine what that was like." You said with a small huff of laughter. Ever since that day he had been scared to use them on you. He had seen the way you had let out a gasp and were flinching away, protesting the situation, so he never attempted again. In his defense, the vibrations didn't seem all that strong against his palm, and he didn't know how sensitive a clit could be.
He grimaced at the thought, "Ya, I can see that being…an issue." He said, "I know I said it that day, but I really am sorry." Xavier looked like a kicked puppy as you shook your head.
"It was literally our first try using toys together, and you hadn't used a vibrating wand before. I don't blame you for it, and I'd love to try it again someday in the future." It was at that moment that you had a thought as you looked at him.
"Did you want to try it out and see? I can get the bullet vibrator." You suggested. Xavier blinked owlishly at you for a split second before he graced you with a sweet smile.
"I think it would be an interesting learning experience." He said, then paused as he thought something over, "I didn't know you had a bullet vibrator."
You coughed into your hand as you looked away sheepishly, "I mean…before you and I became a thing…sometimes you'd do something a bit teasing, or there would be a lingering touch that had me pent up. So I'd…you know, take care of it when I got home using that." Xavier now had a blush painting his cheeks as he realized just how much of an effect he's had on you, even before you two became official.
"Oh…" It wasn't like Xavier could judge you. He was in the same boat as you. He didn't often find the need to masturbate; if he was feeling the urge before you guys met, he would normally just go back to sleep and wake up fine. After meeting you, things changed, and trying to sleep didn't cut it. He couldn't sleep when he was in that sort of condition, so he was forced to take care of it.
"Here, I'll go grab the stuff we need. You just sit tight." You settled on before you two got into an awkward silence. You got off the couch and went to the bedroom to search through your nightstand. In a safe little box held all the toys you would use before moving in with Xavier, and you easily found your trust bullet vibe at the bottom. You clicked it on, and to your relief, it was fully charged.
You stopped by the linen closet as well and grabbed another towel since you knew just how wet Xavier could get. Hell, you wouldn't be surprised in the least if he was already dripping at the moment just from the conversation. He really was precious.
Xavier was still sitting on the couch with his hands hooked in the waistband of his pants when he saw you arriving. He already knew the drill at this point as he removed his pants and tossed them to the side, then took the towel from you. You sat next to him this time instead of on the ground in front of him. As much as you'd enjoy the view, it would be rather hard to properly give him kisses if you were all the way down there.
"It won't be too much, right?" Xavier asked, looking at the small device in your hand. It was so unassuming in size and shape that if he had seen it sitting on the nightstand, he probably wouldn't even know what it was at first.
"Afraid I'm here to seek revenge for the wand incident?" You teased, and Xavier felt his cheeks burning brighter now as he cleared his throat.
"I don't think you'd do that to me…" He began, "You wouldn't, right?" His small look at you was seeking reassurance, which you happily gave. You leaned closer to him and pressed a quick kiss to his temple before pulling back.
"I'll start off slow, and we can work from there if you want. I'll warn you, even the lowest intensity can be a lot on the clit. Honestly, normally I can cum just from a vibrator alone." You said, and Xavier nodded his head in response. You watched him part his thighs a bit so you could get a better angle on what you'd be doing.
You shifted your spot so you were hovering over him, your hand hooking underneath the hoodie he was wearing today. You push it up his chest and look at him with a small smile, "Here, bite this for me." You instructed, handing him the edge of the hoodie. He opened his mouth and took it, biting down and keeping the fabric out of your way. You clicked the vibrator on to the lightest setting, trailing it between his chest to allow him to feel the intensity of the vibrations.
Xavier squirmed at first as you traced it down to his naval, then back up his chest. He didn't have much of a reaction until you moved it over one of his nipples. You could hear the muffled moan from him as you went over one of his nipples. You slowly adjusted yourself until you were almost straddling his lap as you moved to lick at the nipple that didn't have the vibrator on it. You could see how his stomach seemed to clench as he let out another muffled moan, clearly trying to keep the fabric of his clothes in his mouth.
You gently nipped at his nipple before trailing the vibrator down his stomach. You shifted until you were almost right on his knees, the slow trail now right on his pubic mound. He was shuffling underneath you as you did so, and as you looked down, you could already see that he was wet with need. So cute.
