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I HAVE NOT AND I NEED IT

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Holy crap. I was somehow going through life not knowing I needed this.

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Thinking about committed Loid. Loid Forger does things to you. He gets you a blushing mess when he presents you with a special gesture. A single red rose when he sees you again after an extended period. He gets you jealous when you watch from afar as Yor plays her role. He has you more than flustered by his actions that have you bent over the end of the hotel bed as he pounds into you. His mouth is slightly parted as he pants through his rough thrusting. His intense stare never wavering from your form as he watches your body. You're reeling when he suddenly hooks his right arm under your right knee and lifts it up; nearly making you stand on your tippy toes with a single foot. Loid barely halts any of his movements as he changes the position. If you want to be a brat, than he'll just have to treat you like a brat. "Do you understand you're my only plaything, yet? Hm?" His question is more of a command, somehow. He understands it must not be easy to see Yor play out her role, especially when you two have had this "relationship" for years. So when he gets to have you to himself, he makes the most of it. Taking you any way he can, and giving you as much of him as you can handle. Reminding you of who you belong to. Making sure you remember how he feels about you. That's the only important mission in the moment.

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Japan life things

So this is a darker? I wouldn't say darker, but a more real side of Japanese school life and is something that happens extremely often.

There is a girl in my class who is kind of mental. Literally. She's diagnosed with some sort of mental handicap that basically makes her like a ticking time bomb with the ability to turn into a Tyrannosaurus.

And she's... problematic... to say the least. Running around barefoot, screaming, demanding attention from her/our teachers. Because she has very strong feelings for our teacher. (A crush. It's a crush.) And lately her interest has been our/my 55-year-old married science teacher. And today he comes in like 5–10 minutes late to the lesson. The boys tease the teacher for being late and he sighs and says he's tired. His arms looking a bit weaker, so we figured he got hit. Not even a minute later, the girl runs up to the door at the front of the classroom, leaning and swaying around the door as she begs our science teacher to go to the 3rd floor with her. Our class starts snickering because she's back at it again.

Obviously my teacher says no because he's teaching our lesson right now, but will go up there during the 6th period. This, however, was not the answer she wanted. As she screamed that it's not fair and he didn't keep his previous promise and she needs him now. He focuses on, well... the assignments, I guess. And ignores her. Occasionally telling her no or to leave.

The girl, however, was not giving up. As she screamed louder and louder, begging for him to come. And how it's not fair and that usually her fave support teacher (female) would be here but she's away today. And my homeroom teacher is also busy. And that she wants him.

And like my entire class is just cracking up at this, lowkey making fun of her. Because it's so unbelievably selfish, jaw-droppingly audacious of her.

The teacher walks over and gently tries to guide her out. But she shoves him? Clings to him? Screaming how she wants him and he promised and it isn't fair.

By now other teachers that are currently in a classroom are there, specifically the 1st grade English teacher and the PRINCIPAL. The English teacher attempts to pull her out but she shoves the teacher back hard. And pulls out her phone and starts texting while still screaming at my teacher. And she's getting louder and higher each time. Like a banshee.

My teacher tries to go back to teaching and starts walking towards the front of the classroom. She, however, still needs him. And she storms into the classroom, feet smacking on the ground as she starts yanking at his arm, screaming more. He says she's interrupting the lesson and she says "they're on my side." For the record, no. No, we aren't. And my class loses it at this because it's so fucking funny.

My class is still cracking up and calling her names and just overall eating this shit up. While also feeling bad for our teacher.

More and more teachers show up and now it's the principal, the languages teacher, the Japanese teacher, the English teacher. The English teacher and Japanese teacher pull her back again and she yanks free again and decides to run down the hall to class 3-1 and you can hear her screaming and throwing a fit. Till she comes back for the science teacher. By now he's getting sick of it and gets more physical as he shoves her back harder. She shoves him back and starts texting again and then they begin wrestling for her phone for a while. He gives up and the other teachers present pull her back and manage to get her away. Which lasted less than a minute as she comes running back. Around this time a classmate of mine (female) was handing in an assignment. And she's pissed. She turns to the girl and says "(name) you have to stop, you're disrupting the entire class and being a selfish bitch."

The psycho was not having it and goes and punches her. My friend blocks and dodges a little bit and was about to punch back before the science teacher and Japanese teacher hold her back and the English teacher stops my classmate.

By now there are a lot of teachers. The vice principal, English teacher, Japanese teacher, language teacher, and male PE teacher are all here.

My science teacher is just done with her bullshit and half-tackle drags her out of the classroom and just going off at her while my class just dies of laughter watching this entire thing. And she's being dragged by like 3 people, kicking and screaming and throwing a fit.

My teacher comes back a few minutes later rubbing his arm. He's old and sore and tired. He thanks my classmate for defending him and asks if she's okay after being punched. And we all think she's gone.

Until you hear the familiar stomps of a kaijuu running from teachers down the hall to him. She chases him back out again and there's like 4 teachers after her as she runs down the hall still screaming and losing her mind at him. Now they're out of sight so a few classmates who have window hallway seats peer into the hallway. And apparently it's 3v1 as she hides and runs away from the teachers.

Some classmates ask why she isn't sent home. Our teacher says she refuses to go home. And they can't send her home. A few minutes go by of her screaming as she's dragged away again. And apparently her mother was called but before her mother arrived she decided to leave on her own.

Like I don't want to be mean or discriminate against any people. But she's fucking psycho! Like actually fucking mental, oh my god! But yes she does have a diagnosed mental disorder (maybe).

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Maybe that's why there's so many stories/legends of crazy Japanese ghosts and shit. They're carrying that crazy to the other side lol.

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Ocean Eyes

Touya(Dabi) and you mark the reunion.

Dabi/Todoroki Touya x F. Reader

Warnings: Sexual content; Fingering; Vaginal sex; Car sex; Barebacking; Creampie [18+ | NSFW]

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Lyrics: 'Ocean Eyes' by Billie Eilish

I've been watchin' you for some time.

Can't stop starin' at those ocean eyes.

Burning cities and napalm skies.

Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes.

Your ocean eyes.

Dabi felt as though his brain had short circuited. He knew more than most what it's like to be on fire, but anywhere your hands went he felt heat in the best way. Finally breaking from the kiss, he spoke the first words that came to mind. "You want this, Princess?". His words were quiet and breathless.

You didn't have any words, however. You simply nodded vigorously. A low chuckle erupted from his throat. Before he could make a comment about being 'eager' it was like you read his mind. You both were always so close with trains of thought. Had always been in sync. You finally found a moment of clarity to whisper, "I want you, Touya."

His eyes slightly widened but Dabi wasted no time in crashing into your lips once more. He grabbed at your waist and you did not hesitate to climb over into his lap and straddle him. You could feel his hardened manhood straining his jeans.

As your lips started to work his neck, you positioned your hips to softly grind back and forth over him. When you heard the pleasured groan he couldn't hold back you knew there was no stopping. Even if you wanted to.

There was no going back.

You cupped his face and neck as you made out in the passenger seat. Silently taking in the contrast feel between the planes of soft skin with his scarred skin. The smooth, hard staples adding to the texture. None of it bothered you. It was all Touya. You always loved him any way he was.

His hands ran up and down your back until he brought them down to squeeze your plush ass over your bottoms. Then you finally broke away from the closeness to lean up. Gripping the hem of your shirt, you pulled it over your head. Dabi's eyes immediately fell onto your chest. "They seem bigger.", he commented with a sly smile. You couldn't help but let out a laugh. "Well it's been a while since you seen 'em."

Immediately Dabi was feeling over your lacey bra. Attacking your cleavage with wet kisses. You mewled at his touch. Arching your back to press into him more. He reached behind and unhooked the bra, freeing you of it. His hands were instantly back to cupping your bare breasts.

You grabbed each side of his hoodie and slid it down over his shoulders. Once it was removed, you pulled at the hem of his shirt. He helped pull it up over his head. That too was now discarded somewhere in the car. 

Now you were able to take in more of the extent of his burned skin. Hating that he had to go through that. Hating that you never got the chance to help him through it. "Touya. I need you. Now.", you pleaded quietly. Leaned in closer to his ear.

With that he patted your ass and motioned to get into the backseat. You climbed off him, through the front seats into the back. Laying down along the seat. Dabi felt like he couldn't move fast enough.

He had already kicked off his boots and once you were no longer on top of him he quickly shimmied out of his pants and boxers. Dabi wasted no time following, and once he was over you he took in every inch. "Beautiful.", he whispered under his breath.

You couldn't help but smile and giggle. Your breath hitched when he leaned down and kissed up your jaw. Ending below your ear. He ran his tongue flatly along the strip of your throat and your carotid pulse point.

Continuing his ministrations, he kissed down to your collarbone. Moving along to your center. You loved every second of it. He began leaving chaste kisses down your body as he lowered. He was already pulling off your pants as he moved down through the valley of your chest. Stopping to languidly take each nipple in his mouth. 

 

No fair.

You really know how to make me cry, when you gimme those ocean eyes.

I'm scared.

I've never fallen from quite this high.

Fallin' into your ocean eyes.

Those ocean eyes.

You were panting now. Running your fingers through his hair. It was still as soft as it was before. It was interesting to see it a stark difference from the white it was now that he dyed it black. You toed off your shoes as Dabi was slidding your pants down the rest of the way.

That's when he paused to appreciate the panties covering your sex. Looking up to meet your gaze he saw how much more your eyes were lidded. Swimming with want and drowning in lust. Your chest heaving and bottom lip bitten as you waited in anticipation. He wanted to taste you. He was sure you tasted as sweet as before.

The need to be together as one was too great for the both of you. As much as you wanted to please the other individually, it would happen later. You had messed around and been together as teenage couples tend to do. Stumbling through your first time, but relishing in getting through it together.

Now more experienced, there was more confidence in your abilities.

Dabi slid his thumbs into the fabric along your hips and pulled your underwear down. Yanking both them and your pants fully off. Once removed, he climbed over your body until he hovered over you. Face to face.

You let out a pleasured moan when you felt his fingers slide up and down your wet folds. "You're soaked." Dabi couldn't stop smiling, even if he tried. You nodded and gave him a sly smile. "No kidding.", you joked matter-of-factly. He laughed and shook his head. Leaning in to take another kiss. "Fuck me.", you whispered breathlessly again.

Dabi held your knee as he guided his hard and throbbing cock to your entrance. The erotic groan that left his throat as he slowly pushed inside you until he was hilted just spurred you on. You began kissing up his jaw and down his neck.

He gave you a moment to adjust to his size before he started his pace. Slowly pulling out and pushing back in. He certainly felt bigger than you remembered. Though his thrusts became harder and faster, Dabi was still determined to contain himself. To actually make love to you. A big difference from what his usual MO was. At least he wanted to for your first time back together again.

"Say my name.", he quietly pleaded once more. When you complied he closed his eyes. Enjoying the very sound of it as he slightly changed the angle of his thrusts. They hit in just the right spot for you to lose all words except for his name. Turning into a moaning, panting mess.

 

I've been walkin' through a world gone blind.

