fantasizing about being in a relationship: ๐ฅฐ๐๐คญ๐ท๐
actually being in one: ๐๐คฌ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐คข๐คฎ
i spent too many years yearning for a romantic partner but when it happened i was like...oh this is not it.
i preferred it when it was all in my mind.
we were together for a year and i still grieve the time we could've spent as friends instead of enduring all of that heartache and losing her for good. i hope she's doing well.



