Xavier's eyes were trained on the vibrator as it trailed through the curls of his pubic hair until you had it right above where his clit was. He finally dropped the fabric of his hoodie, letting it bunch up below his chest as he let out a sinful moan at the feeling. You hadn't even applied any pressure with the vibrator, instead opting to hold it there. You weren't directly touching his clit with it yet. However, you fully planned on getting closer to it.
"It's a lot, isn't it?" You asked, "The vibrations always feel good, even like this." Xavier seemed to nod his head at your observation. He was seeing how he had gone terribly wrong when he had first used it on you. Just being placed above his clit was making his entire mind go dumb from the feeling. He had never bothered using any vibrators on himself in the past, but he wondered if it would also feel good on his cock…if he ever got it back, that is. If he did, he'd definitely need to try it because the sensation was bordering overwhelming already.
Xavier's hands clenched on the couch as he watched you like a hawk, "Y-ya, it feels really good." He said, then let out a small whimper, "M-more mnh, please." His voice cracked slightly as he spoke, something he didn't seem to notice as the only thing he could focus on was the new sensations.
"Of course." You murmured, finally applying pressure over the hood of his clit. You watched with interest as he tried rolling his hips up into the touch and closed his eyes while he let out small pants. His mouth hung open as he tried to look down at what you were doing, but he was already losing it. He could already feel the ebbing of an orgasm building up in him, a sensation he was slowly getting used to recognizing.
You decided to help the vibrator glide on him, so you slowly slid it down until it was dragging through his folds and collecting some of his slick. He moaned as you did so and then let out a high-pitched whine when you began circling the vibrator around his clit. You were glad he was so easy to read like this; you had found out what he liked, and now it was almost too easy to break him apart into a pretty mess for you. You knew you liked to be more dominant with your interactions, but this was solidifying it. You really liked being the one who made Xavier into a mess. You loved seeing him fall apart as if there was nothing else in the world other than you.
Xavier's hand scrambled until he was grabbing at one of the plushies you had resting on the couch. A small bunny plush that he held against his chest and clutched onto for dear life as he tried to ground himself. He was already so close, but he wanted to know more about what felt good.
"W-what mhn ah…" Xavier's voice was hoarse already, laced with need, "W-what does it feel like…inside?" He finally managed to ask without whimpering. He was trying to flinch away from the vibrator so he didn't cum. You noticed this and took it away from his clit and raised an eyebrow.
"A bullet vibe doesn't feel that good inside, but a vibrating dildo feels pretty nice. We can try it, though, see if it's different for you." You said, dragging the vibrator back down until you were prodding his entrance with it. His breath hitched as his legs trembled, trying to open them more, only to be met with the sides of your legs as you caged him against the couch.
It was easy to push it into him as you held your grip on it. You pressed it up against his g-spot, and he whimpered again, looking down at where the vibrator was. His grip on the plush grew stronger, and you were almost worried he'd rip the thing in half.
"Y-you're right, it mng, f-fine, but it feel-ah ah, felt better on my…" Xavier was trying to say until you were taking it out of him and placing it directly onto his clit this time, just for a brief second to see his reaction.
Xavier cried out at the feeling, flinching away as you hummed, pressing the vibrator right above his clit again. You began working it in circles again, using just the right amount of pressure so he could really feel every part of it. He was moaning as he realized what you did, biting down on his lower lip as his entire face was now flush. His stomach clenching, and you could tell from how his legs were twitching that he was getting close.
With that, you click the bottom of the vibrator to turn it to the next setting. Xavier's little gasps were music to your ears as he was now absolutely brainless. Just a puddle of want, practically begging with his entire being for more. He wanted so much more from you, but he didn't know how to put it into words. You could see, though, the way his eyes glanced down at your lips for a split second.
Your angle let you keep the vibrator pressed on the side of his clit as you leaned your body forward. You kissed him; the lazy motions were sloppily met with his own as you began drinking in his moans. One of the hands he was gripping the plushie with his left as he grabbed into your shirt, trying to drag you closer to him. He was barely able to pull himself away to speak, and his mind and body were both working against him.
"W-wait, I think," he stopped as he rolled his hips closer to the vibrator, "Go-gonna ah!" he cried out as he felt the coiling sensation in him. His body was growing hotter, and he felt the sweat collecting on his body as he got closer to the edge.
