♱ about me: fangirl with too much creativity, she/her, aro/ace, mexican-american, intj, goth (specifically victorian-gothic)/yallternative, visual-kei lover, metal, kpop and vocaloid enjoyer, rural/small town girl who deep down likes country music, likes to play video games (especially visual novels), writer, adores reading & literature, into anything vampire related, art & history, horse girl, certified loser and an oxford comma enthusiast
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𓆩♡𓆪 COD Headcanons Masterlist
𓆩♡𓆪 COD Headcanons Masterlist (continued)
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AHHH! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR DOING MY REQUEST OF PART 2 Of COD MEN VS PERIOD PAIN SIMULATOR!! ❤❤❤ (๑•ᴗ•๑)♡ I loved it so much, also how did you know I was on my period this week?
Anyway, thank you again for doing my request, you have just made my week so much better. You don't have to replie to this, I just wanna say thank you
(Again I hope you're doing well and you're taking care of yourself, life is hard and trying to find the motivation and ideas for writing a request or something you want while balancing with life is very very hard, post at your own pace or take a break when it gets too much, I hope you stay healthy and safe ❤)
(I'm sorry if this is too long again, I got a little too excited when I saw you did my request. I apologize if I offended you in anyway, or any words I used wrong 🙏)
Thank you so much for your kind words! You have no idea how much they uplift me, some days I get home so tired from work only to get overworked even more with house chores and other tasks. So by 10pm I'm usually fighting to stay awake when I'm trying to write some or try playing a game (which is why I haven't made much progress on my game backlog xd)
I know I've brought up my mental issues in the past and this year hasn't been the kindest to me considering how anxious and stressed I get. There are times I've almost fallen asleep on the road while driving because of how little sleep I get and my mood changes aren't the best either. But through writing I find myself able to face those emotions of mine and do something with them.
I think I've discovered more about myself through this hobby to the point that this doesn't feel like a mere pastime anymore. Even when there have been people in my life who diminish this passion I have for writing, I never plan to completely give it up.
I hope you enjoy the writings I post and most of all I wish to portray these characters as they are so you all (and me included) can find enjoyment in reading about them and their antics.
Can you do a part 2 of cod men vs period pain simulator? It's just a few days after they were put through the simulator then suddenly their partner told them it's that time of the month again, how do they treat their partner now? Especially the ones who probably didn't thought of it much or didn't really care
(This is my first time ever requesting something and actually using the inbox, it took a lot of courage for me to send this, but I felt comfortable enough with you to request something. I really love your writing, I don't know if you'll do this, it's fine if you don't since you're probably busy with life and other requests. I hope you're doing well, stay safe and healthy)
(I'm sorry if this is too long, I got really nervous, and I apologize if I didn't follow the rules correctly, offended you in anyway, or any words I used wrong 🙏)
lol dw you did nothing wrong; i dont bite..hard
thanks for being so considerate and patient ik my posting schedule sucksss bc it's nonexistent by now but here it is!! apologies for any typos!
part 1 here
𓆩♡𓆪 Headcanon: How They Care For You While You're On Your Period
Sweets to the Sweet. Edmund Blair Leighton (English, 1852-1922).
If his sanity was barely hanging on by a thread when he used the period simulator for a mere 10 minutes he cannot bear to imagine the intolerable amount of pain that must be coursing through your body right this instant and is very surprised at how well you're holding up (holy run-on sentence)
Won't ever comment or even lightly joke about your snappy attitude, his mere presence perhaps is too annoying right?
He knew women had it hard, but he wasn't aware to the full extent of all the miniscule things that made the week of your cycle feel like a battlefield, or even worse he'd argue
Has much more than just sympathy for you, his understanding of your pain goes deeper and that blooms into empathy and that goes even further and turns into compassion; he shows this by bringing you snacks on his way home, even flowers seem like a nice gesture as they decorate your dim vision with colors
He knows this is not enough, during this time you tend to seek comfort in simple but thoughtful gestures, knowing he is the man filled to the brim with warmth just for you, he decides to also take a break with you and tend to you but most importantly; remain by your side
Ghost
Doesn't want to admit it out loud but he was greatly humbled by the period simulator, remembering how much the pain resembled that of hell he is more than ready to gentle when you tell him you're on your period
Before he wouldn't really do anything extra for you, perhaps you would ask for him to pick something up from the store and he'd go only for him to get the wrong thing or forget something from your list, he'd never understand why you would be upset at him over it, now he knows just how much something that 'small' can mean to someone who is experiencing the most uncomfortable yet slowest and agonizing pain
He thinks a lot more on how you feel; ruminating over every habit of his that could potentially inconvenience you, he washes the dishes he just used, picks up the laundry and without a second thought changes the bedsheets if you stain them
And perhaps the most important to you; he listens to you, nodding along as you rant to him and even offering you to rub your back if that helps alleviate some pain, you gladly accept his offer
Soap
I wanna be funny and say he turns into one of those guys who starts crying and gets super sad if they find out someone is on their period, "nooo periods MUST end" "eat this knuckle sandwich period cramps!"