Can't stop thinkin' of your diamond mind.

Careful creature made friends with time.

He left her lonely with a diamond mind, and those ocean eyes.

He was beginning to feel things he hadn't felt in years. Your touch was the last nurturing touch he'd felt. You were the only good thing about him ever being Touya. For the moment, he was back to being alright that he was indeed Todoroki Touya. His eyes looked to the cut on your neck that was now unbandaged and he placed a gentle kiss overtop it.

It didn't take long for the coil inside you to wind up so tight it was about to snap. If Dabi's stuttering thrusts meant anything, then he was close as well. As your eyes met it was as if an instant, silent agreement was made between you. Both toppling over the edge into a pit of euphoria. Dabi planted kisses all over your face and you smiled warmly up at him.

After finally catching your breaths you found the discarded clothing and redressed yourselves. This time Dabi opened the back door and climbed out before he turned and extended his hand inside for you to take. "I wanna smoke.", he stated simply. "Don't wanna keep doing it in your car." You took his hand and he pulled you out to join him.

The two of you laid side by side on the hood of the car. It was a much better view of the stars being away from the city. Much like Sekoto Peak. When Dabi noticed your shoulders raise slightly with a chill he wrapped his arm around your shoulders. Warming you as you curled into his side. You stayed that way for another 45 minutes before finally calling it a night and driving away.

 

No fair.

You really know how to make me cry, when you gimme those ocean eyes.

I'm scared.

I've never fallen from quite this high.

Fallin' into your ocean eyes.

Those ocean eyes.

Dabi strode into the bar a little before 10pm. Shigarkai sat along the wall while Toga, Twice and Spinner sat together nearby. He heard Shigaraki's raspy voice first. "Your new recruit made the paper.", he announced as he handed Dabi a newspaper. It was folded in half, ready for him to immediately view the article.

It was the 'Celebrity Sightings' section. Dabi knew what he would see when he read the headline, but when he actually saw the picture included with the article his heart dropped.

'Number 2 Pro Hero Steps Out With Long-term Lady'

Sure enough it was a picture from Saturday night of Hawks heading into the nightclub. His arm wrapped tightly around your waist. "Seems our feathered friend has a girlfriend.". Shigaraki laughed darkly at his observation. "She's so pretty! I bet her blood is the prettiest too!",  giggled Toga from her spot. Dabi tried to swallow but his mouth had gone dry.

Shigaraki now knew about your existence. 

He tried to feign indifference as he usually did. "Who cares." Dabi certainly hoped they didn't. He wasn't as lucky though. Shigaraki shrugged. "Well, now you have a new way to motivate him if need be. Figured you'd like that." Dabi waved him off. "Yeah. Sure.", he replied nonchalantly and made his way over to a stool at the bar.

He definitely needed a drink.

 

No fair.

You really know how to make me cry, when you gimme those ocean eyes.

I'm scared.

I've never fallen from quite this high.

Fallin' into your ocean eyes.

Those ocean eyes.

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Die For You

You meet up with Dabi to discuss the obvious.

Dabi/Todoroki Touya x F. Reader x Hawks/Takami Keigo

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Lyrics: 'Die For You' by STARSET

I will run alone tonight,

Without you by my side.

I guess you had a place you had to get to.

I know your eyes, I know inside.

The walls you hide behind,

And I saw the truth inside the real you.

That night Dabi tried to relax in his room. He sat on his mattress with his back against the wall. His legs were bent at the knees with his forearms resting on them. A cigarette laying in between his fingers. He took another drag. His mind could only think of you.

Just as he had been doing so often recently.

This time was different though. He reflected on the interaction. How you looked even better up close. How your soft skin felt under his finger tips. How he actually got to talk to you. Now you knew about him.

While you did yell a bit, as he had expected, he was thankful for the reaction you had. That you didn't tell him to leave you alone. Didn't tell him to go away. Didn't tell him to never speak to you again. 

If anything, it seemed to be the opposite. You actually seemed leary that he would disappear again. No, he definitely wouldn't do that. Not to you. Not ever again if he had the chance.

He had been so nervous that he had tried drinking as he sat at the bar. The rest of his usual squad engaged in whatever activities were holding their interest for the time being. He shouldn't be anxious at all. He had gotten over the hurdle of first contact. Now he was apprehensive for whatever was to come in the future.

After a few hours he had gone to his room. Where he was currently finishing his cigarette. As he put it out in the ashtray his phone went off in his pocket. Dabi's breath hitched when he saw it was you texting.

His nerves were all abuzz when he read that you wanted to talk. Is a person even able to feel nerves that have been burnt at their endings? Mentally and emotionally you can, he surmised. Your texts were short and to the point, but he could understand if you were mad at him.

He frowned when he remembered the brief mission they had to complete the next day. Shigaraki already assured them that it shouldn't take all day. He was pleased when you agreed to talk at night. Now hopefully you remembered where you dropped him off earlier. That way he could have you pick him up there. At least you said you were fine when he asked.

Dabi endured another restless night attempting to sleep in his bed. He was worried about what it was you wanted to talk about. He realized that you very well could change your mind at any time. To tell him to leave you alone (especially if you picked Birdbrain over him). If you decided to demand that he not speak to you again.

He may have to burn down a portion of the city if that happens. Nothing he could do about it though. He'd have to wait and see.

The mission the next day did go as planned. It was just a simple hijacking. Well, as simple as that can go. There wasn't any hiccups, at least. Everything went smoothly. When they returned to the bar and Shigaraki let everyone off for the night Dabi immediately pulled out his phone.

 

Hey. Still wanna talk? :[5:43:22 PM]

Princess [5:43:47 PM]: Yes. How bout an hour?

 

Dabi realized the time. It was getting later into the evening. Didn't that other one at the bar tell him you worked on Mondays?

 

Sure :[5:44:02 PM]

Don't you have work tho? :[5:44:08 PM]

Princess [5:44:16 PM]: Asked someone to cover. Said something came up.

Dabi now stood against the building. Near the spot where you had dropped him off the night before. He was on his third cigarette when he noticed your car. A minute later it came to a stop at the curb before him.

He immediately threw the cig to the ground, crushing it under his boot. He was in most of his usual clothes, except he replaced his long coat with a zip up hoodie. He didn't know where the two of you were going to talk. He wanted to be sure he didn't draw too much unwanted attention, though. 

 

Because I know you're lost when you run away,

Into the same black holes and black mistakes.

Taking all my will just to run alone.

When are you coming home?

The drive was quiet. It wasn't relayed to him where the destination was. To Dabi it looked as though you were driving out of the city. It didn't matter to him, however. He knew he'd go anywhere with you.

You looked pensive, sparing a few glances at him. The few times the two of you spoke were brief. Dabi tried to resist it but his nervous energy was killing him. He asked if he could smoke in your car and you simply replied with 'just keep the window open'.

A short time later you were carefully driving along the dirt road that wrapped up around the mountain. After a while, you pulled up into a little space. A gap in the cliffside, enough for a single vehicle to park. On display before you guys was an amazing view of the city below. All of the lights giving off orange and yellow hues.

"It's beautiful.", you comment quietly. Appreciating the sight before you. Dabi replied with a simple 'yeah'. However his eyes were on a different view. He couldn't stop looking at you.

Dabi finally turned his view forward, but after a few minutes of silence he finally heard a sigh. When he brought his gaze back to you, he found that your head was bowed slightly. Eyes focused on your hands.

Dabi tried to think of something to start with. However he was cut off when he heard you speak at last. "I'm not thrilled about what's happened..", you began as he noticed you had started wringing your hands. He knew you did that when you were nervous. "..about you basically lyin' to me. Just lettin' me be destroyed over your so-called 'death'."

It was quite the surprise for Dabi to find that he felt his heart crack at that. Not just your words, but hearing the slight break in your voice. He was sure that although he still loved you, he had rid himself of enough of his heart to not feel such things. You sucked your lips in for a moment before looking to him.

Sure enough your eyes were glazed with fresh wetness. You were holding back tears that threatened to fall any second now. You took a deep, shaky breath and continued looking eye to eye, gazing into crystal turquoise.

"I'm not gonna ask why..'cause, honestly I'm not sure I really wanna know..". You licked your lips before finishing, "..but now is your chance. If you're gonna disappear again on me or betray me like that again, then decide now. 'Cause this'll be our last conversation. We can go our separate ways."

You swallowed hard. In all honesty you were hoping you didn't scare him off. It just had to be laid out. If he began talking to you again just to move on and leave you hanging once more then you'd be broken.

You wanted to leave that last part out though.

Even if the sky does fall.

Even if they take it all.

There's no pain that I won't go through,

Even if I have to die for you.

Dabi simply kept looking at you. Inspecting your mannerisms. Yes, he knew you were nervous; if he was correct in reading you, then you wanted him in your life again. If there was one thing he was good at, it was reading people. If there was one thing he was great at, it was reading you. You were biting your bottom lip now. Awaiting a response from him. So cute.

He nodded, acknowledging your demands. Dabi reached over with his right hand and gently held onto your chin. "And if I wanted to be close to you again, Princess? Would that be alright with you?" All you could muster was a breathless 'yes'. Dabi couldn't help when the corners of his lips curled into a pleased smile. Now he was sure of it. He still had an effect on you even after all these years.

He clicked his tongue and nodded once more. "Good. 'Cause you're gonna have a hell of a time gettin' rid of me now." He let out a relieved breath when he finally saw it. The smile that graced your face. "Good.", you repeated back to him. "Likewise."

It was then you guys found yourselves back in a comfortable flow. Beginning to make conversation with each other and joking around. Like no time had passed. It was the most natural thing for the two of you. Just as it always had been.

And when all the fires burn,

When everything is overturning,

There's no thing that I won't go through,

Even if I have to die for you.

"I'm proud of how you handled that trash last night." A sly smile formed on Dabi's lips. "I haven't seen you that mad since the 'Morita Shiyou' incident." He chuckled and you scoffed as your eyes went wide. Your mouth agape as you feigned surprise at the memory. As if him mentioning it was an insult.

He knew that memory would rile you up. Always did, especially back then. "Hey, she was trying to play 'seven minutes in heaven' with you and you were my boyfriend!" You pursed your lips to try and pout instead of smile.

Dabi could only let out a genuine laugh. However once his laughter died down, he let out a sigh. He looked away, running his hands through his hair and tugging at the strands. "You know I still am, right?", he questioned softly. You raised an eyebrow. "You are what, pray tell?" Now Dabi looked over to you. His gaze regarding you thoughtfully. "Your boyfriend."

 

One day the Earth will open wide,

And I'll follow you inside.

'Cause the only hell I know is without you.

Some day when galaxies collide,

We'll be lost on different skies.

I will send my rocket ship to find you.

Your eyes softened at his words. "True. Though death tends to make relationships between partners obsolete." You let out a quiet chortle. "However, most people only get a one-way ticket. Not round trip like you."  You punctuated your comment with the nudge of your elbow to his shoulder.

Dabi only gave you a slow nod. You weren't wrong. When he heard you scoff, he looked your way once more. "Besides, would you really wanna be my boyfriend again?" You tried to give him a teasing smile. Tried making light of the topic, though you were actually nervous.

