Another relationship ended. Well hopefully this time with more clarity. I realised I’m pretty damn fked up. It’s as if I knew what was going to be happening at the end but I still chose to believe otherwise. You’re lost, you’re really lost. And I understand why you feel this way, haha ive been there. I think most people at the age of 26 would’ve felt this somehow rather and although it is kind of odd you only felt it now. Im sorry it hurts, i know it hurts. That kind of burning pain that hurts your head and heart and you will like fucking shit. There’s nothing you can do about it, nothing you can do at all. You start to question everything, the past, present, future. I get it. Damn me if I’m wrong, but you needed this. To feel like fucking shit. Maybe only then something would click in your head. I love you enough to let you go, you need to grow. I really hope you do. I don’t it to end, but I really cannot see this working out with the state you’re in now.