You pressed another quick kiss against his lips, then spoke against his mouth, "Then cum…" you murmured before diving back in. His hold on your shirt was keeping you in place as he melted into your kiss. His tongue attempted to press against your own before giving up and letting you explore it. His mind went numb for a second as he cried out against you, his hips bucking into the vibrator as he came.
His pussy clenched around nothing, a sensation he hadn't felt yet, and while it wasn't the same as his other orgasms, it certainly wasn't any worse. He loved it, craved it as you slowly let up the pressure of the vibrator so he could gently come down from his high. His body felt tingly at the moment, and soon the feeling of the vibrations was way too much, and he whined in discomfort. You finally left his mouth as you turned the vibrator off. You quickly wiped it on the towel underneath you two and tossed it to the side.
You worked on using the towel's edge to wipe away the remaining slick that was now coating the insides of his thighs. Xavier was still panting, trying to figure out how words worked again. You pressed kisses to his cheeks and neck as you waited patiently for him, giving him the time he needed, as well as the affection.
After a little while of silence, he finally managed to speak again, "Orgasms feel…different when there's nothing inside of you." Was the first thing out of his mouth, and you had to fight the urge to laugh. Of course, the first thing he'd say after that was an observation. You should've known, but his curiosity still caught you off guard from time to time.
"Ya, there's a lot of different types of orgasms. Some people can cum from their nipples being played with, and some can get off with just penetration alone. They all feel a little different, but overall, it's an all-over body sensation that makes you feel like you're floating." You explained to him, "Sometimes they're a lot more subtle though, and sometimes they're so intense your vision feels like it leaves you for a moment."
Xavier nodded his head; he could…definitely see that. He's pretty sure if you had kept going with the vibrator and worked him into an overstimulated mess, he'd be seeing nothing but white. Whether from his body blanking out or his evol lighting up the living room like a giant spotlight…who knew?
"I never knew that." He settled on as his hands went under your thighs. You were still hovering over him, and he was now dragging you to sit down, the bunny plush now resting between your two bodies.
"It's hard to explain if you've never experienced yourself. I mean…if you were to put what you went through with words, do you think you'd be able to?" You asked, and Xavier shook his head.
"Absolutely not. I can kind of describe it, but you really need to feel it." Maybe getting his anatomy all switched up wasn't such a bad thing. He felt like he was slowly getting a better understanding of you and everything you felt when you two were making love. He certainly never knew it was like a full-body high until the first time he got to cum. He also didn't realize just how boneless you'd feel after. How you managed to go for multiple rounds with him was a miracle in his eyes; he isn't sure he'd be able to handle coming multiple times in a night. He'd probably be a crying, whimpering mess by the end of it…which he realizes at times he had brought you into that state. Everything was clicking in his mind, and he was loving the realizations he was having.
Instead of saying anything else, Xavier was cupping your cheek and dragging you in for another kiss. This time, it was more tender and methodical, no longer desperate and needy. It was loving, and you could feel his affection rolling through him with his kiss. After sex, his kisses somehow always came out sweeter, which is an accomplishment because he normally was so sweet it was tooth-rotting.
"Thank you…for explaining this all to me." He said, his voice barely audible at the moment. You bumped your nose with him as you looked into his eyes and smiled. Your own hands went to cup both his cheeks before the urge became too much.
You squished his cheeks together as you spoke, "Shouldn't I be the one who's thanking you for letting me experiment on you?" You chuckled, and Xavier huffed. He took your hands off his cheeks and shook his head.
"When you say it like that, you sound like a mad scientist." He noted, and you couldn't help but laugh at his observation.
"The only thing I'm mad for is you." You loved how your words made him smile, the subtle glow of his evol shining through at your words.
"I guess we can be mad together, then."
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Hahaha managed to get this written up on my lunch break. Took a solid half an hour and used Grammarly to hopefully fix any issues. This is just pure fluff ad relationship stuff, with a little bit of spice with what the Reader is purchasing, so I hope you enjoy!
Warnings: None, Fluff
Synopsis: While cuddling with Xavier an idea pops into your mind. Opening up your phone, it was easy to find the item you wanted. Sure it was pricey, but Xavier was definitely worth it.