Not just in finding out if you still meant something to him. To find that he still wanted you would also be putting you in a complicated position regarding Keigo. He's treated you so well all this time. 

Now Dabi looked on with something different in his eyes. Adoration? Did he really still feel for you? You knew you would always love him, but him keeping away from you all this time must have meant he didn't feel the same anymore. Right?

"I'm always yours.", he replied seriously, "Always have been." You were beginning to feel the distinct feeling of fear tingle up your spine. You couldn't bare to be hurt again. Not by him. Your heart felt so full, but you let out a nervous giggle. "Yeah, well, I'm sure you're a ladies man now."

 

Because I know you're lost when you run away,

Into the same black holes and black mistakes,

Taking all my will just to run alone,

Until I bring you home.

Dabi shook his head vigorously. He didn't want you to get the wrong impression. To think of him like that. Like he could ever use you. Sure, he's had his times of being a man-whore. They were the ones he used. He held no regard for them. Someone to plug in his boredom or frustration. However you had been the greatest thing he'd ever had in his life.

"No one could ever compare to you.", he quietly replied. His eyes soft to match his tone. "No one ever will." He rested his forehead against yours and you both closed your eyes. You let out an amused sigh. "I don't even know what I should call ya." He shrugged. "Well, call me Dabi in front of other people..".

When you felt him gently cup your face, you opened your eyes to meet with his lidded ones. "..but other than that, I-I want you to use my name. If you want..." Dabi didn't think he'd ever feel so strongly about that. Using his given name again by any means. At all. Something about you using it felt refreshing, though. Like it anchored him to the Earth while his feelings for you made him feel like he was floating in air.

 

And if the Sun grows cold for you along the way.

And if the stars don't line to light the way.

And when you fall away and crash back down below,

I'll search the skies for you and I'll follow.

I'll be in your afterglow.

And I'll bring you home.

Suddenly his lips were so close to yours. Just barely brushing against them. You could feel the puffs of his breath as he tried to hold his composure. "Say my name.", he quietly pleaded. "Please." You were beginning to feel breathless. You swallowed before finally being able to give a soft 'Touya'. You had barely finished speaking his name before he slammed his lips into yours. 

The kiss started out languid before your tongues met. The more it went on, the more searing it became. It was heated. Firey. It physically communicated both of your feelings. How you loved each other. How you missed each other. How relieved you were to be together again. How you never wanted to lose each other.

It silently conveyed a lifetime of emotional experience. Everything you felt before. Everything you feel now. Everything you couldn't say.

You would make damn sure to carve the words into each other's souls this way, in these moments, while you had the chance. 

 

Even if the sky does fall.

Even if they take it all.

I can't see, but I'll follow you,

Even if I die.

And when all the fires burn.

When everything is overturning.

There's no thing that I won't go through,

Even if I have to die for you.

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Burning Up

You try to process your feelings of finding out Touya is still alive and existing day to day as the villain named Dabi. All while attempting to act natural for the others surrounding you.

Dabi/Todoroki Touya x F. Reader x Hawks/Takami Keigo

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Lyrics: Fire by Pvris

Don't blame your death, on the shit in your head.

That you claimed ate you like a virus for days on end.

Watched you decay.

Watched you waste away.

Who'd you think you'd fool, baby, digging your own grave?

You try to process your feelings of finding out Touya is still alive and existing day to day as the villain named Dabi. All while attempting to act natural for the others surrounding you.

The drive to Keigo's apartment building was a silent one. Soon the only sounds besides those outside muffled by the closed windows were your soft hiccups. You didn't want to cry. You wanted to be strong.

You had gotten passed the death of your love. Maybe never got over it, but certainly got passed it. Put it behind you. Only to find that wasn't the case. That you just dropped it off onto the sidewalk of a sketchy street in a bad ward. Dropped him off.

What...the...fuck.

How could he not tell you all this time? He didn't trust you? Hell, you would have helped him break away from that bastard father of his and his household. You desperately wanted to understand. Every question would just lead to you thinking of more.

 

So go ahead, yeah just drop dead.

While you're trying to fool the whole world, don't forget that you'll decay.

You'll waste away.

You can't cheat death when you're digging your own grave.

Before you knew it you were pulling into the adjacent parking garage for Keigo's place. You took in a few deep breaths, wiping at your eyes. You inspected yourself in the mirror. Thinking you did look a little rough. Eyes slightly puffy.

Glancing down, you could see the slice on your throat. The remnants of the smear of dried blood from Touya's thumb. One more deep breath in and you exited her car. Making your way to the elevator. 

You knew his front door would be unlocked for you. Slowly opening the door, you stepped inside. "You made it!", you heard Keigo call out happily. When you seen him head your way he wore his usual grin. That is until he took in the sight of you. "Babybird!"

You're out of line.

Buried yourself alive and expected to be fine.

You can't rewind.

When you're choking on your own dirt begging for your life.

Keigo was on you in a flash. At first it was the simple fact that you looked upset. As he stood before you and gripped onto your shoulders however, his eyes widened. He caught sight of the small mark on your neck. "W-what happened??" 

The worry in his voice is a stark contrast to his usual laid-back tone. He guided you to sit in one of the chairs at his dinner table. "I had a run in with a mugger outside my apartment.", is all you say. Unable to hide the obvious exhaustion in your tone with him.

Keigo hugged you tight before saying he'd be right back with the first aid kit. Not that it was a grave wound, but it could use some antiseptic. Meanwhile you took a glance around.

Suddenly you were very aware of the delightful smells wafting from whatever food he had set up for dinner. Two spots were set next to each other. He even had candles lit. The ambiance was quite romantic.

 

Your bridges are burning.

All the tables are turning.

You started a fire, yeah, you're burning up.

Oh, you're burning up.

 

Before you knew it Keigo had returned. Kneeling down in front of you. He dabbed some of the antiseptic liquid onto a cotton ball. Swabbing the cut as you let out a small hiss. It's wasn't horrible pain, but it was still akin to wiping liquid fire into a paper cut.

"I'm so sorry, my dove.", Keigo cooed as he worked. "I should've been there." In all honesty, you were slightly annoyed by that. You were sure it was probably feeling that way due to everything that had unfolded. Still, it just bothered you right now to have him think maybe you couldn't handle yourself.

"You have nothing to apologize for." You gave him a pointed look, "I took care of it." Hawks simply nodded. "I know, Babe.", he responds. Remaining quiet for another minute. "What happened to him?"

You blinked a few times. "What?" His question actually caught you off guard. You hadn't thought about what to say about what happened to your attacker. You certainly couldn't tell him the truth.

'Oh. He was incinerated by the cremation villain, who happens to be my late boyfriend who I thought was long since dead.'

Yeah. That would go over well.

 

Burning up, oh burning up.

You cleared your throat and attempted to pull off a lie. "Oh, he got away." You silently prayed that would be enough. That he wouldn't question more. That he wouldn't suspect you of lying. To say Keigo was perceptive was a massive understatement. "That's alright, my dove.", he replied calmly as he soothed you. His hands cupping your face. Stroking the soft skin of the apples of your cheeks with his thumbs.

He had wiped your cut clean and placed a small bandage over it. "I still wish I was there for you." You watched as his brows furrowed and he took in every inch of your face. "What kind of Hero can't protect the woman he loves?" Your eyes went wide. "W-what did you say?"

 

What you give, is what you get.

And in your case that's nothing but guilt and regret.

All the flames you kept in your brain,

Came out your lips and sent you straight into your own grave

 

Keigo chuckled awkwardly as he rubbed the back of his neck with his hand. "Uhh, yeah. About that. That's kinda why I wanted to have a nice dinner tonight." His adorable grin had returned as he then took you hands in his. "I wanted to finally tell you. Finally say it...I love you."

You were speechless. It took a second to let out the breath you didn't realize you had been holding. "I love you too, Keigo.", you replied warmly. A pang of guilt shot into your gut. You didn't lie. You knew you loved Keigo. It was just that you had found out another man you loved was still alive not even an hour ago.

You share a slow, passionate kiss. Afterward Keigo suggested that you didn't have to sit down for dinner since you had been through alot tonight. You shook her head, though. You already felt bad enough. Couldn't let all of his hard work and effort he put into the night go to waste. Despite having lost your appetite.

You assured him that the two of you should go on. So you both sat and ate a delicious dinner. You actually ended up enjoying yourself more than you expected. Keigo made you laugh. He always did. You were grateful for him. Yet another ache laced with guilt pulled at your guts.

 

You were a walking, talking, corpse at best,

And I swear I couldn't wait to get you off my chest.

And when you asked us why,

We couldn't look you in your eyes,

It's hard to find life in something that's already died.

You called it a night and watched movies in bed together. He laid in his boxers while you were in your panties and one of his shirts. Both if you sprawled out with limbs entangled. Simply cuddling together for the night. Keigo was first to fall asleep. You knew he did so much for the Commission and for Japan at large. That even his days off were spent exhausted.

There's no way you could sleep,though. Your thoughts were on Touya. Dabi. About how angry you were that he waited so many years to finally come forward. Leave you hanging in the first place. Leave you a mess over him. Make you cry over him. Keep his love from you, and kept away from your own love for him. Neglected her. Refused any help you could have aided with.

Had he considered your feelings at all? Did he even think about you at all over the years? How soon after his "death" had he become a villain? What has he even been doing all these years?

Finally, you wondered what he was up to at that moment. Was he thinking of you at all tonight too? Where was he? Was he safe? Was he finding relief or comfort with another woman?

Wait. Where'd that one come from?

Reaching over, you grabbed the cell off the charger. Staring at it for a moment in contemplation. A moment later you pulled up the messaging app and started to send a text.

Hey. Can we talk tomorrow? :[10:43:22 PM]

Unknown [10:43:50 PM]: Sure thing. Tomorrow night ok?

 

Fine. :[10:44:02 PM]

Where should I pick you up? :[10:44:12 PM]

 

Unknown [10:44:31 PM]: Same spot. I'll text ya tomorrow with a time.

Unknown [10:44:37 PM]: You doin alright princess?

 

K...yeah I'm fine :[10:44:45 PM]

 

Unknown [10:44:51 PM]: K

Unknown [10:45:14 PM]: Goodnight princess

 

Night :[10:45:23 PM]

 

Your bridges are burning.

All the tables are turning.

You started a fire, and you're burning up.

Oh you're burning up.

Burning up, oh burning up.

Burning up, oh burning up.

Burning up, oh burning up.

Burning up, oh burning up.

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I Am Broken Too

Dabi/Todoroki Touya x F. Reader x Hawks/Takami Keigo

You are absolutely shocked when you come face to face with your past.

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Lyrics: 'I Am Broken Too' by Killswitch Engage

You carry this weight trying to cover your mistakes.

To make it seem like nothing could ever break you.

Dabi had never intended to approach you. He had gotten your address, sure, but he knew he would still be a coward about it. No matter how badly he wanted to interact with you. He had planned to watch from afar a bit more. See you at home in your natural surroundings.

