m a r l e n e

▀ ♡ ▄ She was too quiet, or she was too loud. She took things too seriously, or not seriously at all. She was too sensitive, or too cold-hearted. She hated with every fiber of her being, or loved with every piece of her heart. There was no in-between for...

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James rolled his eyes it was just like a girl to act  crazy or over exaggerate then slash out at you for it. Is this the hormone stage? he thought, trying not to do much else to trigger another out burst. “Sorry.” he said now looking directly at her. “Is there anything I can get you? would you like to talk?” James asked half-heartedly hoping she wouldn’t start crying soon. 

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“ No, but thank you.”  Marlene responded, a small smile resting on her lips as she turned her head to look around the empty hall. She was really glad she wasn’t alone after all. “ I’m just anxious. It happens to anyone. Not just girls. I’ll be fine...as long as I know that everybody I care about is fine.”

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“uh No thanks.” He said dismissively. Sitting down next to her he drummed his fingers along his thigh trying to calm his nerves. James could count on two of his fingers how many times he found Marlene in a trouble in this was something he was never comfortable with. “Are you alright?” he said not bothering to face her.

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 Marlene froze as her glare moved to him. ” You could at least look at me, I’m not a freakin’ mutant and no, I’m not pregnant if that was what you were thinking about.” She spat, frowning lightly towards him before she violently moved her head to look at the ground. “ No, I’m not okay.”

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He stared blankly at her wandering what caused her current state. “Mar-” He caught himself before he could finish what exactly was he going to say? He questioned himself. It wasn’t very heroic to pry. He swallowed hard forcing down the lump of pride that was currently stuck in his throat. “Can I get you anything?” James asked mildly. 

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Fuck. She thought as his glare was setelled on her and only her. She knew she was doomed and whatever excuse she would make up, he wouldn’t believe it. A sigh escaped her lips as he chose not to comment. While nodding her head into a positive way, she stepped closer. “ Pumpkin juice?  I’m not hungry anymore.”

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Letters

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Hott Blonde Girl who doesn’t like to be called Mick,

I can recall how many times I bet something Jus’ so you know.! The summer doesn’t count either Sirius says so himself– and how rude My hair Does NOT look like a sock, it’s serious business to get it to look so wild!!!! and when did you become so brutal ? when to get you a dang hobby!

-Potter the singing Sock

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    Dear singing sock,   God you make me seem crazy for talking like a singing sock.  Sirius says lots of things that he doesn’t even believe in- so, it does not count. Fine. Then, good luck. But tomorrow, after Quidditch, I’ll drink. With or without you.

 - That name was good, use it anytime.

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He couldn’t help but blush slightly as he looked up to see that it was Marlene he had fallen against. He reached over to brush any food from himself and then did the same to her right before she turned to run away. Benji stood, confused. Others nearby were beginning to take notice and pointing or laughing at the awkward interaction. Benji ducked his head to hide his reddening cheeks and followed after Marlene out of the hall. “Wait, Marl. Are you.. are you sure you’re alright?” He wasn’t quite sure himself what he was doing, he only aimed to escape the claustrophobia of the hall.

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 “ I’m fine!” the blonde quickly replied, stopping into her tracks near a wall as she sighed deeply. She couldn’t be rude to him, so she turned around wiping her mouth quickly. “ I just .. okay, maybe I am not that fine. But it has nothing to do with you or the food you spilled.” she quickly assured a small smile on her lips as she spoke. “ I haven’t been feeling really great lately, but it’s okay.” As she spoke she took her wand out and mumbled a cleaning charm - quickly placing it back into her pocket.

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There were too many people in the Great Hall, lately. Too loud, too much commotion. Benjy preferred to take his meals, when he did eat, out onto the lawn. The air was only just becoming too cold for his excursions, and he figured soon he’d have to find a new spot to eat his dinner. He was standing from his house’s table, passing through the crowd to the exit, when he was suddenly stumbling and falling to the ground. His mashed potatoes and chicken rained down upon an unfortunate student, but Benjyi was too embarrassed to help much. “Shit, I’m sorry mate.” He mumbled, though it was clear he hadn’t fallen out of his own clumsiness, but rather an outstretched leg or a pointed hex.

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  Marlene’s been feeling sick for a while now, she knew the  reason ; it was just her anxious self talking, but it was becoming rather annoying. Her goal was to go to the Gryffindor table, take something to eat and leave. Simple as that. But, oh...the destiny had other plans. She looked down at her blouse then back at the Hufflepuff boy. Her cheeks were pale and she wasn’t really annoyed by this incident.‘ No, actually - I think it was mine. I was the one rushing towards the table. I’ll... go and clean it up,’ the blonde beamed faintly, turning away and rushing towards the exit.