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Disclaimer: This is an original fan work for “Love and Deepspace”. Do not repost on other platforms or plagiarize. All characters shown in this fic is 18+.
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Day 2.5: Shopping
The steam in the bathroom felt perfect as it wrapped around your body. You were currently snuggled up against Xavier's chest with your eyes closed. You had insisted on being the one who'd be the bath pillow. However, Xavier had managed to creep into the tub before you, so here you were. You could hear his steady heartbeat against your ear as he ran his hands through your wet, clean hair.
"We should probably get out soon," Xavier noted with a small yawn. It was clear the steam of the bathroom was making him tired. It was akin to being wrapped in a nice, warm blanket, after all. You nuzzled into his chest before placing a kiss right in the middle of it.
"We should…" You said, but it was clear in your tone that you really didn't want to part from him. Not yet, at the very least. You were content being wrapped up in his arms, especially after you two had your fun in the living room. All your muscles felt relaxed at the time, and you weren't looking forward to getting out of the warm back and into the cold of the apartment. Even with the heater going, it was still wintertime, which meant there would be a slight chill in the air.
You didn't really get much of a say, however, as Xavier began sitting up. His arms looped around your thighs as he hauled you up and out of the bath. He was so adorable and aloof most of the time that you would occasionally forget that he was a strong, reliable hunter. He always said carrying you was no biggie, and with how easy it came to him, you were inclined to believe it. You wrapped your arms around his shoulders as he stepped into the cold bathroom, and a shiver went down your spine.
"It's cold." You said as you leaned back to kiss his nose. Xavier chuckled, and his eyes seemed to shine as he looked at you.
"Yes, when you're in a hot bath and then get ripped out, I could assume it's pretty cold. It's fine; we can get under the covers once we're dry." He said, and you nodded in agreement. He set you down on your own two feet as he grabbed your towels and handed you one. One thing could be said about Xavier's taste in items: he always gets the softest material. The towel was fluffy and wrapped around your body easily as you sighed.
"Our hair is all wet still; we should dry it." You murmured out the last part as you watched Xavier wrap a towel around his own waist. He looked up at you and then frowned. He took a glance at your hair and then held a piece of his own in front of his face.
"It'll air dry soon enough, right?" He asked, "It's not like we're going anywhere for the rest of the day." Well, he had a point. While you knew it was important to dry your hair after a shower, you were feeling lazy. Still, the reasonable part of your mind was reminding you that it would be a pain to deal with later if you didn't at least take care of it.
"Xavier…" You said, and he finally lowered his head in defeat. He wasn't getting out of this one so easily. Instead of throwing on proper clothes, you two opted for the soft matching robes you had impulsively purchased online. Xavier was basically wrapping his body around your back as you made your way into the living room. Xavier's hair was thankfully always quick to dry, and when it came to your turn, you sat down and let Xavier play with it as he worked it dry after applying some product.
You heard a familiar meow from the room and looked to see Pancake jumping onto the couch and into your lap, curling into a little ball so she could take a nap right there. You chuckled as you started to pet her with one hand and find the remote with the other. You clicked on the TV and put it on some random channel, and you could tell with how Xavier's hand paused in your hair that he was now watching it.
Once everything was dry and ready, he was putting the blow drier up and sitting on the couch with you. He helped drag you and Pancake over so your head was yet again resting on his chest. He grabbed a blanket and threw it over you two. You were yet again warm and in his embrace, which was keeping you content as your mind began to drift in and out of a conscious state while you two watched TV…that was until a sudden idea popped into your mind.
You scrambled to find your phone, which was thankfully still resting on the couch close by. You opened it and began typing in a website name and browsing their products, "What are you looking at?" Xavier's soft voice finally came as he noticed you weren't sleeping, nor were you looking at the TV.
"I just remembered I needed to order something." You said with a small wave of your free hand. This clearly piqued his interest as he tried to look over at your phone, but when you were hiding against your chest, "No peaking."
"Is it supposed to be a surprise?" He asked, already getting the hint of what you were doing. Normally, you'd always let Xavier see what you were looking at, and the only time you denied him was when you were purchasing something that would be a surprise later.