It would be for protection too, of course. Him being nearby would help keep you safer from harm. Well, until that asshole had to force his hand. 

Dabi had been making his way down the alleyway perpendicular from yours. As he neared the turn to the alley behind your place, his stomach dropped when he heard that frightened shriek.

Not wasting a second, he bolted towards the commotion. What his eyes saw made his body burn in white hot rage more than he's ever felt. Some lowlife had his hands on you; they were attempting to shove you into the wall. He felt something else besides his rage in that moment. He felt fear. Fear that you were about to get really hurt. 

He stopped in his tracks when he saw you defend yourself. Damn, he was proud of you. More so when he watched you brandish the blade and put it to the poor sap. He barely saw you reach for it, it was so fast. He knew you definitely must have practiced more with it after his "death". Dabi could've clapped, but when he heard you make the comment to the guy he was compelled to speak. He couldn't help himself.

Dabi had been quite pleased with the current interaction. It felt natural, like it used to with you guys. He was grateful you were willing to talk to him even knowing he was a villain. He was a little surprised to realize you caught on to his lurking around, but he knew you were smart after all. The fact that you didn't seem to mind that much warmed his cold blooded heart.

That was as Dabi, however. What would happen when you found out he and Touya were one and the same? Would you hate him? Hate that he's been away? That he allowed you to belive a lie? That he became a villain in the first place?

Far too quickly for him to register with his growing hesitations was the car that had begun to pull through the alley. Too quickly did he remember that his face mask was gone before he could shield his eyes. Too quickly did you turn back before he watched your eyes go wide as dinner plates.

You saw him.

The real him.

Todoroki Touya.

He knew it.

You were frozen in place. Your whole body had begun to tremble. Your lips parted a time or two to speak but nothing came out. There was so much to say, but where would you start? You knew it was Touya who stood before you. There could be no mistake. Not with those burns covering him.

You knew how hard he pushed himself, like that very night on Sekoto Peak. You knew how strong and resilient he was. It wouldn't have been a surprise that he had survived. However, the shock wasn't directed at what happened. It was the aftermath. Touya was alive after all.

 

But I see right through, 'cause I am broken too.

In all the same places as you, and if you needed proof, I'll reopen my wounds.

Reopen the wounds.

 

Dabi didn't know what to do. He turned to walk away and that's when your feet seem to come unglued from their position. You couldn't let him leave. Not now. You practically ran to him and gripped his white shirt. It started getting hard to see through the wetness now clouding your eyes.

You dropped to your knees while your body shook. It wasn't until you heard a gentle but raspy, "It's ok. Breathe, Babygirl. Breathe.'", that you realized you were damn near hyperventilating as you sobbed. He had rested his hands on your shoulders. "T-Touya...", was all you could choke out. He was alive all this time....and you never knew.

When you heard him in his attempt to calm you, that was it. Everything was becoming too much in that moment. The realization, the dreams and everything that's been happening lately. Even if some of it was just all in your head. You took another glance up at him, "I...I think I'm g-gonna be sick."

You shot over to the nearby dumpster. As you were hunched and bent over, the bile began to spew out as you dry heaved. Luckily you had gone for the side of the dumpster that blocked Dabi's view. A few moments later you leaned up, righting your posture, as you ran the back of your hand over your mouth.

You looked back at him before taking a few apprehensive steps his way. "Sorry, I know it's hard to look at.", he apologized as he waved a hand in front of his face. He knew it would be hard for anyone from his past to look at him now. He certainly couldn't blame you.

What he didn't expect was the hard shove to his chest that followed. "Hey, what the fu-..", he began in surprise before he was cut off. "ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY?!?" You were livid. He really thought you were that superficial?

"You think THAT'S why I'm upset?" Dabi didn't know what to do so he simply stood there and listened. You pinched the bridge of your nose before continuing. "You think I didn't consider you might actually look like this some day? Pushing yourself so hard that I maybe was, oh I dunno, prepared for that." You gave him an incredulous look. "You really believed I would think any  less, or love you, any less like this?"

 

I see myself in you.

I know you can make it through.

Dabi was speechless. You ran your fingers through your hair. Shaking your head and beginning to pace back and forth in front of him. "All this time.....you're alive.... all this time...". You were speaking low, more to yourself at this point. Dabi began to close the gap between you and you eyed him in confusion. "You're bleeding." You blinked at him a few times. "What?"

Dabi stepped closer and rested his hands on the sides of your neck. "Your neck, it's bleeding." Sure enough, there was a tiny slice and a trickle of blood that had begun to seep from it. "He must've cut me.", you whispered as you nod towards the discarded switchblade on the ground.

Dabi hadn't been in view of the beginning of your run in with the thug. So he missed when he originally held it to your throat. He gently swiped his thumb along the cut to collect the blood before taking in your gorgeous face. He then realized he was now inches from you.

He rested his forehead on yours when he heard you mutter a breathless 'Touya'. Both of you closed your eyes. "Say it again.", he instructed softly. A warm smile formed on your lips and you leaned back and repeated his real name. This time slightly louder. He could feel you swallow thickly under his finger tips.

Dabi opened his eyes to meet your gaze. He couldn't resist you any longer. Lifting his chin, he gently kissed your forehead before slowly moving down to kiss the tip of your nose. As he moved to finally meet your lips, the ringing of your phone pierced the tranquility of the moment. You shuttered as soon as you heard the ringtone.

Hawks' ringtone.

Dabi took a step back as you went to remove the cell from your pocket. You gave it a little wave in front of you. Facing the screen to him. "I gotta take this before he sends out his feathers."

The last thing you wanted was for Keigo to know you were with Dabi before you could explain anything. Dabi just gave a shrug but wanted to roll his eyes. Leave it to Birdbrain to ruin his moment reuniting with the love of his life.

 

If you needed proof, I'll reopen my wounds, in all the right places for you.

So now you see the truth, that you are broken too.

I'll reopen my wounds for you.

"Hey Babe!", Keigo happily greeted when you answered. "Thought you'd be here by now. I was gettin' a worried. Thought maybe ya stood me up. " You licked your lips. "I'm getting into my car now. I had to handle somethin' but I'm on my way."

Ever the perceptive one, Keigo could read you even through the phone. "You alright, my dove?" You gave an uneasy chuckle. "Y-yeah. I'll tell ya about it when I see ya." Your voice was making Keigo a little nervous. He fully trusted you, however. You said you would tell him about it and he believed you.

Dabi trusted you in a similar way. He knew you would leave the part about him out when explaining what had happened. He was actually kind of amazed at himself. He'd hardened his heart so well, except when it came to you. He still trusted you, cared for you. Despite so much time passing.

"Alright, see ya soon my little Chickadee!" You smiled at his goodbye. "OK, see ya soon." Once you hung up you gave a frustrated sigh and turned to Dabi. "I gotta go. The Commission only gives him a full day off once in a fuckin' blue moon."

You moved closer to your car before motioning to it and glancing back his way. "Can I drop ya somewhere?" Dabi simply nodded and stuck his hands in his pockets as he walked over and climbed in the passenger side.

 

I keep making the same mistakes.

Just to feel alive again.

It's the only way to break on through.

So stop numbing all the pain, 'cause it just won't go away.

If you only knew how much I needed you.

The ride was fairly quiet except for Dabi giving directions. Other than that, you would exchange glances and small smiles. While you had to pay attention to the road, Dabi took full advantage to look over your beautiful profile as you sat in the driver's seat. He had you pull to a stop to let him out in a part of the city that he felt was far enough from the League's bar. He didn't want you around there. Not just yet, if at all.

"Gimme your phone.", he instructed. Keeping his tone soft as he held out his hand. You didn't hesitate to hand it over. Dabi promptly dialed a number and his cellphone began ringing in his coat pocket. "There.", he commented as he handed it back to you. Both of your breaths hitched slightly as your fingers grazed one another. "Now you have my number. Use it whenever. I mean it."

"You aren't gonna disappear on me again, are you?", you ask. Raising an eyebrow at him. You didn't mean for the tone to sound so accusatory, but you couldn't deal with that. Not again.

Dabi chuckled a bit as he leaned in and kissed your forehead. "Don't count on it, Princess.", he whispered in your ear before sitting back. Taking one last look at you before exiting the car.

As you drove away you couldn't keep from repeatedly eying him up in her rear view mirror as he stood there on the sidewalk. Watching you drive off. You were almost compelled to turn around, but knew you couldn't.

You both looked on at the other until you turned a corner and drove out of view.

 

And if you needed proof, I'd reopen my wounds.

In all the right places for you.

I can see the truth 'cause I am broken too.

I am broken too.

Broken just like you.

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In the Shadows

Red Hood/Jason Todd x F. Reader

You've been able to avoid the law, and the Bat, as a petty criminal. What you don't know is that you've caught the unwanted attention of a particular vigilante.

Warnings: Sexual content; tw:Dubcon; Stalking; Outdoor sex; Praising; Fingering; Vaginal sex; Barebacking; Creampie [18+ | NSFW]

"It's when everything is calm that you need to be most alert." - Unknown

Diving across to the next roof you had to roll when you stuck the landing. However, you were able to recover and jump up quick. Checking your bag for the goods. Luckily you haven't lost a jewel on the go yet.

Seeing they were all there, you sprint to the opposite edge. Another successful leap and you were almost home free. Ready to climb down the next fire escape and blend in with the late night crowd on the street before you get to your apartment.

The next part isn't your favorite. Waiting to fence what you got. There's plenty to go to in Gotham. Though some of them won't do it so soon after being stolen. Unfortunately, those are the ones best at the job. Being careful is part of the reason. So you'll just have to wait to bring them in.

You normally let your mind wander during your getaway. It helps to keep your speed and not worry about different things going on in the moment. As if when your thoughts are blank you're suddenly at the end of your run before you know it. So instead of worrying about a clean getting away at this point, you thought about how Catwoman makes this shit look so easy.

That's when it happens. You're suddenly hit hard from the side. It knocks you off your feet. Making you fly sideways and roll across the roof. Now you're out of breath from running so hard and also in pain. Your vision is blurry and your head is spinning.

You're not laying there for more than a few seconds before you feel someone get a tight grip on you. A hurtful hold of the hair at the back of your head. It yanks back and your necks bends up painfully. "Gotcha.", he muffled voice is heard in your ear. On one hand you know it's not Batman since it's clear to hear, but you're scared about who it could be.

Finally you're rolled over and a knee is harshly poked into your ribs. Pinning you down as a looming figure hovers over you. You mostly see the color red and it makes sense once your vision clears. Unfortunately, above you sits the vigilante Red Hood.

"A pretty thing like you should have a different line of work.", he says as he rubs the back of his gloved finger along your cheek. Despite not being able to see his eyes, you can tell he's looking over your body. His head moving down as he takes you in. "You, my dear, may be my favorite villain to catch."

You weakly shake your head. "I'm n-no villain.", you manage to say. A dark chuckle escapes him. "Fine. Still doesn't change anything." You feel his hand rest on your shoulder. "That makes things better. I'd have to bring in a villain and not let you go." Your eyebrows narrow in confusion. You're very aware that Red Hood didn't mess around. So why is he insinuating he let you go?