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“marls.” lily whispered to herself, her heartbreaking at the sight of her friend. when a friend needed her they became her only thought, nothing else mattered in that moment more than marlene.  “are you alright?” she asked, her worry clear in her voice.

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    quickly wiping her mouth once again, she nodded in agreement. turning to face Lily like nothing happend - only that she was pale like the walls. ‘ I’m fine, why aren’t you in the Great Hall?’ Marlene hated making everything like she was the one that mattered - she wasn’t.

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“–Glad to know that..”

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“ What’s up with the sudden act of kindness?”

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“If it wasn’t you then why are you asking me to help you clean it up?”

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  “ Because if you really want it cleaned up, I’m not doing it by myself? Duh. I have no problem with some stains.”

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“Are you alright?” James tried to ask casually but nothing in his head clicked this as being normal. ‘What the hell’ he asked himself as he seemed to always be in the wrong place at the right time. He was never one to judge or even open his mouth to deliver a speech but catching Marlene in such a fit set James on edge. One he wasn’t so sure he could keep hidden for too much longer.

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‘ I am f-fine.’ the blonde quickly replied, rubbing her eyes gently as she looked around them. Nobody but James was around, of course he wouldn’t be normal for once and eat with everyone else in the Great Hall. ‘ Is there anything you need?’ she asked, suddenly looking up and trying to look less affected by her state.

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Sacrifice. It’s what we do for the people we love.

If I stay (via nyctotines)

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  “–If I wasn’t sure, I wouldn’t have given them to you.” Bella sighed. 

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  “ just checking.” the blonde replied, shrugging her shoulders before eating the last one.

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She was like his sister, as close to one as he had ever come, and it hurt, seeing her hurting herself like this. As she emerged from the shadows, he slung an arm round her shoulder. “Nah, there won’t be, they’re all in the great hall, let’s go.” Sirius led the way, making his way outside and across the fields.

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    She leaned into the embrace, letting her head fall on his shoulders - it was a good thing they were almost the same height. “ How did you know?” she quietly asked, loud enough for him  to hear her. She was still feeling sick, that she won’t lie about- but it was better now that he is here, with her. “This ain’t the first time ya’ decide to baby sit me.”

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  “–I always have a good point. Yeah sure…” She replied before tossing her the last two chocolate frogs. “Enjoy.”

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    “ Thanks, Black.” the blonde took the chocolate frogs from the Slytherin and quickly tossed one inside of her mouth. “ Ya’ sure ya’ don’t want the last one? I ain’t gonna vomit it for you.”

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Lily: Marlene, we have a serious Code James.

Marlene: Well it’s not really code if you say his name.

Lily: He told me he liked me, and I’m gonna go make out with him right now, on his face.

Marlene: That’s awesome!

Lily: No. Read me the script.

Marlene: Seriously?

Lily: Yes!

Marlene: Alright: “Lily, it’s Lily Evans, head girl of Hogwarts, speaking to you through Marlene Mckinnon, friend and beautiful roommate,” thank you. “Do not do anything with James. Be responsible no matter how cute his mouth is. Your reputation is on the line!”

Lily: Shut up, Marlene!

Marlene: You wrote that.

Lily: No…you…then. Lily, Lily you don’t know what you’re talking about. I care about him very much, and I’ve had two and a half glasses of red wine and what that means is I’m gonna go make out with him right now, and it’s gonna be awesome.

Marlene: Yay!

Lily: No! You’re supposed to talk me out of this.

Marlene: No… don’t… stop…

Lily: Shut up Marlene, I’m doing it anyway.

Marlene: Yay!

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Lily: I am literally the epitome of intelligent

Marlene:

Lily: On a scale of Remus to James how arrogant did I sound?

Marlene: Sirius

Lily: Damn that bad?

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Sirius knew Marlene, he had known Marlene for almost several years, and so when he could tell when she was anxious, he could almost sense it, and so when the lunch bell went, and Marlene managed to slip from the crowds, he followed her. Abeit, he lost her for a bit, pulling out the map and searching for her name. When he found her, he held up a bottle of water. “C’mon Mar, lets go to the common room, or to the pitches.” 

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  Her eyes traveled from Sirius’ face to the bottle of water, a small smile resting on her lips. He knew her way too well. “ Thanks.” It was all she could mumbled as  she took the bottle from him - taking a big sip of it. “ The pitches.” she mumbled under her breath and stepped closer to him, away from the corner she sat in. her face was still pale and the joy from her eyes was literally gone. “ There is probably no one there...”