"Maybe it is, maybe it isn't." You said, and now he was trying hard to see what you were doing, angling his body to catch a glimpse as you went back to the order screen. You chuckled and leaned forward to cover his eyes with your free hand. He sighed and clasped onto your hand, dragging it away from his face as he pouted.
"Please, can you tell me?" He was using that cute, whiny voice that he knew always had you caving in, but not this time. Not when you truly wanted what you were purchasing to be a surprise.
"No sir, nuh uh, you are not using that voice on me." You said, poking his forehead. He winced and looked at you like a kicked bunny, clearly still trying to get you to spill the beans on what you were hiding from him on your screen.
"What voice? I don't know what you're talking about." His voice was now back to normal, and you huffed and gave him an unimpressed look. He chuckled and then sighed, "Fine, I won't press. I assume I'll find out later?" he asked.
"Yes, you will." You said, and as soon as you spoke, you heard Pancake shifting from next to you. The cat looked between the two of you before meowing, signaling that she wanted to eat, "Pancake, it's nowhere near dinner time yet. You still have like…four hours to go." You scolded your kitty, who clearly couldn't understand you as she meowed yet again for some peace offerings.
"Here, you order your thing, and I'll take care of Pancake," Xavier said as he gave you a small kiss on your forehead. He sat up and shifted your body off of his, leaving you on the couch. With him no longer looking, you happily browsed the website. You had been on it a handful of times but never had the courage to order anything off of it. It specializes in evol technology mixed with…well, sex toys.
The one in particular you were looking for was an evol strap on. They had several options, from realistic to fantasy, and you couldn't help but stop at the lilac-colored one that seemed to have a sparkling finish on it. It reminded you of the stars in the sky, which meant you'd need to purchase that one. You quickly looked through the sizing option and, recalling Xavier's original size, ordered one that was slightly smaller.
You added it to your cart, quickly checked out, and saw that the delivery date would be sometime this weekend. Hopefully, it would be arriving before whatever was going on with him was cleared up, but even if it didn't, you had a feeling Xavier still wouldn't say no to using it at least once. It cost way too much, but you had a savings account for a reason.
"Come on, Pancake." You heard the rustling of a bag and looked over to see Xavier wiggling a dried sardine in front of Pancake. The cat was chasing his hand, attempting to catch the treat, and he chuckled as he finally gave it to Pancake. The cat happily meowed as it began chewing and breaking off the fish treat.
"Xavier, you better not be feeding her early, or else she's going to wake up early." You reminded him. Pancake somewhat knew her food schedule, at least by an hour timeline. You made the mistake of once feeding her too early, and at three in the morning, she was screaming in your face and licking it until you were stumbling out of bed. That day had been rough since you couldn't fall back asleep, and you vowed to never make the mistake again.
"I'm not feeding her; I'm giving her treats." Xavier explained, "It's very different."
"Aha…" You said, "Then don't give her too many, or else you'll spoil her appetite." You warned him next. Xavier chuckled as Pancake finished the sardine and meowed at him to give her more. He caved, of course, and grabbed a second treat from the bag, "Xavier."
"It's fine; she was watching us snack earlier and wanted in on it." Xavier said, "Besides, I don't think it's possible to spoil her appetite." Well, he had a point there. No matter what, Pancake would be reminding you that it's time to eat.
"Fine…how about we also get a snack then." The last thing you ate was two hours ago, and you had barely scratched the bag of chips you had opened. Xavier perked up at the mention of eating and shot you a wide grin. You watched as he handed Pancake the second treat, then zipped up the bag.
"How about we just order an early dinner?" He suggested, "We can have that and then play some video games." He looked so full of hope that you'd agree with him, and as per usual, you did.
"Alright, you choose the food place, though. I don't feel like making decisions right now." You commented, and Xavier nodded.
"Can do, leave it all to me."
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✎: sub afab xavier x dom gn amab reader notes: pornography, horny xavier, somnophilia, dubcon(?)
author talks: this is a VERY belated birthday gift to @starfallforest and also my debut in the lads fandom. ash is here to provide subby lads content
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There are two things that Xavier loves the most in the world.
One. Sleeping.
And two, you.
So what should a guy do when his lover isn’t present beside him and he is obviously very horny and not able to sleep?
Watch some “educational” videos on a certain website. And it wasn’t really a shock when his hands hovered over a specific category on that website. That which had the tag of ‘somnophilia’.