You get your answer when you feel his hand start to run down your chest. Slowly inching it's way onto one of your breasts. Your eyes widen at his actions. "If you were mine, I'd make sure you were at home. Sittin' pretty and waitin' for me." You don't like how this is going and start to struggle below him.

"Hey!", he shouts harshly before backhanding you across the face. The hit stuns you, so you have no choice but to listen to him. "Be still, dollface! You give me a hard time and I'll make you regret it!" You lay there and do your best to just regulate your breathing.

"Bet you think you're pretty smooth 'cause ya haven't been caught yet.." He laughs and straddles your body. "..but I've had my eye on you for a long while." Now he's fully groping you with both hands. Despite wearing a mask, you can tell he let's out a shuddering breath.

"Just been bidin' my time till I get you right where I want ya." With one large hand he takes your wrists and holds them together. Pinning them down over your head. With the other he grips your cheeks. Making your lips pout. He simply stares for a few minutes before talking again.

"Now...I'm a good guy. So it'd be wrong for me to just take what I want. That'd make me a thief like you but of the worst kind." You want to struggle again, but it's crazy how strong he is. "So this is my proposal. You lemme have what I want and we have a good fuckin' time together." Suddenly he releases your face and you feel his palm down over your tights. Resting over your hot core.

"You agree and I let you leave and go home, or I just take you directly to Gordon at the PD." He tilts his head slightly. "What d'ya say, babygirl? It's your call.." You remain calm and think for a second. You'll really get to go home if you give in to him? Would that be so bad?

You've only ever spent the night in a cell at Gotham PD for disorderly conduct or a night in the "drunk tank". From what you've heard, you wouldn't be able to handle being sent to Blackgate. So maybe this alternative really is better.

"Fine.", you whisper and he leans in towards your face. "What was that?" You scoff and roll your eyes. "Fine!", you respond louder. "You'll do everything I say and get yourself outta this predicament?" You nod your head. "Fine...I will."

His demeanor seems almost giddy. "That's a good girl.", he sighs. "You'll be glad you made the right decision." He moves back on his knees. "I'm moving my hand, so just lay there for me." You nod and remain how your laying with your arms laying up over your head. His guns are very noticeable on his sides, but you know better than to try anything.

Plus you don't have a deathwish.

He slinks down further and grips the top of your bottoms. "So far so good.", he comments. Slowly he pulls the tights down over your legs. Stopping around your knees. "Fuck, you look as delicious as I thought you would." He keeps staring through his mask and you grow self-conscious under his gaze.

Red Hood growls in frustration. "I wanna eat that pussy so bad.", he murmurs. Finally, he sighs, "Alas.. we don't have the time." You jolt when you feel him run his fingers along your lips. He rubs them, along with your bud, with two fingers and you hate that you like how it feels so much.

You want to moan but bite your lip. Trying to keep your noises to a minimum. "Don't do that.", he warns. "I know you like it. I wanna hear you." He keeps up his ministrations and you feel the knot building in your gut. Finally a loud groan leaves you when he inserts the two fingers.

The glove makes it rough, but helps take up space and fill your hole. He keeps a steady pace and you can't help moaning. "Tell me you like it." You don't register his words until you feel him grip your neck with his free hand. "Tell me you fuckin' like it.", he demands. "I like it!", you shriek. Finally an orgasm rips through you. "F-fuckk I like ittt.", you say with a long groan.

Red Hood laughs at you as he let's you ride it out. When he removes them you feel empty. You can then hear a clicking sound and it takes a moment to realize that he's undoing his belt. He tugs his pants down and his member springs forward. Thick and flushed with a weeping tip. Something to admire under better circumstances.

He runs it through your slick lips. Collecting the gathered juices glistening on your folds. "This is gonna be good.", he says as he lines himself up. As he pushes inside you he let's out a wanton moan. "Fuuuck you're so tight, sweetheart."

Red Hood sheaths himself to the hilt. Freezing once fully inside of you. The feeling is intense and you reach up and grip around his arms. He flinches, thinking you were pushing him off. Relaxing once he realizes that you're simply holding on. "You're gonna be the death of me."

He starts his pace nice and slow. Easing in and out of you. You remember his command and let your moans fly. "Good girl.", he praises, "Show me how much you like it." When you raise the volume he starts his punishing pace. Slamming into you and making your eyes roll back.

He's definitely good. You find you like his praising and this is some of the best sex you've had. You try and clear your mind. It's a dubious situation, but decide you'll make peace with it later. Maybe he was right. Not only will you stay out of jail but have a good time.

"G-gonna cum!", you squeak out and he pushes your legs up. Getting you into a mating press. Your legs bang together at your knees given your pants tying them to each other. "Fuckin' knew I'd love it inside you." He changes position and his cock is now hitting you as deep as he can. "Go on.", he orders. "Cum with me, Sweetheart."

You're both breathing heavy. You obey him and cry out. Tightening around him as you cum. "Shit, you're fuckin' milkin' me dry!" He let's out a roar as you watch him lower his head. Viewing his cock coming in and out. "Fuck, fuck, FUCK!" You know he's filling you up once he tenses up on top of you.

After a few moments he pulls out and rolls off of you. He stands up and carefully puts his sensitive member away. You lay there catching your breath. You look over him, regarding him carefully. He's never taken his mask off, and despite everything that's gone down, you wonder what he looks like underneath.

"Thanks, darlin'.", he says as he steps closer to you once more. He slides your tights back up and extends his hand down to offer you help to get up. You clasp it and he pulls you into his strong arms that he wraps around you. "I knew you were somethin' special the first time I saw ya."

You want to ask when that was but he breaks his hold and steps aside. Before you know it he scoops up your bag of jewels off the ground. "I'll return these for ya, Sweets." You scoff but don't argue. It seems as if he was telling the truth and letting you go as it is.

"Maybe we can do this again, yeah?", he says as he taps on your chin with his knuckle. Standing and staring to commit your face to memory. Your doe eyes looking at him like you don't want him to go. Moments later however, he darts away to the edge of the roof. "Behave yourself!", he yells. Glancing back with a salute.

He jumps off and disappears from sight. Only the zip sound of his grapple being heard. You're left standing there alone. Going over what just happened in your head. Never expecting events like that to happen. So you turn and head off into the night and back to your place.

Every day afterward you catch yourself thinking of him. Not in just one way, either. Wondering what he's doing and if he's alright. Does he think about you? Is he still watching you?

You find that you really do hope to encounter him again. Wishing for it and that he didn't get his fill of you. That he didn't use you out of circumstance. One day, a week later, you discover roses outside your door and smile. Hurrying to bring them inside. This happens every so often now.

One day your walking along and reading a slip of paper. An actual job interview. You've been sort of 'scared straight' since that night. Wanting to do better with your life. It's definitely hard since it's so easy to be bad in Gotham.

Suddenly you run into someone else. Shoulder checking a strong arm. "Whoa!", the husky voice says as he helps steady you and keep you from stumbling back. "Sorry-", you begin to say before realizing you're looking at a really handsome man. He's wearing a leather jacket and jeans. Tall, dark and handsome with a small patch of light colored hair at the front.

He flashes a nice smile. "Don't worry about it.", he replies with a shrug. "You ok?" You nod and awkwardly clear your throat. "Yeah. 'm sorry again." He just waves you off. "No big deal." To top it off, he steps over to a nice motorcycle. He grabs the helmet off the seat and straddles the vehicle. "Such a pretty thing runnin' into me just made my day!"

He slides the helmet on his head and glances at you through the visor. "I'm Jason.", he hollers. "What's your name, sweetheart?" You glance around, then yell your first name to him. It's obvious he's smiling underneath. Jason starts the bike and revs it up. "Behave yourself!", he says over the roar of the engine before pulling away from the curb.

You stand there smiling before you recognize his last words. Suddenly aware of his identity. You spin around and look in the direction he just drove off in. Not seeing him after disappearing in traffic. You don't know what to do but stand there and gather your thoughts.

Finally, after a minutes, you crumple up the paper you were holding. You decide that you're going back to your old tricks. Not because you have to, but because you want to. You want Jason's attention. In the shadows and under the dark of the night.

You want him to punish you for being bad.

[blackheart-biohazards]

😈 You are not bound by the Hays code.

😈 You are allowed to have evil characters who are not punished by the narrative by the end of the story.

😈 You are allowed to have evil characters who win.

😈 You are allowed to have evil characters who make evil look fun and cool.

😈 You are allowed to make your fun, cool evil character the protagonist.

😈 You are allowed to glorify, romanticize and eroticize evil characters and villainous acts.

😈 You are not obligated to teach your audience a moral lesson.

[dovesndecay]

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Word.😎😈

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Secrets We Keep

Despite attending a Hero event with your boyfriend, you can't help but sneak in some time with your side pieces.

Dabi/Todoroki Touya x F. Reader x Hawks/Takami Keigo; Grand/Shindo Yo x F. Reader

Warnings: Sexual Content; Cheating; Outdoor sex; Fingering; Oral sex (Giving); Deep throat; Mutual masturbation [NSFW | 18+]

"A secret's worth depends on the people from whom it must be kept." – Carlos Ruiz Zafón

Another formal event. Another boring time to be had. You knew there were alot of different aspects to being a Hero even before your career began. It wasn't always going to be action packed and kicking butt. One such avenue were these dreaded galas.

Sure it was fun to dress up, but that glee ended once you entered the place. After that it's all fake smiles and schmoozing with people you wouldn't normally talk to. Even if they are in your industry, or even working in your building. There were better people you could being spending your time with. There were lots of other things you could be doing with your time. Lots of dirty things..

You took another sip of your drink. What was this, your third? You were standing with your boyfriend Shindo. One arm entwined with his and a champagne flute in your opposite hand. He was chatting it up with some Sidekicks as you just listened in.

You did the dutiful girlfriend stuff: batted your eyes at him when he actually glanced your way; laughed at his bad jokes. You weren't sure why you were still together with him. Well, that was a lie. Since you two were one of the darling couples of the Hero world it was insisted you stay together by your agents and publicists.

Gee, what would you do without them?

As you took a other sip from your champagne flute your eyes wandered the room before locking onto a pair of golden orbs already set on you. He was across the room, standing amongst a small group with Jeanist and Mirko. You never broke your gaze away and took in his appearance. He fully faced you, a smirk playing at his lips. His white suit really accentuated the large, crimson wings visible behind him.

You watched as he looked down over your body and back up as your own smirk grew. Feeling him undress you with his eyes, you were getting wetter at your core thinking about the next time he would get to actually do so.

You got distracted by a loud laugh from your boyfriend. Glancing over, you noticed a female Sidekick that had suddenly appeared on the other side of him. Good. Maybe he'll focus on her and you could chat up someone you actually had feelings for.

One thing you didn't notice as you watched the interaction, was the single feather that made it's way over to you. It weaved through the feet in the crowded room effortlessly before slipping up the bottom of your long dress.

