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arin • 21 • white

[chaossequence]

info • disappeared but I'm fine now hi

info's a bit dated but still

[thebonewitch]

At the end of the day, my thoughts on job hunting are that it's incredibly stupid how every fiber of our current socioeconomic structure is screaming that you MUST have a job and nothing else matters because you MUST be working and that's the only thing of true importance so never forget that you MUST have a job, and I'm like damn okay so I'd like a job, can I have one? And the answer is No

[mousidy]

what? nooo it's actually cool and hip now for trans women to not be dysphoric. yeah you can and should keep your penis. it's also cool and hip to fuck me. no the discomfort you feel is literally just the internalized transphobia you have to unlearn by having sex with me. #womencanhavepenisesnow didn't you hear? ok come on now fuck me

[mousidy]

even in a vacuum I would get bottom surgery. I make decisions about my body based on my own happiness and how I'll feel most comfortable in my skin

in my intro to gender studies class, the professor taught that gender dysphoria was "purely caused by societal treatment" and like... no! no it's not! you need to at least provide a source for such a bold claim? I know it's like #ally behavior or whatever to suggest that all of trans people's problems would go away in a kinder world, but the science literally tells us that medical transition is the most reliable and effective treatment for bodily gender dysphoria. sometimes a girl experiences dysphoria and it's not your job to tell her "actually your body is great as it is don't change it!" maybe listen to what she wants for once?

[mousidy]

we seemingly have largely done away with transmedicalist thinking, which is great, but sometimes I feel like we've pushed too far in the other direction, acting like it's cooler and better to be a trans person without dysphoria. dysphoria does not come with a moral dimension it's just a thing you can experience believe it or not

[strawberry-crocodile]

idk every trans person who gets defensive of the word femboy should ask the nearest 18-30y/o cishet man what a femboy is and what his thoughts on it are and get back to me.

[strawberry-crocodile]

ive bitched about it before but i hate so fucking much how discussion of this word gets boiled down to "are femboys valid am i allowed to call myself a femboy" like god. i dont. i dont care about what words you have on your carrd i want to be able to discuss the ways transfemininity is turned into a sex object.

[chekhovsglock]

how do you know hazbin hotel but not megan thee stallion

[chaossequence]

happy birthday everyone

[chaossequence]

sometimes I'll see the snotacon tag and get this psychic pain in my head and realize it's the same mgs ship name that continuously confuses me for a split second every time I see it so of course I must ask. were there no better mergings of their names. Was it kinda alluding to it at the time it got popular or entirely coincidence like I always have to think this I see it tagged somewhere

[chaossequence]

oh and like maybe a month ago or two I realized I might actually be getting depressed and this feeling I've been having for the past 2 years might not be a seasonal low or new semester flump I might just be doing bad in general despite the sometimes I have fun. Again. Might. Think I should maybe schedule w the school counselor but idk like if it's not terrible I'm doing anything and I also just don't have a drive to do much until it's really inconveniencing me (cause for concern lately)

[chaossequence]

If I end up taking care of another cat I'm calling it mazapan I think,, don't know how it'll roll off the tongue but that's a future me problem

[chaossequence]

they've got me doing lab hours like damn dog I didn't sit down for 4 hours straight ( I didn't want to ask permission or presume I could just sit down and relax )

[chaossequence]

Coming out as a transman then getting called a femboy like day one has got to be a curse of some kind

[chaossequence]

some nights ago it was 10 degrees Celsius and I didn't even know that was possible here.... I'm wearing 2 pairs of thick socks, two pants, two tops, and two blankets just to sleep and wakeup without feeling like I'm dying ,, I'm sick now

[exhuastedpigeon]

Catherine O'Hara 1954 - 2026

Catherine O'Hara was one of the funniest actresses of her generation, maybe of all time. She made generations laugh from SCTV to Home Alone to Best in Show to Schitt's Creek, there was no one like her. She will be so dearly missed.

[bronzewasp]

• the back of cards

sorry for not posting in a while i’ve run out of ideas for the moment

[chaossequence]

top audio on my non-music phone is the white Noise I play before bed obviously and it's pretty silly when I suddenly turn on my phone at night bc He is there full tongue an all

[frostedmagnolias]

let us not forget all the people who are in ICE custody right now who are NOT "documented" citizens. let us not dehumanize anybody due to legal status. they deserve justice and safety just as much as those with documented status.

[ilynpilled]