Xavier bit his lip in curiosity, and clicked on it. And everyone knows, curiosity killed the cat.
The video started in a dimly lit room, an atmosphere set in the space which seemed to pull in xavier through his laptop. There was a figure splayed on the bed, bedsheets crumpled beneath the body and as the video continued, Xavier could decipher the silent body resembling that of a sleeping man.
He looked at peace. Wearing a fluffy white sweatshirt and black shorts that gave off the appearance of actually nothing underneath his top. Soon a rustling was heard and another figure began to move into the view of the camera.
They were dressed in black jeans and a white button-up but for some reason, their face was hidden behind a mask, concealing the upper portion of their face. There were slow clicks of heel on the floor as the person walked closer to the bed.
Eyes blown wide and pupils increasing in diameter as Xavier stared at the figure climbing up on the bed unbeknownst to the sleeping boy. The boy mumbles something in his sleep but doesn’t wake up and somehow Xavier could notice a slight smirk on the person’s face and it was enough for a shudder to run through his body.
They take a few minutes to stare at the boy as he sleeps without a care in the world. His sweatshirt was exposing a teeny bit of his pudgy tummy while his legs were splayed open in quite a manner. Almost as if he was presenting himself up to them. Lewd.
Xavier’s breath hitches in his throat when he hears a soft chuckle from the person in the video. Its low and there is a hint of mischief laced in it, almost in a way that she was chuckling at Xavier through the screen. As if threatening him. Some kind of danger was surrounding the vulnerable man and it made Xavier’s core throb at the idea of being in a position to similar him.
The figure silently laid beside him, their face inches away from the snoozing boy. Suddenly, their hand crept up in the vision and it loitered teasingly around his groin. The shorts were not helping in any manner to conceal the boy’s cunt by the way it tightly hugged his pelvis.
Slowly, they moved their hand to his clothed cunt. Their fingers began rubbing him through the fabric, steady and firm. A sharp inhale from the boy was caught by the microphone, signifying that he was feeling something. And it was all it took for the person to stimulate him while he continued to sleep.
“What a pretty pretty boy”, the person uttered in a husky tone and Xavier bit his lip in response. Maybe stopping himself from reacting to their voice. Their actions. It felt so weird. Like it was doing something to him. The way he was twisting and moving in his seat, fingers playing with the hem of his own sweatshirt and his thighs rubbing together.
As much as he was trying to ignore it, there was a throbbing down there.
As they continued to rub the man through his shorts, there were a few instances of him eliciting a whimper or maybe a mumbled moan but he didn't wake up. Not once did he wake up. A wet patch was forming on the cloth where the masked person was fiddling their fingers across his crotch, treating him as a cute plaything.
And then they stopped, making Xavier furrow his eyebrows in concern.
“Its enough”, they muttered, a rush in their voice, as they shuffled on the bed, this time sitting upright on it. Xavier watched with bated breath and a flushed face as they ripped a hole in the man’s shorts with their bare hands. “Oh fuck~”, Xavier moaned at the view in front of him.
The view of the boy’s cunt being on display with slick dripping down. It all looked so erotic and Xavier was getting lightheaded with how the person began to spread the boy’s pussy lips apart, letting the viewers enjoy a glimpse. “Such a pretty pussy”, Xavier’s own hand inched down to his pants at their voice. “So pretty and wet….all for me”, they muttered in glee and Xavier could just hum in response. Deluding himself with the idea that they were talking to him. Calling his own pussy pretty and cute, and it took all of Xavier’s strength to not plunge a finger inside him right then and there.
A dazed look had taken over Xavier’s eyes as he followed the path of the person’s fingers dancing around the guy’s cunt but not quite entering him. It was almost frustrating to look at, as if they were putting on a show for everyone. Boasting to everyone that they are the only one who can do whatever the fuck they want with him and you all are just poor witnesses to it.
Their eyes suddenly darted to the camera and Xavier jerked in his seat. Gleaming with a look of authority, their eyes conveyed a simple message without even speaking.
“Just sit and watch”
And Xavier couldn’t do anything but helplessly obey the figure on the screen, nodding in response to their stare.