"..." as you roll your eyes and are so ready to take a painkiller and put some white noise to doze off to
Albeit annoying as he constantly ask what you need, what he can do, and leaving food/snacks on your nightstand constantly he does get all the household chores done when you told him to (you figured he would be busy with what for some time and would leave you alone)
He tried cooking you something only for it turn out inedible, but the thought of him slaving over a stove stressing out makes you see it as a cute gesture, he stuck with making simple teas so at least he didn't mess that up lol
Turned the tv on for you, you were halfway through a cheesy romcom movie you were watching for the shiggles when you turned only to find him standing in the doorway completely absorbed in the plot, actually cried a lot at the "sad" breakup scene considering he wasn't the one with messy hormones
Gaz
Even before the whole period simulator thing he made sure you were stocked up on pads, tampons or whatever else you used for when that time of the month came, he thought you had it pretty good, a bit of mild uncomfortableness for a week of rest, right?
Well that period simulator sure enlightened him, he found out that it wasn't just blood dripping down there, it was a plethora of symptoms and feelings that came with it, he knew cramps were bad but not THAT bad, somehow feels guilty as if he were the cause of your pain
Like promised he does buy extra of your fav foods that can be easily made if he's not around, and when he is home he makes a bigger effort to ensure that the meals he makes for you are to your liking and won't disturb your stomach
Will immediately drop anything he's doing if he so much feels you tug at his shirt to cuddle, now he is a lot more sensitive to what you're feeling and understands that sometimes the best comfort he can provide is his warmth embrace
Roach
From last time he learned that sometimes eating can be a real chore when you're experiencing horrible cramps or headaches because of your period, sometimes the only thing you want to do is lie down, so he decides to invest in getting you comfortable and soft blankets, pajamas or any loungewear
He'll surrender his clothes a lot more often now if you really want, even buys those plushies that you can put in a microwave and they'll be super soft and cuddly and warm that you just melt into them, comes home with at least five of those btw
He canNOT cook an elaborate meal that you're craving, and he gets nervous when you were desperately wanting a snack only for the store to have it out of stock and he comes home with an alternative instead not knowing if you'll just ignore him or decide to bury him six feet under
Alejandro
He was very bad with the period simulator, to the point it's embarrassing for him to talk about it, but he is a lot more alert to whenever you're irritated or get in a bad mood because of the strong cramps and heavy blood flow for the first couple of days of your period
Any minor show of discomfort and he's more than willing to drive you home if you're out, even if he's not there beside you, you might just be texting him to complain about how bad your period cramps are and how you can't wait to get home and just crash into bed
Don't be surprised if you check his location to find out he's 10 minutes away already with a bouquet of flowers + your fav takeout place ready to come rescue you, and don't even try to make excuses about how you need to stay at work or finish running errands, he WILL do anything he can to ensure you don't worry about anything other than taking care of yourself right now
Rudy
You casually mention you just got your period as you leave the bathroom and enter the living room to sit next to Rudy again, you feel him tense from his spot on the couch and you look up from your phone to see him already hurrying to get up
"Where are you going?" and he explains how he's going to make sure you're stocked up on pads/tampons, make sure the laundry is done and your blankets are clean so he can start setting up your resting area
You're confused until guilt floods you as you remember how a week ago you had made him do the period simulator and he barely was able to handle it, you had done it for fun but looks like he was still recovering from that
Still, you let him pamper you extra this time and assure him he's doing great when he awkwardly stands not knowing whether he's doing things right or not, but every time he remembers how he failed the period simulator he knows it's 10x worse for you because you can't just turn the pain off, this is the real thing not a simulator and he feels as if he can't do much to make up for that :(
Phillip Graves
No longer laughs when an acquaintance complains about their wives' period pain but instead just hardens his jaw as he thinks what a bastard they are for not understanding how difficult of a time this can be for those with periods
Thinks about what gift to get you when your next period comes along, since he knows how your mood can be really down in the dumps, all those headaches, bloating, aches, and low energy you display are no joke and he only got to experience the cramps now imagine all that combined...
Doesn't complain about how tired he is or brush you off if you're having trouble sleeping and want to stay up watching or reading something, will try to stay up with you before eventually nodding off as you try waking him up because you want him to be present until you fall asleep
Barely raises a brow if you curse every five minutes because you stained your fave pair of shorts or get cramps, Lord knows how much he was cursing when he used the period simulator..