You were taking another sip from your drink when you felt it. A red feather was suddenly running it's soft tip back and forth along your panties with light strokes. You knew what it was immediately. out still jolted in surprise and nearly spit out your drink. Shindo took noticed and asked if you were alright. "Y-yeah. Thanks for askin', Yo. Guess I jus' got some liquid down the wrong p-pipe."

As you were talking the feather had put more pressure into it's touch. You were grateful Yo was still nice to you despite you being sure he didn't feel the same about you either. Of course he had to be caring right this moment and draw his attention to you when you were doing your best to act natural. It took every bit of you to not let out a wanton moan, and the feather was only rubbing your clit over your panties still.

It wasn't until Shindo was back to chatting away when you pulled yourself together and grew brave enough to look over at the perpetrator. Keigo of course wore the most smug face you'd ever seen on him. You gave a half-hearted glare with no real anger behind it. If anything this turned you on...and he knew it. Just to be his cocky self, he took a sip of his own champagne when you felt the feather assert more pressure over you clothed cunt.

You bit your bottom lip and watched him pull out the hand that was in his coat pocket. His cell now clutched in his grasp. You looked on as he began to text someone. You were fairly certain who that very person was. Probably getting the latest play by play about Keigo having the upper hand over you. When he was done he made eye contact with you as he dropped the cell back into his pocket.

He stared you down and you knew what he was telling you with no words being said. You never broke your gaze away as you watched him excuse himself and head for the door. He spared one last glance back at you before disappearing into the hallway. You felt his feather pull away from it's ministrations just then as well.

"Excuse me. Ladies room.", is all you say as you turned and walked away from your boyfriend. He simply nodded at you and continued mingling. You left your drink on a random table as you made a beeline in the direction you had last seen one of your lovers make his retreat.

As you began to make your way through the same doors just moments behind Hawks another body entered the room. You knew exactly who it was just by eying him in your periphery: your old boyfriend before Shindo. Known previously in your mind as "the one that got away". The skulking athletic frame, spiked blonde hair and red eyes you could feel already trained on you as you made your way passed him.

"Katsuki.", you commented in casual greeting. You spared him no actual look but heard the oh so familiar 'tch' from his gritted teeth. "Tell you boyfriends I said hello.", he commented gruffly under his breath. You hummed in response and kept walking.

Once in the hall, you made you way over before pausing at the door to the stairwell. You couldn't help but wonder if you'd heard him wrong. Did he say...boyfriends? Of course he probably did you reckoned. If anyone could've figured it out it would've been Bakugo...but how long had he known?

You shrugged and realized you had more pressing issues to attend to. lf anything you trusted Katsuki not to say anything. Besides, he hated the idea of you being with Shindo and unhappy just as much as you did.

Pushing the bar to open the door, you quickly passed through and held up your dress to descend the stairs as fast as you could in your heels. It was just moments before you pushed open the door to the alley and looked back and forth.

You glanced each way a few more times when, to your dismay, no one was in sight. You decided to go deeper into the alley. After all, the two you were looking for wouldn't be near the street full of people. Then again, if they really wanted to torture you...

Just before you were about to call out for anyone a scarred hand covered your mouth. "Shhh..quiet little mouse.", you heard the husky voice in your ear, his lips grazing the rim. His voice was as smokey as his quirk and you loved it. "You shouldn't be too loud with so many Heroes around tonight.." It was hard to smile under his warm palm while his other arm worked its way around your waist, holding you firmly to him.

He didn't even move his hand when the other figure stepped from the shadows. "Maybe she wants their attention.", he commented playfully. However his sharp gold eyes held a deeper emotion, pure lust.

Dabi moved his hands down to tug the bottom of your dress up. Only moving it up your legs to your thighs before stopping. "Maybe you don't want to play with us tonight?", he inquires. You shake your head. Adamant about wanting to keep going. "Please. I really do." Dabi let's out a low chuckle. "How do you ask?" He slowly keeps moving your dress up to your waist as he awaits your answer.

"Please!", you start to beg breathlessly. "Please play with me." You know you've gotta be soaked down below and you wouldn't be wrong. Suddenly one of Hawks' fingers swirls around your bud before inserting fully inside. "Holy shit...", he comments in surprise. He looks around you to Dabi as he continues to finger you. "You won't believe how wet she is, buddy."

Dabi chortles and presses a kiss to your neck. "Oh I believe it.", he replies. "She loves being such a naughty girl." You nod and you feel yourself on the edge of an orgasm already. "Fuck!", you whisper and it suddenly hits you. Wracking your body with pleasure while leaving your legs wobbly.

Hawks only slows down a bit and once you've come back down to earth he removes the digit. The bulge in his pants is prominent and you can feel the one behind you is sporting one just as hard. "Come on, doll. Make me feel good." You don't hesitate to spin and nearly lunge for his belt. Dabi laughs at your actions. "Can't wait to get ahold of my cock, huh?"

The question barely escapes his lips when you hear him let out an audible hiss. You can see him throw his head back in your periphery, but that wasn't what you were focused on. It was his member in your hand as you gently start stroking him. "Be careful of my hair.", you demand before squatting down and taking him in your mouth.

Dabi does as he's asked and carefully rests his hand on tip of your head. Watching out for your hair being done for the event. In his head he's wishing he could just destroy you. Then send you back inside so all the so-called "high society" can see how you love being fucked by him.

"Aww, I don't wanna be left out.", Hawks whines with a pout. Dabi looks at him and chuckles darkly. Hawks is standing there in his tux, his hard dick in his hand, as he jerks himself off to the show in front of him. You continue to suck Dabi and stroke with with your lips and hand. You extend your other hand towards Hawks. Motioning him to come closer, and he doesn't hesitate by any means.

So here you are. Finding yourself in the back alley of the building the event hall is in. Sucking one guy and jerking the other. "Didn't wanna be left out, huh birdbrain?", Dabi teases. Hawks lets out a low groan in reply first. "Why would I?", he asks as he looks down at you. "Our girl is so good." Another long moan from Dabi is heard. "I know. I'm gonna fuckin' cum soon."

You pull off Dabi with a 'pop'. "One at a time...no dress. The mouth!", you warn before going right back to sucking. "Guess that means me first.", Dabi says with a wide smile. You feel him tense up before feeling him fill your mouth a few moments later. "That was so fuckin' good, baby.", he compliments before stepping back.

You smile at him as you seductively wipe the side of your mouth. Dabi could swear he was about to get rock again all over again at the sight. You don't waste too much time before you turn and wrap your lips around Hawks. He's much more animated as you work your magic. Moaning and groaning. Throwing out compliments and praise.

He's just as hard as Dabi was, but of course in his pleasure he grips onto strands of your hair atop your head. You let it go. Looking up at him through your lashes just as you did with Dabi. It turned you on so much to watch them reacting to your ministrations.

He goes from his head thrown back to looking down at you. "I'm gonna fill up your throat, lovebird.", he says as you feel his begin is shake a bit. "Keep looking up at me with those pretty eyes." You do as your told and watch him come undone. His salty essence does indeed shoot into your throat. "Fuck, you took both those loads like a champ."

Hawks gives a little shriek as you suck a little hard when the sensitivity takes over. Dabi is already redressed and standing with his arms crossed as he watches. Hawks seems to need a breather as he comes down from his orgasm. You stand and smooth put your dressing. Fixing your hair however you can out here.

"So what about me?", you ask innocently. The guys look at each other. Seeming to come to a silent agreement. When they take longer to answer you plant your hands on your hips and pout. Displaying your impatience. Finally the guys laugh. Dabi steps up to you and kisses your forehead. "Relax, little mouse.", he says softly. "Promise I'll take care of you later for doing such a good job."

You giggle and roll your eyes. "Yeah, like you could resist anyways." Dabi shrugs and steps back. You aren't wrong, he thinks. "Come on, lovebird.", Hawks says as he links his arm with yours. "We gotta get back to the party before anyone notices." You nod and wave goodbye to Dabi. He winks and blows you a kiss.

"See ya tonight.", he states before he turns and walks off into the night. You wish you could leave with him but know that's impossible. You'll be sorely reminded when you return to the event. To a room full of individuals looking to take Dabi down and bring him to justice.

You long for the freedom to go with him, but for now will continue to play the part. It's easier with one of your loves being a Hero. Despite having to keep him at arm's length. Playing like he isn't one of the two satisfying you on a regular basis.

You'll drink your disappointments away for tonight. Mingling with the friends you made ever since starting Hero school years ago. You have one more wish that you could gush about your feelings to them openly. Feeling a little bad you have to hide these things from them. Despite having good reason.

You're sure you'll get over it later tonight, though. When you're reunited with Dabi again. When he's stuffing himself inside you. When Hawks is there helping to fill your holes. You wouldn't have it any other way.

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Ft: Sukuna, Itadori, Megumi & Gojo

How the boys give it to you and possibly some of their fave positions. [NSFW]

Warnings: Sexual content; Mentions of: Vaginal sex, Anal sex, Barebacking, Creampie [18+]

Itadori:

He likes it both ways.

To make love to you and fuck you good.

"Oh my God, baby! What would I do without ya?!"

Hardly takes his eyes off your form.

Loves watching you guys in the mirror.

Feels like he's gonna explode when he's got you bent over doggy-style.

Big smile on him as he flexes his arms in the reflection.

You feel TOO good sometimes.

Gets so close he has to stop from time to time.

Suddenly freezes and grips you tight to stop any movement.

"Don't move, sweetness. If you move I'm gonna cum...fuck."

Will agree to wear a condom, but you both give up on it after a little bit.

Gets so excited to not have to use one.

Sukuna:

He's as brutal in the sack as one can imagine.

Makes sure that, in bed, you know you're his dirty girl.

His slut to use.

Even despite his feelings for you.

He does do praise.

If you can call it that.

It's usually rough, fast paced sex.

"Come on, baby. You're my girl for a reason. You can take it."

The nastier the better.

You love it.

Has you bent like a pretzel.

Pulls your hair...hard.

Position after position.

Fucking you hard into the mattress.

Or whatever surface he's taking you on.

Makes sure ALL of your holes get filled.

(That's three if you're counting.)

Has you choking on his fingers deep in your throat as your spit spills out around them.

His cock is drilling you in the ass while he spanks you with the other.

"Don't you ever fuckin' forget who you belong to, babygirl. Uour my bitch to use how I fuckin' want."

Afterward, he let's you cuddle into him for taking it so well.

Refuses condoms flat out.

He has to hit it raw no matter what.

Gojo:

This dude is cocky.

So he's the same in bed.

Loves getting you into a mating press.

Watching him wear out your hole.

"Wow, dollface. You're so messy down there."

Definitely likes you getting embarrassed by his words.

Wants you to be loud.

Like, wants the neighbors to feel just as embarrassed as you.

"Aww. Don't hide your face, baby."

"Don't hold back those beautiful noises you make."

Always praises you and your pretty pussy for a job well done.

Loves your ankles on his shoulders.

Presses you as far as he can before he fills you up.

"My girl is such a champ taking me so well. Aren't ya?"

Another one that hits it without a condom.

Will do or say anything for him to be able to feel you au natural.

