[chasmxsaint]

Hello, I'm Aster ~ thought I'd make an intro here since I had a very long offline stint. I hate reducing shit into categorical identities, but reality is we gotta be out here flagging to connect so read on if you're curious.

trans dyke (they), 35, white, disabled (the often bedridden kind), leatherdyke kink practitioner ~ sharps top & power player left of the slash, anarchocommunist (sry that's vague I've fucked with a bunch of tendencies ~ I'm degrowth/deep ecology focused, anti-state, indigenous sovereignty first,etcetc), raised Roman Catholic and gravitating back there but also drawn to Slavic animism so… Some kind of mixed up spiritual but not religious.

Content you may encounter: kink especially with sadistic themes, Christian imagery & theology, psychosexual type shit, literature, art, film and tv, philosophy and metaphysics, death. My life is defined by pain and I'd say that's the uniting concept in my interests.

I don't tag consistently but I will try to tag blood, gore and needles. Feel free to ask me to tag something specific and I'll do my best.

If you're a terf, zionist, racist/white supremacist, oppose reproductive rights, or otherwise subscribe to fascist ideologies, you can move along. Or be aware that I will attempt to deprogram you, and I will be cruel about it.

Oops I always have more to say than I expect. Also, I'm always open for a chat. I will definitely disappear from here entirely once I remember how damaging it is for my psyche buuut until then, let's rock

neocities | letterboxd | bookwyrm

[unbiddentongue]

[beguines]

I wouldn't even be a religious person were it not for poetry, which has not only repeatedly brought me into contact with an other, but has seemed to demand something of me in its wake—very like Teresa's visions. But poetry remains perpetually open. God moves through art but doesn't get stuck there. I sometimes think he gets stuck in theology—fixed, frozen, and therefore inevitably falsified.

Miroslav Volf and Christian Wiman, Glimmerings: Letters on Faith Between a Poet and a Theologian

[song-for-an-unborn-sun]

[iscariotapologist]

Thomas Merton, from Dialogues with Silence

[b0ttleb10nd]

[dykeferatu]

i’m not even that much of a pervert i can just find the eroticism in anything. doesn’t get me bricked up necessarily i just like to appreciate it.

[princessdigi]

dick from a guy who is sobbing and scared

[regardintemporel]

Otto Muehl - Materialaktion, November 1964

Photograph by Ludwig Hoffenreich

[sailorsally]

The Color of Pomegranates (1969)

[creepish]

[haanaid]

entre calidad y temblor

johana bath

[smsomah]

Gloria T. Pomo at a Native American cemetery, California, 1967. Hansel Mieth

[chasmxsaint]

I love being one of the only nostalgic motherfuckers with an x in my username. takes me back to when the internet was actually good, instant hit of dopamine when I see it. Might fuck around and go double xx

[sent1mental-animal]

it could be romantic if we just mixed our blood together

[seraphim-eternal]

I am not ashamed, for I know whom I have believed.

2 Timothy 1:12

[deathandmysticism]

St. Catherine of Siena receiving the stigmata on her hands and chest while trampling the devil, 1480