Makarov
May not express any words of comfort but man knows not to ask stupid questions and get you everything without you needing to ask him, decides to add a reminder to his phone whenever your cycle is about to start so he can have everything prepared
Whatever you want he will try to get you, if you want to go out and eat out he won't hesitate to take you but if you don't feel like eating out he'll order you food and will hire someone to take over the kitchen for you if you don't have the energy to cook due to fatigue
Doesn't tease or make remarks as before and decides to keep quiet whenever he notices you haven't been resting well due to body aches or constantly getting up to change your pad, he may not be good at verbally expressing these things but has the resources to make this time of the month a little easier for you
Keegan
Is a lot more patient but doesn't want you to remind him how snappy he got when he used the period simulator, you've never been so cranky considering you're dealing with the real thing but he doesn't like that you're laughing about it now
Now he makes sure to make it is priority to get anything you ask him to buy at the store, he used to be pretty forgetful but damn if that simulator taught him anything is that cramps are nothing to be joking about, he'll even order light meals to make it easier on your upset stomach
You've used up all your stretchy and comfortable pajamas but he stays on top of washing them to make sure you can wear fresh ones each time you step out of the bath, stocks up the pantry so you can freely raid it every night if you feel like it, he only makes sure to pick up the empty containers of cookies or half-eaten bags of chips the next morning
König
If you're raving about something he's learned to shut up and not open his mouth to offer any input unless he wants to be scrubbing floors for a week straight, does it either way because you can barely bend or move as your body aches, but at least he's gotten a laugh out of you when you walk by and see his big frame on his knees desperately trying but failing to get a stain off of the floor
If you mention in passing how you're bleeding more than usual or feel dizzy he won't hesitate to immediately ask if you need to go to the doctor, or wait maybe even to the ER?!
He's certain that if it were men who experienced period pain there would have been a permanent cure or a lot more support provided by now, tbh you think he's more dramatic than you've ever been because of the period simulator
Horangi
He used to drag you to the gym even when you were on your period just for you to accompany him, but after trying the period simulator he doesn't force you anymore, matter of fact you can stay home as much as you want and he won't bother you about it, you feel icky and just super low on energy to the point you can't get things done
He's learned to be more communicative and learn what you need help with so he can at least try and be supportive, he's surprisingly efficient and it takes a huge load off your shoulders
Remembers the pain he felt when using the period simulator and learns to help with mood changes if you're having severe cramps, doesn't force anything and holds back on his impulsiveness for your sake
Will never underestimate how much pain you can take to the point he's lowkey a little scared of your strength when he was falling apart whenever he remembers the stomach cramps..
Nikto
Did not easily forget the terrible experience of going through the dreaded period simulator, he remembers how helpless he felt even as he was twisting in pain as you made him experience level 10 of cramps, and he only shudders thinking how your body handles that on a monthly basis
Watches and observes you whenever you mention you're on your period, a few times now you've noticed him looking over at you every time you walk out of the bathroom after changing your pad/tampon, is he looking for signs of distress?... either way he's not risking asking you to do stuff for him
Gives you lotssss of space since you honestly don't feel like cuddling and especially not when you've already take painkillers and don't feel them helping at all
Although you do get chills when on your period so you might allow him to sleep next to you at night for extra warmth
I just had the weirdest dream about fandoms of my life and I need to share this to the world of Tumblr because why not
I dreamt of a CoD fancomic being printed out as physical book. The covers looks like Horangi x Reader x Konig. The start of the comic looks like Horangi x Reader. The end of the comic is just Horangi and Konig banging each other VERY HARD
What.
HELP LMAO?! Is this a dream or prophecy..
Ngl if such a fancomic exists I would seriously read it 😭 few are the stories where they implement the true meaning of a ‘love triangle’.
Thank you for sharing with the class it was very insightful and uh informative 👍🏼
"This week I discovered the same pattern, executed by Google. Google Chrome is reaching into users' machines and writing a 4 GB on-device AI model file to disk without asking."
Google Chrome is downloading a 4 GB Gemini Nano model onto users' machines without consent, with no opt-in, no opt-out short of enterprise t
I finished the game and somehow pissed her off (probably because of this,). Tabby, I love you, forgive me for everything. Anyway, I was glad to see that beautiful smile.
we need more weirdo!readers, the freaky, just straight up odd readers, cause not everyone who reads x reader fics are normal people (not even close), they’re rarely the type we see in official romance media (books, tv, movies), so why pretend?
been having fun digging into the episode 5 survey data!
it and episode 3 are neck and neck for being people's favorite episodes to date, and the spread across our romance options continue to tighten
will be doing a longer writeup soon, but in the meantime, enjoy this infographic!