Megumi:

This one is by far the softest of the bunch.

Will only consider it making love.

Doesn't even entertain the idea of sex until you've officially dated for a while.

Something he only does with someone he's in love with.

Sex isn't rough or degrading.

He may be soft spoken but the man can definitely last a while.

Surprises you at first with how skilled he is despite not having a ton of experience.

Prefers missionary position.

Loves being able to make eye contact and praise you face to face.

Kisses you intensely while he's deep inside.

Giving it to you with steady paced thrusts.

Leary about not wearing condoms.

It's not safe.

Doesn't want to have a child suffer being born out of wedlock.

Not only that, but he's well aware of the evils in the world.

However he loves you, so he's willing to oblige you.

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Hearts Burst Into Fire

While Dabi is busy with the League he takes the time to work himself up to the big reveal he's about to make.

Dabi/Todoroki Touya x F. Reader; Hawks/Takami Keigo x F. Reader

Moth to a Blue Flame: Chapter Six

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Lyrics: Hearts Burst Into Fire by Bullet For My Valentine

I'm coming home, I've been gone for far too long.

Do you remember me at all?

I'm leaving.

Have I fucked things up again?

I'm dreaming.

Too much time without you spent.

Dabi spent the better part of the day with Toga and Twice out attempting to recruit the usual outcasts and dregs into the League. That and collecting "protection money" from nearby businesses and shop owners they were extorting. Of course your face sat in the forefront of Dabi's mind. Now he was longing to touch you, to feel you, just fucking be near you more and more each passing day.

"What's up with you?" Toga eyed him curiously as she awaited his answer. He hadn't even realized his mind had trailed off yet again. "Huh? Nothin'.", is all he gave as a response. "Not truuee.", she replied in a sing-song like manner. "Something's been up with you lately."

Twice chimed in as he looked to Dabi. "She's right. Something's been on your mind, even Boss noticed." Dabi definitely didn't like that last part. Twice rested his hand on Dabi's shoulder. "Come on. It's good to get things off you're chest. You don't have to tell us if you don't want to." Dabi was not amused by the two different sounding voices coming from his peer.

Dabi narrowed his eyes at Twice's hand and Twice let out a high pitched 'Eep' under his breath as he ripped his hand away. "Will you two leave me alone already.", he rasped as he continued his stride down the sidewalk. "Newsbags."  Toga and Twice had stopped in their tracks already. They looked to each other and shrugged at the same time before running off to catch up with him.

It hurts, wounds so sore.

Now I'm torn, now I'm torn.

I've been far away.

When I see your face, my Hearts burst into fire.

Hearts burst into fire.

When it began to get dark the trio came up to a corner where a shady man in dark clothing and a black skull cap stood glancing up and down the street. "You got it?", Dabi asked as he approached. Without answering him the man simply pulled one of his hands from his pockets and handed Dabi a small slip of paper he had been holding.

"Took long enough.", Dabi grumbled and checked the what was written down on it. The man gave out a breathy laugh, 'Hah' before saying "Hey, it wasn't easy to get. Apparently it's someone from UA's kid." Dabi glared back at him. "Ain't your business to know who. Just to get the damn info then forget it." The man simply extended his hand out towards Dabi. "Oh, I'll forget it..", he started as he raised his eyebrows and smiled, looking amused, "..when I get my payment."

"Yeah, yeah." Dabi sighed as he shoved a wad of cash in the man's outstretched hand. The man nodded at Dabi after plunging his hands back in his pockets and turned and walked off. "Pleasure doin' business." Dabi paid no attention to him and gave no reply. He only took the moment to stare at the information written down before his eyes.

This was it.

"What's that?", Toga questioned as she tried to look over his shoulder at it. "Nothin'." Dabi shoved the slip of paper into the pocket of his coat and turned on his heels and began walking away. "Go back to the bar.", he instructed as he called back to them without looking. He knew they'd ask where he was going and he readied his lie. 

"Where you goin' now?", whined Toga. "Recruiting.", was all he said in response and kept it at that as he walked off into the ever darkening night. Twice looked to Toga. "What did that note say?" She shrugged as she turned to look back at him and the pair started walking away in the opposite direction. "I don't know. It kinda looked like an address."

You're not alone, I know I'm far from home

Do you remember me at all?

I'm leaving.

Do you wait for me again?

I'm screaming.

No more days without you spent.

You were approaching your car parked along the back wall of the building when it happened. You should have been aware of your surroundings, you knew better than not to. Your mind was just wracked with so much lately that it was hard to see coming. A surprised shriek escaped you when an arm came around your body tightly from one side and the opposite held a switchblade to your throat.

"Don't move and we'll be good girly!", you heard the unknown thug demand. You were in no mood, and this guy certainly didn't know who he had messed with. So you let out a laugh. "I don't think so." While he stood in confusion over your remark, you threw your head back full force and head butted him.

He stumbled back a bit but was strong enough to regain his composure before you could land another hit to his face. He was able to recoordinate himself quick enough, though. Grabbing your body he moved you forward, expecting to smash yoyr head into the hard wall and at least knock you out. If worse happened, oh well. Then he could take whatever he wanted from you.

What he didn't expect was once you started moving, you ducked until his arm before getting close to the wall. You landed a punch into his gut and he keeled over, coughing and spewing in response. He was shocked. That gave you the split second to pull your own pocket knife gifted to you from Touya years ago from your back pocket. Grabbing him in a headlock and now having it at his throat. "You fucked up now.", you breathed into his ear.

"I second that." A third voice spoke out proudly, his presence unnoticed by the two of them until now. You spun your head to his direction. The man in your grasp attempted to turn but could only glance. The new guy had hung back in the shadows but by the way he was dressed they could tell who he was immediately.

The cremation villain. A chill ran up your spine. You had seen him on the news, but never really got a good look at him. That wasn't what bothered you though. It was his voice. You knew that voice. Heard it in your dreams not long ago.

He wore a face mask, and you could now tell he was the one that had been coming into the bar. Watching you while you were out. You still felt no fear though. Besides, if he wanted to harm you, kidnap you or worse, he would've done it already. So what was his angle?

Dabi made no move to come any closer. "What're ya gonna do with him?", he questioned curiously. You pursed your lips and turned your attention to the man. "You gonna try and rob anyone else tonight?" His head shook and you could tell he was trembling. "Please, lemme go! Here take this! Just lemme go! Whatever ya do, don't let him near me!" He had reached in his pocket and held out some cash, a few small pieces of expensive jewelry...and a beautiful broach.

Mrs. Yamaguchi's broach.

You felt anger boil up inside. "Is she dead?", you asked through gritted teeth in a very calm, unsettling tone. He shook his head again. "N-no! I seen an ambulance come while I was back here!"

You were fed up now. You knew this scum wouldn't stop. Any Hero that captured him would just result in his arrest and release a short time later. He'd be free to harm more nice old ladies. "I'll handle him.", Dabi offered. You glanced at him, weighing your options. You definitely could let him take care of this guy. Let him do the dirty work. Finally deciding, you shoved him in Dabi's direction. "Here. You can have him, villain."

Dabi chuckled darkly as he caught the man tumbling forward. He ripped off his face mask so that the thug got a last good look at him before he incinerated the creep. He obviously didn't know he had been messing with Dabi's girl, but still. It's the point.

After the moment of a painful scream ripping through the air it went quiet again. This time the crackling of the pile of kindling could now be heard in the night as well. You simply watched on with a blank face. You couldn't feel sorry for that guy. While your eyes were trained on the ground between them Dabi kept his on you. Regarding you carefully. As long as you didn't see his eyes he'd be alright. He'd still be Dabi. A villain.

My bed, so cold, so lonely.

No arms just sheets to hold me.

Has this world stopped turning?

Are we forever to be apart?

Forever to be apart.

He couldn't help look over your whole body. Taking in whatever sight the low light back there gave to him. You were a temple he would gladly worship on his knees at. Suddenly your words broke him from his worship. "Thanks, stalker.", you spoke up with a sly smile. "Stalker?" Is that what you thought?

You took a step forward, trying to eye him up in the dark. "Yeah. You've been commin' into the bar..", you began to explain, "..and wasn't that you I saw outside the club last night? I didn't realize at first. It took me a minute, but seein' you here now I'm taking an educated guess and guessin'  I'm right."

Dabi couldn't help but smile. "I guess I didn't think of it as stalking." Your smile grew wider and you raised an eyebrow as you remembered Emiko's text. "Would you prefer 'admirer'?" Dabi couldn't help the chuckle he let out. "Yeah, that's better at least." You laughed at the interaction. How were you not nervous around a notorious villain like him?

It was then a car began pulling down the alley from the end behind you. You glanced back to make sure you were out of the way for it to drive by, but as you turned back your eyes widened in shock. The light from the vehicle's headlights had washed over Dabi. Every bit of him could be seen. When you saw his eyes though, that's when you froze.

Those eyes. You knew those eyes. Not a doubt in your mind. You were absolutely certain. No matter how much time has passed.  You would know those particular eyes anywhere. 

His eyes.

Touya.

I'm coming home, I've been gone for too long.

I'm coming home, do you remember me at all?

I'm leaving, I'm screaming, I'm dreaming

When hearts burst into fire!

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Alone

Taking a new step and being a now serious relationship with Hawks makes you reminisce more about Touya.

Dabi/Todoroki Touya x F. Reader; Hawks/Takami Keigo x F. Reader

Chapter Warnings: Sexual content; Nipple play; Shower sex; Vaginal sex; Barebacking; Creampie [18+]

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Moth to a Blue Flame: Chapter Five

Song: 'Alone' - I Prevail

We used to have it all.

It was us against the world, but now,

I've been sleeping on my own.

Spending all these nights alone,

knowing you're not coming home.

You stood leaning against the table, resting your cheek in your palm. You text back and forth with Emiko for a little, but now had your phone down as you let your thoughts take over. It's not that you weren't happy. You really were. Women all over Japan would kill to be in your position. You were lucky enough to be the one Hawks wanted at the receiving end of his affection. Perhaps it was just nervousness.

Keigo was a great guy, to say the least. He was strong, kind, trustworthy, funny, sweet. Not to mention he was gorgeous. You could make a laundry list of great qualities and it was hard to think of any bad ones. Well, maybe his loyalty to Endeavor and seeing the man through rose colored glasses were his ONE downfall. There wasn't much else wrong with him. Maybe it was the fact your last boyfriend died on you? With Keigo's dangerous job as number two Pro Hero "Hawks" anything could happen. You were aware how skilled he was, and surely no one was faster. So you had every bit of faith in him.

However, you held every faith in your late boyfriend also. You knew anything was possible. Anything could happen to Keigo. Everything could change in an instant. You didn't know what you'd do if you lost him, too.

Those thoughts led to more of Touya, of course. Even after having him in your life for almost 16 years, that was nowhere near enough. He shouldn't have been taken from them. From you. The forest of Sekoto Peak has since healed, but you could still feel the scorch marks on your soul. The first and second degree burns you received on your arms that night trying to search for and recover him from that blaze now had tattoos covering them, but sometimes you could still feel the heat. Like the flames were always close to consuming.

