L I A @chasing-earth - Tumblr Blog

I think about dying but I don't want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There's so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I'm still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can't quite figure out what the hell I'm doing or how to get out of it.

— Matty Healy

suicideisthesolution

How often can you break until there is nothing left of you?

-V. J.

sa-dnesss

“What scares me the most is how much I think of suicide, and how I never talk about it.”

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suicideisthesolution

I don't know how many times I survived myself without telling anyone.

-V. J.

stay-close

“I break my own heart by expecting people to be as attached to me as I am to them.”

— Unknown

brokenflicker

"I'm not lazy, I'm just tired. and I don't mean because I've been working hard. Not at all. I'm tired from forcing myself to get out of bed everyday. I'm tired of distracting myself from the thoughts in my brain. I'm tired because all my energy is put to surviving and people don't understand that because all they see is how unproductive you are."

— depression is a disease and it's tiring

sad-empty-lost

I feel lonely in a room filled with people……..some will know this feeling well

yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou

thoughtkick

“For a long time, she held a special place in my heart. I kept this special place just for her, like a “Reserved” sign on a quiet corner table in a restaurant. Despite the fact that I was sure I’d never see her again.”

— Haruki Murakami, South of the Border, West of the Sun

thoughtkick

“You’re important to me. I think if there’s anything that will last forever, it’s that. Whether we separate, stay in touch or rarely speak again, you will always be that little someone I really do care for, that I would sacrifice everything for to protect and keep safe.”

— Beau Taplin, The Promise