They give one small smile to the camera before suddenly inserting their middle finger in the boy’s pussy. “mhmm”, a low whine was heard from the sleeping boy. Small huffs and pants left his mouth as the person continued to leisurely run their fingers inside his hole, opening him up bit by bit. Just a little later, they introduced another finger inside him and god he sounded needy.
Two fingers in and he was already breaking in their hands.
Xavier had a hard time controlling himself back. His chest heaved up and down while his hands were clenched into fists, holding himself back from touching him.
“My boy, my pretty baby boy”, their voice was dripping with love as their hand ran an assault on his pussy. The other roamed his body, touching his thigh, then his hips then his tummy. It all felt so intimate and Xavier felt like a pervert peeking into a couple’s love life.
The boy’s body twisted and squirmed on the bed, maybe running away from their fingers or perhaps involuntarily fucking his own body on it. No one knows. But one thing was evident. It was all so fucking hot.
The figure abruptly stopped their movements and so did the little voices coming from the boy underneath. His dozing self breathing in deep inhales, trying to calm itself. Taking their fingers out, a sound could be heard. Xavier didn’t quite catch it at first with how focused he was at controlling himself but the moment he realized what it was, a trembling whimper escaped his lips.
The same fingers that were fucking the man’s cunt now were wrapped around their cock. Long and painfully hard, almost as if it would burst. The masked person hissed as they stroked themselves in slow, long strokes, trying to lube it up with the fluid of their lover.
“Oh shit”, out came a moan as they rubbed the tip of their dick on his wet folds, the man beneath still unaware of what will be coming next. He looked so cute, so blissed out in his dream world that it almost felt a bit bad when a strangled moan was heard the moment their dick was pumped to the base inside his hole, stretching him out.
The boy’s hands scattered to hold the figure’s shirt, nails tightly clenching on their shoulders. “A-ahn mmh?”, the boy whimpered as the figure slowly continued to move their body, rubbing their dick along the walls of his gummy cavern. Confused and panicked, his moans grew desperate.
Small “ah ah ah”s from the boy’s lips sounded heavenly to Xavier’s ears. Would he also sound like that if you fucked him? Like a rabbit caught in a bunny trap with nowhere to go. All alone and read to be feasted on. The only solution? Succumb to the wolf in front of him.
Xavier’s mind was a battlefield as he fought the urge to rub his own dripping cunt from his sweatpants. He was sure his panties were already stained with slick. His brain feels foggy and there’s a weird twist in his abdomen. So pathetic.
“F-faster momma”, Xavier’s heart is caught in his throat as he hears the vulgarity spilling from the boy behind the screen. Its physically hurting him. Like suffocation straining his chest because he needs you really really bad, right now.
“Xavi!!”, your chirpy voice was like an alarm blaring in his mind. It all happened so fast that poor Xavier barely knew how to react and so there you stood in his room. A bag of his favorite snacks in one hand and the expression of shock painting her face.
“I-I wait I can explain-“, Xavier’s hurried words came to a halt as your eyes switched from the screen to his own, a dark glint in your eyes.
Prey.
Thats what he felt like as your satre continued to break through him. A sense of helplessness and insatiable desperation taking over him as you slowly walked over to his seated body, towering over.
Your eyes scanned his face. A red flush coating his cheeks, a few tiny droplets of sweat on his temples which led to his bangs being stuck and a very visible dark stain on his sweatpants. Fuck, he looked so pretty looking up at you like that. So pretty to ruin and mess up
“You liked the video?”, you said as your palm rested on his face, the temperature difference evidently felt along your palm of contact. His immediate reaction was to lean into your touch, why would he not? Its you. The light of his life.
As doe eyes continued to stare into your own, Xavier silently nodded in response to your question. Oh astra, you thought, give me the power to control myself. Your hands drifted across his face, your fingers finally setting on his lips. Pink, wet and partially bruised. Giving them a slight pull, a shuddering breath was felt on your hand.
“Want to film another one then baby?”, and there was it. The damn fucking smirk which he saw in the camera. The same one which makes him all hot and bothered and needy because now he just wants your hands all over him. Want you- no need you to kiss him like you would devour his soul. Need you to fuck him just like you did last night in the video.
“Mhmm”, he whines through pursed lips and thats all the cue you require before you start kissing him, all sloppy and desperate.
Good to say your next video reached another hundred thousand views.
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