who am i?

what am i? what am i? what am i?

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xerox system • silver

25 • it/its • tme • white

join my mutuals forum

ask me about my mimo

no minors & i block random followers

kill yourself if you're even remotely OK with incest/pedophilia/bestiality

i have trouble telling others' tone, so please don't be joke-mean or joke-aggressive to me without indicating you're just joking

sideblogs under cut

selfship: @shadehaunt

an alter: @ixvivi

OC nemo: @angelcicada

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For How Long ?

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i'm less appalled by the length of time and more so by the fact i'm stuck as This One Q_Q

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and also i thought it was tuesday....

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For How Long ?

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i'm less appalled by the length of time and more so by the fact i'm stuck as This One Q_Q

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For How Long ?

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hi *blink blink*

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[casgirl]

Characters who are like “let’s run away together let’s get away from all this” when it’s already too late!!!!!!!

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wahhhh. i want to relapse i need something really really awful to happen to me so i can at least be freaked out by something Recent and Legitimate

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this lamb keeps trying to sacrifice itself even though no one really needs or wants it to do that

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hi *blink blink*

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enough of that . my tango mango

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lately i just feel all fragile and weak and pathetic like a cliche stereotypical "character in media who was written to be a rape victim to give the hero motivation to protect/avenge them" i feel like i'm goi g to get made fun of for being soooo so so scared right now over stuff that hasn't happened in *checks watch* well less than a week but that's one of the lesser examples the worse shit it's been ummmm a few months since....wow that is way more recent than i thought i thought the last time would've been like Years n years away. i mean it's been a long time since i was Raped but that's not the Only Form of sexual assault . &even though i have been reassurred that many many times i still fear that i'm overreacting by referring to an instance where i was physically cornered and groped as a form of sexual assault. i don't knowwww

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like why does it Keep fucking happening to us

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basically we feel like these guys

sorry....

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lately i just feel all fragile and weak and pathetic like a cliche stereotypical "character in media who was written to be a rape victim to give the hero motivation to protect/avenge them" i feel like i'm goi g to get made fun of for being soooo so so scared right now over stuff that hasn't happened in *checks watch* well less than a week but that's one of the lesser examples the worse shit it's been ummmm a few months since....wow that is way more recent than i thought i thought the last time would've been like Years n years away. i mean it's been a long time since i was Raped but that's not the Only Form of sexual assault . &even though i have been reassurred that many many times i still fear that i'm overreacting by referring to an instance where i was physically cornered and groped as a form of sexual assault. i don't knowwww

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it's just like everywhere i look it's sexual assault clues man get me out of here. i feel like something is going to Happen Again is it too much to ask to not want to have to think about this for once

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my hands have been shaking a lot more than usual lately even before today.... hmmmm

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and my chest/lungs have felt a lot shallower.... i don't knowwww.... Never try to have fun with something nostalgic if U have any trauma and dissociative amnesia At All U WILL not recover........

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my hands have been shaking a lot more than usual lately even before today.... hmmmm

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