Keigo had his own troubled past; some details about it he had trusted you enough to provide. You were grateful he turned out to be the man he was. He didn't let those demons of his past pull him down or hold him back. Not like yours had before. You wondered what Touya would think of Keigo. He's so laid-back you think they'd get along if Touya were alive today. At least you had a good man to call your own once more. It wasn't lost on ya that you were fortunate enough in life to have had two amazing guys to claim your heart.

Cause you're running through my dreams.

It's like you're on repeat.

Feels like eternity, and I can't believe.

You broke free from your thoughts when a sleepy yawn is heard. Followed by a throat clearing and Keigo then appearing from behind. You didn't move. Simply turned your head still resting in your palms to take in the view of him. He wore a robe now, but you were sure was he still naked underneath.

"Good morning, lovebird.", he purred in your ear. You leaned up to stand straight as he snaked his arms around your middle. You couldn't help but giggle at him. Tilting your head so that he could rest his chin on your shoulder. "Morning.", you greet him with a smile. 

"So, I was thinking...how 'bout a romantic dinner tonight. Wanna make the most of my night off with my girlfriend." You let out a hum. "Sure, that sounds nice." Keigo began peppering kisses along the back of your neck, brushing strands of hair aside. "We can do it here so we can be alone." He stopped kissing at your neck long enough to lean forward and wiggle his eyebrows at the mention of being alone. 

You laughed and nodded in agreement. "Alright, but I wanna go home and nap for a bit today." Keigo gave out a low, playful 'aww' but didn't push. He did have a suggestion, though. "Well, how 'bout you shower here then? We can get that outta the way now, yeah? What d'ya think?" You rotated your position to face him with your arms clinging around his neck. "Mmm, I think that sounds nice.", you reply in a sultry tone before bringing your lips to his.

A loud squeak erupted for you when Keigo lifted you up as if you weighed nothing. Sitting you at the edge of the table. When you had woken up you only slipped on the black button up shirt he wore to the club last night...and nothing else. Furthermore, you had proceeded to only button a few of those buttons. Keigo was noticing this and got an eyeful of your body underneath. He slowly began to button each one and a moment later your entire front was fully bared to him.

I let you in, you left me out. You left me on my own, you left me all alone. I let you in, you bled me out. You left me skin and bone, you left me all alone.

Keigo gave an audible hiss of approval at the sight. Fuck, was his girl a Goddess. His girl. He loved that. "Damn", could be heard under his breath as he left wet kisses down the side of your throat before hitting along the collarbone. You mewled at the feeling. You could feel the growth behind his robe push against your hot core. Both of you were definitely ready for another round.

Keigo slid his tongue along your soft skin until he took one nipple in his mouth. This made you throw your head back and let out a louder moan. You gently reached up and caressed his feathers around the juncture of his wings and he shuttered a bit as he let out his loud groan around your nipple. Keigo couldn't wait anymore. After a moment his mouth let go with a wet 'pop' before kissing deeply and scooping you back up. He gripped onto your ass as he walked off with you; you wrapped your legs around him. Neither breaking the heated kiss you shared.

Keigo carried you up to his master bathroom. A short time later running water, moans and panting could be heard throughout the room. The hot breaths and heated water from his rainfall shower had begun to steam up the glass walls. Keigo had you with your back up against the tile wall as he thrusted his cock inside over and over again. Soon you were on the precipice of a climax. "Fuck Keigo ..fuck!", you huffed feeling him pulse inside you. Knowing he was nearing his release as well. "Damn - fuck - you're so tight, Baby."

You cried out as you fell over into the pit of pleasured euphoria. As Keigo felt you tighten even more around him, he came with a loud grunt before he stilled his movement. You stayed motionless like that for a few moments as you steadied your breathing together. Keigo kissed below your ear and down your jaw until your lips met. "You have no idea what you do to me.", he commented. Still slightly out of breath. You smiled warmly at him and gave him a chaste kiss before reaching for the shampoo.

You left me all alone.

You two spent the next bit of time gently scrubbing each other's hair and bodies. Once exiting and drying, Keigo pulled on some boxers and you had pulled out some spare clothes that had been left there before: a pair of shorts and another one of Keigo's t-shirts.

Keigo had dressed in a casual outfit as he walked into the sitting room area to join his girlfriend. You sat on his couch tapping away on your cellphone when you noticed Keigo move towards the glass doors of his balcony. Once he slid the door open a couple feathers flew inside. As he turned to face you, he noticed the curious look you held. Silently asking him what that was about. "Oh, I sent out a few feathers last night, that's all. Just around the building."

You rose to your feet and stepped over to him. "Everything okay?" You wondered why exactly it was he did that last night. Why was he basically trying to surveillance the building? Did he think there'd be some danger last night? He nodded and flashed that grin that made ladies melt. "Everything's fine, my dove. Don't worry about anything, okay?"

You nodded and wrapped your arms around his body as you rested your head on his firm chest. Listening to the steady beat of his heart as he wrapped his arms around you in return. Keigo held on tight, pressing kisses to the top of your head and tilting slightly to leave some on your forehead. 

I would've gave it all.

Truth be told I can't believe you're gone, like a dream I can't recall.

Now I gotta face the fact that you're never coming back.

As you made your way to Keigo's front door you turned to kiss his lips once more. "I can fly ya home, ya know?" You smiled but shook your head. "Nah, I drove here. Remember? You'd have to fly me home..then come get me and fly me back here." Keigo briefly rolled his eyes but held his flirty grin before the look in his eyes changed to something else. "Hey, I'd fly all over the world for you, ya know."

You knew he meant it. He's flown all over Japan in different situations for you before. Keigo stepped forward and cupped your face in his hands. Gently kissing your forehead before bringing his lips down to your own.

You closed your eyes tightly. Touya's face flooded your mind. What Hawks didn't know was he had made the motions to perform Touya's signature form of affection towards you. He had kissed your forehead reassuringly when you were younger, but once you two started dating it evolved a bit.

Touya would lovingly rest his hands against the sides of your neck and gently leave a kiss on your forehead first, then peck your nose, then meet your lips. You almost faltered when you thought Keigo was gonna do similar. You shared a short but languid kiss. When you pulled back you didn't see a pair of gold orbs lovingly regarding you at first, but a set of beautiful turquoise.

Cause you're running through my dreams.

It's like you're on repeat.

Feels like eternity, and I can't believe.

You drove home in silence. Played no music. You simply listened to the symphony of noises the world around provided. 

'Breathe in.'

You felt like you were going nuts. It's true you thought of Touya everyday, but why so much recently? You couldn't make sense of your dreams and now it's like you could see pieces of him during waking hours.

'Breathe out.'

You were startled from the mantra when one of your cellphone ringtones pierced the silence. It was the tone set for your dad. Only then had you realized a single tear had escaped to crawl down your face. Wiping the wetness away you answered her phone, attempting to steady your voice. "Hey dad!". While you greeted your dad happily, your face didn't match. You spoke to him on speaker for a few minutes before the two of you said your goodbyes. You continued the rest of the drive in the enveloped silence once again.

As you drove passed the front of your apartment you shook your head. Seeing that every parking spot on the main street was taken. From corner to corner. Now you'd have to park out back in the alley. Not that it made the walk in or out much farther. However it was much darker back there. The lights overhead at night not being as bright as the building lights and streetlights out front.

As you went to enter the front door you were greeted with a 'Hello Dear!' from the lovely old neighbor, Mrs. Yamaguchi. Siitting there contently on her balcony. She always dressed nicely, her expensive broach visible on the breast of her blouse given to her by her late husband. Mrs. Yamaguchi enjoyed sitting in the evening air until it got dark. It's something she did with him while he was alive, and still performs in his honor.

You waved and the two of you exchanged pleasantries before unlocking the front door and making your way inside. You sunk into your couch around midday. Once again, sleepy visions featured your late boyfriend.

In this dream, you were making your way to Touya, who stood along one of the streams of Sekoto Peak. The spikes of his white hair blew around from the gentle breeze. As you got closer, you heard him call out your name. You flashed him a wide smile that soon faded in confusion. He continued to yell as you approached, except his voice became raspy. Much like the dream you had yesterday morning. "Babe! I'm right here! Look at me!" This really bothered you, because it's what he would say to his dad before. You assured him that you always saw him, though. "I see you, Touya!", you would scream back.

He simply shook his head. "You don't see me now." You shook your head fiercely, almost becoming aggravated. "I do!! I always see you!!" Surely he should know that. Suddenly, you felt the heat. Fire. The fire was erupting around you. Before you could reach for him, to pull him away from the area, his words stopped you in your tracks. That same unknown voice coming from his mouth. "You don't see me right now,", he grabbed you and held your neck in his hands as his made a line of kisses from your forehead, to your nose, then to your lips before finishing, "but I want you to."

You used to run, run through my veins, and to be honest, I know I'll never be the same.

I let you in, you left me out.

You left me on my own, you left me all alone.

Your eyes shot open as a loud ringtone sang out. Normally hearing your tone for Hawks amused you. Loving it knowing your feathered lover was calling. It was hard to feel anything but exhaustion at the moment, however. You gave a groggy "Hello?" as you tried to rub the sleep from your eyes. "Hey lovebird!"

His voice sounded louder than normal in your tired state. "I haven't heard from ya. We're still on for dinner, yeah?" Only then did you realize the sky outside had gone dark. "Yeah.", you replied before clearing your throat. "I just woke up, I overslept. I'll be there soon." You could tell he held back a little as he spoke, but he responded with an 'Ok. I'll see ya soon babe.'

You hung up and made your way over to the bathroom. Rubbing your hands down your face. You washed up and brushed your teeth, applied some makeup, and inspected yourself in the mirror. You had changed into black leggings and white shirt. That should be alright for a quiet dinner at home, right?

Throwing on your boots and leather jacket, you made your way outside. Before you could greet your neighbor again it was a surprise to see Mrs. Yamaguchi missing from her balcony. Figuring the old woman was inside for a bathroom break or some more tea, you turned and locked your front door.

I see you in my dreams.

I can't believe you're gone.

When it's too dark to see, I'll leave the light on.

I'll leave the light on.

I'll leave the light on, when it's too dark to see.

Making your way out to the dark alley, you tried to clear your mind. You prayed that a relaxing night with Keigo would soothe your heart and spirit. You two always had a good time together. He made you laugh. He made you happy. Whenever he laid his eyes on you, you could practically feel his love.

That word was still a bit foreign for the pair of you. Both parties seemed to be nervous to use it just yet. You wondered if you did truly love him. You hadn't loved another man since Touya, let alone told another man as much. You enjoyed seeing the adoration in Keigo's eyes. As she neared the car, you were too caught up in thoughts and memories to notice another pair of eyes watching in the dark. 

I let you in, you left me out.

You left me on my own, you left me all alone.

I let you in, you bled me out.

You left me skin and bone, you left me all alone.

You used to run, run through my veins, and to be honest, I know I'll never be the same.

I let you in, you left me out.

You left me on my own.

You left me all alone.